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    Chapter 80

    Chen Yiming touched Jiao Bai’s waistband, the color of which was indiscernible due to the dirt. He had seen countless naive faces, handled countless eighteen and nineteen-year-old boys.

    They were all outlets the Chairman had taken a liking to, then discarded.

    Chen Yiming wasn’t a soft-hearted person, he wasn’t, he had no kindness.

    The person under his fingertips wasn’t trembling, his muscles were soft, he had been drugged, and had no ability to resist.

    He was like an inanimate object, even the rise and fall of his chest seemed to have ceased.

    But he was clutching something, his dirty finger bones revealing a trace of pale whiteness. That was the only strong characteristic of his being alive.

    A person walking in the dark needs something to hold onto.

    He happened to have something in his hand, so he clutched it.

    Chen Yiming pulled off the fabric from between his fingers, revealing a patch of filth that couldn’t be discerned, a foul odor rushing towards him. He closed his eyes and leaned in, as if hoping for an early death and release.

    “Wait,” Shen Ji said.

    Chen Yiming thought the Chairman had changed his mind. He was about to breathe a sigh of relief, but saw Jiao Bai’s sickly white lips twitch, the arc extremely subtle, with a hint of mockery.

    Two seconds later, Chen Yiming heard the Chairman instructing a bodyguard something. The man quickly returned, carrying a bucket of ice water.

    Chen Yiming looked at Jiao Bai again, and found the arc at the corner of his lips was still there. A chill ran down Chen Yiming’s back. Sometimes, in certain moments, he would have a strange thought, like at this moment.

    He would suspect that Jiao Bai understood the Chairman even better than he did.

    Not just the Chairman, but others, many people, Jiao Bai understood. He was like a…

    An audience member who knew the ending of the world, watching them complete performance after performance on the stage of life, successful or failed, with regrets or satisfaction. Occasionally saying a few comments, more often it was “Ha, there’s more drama to watch.”

    Even if the audience was pulled onto the stage and assigned a role, they were still out of place, and still at a different level from them.

    “Splash—”

    The cold water droplets splashed on Chen Yiming’s face, and he came back to his senses, watching the Chairman pour the entire bucket of ice water on Jiao Bai, saying with extreme disgust, “Too dirty, wash it off.”

    Chen Yiming’s thoughts returned to the previous question. Over the past year, even he had sensed Jiao Bai’s uniqueness. The Chairman had had much more contact with Jiao Bai than he had, so it was impossible for him to have no feelings.

    Even if that feeling was just an illusion, just an illusion, it was still terrifying.

    Jiao Bai, such a person,

    Such a person…

    Chen Yiming glanced at Jiao Bai lying in the water, revealing his bluish-purple cheeks, and leaned in again.

    Such a person, his life is dark, his soul has light. Being noticed by him, attracted to him, having his joys and sorrows stirred up by him, becoming abnormal for him, this is all very normal.

    Compared to the precious flower species in a beautiful and sunny room,

    The reeds that grow in the dark, wet mud, in harsh environments, dry and prickly, after many wind and snow devastations, are more likely to amaze the visual sense and shock the soul.

    “Chen… Assistant…”

    Jiao Bai, who had been motionless, uttered a sound from his chapped lips.

    Chen Yiming paused.

    “Turn me… over…” Jiao Bai looked at him, saying intermittently in a breathy voice, “Don’t directly… first… touch me…”

    He couldn’t make a real sound, just repeated those three words “touch me” in a weak breathy voice, over and over again.

    Chen Yiming frowned, scooped Jiao Bai up, had him lie on his stomach, and put his hand on him.

    Jiao Bai was more seriously injured than on the cargo ship. That time it was self-abuse, all superficial injuries, but this time it was the handiwork of Shen Ji, with the purest early dog-blood flavor. He had countless fractures all over his body, his internal organs were also injured, and he had vomited blood multiple times.

    He was hanging on by a thread.

    It wasn’t a matter of whether to protect the flower anymore, that aspect wasn’t a consideration, it was that the flame of life had already burned to its end.

    At this time, even if Jiao Bai couldn’t get medical treatment, he could only lie quietly, and was not suitable for receiving the first storm of his life.

    Chen Yiming might have only just started, but Jiao Bai would die.

    What’s more, Shen Ji hadn’t given Chen Yiming any assisting tools, he was going to force it.

    Jiao Bai lay on the ground, letting Chen Yiming awkwardly touch his cold, bluish back through his wet clothes. His drowsy eyes looked in the direction of Shen Ji, even though they weren’t really focusing, he still didn’t close them, just looked like that.

