Chew Slowly Chapter 80

Chapter 80 Chapter 80

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After getting rid of the numerous figures underground, Xu Qiaochuan finally saw the light of day.The background is hazy, and the lead powder spreads from the corners of the building, transitioning into a very light gray.These colors are scattered and dyed, casually like blues songs, and the whole sky and sea are stained with a layer of melancholy.

He hadn’t seen the sea yet, but the sea breeze touched him first.The cold and wet air hit his face, making him tremble all over. Chen Zongqian quickly stepped forward and pulled his hat on.

“It’s not cold.” Xu Qiaochuan pushed the hand away, and his hat was blown off by the sudden strong wind, and his hair was blown into a mess.He turned and walked away, almost running.Xu Qiaochuan did not dare to open his mouth, fearing that once he opened his mouth, his whole body would be filled with wind, and he would be blown away lightly, drifting to a corner of the world.

The Wave Corridor, he remembered this place.On the inside is a moon-shaped flower bed, full of roses.But it’s winter now and the flowers haven’t grown yet.A row of seabirds on the railing were frightened by the sound of people, and flew away, fluttering past him.Xu Qiaochuan saw many white shadows. He chased them and leaned on the marble railing. The wind pushed him back a little, as if telling him not to get close to the pale sea water.

Chen Zongqian followed all the way, walking against the wind, his sadness pushing people back like the sea breeze.He didn’t want to be far away from Xu Qiaochuan, but Xu Qiaochuan didn’t want to be close to him anymore.Xu Qiaochuan turned around, his flying hair covering most of his face.His eyes never wandered away, staring at Xu Qiaochuan. His face was pale from the cold, making his red eyes redder and his messy hair darker.

Xu Qiaochuan made a blocking gesture to tell people not to come over. As expected, Chen Zongqian stopped and pretended to smile relaxedly: “Xiaoqiao remembers this place?”

He didn’t reply, but stretched out his hand to push his hair back. After he let go, it was messed up by the wind again.Xu Qiaochuan stopped doing useless work and pointed at his head.The voice was not loud, but what was blown away in the sea breeze was his sincerity and heartbreak.

“After I was discharged from the hospital, I always had a headache.” Xu Qiaochuan took a deep breath, and when he exhaled, tears fell together. “Obviously I am taking medicine…a lot of medicine.”

“I even forgot what illness I had. When I look in the mirror, I feel like I’m seeing a ghost.” There were too many tears, and I didn’t have the energy to speak. It seemed like I was uttering something that I couldn’t even understand.”I don’t remember. Ask Lilian how could I forget so much? Is it because I have a bad mind?”

No, Lilian replied.Xu Qiaochuan’s thinking is actually sharper than most people, especially his memory of numbers or complex images. Generally speaking, this is a sign of superior memory.Unfortunately, he couldn’t remember many things, and he could even forget what had just happened. This situation had become increasingly serious in the past six months.

He didn’t understand why he forgot. Lilian said: “Maybe you think these memories are too painful, and your subconscious wants to forget them all.”

The forgetfulness is not complete, he just doesn’t want to think of it, doesn’t want to face it, basically he still remembers everything clearly.

“I took electroencephalograms, CT scans, and magnetic resonance imaging, and every test sheet said I was sick.” Xu Qiaochuan became very transparent, almost melting into the sea with Twilight.Chen Zongqian didn’t want to let the person go, so he couldn’t help but move forward.But he looked at the person with red eyes and left decisively from the railing.

Going down the coastal corridor, Xu Qiaochuan got closer and closer to the black shore. He took steps to run, the wind supported him, and his clothes were flying, until he ran to the seaside park.In the winter evening, there are only a few tourists here. The Ferris wheel in the distance emits a lonely colorful light, and the yacht moored in the water is equally lonely.

Xu Qiaochuan was stunned in place. The seaside park was different from what he remembered. It was so small.

He has grown up and is no longer a child.

Someone was hugging him from behind. Xu Qiaochuan took a staggering step forward and patted the hand on his waist.Tears dried up in the wind, he put away his sad face, and his mood changed rapidly.He didn’t care what Chen Zongqian said, it was probably those boring words telling him to calm down and go home.

