Chew Slowly Chapter 56
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The hot water melts the foam and washes it away, revealing the clean and young body underneath.He pushed aside Xu Qiaochuan’s slightly longer wet hair and stroked the moist and warm skin on the back of his neck.
The aroma of grapefruit wafted out, and Chen Zongqian remembered that the ripe and sweet fruit had given him desire, and he couldn’t help but get closer.
The fragrance was still fragrant, especially when mixed with the hot moisture, but he could not find the same feeling again.Because fragrance is just fragrance and has no direct connection with lust.It is the body temperature of Xu Qiaochuan that makes people become more emotional.Fragrance is not desire, Xu Qiaochuan is.
“Huh?” Xu Qiaochuan felt a slight itchiness on the back of his neck and shrank his shoulders in discomfort.The heavy water vapor pressed over him, making his heart feel stuffy. He couldn’t breathe for a moment, and he began to cough violently.
He still remembered that he was pressed against the sink and fucked, and his body was pounded hard by the sexual instrument. Chen Zongqian strangled the back of his neck. The force was not too strong, but he couldn’t get away.The relationship was not very gentle. Xu Qiaochuan was greedy and asked for a lot. When he was really tired, he couldn’t help but push back. Chen Zongqian didn’t give him any room to refuse.
The more pleasure he piles on, the closer he is to bliss.If there is too much to bear, the person will be suffocated by the pleasure and be on the verge of death.
Fear is an instinct. Even if Xu Qiaochuan has nothing in his heart, his skin, flesh and bones will react subconsciously.He wanted to avoid Chen Zongqian, but the man held him down without any explanation.
Chen Zongqian said nothing and washed his hair quietly.Xu Qiaochuan put his face into the dry towel and sucked away the hazy moisture. The towel in front of him gradually became softer. This feeling made him drowsy.
He was doing something stupid that would suffocate him to death. Chen Zongqian had no choice but to pick him up again and take away the towel to wipe his hair.After wiping it twice, I couldn’t help but say, “Blow dry your hair and come over for dinner.”
Only then did Xu Qiaochuan remember that they hadn’t had dinner yet, and he was sick again. When he saw people coming in, he went crazy and couldn’t control himself.
Chen Zongqian kissed him on the brow, let go of him and went to the kitchen.Xu Qiaochuan was still stunned in place, taking two quick breaths. His hands were so sore that he couldn’t even pick up the hair dryer.He held his head, and it took him a long time to figure out why Chen Zongqian was angry.
Maybe not angry, but really scared.
Chen Zongqian was tinkering with noodles in the kitchen when he heard someone coming barefoot. Soon he was hugged around the waist, with a wet head pressed against his back.Xu Qiaochuan obviously forgot what he had just explained, otherwise it would not have come so quickly.
The movements were very light, with a hint of trial and error.Chen Zongqian let him hug her, but his movements became restrained and he became distracted.
“I didn’t want to jump.” Xu Qiaochuan’s tone was very sincere. Of course, he also forgot whether he meant to threaten him just now. Maybe he did. At that time, he was wrapped up in melancholy thoughts and his reason was put aside.
He tortured himself and asked Chen Zongqian: “Do you think I am making trouble unreasonably?”
“No.”
Even the doctor couldn’t figure out his mental pathology. He couldn’t be blamed. Chen Zongqian didn’t think of blaming him, he just couldn’t help but be afraid.Chen Zongqian stopped what he was doing. He didn’t want to make noodles anymore and wanted to take him out.
Chen Zongqian has never had such a deep desire. He is indeed not a person who can sit quietly and listen to Zen in an ancient temple in Qingshan. After all, he is not exempt from the vulgarity of lust and mouth.He wiped the water from his hands, turned around and saw his younger brother just about to raise his eyes, but quickly lowered his eyes to cover the moisture in them.
She is so immature, but also mature from the inside out.
Chen Zongqian thought about his appearance when he was twenty years old. His appearance should be the same as that of Xu Qiaochuan now, still childish, but he would not be too timid to look at people, nor would he have such a sad expression or such depressed thoughts.
The memory of his youth was very clear, not because of nostalgia, but because he was imagining what it would be like if Xu Qiaochuan was in it.
I will go to the Jiuwu Street Pavilion. When Chen Zongqian went there last time, there was only a wooden archway left for decoration. The surrounding area was covered with lantern signs. The neon lights made the night colorful. There were many things that young students would like.Xu Qiaochuan didn’t like crowds of people, so he most likely walked slowly along the door of other people’s houses.Chen Zongqian really wanted to tell him not to be afraid of rubbing shoulders with people. Those people were as old as him and so young.
Xu Qiaochuan is not picky. Which one would he prefer, wonton noodles or clay pot rice?There is an aunt in a shop who likes well-behaved and beautiful children. She probably also likes Xu Qiaochuan and will add more meat to the stew that goes with lunch.Even if I don’t want soup, I will quietly stuff a box of chrysanthemum tea, or say that if I add two pieces, I can get a bottle of iced soy milk.