    Once his breath broke, it would be like this, with his eyes open, not dying in peace.

    The hatred in the young man’s eyes was quiet and intense. He lay on the cement floor, but seemed to be covered by a mysterious veil.

    The embarrassment was covered, the dirt was covered, the rot was covered, the weakness was covered, the morbid state was covered.

    Everything became blurred. Blurred and magnificent.

    Several bodyguards were watching him.

    The young man’s soaked upper body was lifted up a bit, and his skinny, skin-and-bone back appeared under the lights, covered with bruises, large and small, all over his back skeleton and flesh.

    Those bruises followed his thin, root-like waist upward, climbed over his protruding vertebrae, and rushed into his wet shoulder blades.

    Just then, the lights went out, and darkness descended.

    The senses of the bodyguards were amplified. They were people who lived on the edge, not homosexuals, had no time for romance, at most they would spend some money to find someone to relieve themselves, a transaction, simple and easy.

    At this time, smelling the damp, fishy smell of water, remembering that patch of back, they were actually hooked out of their primitive desire for abuse.

    Before the bodyguards could do anything, they heard their master speak: “Get out.”

    They had a kind of embarrassment of being seen through their thoughts, quickly lowered their heads and groped their way out of the iron cage, retreating to not far away.

    In the cage, only a dying man, a man forced to commit violence, and a planner standing on the edge of a cliff watching the show remained.

    The planner made eye contact with the dying man, he gathered that arrogance of a favored son, high above, as if saying, in the end I couldn’t bear to let your self-esteem be completely shattered, so I cleared the stage for you.

    In the end, I do like you, you slut.

    The lights came on again. Jiao Bai blinked his eyelids, the hatred in his eyes was gone, replaced by a kind of…

    A contempt and pity of a small person seeing through a self-deceiving, self-moved, self-intoxicated superior.

    Shen Ji’s masseter muscles twitched: “Chen Yiming, don’t do any unnecessary work, start now!”

    “Yes,” Chen Yiming obeyed.

    Jiao Bai’s fingers curled up violently in the water, clasping tightly, his neck chained with iron painfully raised, his two eyes staring at Shen Ji, a drop of tear falling from the swollen corner of his eye.

    Shen Ji seemed to verify what the little person had seen through, his heart seemed to have been cut open, hurting him so much that he frowned, turned off the lights, took two steps back, and turned and walked out of the cage without looking back.

    It seemed that as long as he didn’t watch and listen, it wasn’t his fault, he didn’t want their relationship to develop to this point today. It was all that dog’s fault for bringing it on himself.

    Shen Ji smoked in the dark.

    Low groans came from the iron cage behind.

    The sound of the iron chain shaking violently, one after another.

    Sometimes fast, sometimes slow.

    There were no screams during the period.

    That dog was about to die, even if his intestines were stabbed out, he couldn’t scream.

    Chen Yiming was practicing for the first time, and soon his voice came, reporting his work, saying that he was done.

    Shen Ji pinched off half a cigarette and returned to the cage.

    Chen Yiming was still tidying his clothes. The weather had turned cooler in the past two days, so he had come wearing a jacket. He pulled the zipper up, against his chin.

    Shen Ji stepped on a few dirty paper balls and walked towards Jiao Bai, who was covered with a piece of clothing: “Still a slut?”

    Jiao Bai was still lying on his stomach, his breathing as weak as a candle in the wind, ready to go out at any time, his legs were convulsing weakly, his whole body was shrouded in the smell of blood and chestnut blossoms.

    Shen Ji looked at Jiao Bai expressionlessly for a while, and suddenly took off the clothes covering him.

    In his field of vision were his severely torn wounds.

    “Chen Yiming!” Shen Ji seemed to have discovered the loyal minister’s rebellion, he was furious, grabbed the empty bucket and threw it over, “Why did you do it on the outside?”

    Chen Yiming met the Chairman’s eyes, and for the first time couldn’t figure out what answer he wanted.

    “I wanted to leave that matter to someone I liked,” Chen Yiming said.

    Shen Ji’s anger stagnated for a moment, he sneered: “You even fucked a cheap dog, and still keep this thought, you really don’t seem like someone who has followed me for many years.”

    Chen Yiming lowered his head, the tissue he was wiping his hands with had blood on it.

    That blood wasn’t his.

    Shen Ji threw the clothes away like dirty things, got up and beckoned to the bodyguards: “It’s your turn.”