“Brother, did you throw me away here?” Xu Qiaochuan lowered his eyes and looked at the hand holding him, and a blue meridian appeared with the sound.He stroked it up, stroking the blood vessels under a layer of skin, wrapped his fingers around the palm of his hand, and then went down the cuffs.Xu Qiaochuan felt randomly and couldn’t tell where the pulse was.

“Don’t say so many sorry.” Xu Qiaochuan broke away from his arms.Two strange people hugged each other at the entrance of the park. Xu Qiaochuan resented all the visiting eyes and walked straight into the courtyard.

The headache may be a sequelae of electrotherapy, or it may be a disorder of his neurotransmitters. Anyway, it is not normal.His memory of recent events was blurry, but memories from long ago were as clear as defogged glass.

“I remember you. Chen Zongqian is my brother, so it’s wrong for you to hug me now, kiss me wrong, and have sex with me.” Seeing a calm mask shattered in front of his eyes, Xu Qiaochuan felt a little secret pleasure in his heart. No one knew about it except himself.

He was unruly, but Chen Zongqian was different. He said, “Brother, we are having incest.”

“I know…” Chen Zongqian was awakened by the cruel reality again and said sorry, but the words were too pale and meaningless.

Even though he was stabbed with blood by Xu Qiaochuan, Chen Zongqian was still happy that he was willing to talk to him now.Xu Qiaochuan can think of this, is he willing to accept it?

He didn’t know who Chen Xingran was, maybe it was him. Xu Qiaochuan fell silent because he couldn’t accept this name.

The man came closer.Xu Qiaochuan allowed him to touch him and became more and more intimate.Chen Zongqian touched his lips, which were soft and cool. Just when he leaned forward to kiss her, Xu Qiaochuan suddenly grabbed the hand and bit the back of it.

Chen Zongqian just frowned, not caring about the pain.He allowed Xu Qiaochuan to do anything to him, as long as the person was by his side.He used his other hand to smooth away the broken hair on Xu Qiaochuan’s temples.This beauty is unique and Chen Zongqian has never seen it in anyone else.Xu Qiaochuan’s pupils are deep and ethereal. Falling into them will not make people feel safe, only dangerous and touching.

“Xiao Ran, you all know why I’m sad.” For a long time after losing Xiao Ran, he often ran to the seaside park, hoping that the missing child would appear again.Chen Zongqian sat on the black shore for a long time until the tide came in and the seawater immersed his ankles.

“At that time, I would think, if the tide takes me away, I will go to the sea to find you. If not, it will become rain everywhere… You are gone, and I want to find you back.”

How are people clearly divided into independent ones?He held Xu Qiaochuan, hoping that this person would grow into his bones and blood. Only in this way would they not be separated.

Xu Qiaochuan listened to his confession for a while but was not moved at all.He tugged on Chen Zongqian’s clothes. This time he wasn’t asking for a kiss. He didn’t want a kiss.

“Do you always think that you are treating me well? You want to see me well, without falling all over and being injured, or staying in the hospital like her. You want to save me, right? You want to cure a mentally ill person.” Xu Qiaochuan paused, and he smelled a gentle fragrance.The fragrance was almost bewitching. He put his teeth against the base of his tongue and bit down hard. The pain woke him up.

Xu Qiaochuan pushed the person away. He knew that Chen Zongqian was just guilty and had an uneasy conscience.Everyone just gave in and allowed this incest farce to get worse and worse, until today it finally failed to end.

“You lied to me many times, and every time I wanted to leave, you used this excuse to trick me into staying. Chen Zongqian, you know how much I like you.” Xu Qiaochuan wiped the blood from his nose. He had a broken rib, and his rapid breathing brought up old injuries, and his whole chest ached. “You just want your brother, not me.”

If he behaves normally and is willing to accept the order of the Chen family, accept Chen Xingran, and accept the identity of his younger brother, Chen Zongqian will definitely be his good brother, and they will live peacefully and happily.

This kind of happiness is good for everyone, so Xu Qiaochuan tried to accept it. He tried his best to suppress his uneasiness and tried to integrate himself into it, but he couldn’t.

“I’m not a younger brother.” Xu Qiaochuan returned the keys and the nothing card in his pocket to him. He no longer dared to own them. “Chen Zongqian, you should always feel guilty for me. I don’t want to be thrown away by you again.”