When I got tired of walking, I turned into an alley. There were old shops selling sugar-water herbal tea, as well as retro-decorated milk tea shops and coffee shops.Chen Zongqian once got caught in the rain there. What would happen if Xu Qiaochuan encountered such a situation?He should be too embarrassed to sit in other people’s shops and know how to order hot milk tea?Or fried chicken sprinkled with sweetmeal powder?Not sure.
It’s not fun to go there alone. Who would Xu Qiaochuan like at that time? Was it also a boy?Chen Zongqian couldn’t imagine who Xu Qiaochuan would like. If he didn’t like him, his brother could take him there.
Go shopping or watching movies in the Central Square, go for a walk in the Riverside Park to enjoy the breeze, go to the pier to take a sightseeing boat… There are so many fun places, and you really can’t keep him at home all the time.
“Where does Xiaoqiao want to go?” Chen Zongqian had many ideas, but he even wanted to know what he was thinking.Chen Zongqian saw it just now, and the eyes reflected in the glass were full of longing.
Xu Qiaochuan looked at their entangled hands. As soon as he raised his head, someone pressed his lips between his eyebrows.The hand is not held very tightly, so you can pull away or hold it backwards.Xu Qiaochuan had a hunch that no matter where he said he wanted to go, Chen Zongqian would agree.
He didn’t have so many charming thoughts, but the place he wanted to go was vague on the tip of his tongue, and it was a bit difficult to blurt out: “… can I go anywhere?”
“Anything is fine, but you have to come back.” Chen Zongqian had given him the key early in the morning, but he couldn’t help but sigh when he saw how cautious he was.
“Oh… I want to go to my mother’s grave and come back after paying my respects.” Xu Qiaochuan said seriously. He had been hesitating about the matter for a long time, and his thoughts had become more and more urgent these days.
It turned out that this was the case. Chen Zongqian was silent for a while, and then nodded and said yes.Xu Qiaochuan felt that the atmosphere was not right, thinking that Chen Zongqian was worried again, but he did not reject those slightly forced concerns.
Chen Zongqian didn’t plan to go out and mess around anymore, and listened to Xu Qiaochuan’s words while boiling noodles.
Since the funeral was held a few months ago, Xu Qiaochuan has never gone back to visit there.Lu Xiaoyun has few relatives, she hates Xu Jian very much, and the closest person around her is Xu Qiaochuan.Xu Qiaochuan has dreamed of her many times recently. Lu Xiaoyun must be missing him.
Chen Zongqian only met Lu Xiaoyun once and didn’t know much about her.The person is dead, and it is unclear whether she was the one who took Xu Qiaochuan away in the first place. Chen Zongqian does not have deep resentment, nor does he have the same disgust towards Xu Jian.But because she almost killed Xu Qiaochuan and left such a big scar after the injury, Chen Zongqian really couldn’t like her.
He asked Xu Qiaochuan to clean up the dishes and was still thinking about it while serving the soup.It was true that Xu Qiaochuan didn’t like Xu Jian, but his feelings for Lu Xiaoyun were even more complicated. In the end, he couldn’t help but ask: “Is she… good to you?”
“Okay?” He sounded a little hesitant, then thought about it and said, “Okay.”
He talked about an old incident when he lived in the house of his hometown when he was very young.Chen Zongqian has also been to that house several times. The red brick house on the hillside is quite old.Xu Qiaochuan said that there was an open space next to the house, and Chen Zongqian also remembered that the land was very square, as if someone was planning to build a house here.
“It’s my house. I originally planned to build a bigger house.” Xu Qiaochuan said that because he had no money, the land has been vacant. “I used to rent it to others for beekeeping, and the beehives are very close to my house.”
Xu Qiaochuan often sees dead bees on the windows, in the quilts, and even in the textbooks he takes to school.He is not afraid of bugs, Lu Xiaoyun is.He clearly remembered one time when so many bees flew into his home and so many insects flew around that Lu Xiaoyun hugged him and dared not move.
“You may have never seen it. Put a basin of water under a lamp, and the next day the basin will be full of bees.” Xu Qiaochuan spoke in a very calm tone when talking about these things.Later, the beekeeper came over to apologize and gave a few bottles of honey and royal jelly as a gift.Xu Qiaochuan had seen those things before, and he had been eating them before.
“She was afraid of bugs, but she still agreed to someone else keeping bees here because that person would give her some honey every year. The honey was good, it was the best she could give me at that time.”
Chen Zongqian heard a buzzing in his ears, like a lot of bees circling around, and suddenly remembered the answer just now.Xu Qiaochuan’s tone was a little hesitant, because Lu Xiaoyun had given him a lot of pain, but the conclusion was still positive, because in the fifteen years when he could remember clearly, the person who loved him the most was Lu Xiaoyun.
He can always understand a lot of love even when it hurts.