    Several bodyguards quickly stepped forward and surrounded the tattered young man on the ground. They pressed down on his wet back, which was oozing a layer of feverish sweat, and clamped his convulsing legs.

    Just then, Chen Yiming received a call, his face changed: “Chairman, this place has been exposed!”

    Shen Ji’s action of lighting a cigarette stopped, he used his own mobile phone to make a call, his face full of blizzard rain. The next moment, he smashed his phone and looked down at Jiao Bai, who was imprisoned by several hands: “Take him away!”

    Jiao Bai didn’t faint for long, he woke up during Shen Ji’s transfer of the hiding place, a ray of sunlight sprinkled on his eyelids, kissing his whole body of pain.

    He had a feeling of being reborn.

    It was dawn at this time. Jiao Bai was being carried on the back of a bodyguard, the blood sticking to his pants behind him, dirty and disgusting. He looked back at the rising sun.

    Trying to look back, desperately looking back, kept looking.

    Until he was put in the car and knocked unconscious, he closed his eyes.

    Shen Ji didn’t bring many people, not too few either, they were all his confidants, his hiding place changed from spacious and bright to simple, in less than a day.

    Jiao Bai changed from this bodyguard’s back to that bodyguard’s back, when he was awake, he would look at Shen Ji.

    Because Shen Ji at this stage gave him a sense of pleasure, and was familiar to him. Qi Zi Zhi on the cargo ship and Shen Ji now were so similar. They were the same in that they had risen smoothly, and the same in that they couldn’t afford to lose.

    This may be a common phenomenon in wealthy families.

    When they were still in their mother’s womb, they were superior to others, sought after by people, born in the clouds, looking down on this world. Even if one day they fell from the clouds, they would find countless excuses to avoid their own failure.

    If they couldn’t avoid it, they would put it all on someone else’s head.

    These are stray dogs who are unwilling to face reality. A common thing in dog-blood comics.

    The small dark room installed with multiple interference shielding equipment could no longer be stayed in, the stray dog had Chen Yiming throw away Jiao Bai’s Buddha card, they kept moving, changed several places, and stopped in a dilapidated building in a remote town in Nancheng.

    Jiao Bai lay on the hard, damp old wooden board, no one cared about him, which allowed him to enjoy a rare peace. The small dark room was installed with multiple interference shielding signal equipment, which Shen Ji had painstakingly created for him, expecting it to be absolutely safe.

    The location of the small dark room could be exposed because Shen Ji brought people over there.

    With more people, the probability of unexpected situations occurring increases.

    Jiao Bai had been unyielding and unyielding, Shen Ji had lost his already little patience, so he wanted to conquer him with the most familiar set of tricks.

    Slag gongs, their true skills are all that.

    Cheap shous, they die and come back to life once or twice, and then get used to it.

    The body no longer belongs to oneself, all senses follow the slag gong, it is so painful, but it is not just pain. After a long time, if the slag gong doesn’t come along one day, they will feel empty and uncomfortable doing it themselves, and after it’s over, they will mock themselves for being so pathetic.

    The slag gong slightly touches them, and they melt in seconds.

    While engaging in behaviors such as starvation and tears to reject themselves, they uncontrollably cooperate, and eventually fall in love with the slag gong. After being together for a few years, they will think, life is so short, they shouldn’t have tortured each other for so long, how good it would have been to be together earlier.

    Whether it is a slag gong and a slag shou, or a cheap gong and a cheap shou, they conquer the other party, starting from the body.

    Old routine.

    The only reason Shen Ji didn’t succeed was that Jiao Bai’s attributes didn’t match him.

    This led to everything being anti-routine.

    Shen Ji’s self-righteous jealousy prompted him to touch Jiao Bai, and after being exposed on the spot by Jiao Bai’s eyes, he had to take out his mother’s portrait as a face-saving mask.

    My mother died because of you, what qualifications do you have to wait for me to touch you personally?

    You only deserve to be played by my dog.

    Jiao Bai closed his eyes and slowly fell asleep, the blood on his pants had already dried and formed a clump, which was the evidence of his split.

    Damn it.

    The essence of the task is to drink dog blood.

    Every friend who enters the group is sent in by a wave of dense dog blood.

    Four more left.

    Jiao Bai hugged himself in his sleep. He had seen countless body abuses and heart abuses, there was only more abuse and no most abuse, and he had been tempered into a diamond heart.

    Thanks to the little partner who dragged him into the world of BL comics in his previous life.

    Thanks to those early dog-blood comics.

    Thanks to himself,

    Still alive.

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    The results Discovernot matter Where to move, do not smooth.

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