This Question Has Been Taught 12 Times Chapter 40

Ending(1)

When Bai Tong woke up in the hospital bed, the first person he saw was Bai Jingru.

Bai Jingru’s hand was held in hers. She moved slightly and Bai Jingru looked at her.

While looking at each other, Bai Jingru’s red eyes overflowed with tears. She stood up and put her hand on Bai Tong’s face, almost as hard as crushing, squeezing out all the air.

It hurt so much to be pressed, and I couldn’t breathe.

Bai Tong didn’t understand why her mother did this. The look on her face when she gritted her teeth clearly meant she wanted to kill herself.

Her mother was much stronger than she looked, and Bai Tong was still very weak. She waved her hand along the edge of the bed, and finally found the small round button near the head of the bed.

She pressed it, the call bell rang, and before the nurse arrived, her mother finally let herself go.

“The patient is awake?” The nurse looked at the situation and asked Bai Tong, “How do you feel? Is there anything uncomfortable?”

Bai Tong was not sure if Bai Jingru would do anything to her here, but what could she do? She tried very hard to call “Mom” and wanted to beg Bai Jingru to let her go.

Bai Jingru gestured for the nurse to leave.

The door was closed, and the mother and daughter were left alone.

“Mom, I…” Bai Tong had to say something, but was interrupted by Bai Jingru, who said, “Bai Tong, how dare you do this to me?”

“You are so cruel, how dare you do this to me.” After saying this, Bai Jingru started to cry, “You clearly know that I won’t really do that, but you just hate me. If it’s not for anything else, you just hate me.”

“I’m sorry, Mom.” Bai Jingru’s crying was so contagious that it made Bai Tong want to cry. She apologized to her mother for making her sad.

“I’m sorry, I won’t do that again.” Bai Tong said.

Bai Jingru understood that such a promise was too easy and was just used to make her happy at this moment.

After a long time, Bai Jingru said, “I know you don’t want to see me again. I have let that girl go, and all the frozen embryos have been destroyed. All I want is for you to wake up. Now that you are awake, I have nothing else to ask for. You can take good care of your health here, and when school starts in the fall, you can go abroad alone and fly far away.”

“The only thing is, I just need to confirm that you are safe. Every day, I will only receive information confirming your personal safety, and nothing else. If you are unwilling or unable, I would rather you live here forever. Do you understand what I mean?”

Bai Jingru said this.

Bai Tong’s feelings in her heart were very complicated. She did not “hate” Bai Jingru as Bai Jingru said. She had never hated Bai Jingru.

For a long time, Bai Jingru was her only connection with the world. It was this way before she was born and it has been since she was born.Her feelings for Bai Jingru were not only a daughter’s attachment to her mother, but also mixed with a strong fear and fascination for authority. This feeling was once so strong that it swallowed everything.

However, the object of such strong emotions is not the perfect god in fantasy, but an ordinary mortal wandering in a moral gray area. Her superhuman will and ability are not enough to create another paradise, but they are enough to destroy all value and meaning in the world.

What a disappointment.The whole world is.

Bai Tong could only think that the world was meaningless.

But now it’s different.

It was Sun Daining who taught her.

Be strong.

“Mom, I promise you won’t do that again. I don’t hate you. I just want you to be happy. Don’t work too hard and be happy.” Bai Tong held Bai Jingru’s hand and said to Bai Jingru seriously.

However, Bai Jingru just shook her head. She looked at Bai Tong for a while. When she went out, what Bai Tong didn’t know was that she would never come back again.

There are no mobile phones or TVs in this sanatorium, and there is no news from the outside world. Every day is peaceful.Bai Tong spends the Chinese New Year alone here.

Ever since he discovered that this was the nursing home where Sun Daining once lived, Bai Tong had been secretly dreaming that one day Sun Daining and Yin Yi would come to visit him together, just like he and Yin Yi visited Sun Daining together at that time.

But counting the days, a full forty days passed, and no one came except the teacher who made up the class.

I feel a little disappointed, but that’s okay.This is the place where Sun Daining once stayed, which means there is someone in front of him.Someone once said, it’s no big deal.To face it.

During these days, Bai Tong sorted out all the memories in the cycle and deduced that the person who finally caught him in the water should be Sun Daining.

She was a little worried that Sun Daining would be in danger, but she comforted herself that she entered the water first and was fine. If Sun Daining entered the water so long after, the situation would be better than hers, right?

During this period, I asked the doctors and nurses or anyone who seemed to be able to talk to Bai Jingru to see Bai Jingru again. However, everyone’s responses were very businesslike. No one could give Bai Tong any promises or news. Bai Tong could only place his hope in Bai Jingru’s original words of “waiting until school starts in the fall”, which meant that he would have to wait for nearly half a year.

Thinking about it this way, nothing has actually changed. He is still unsure about Bai Jingru’s behavior and whether “going abroad” is something that can be refused. And if he still fantasizes about a possible future with Sun Daining, it is even slimmer than the shadow under the shadowless lamp on the operating table.

This is reality.

Nothing will change because of extreme abandonment.

But that’s okay.

Maybe it doesn’t matter.

At least it didn’t matter until now.

Bai Tong thinks like this every day.

After all, Bai Jingru didn’t want to “punish” Bai Tong, so when Bai Tong showed no problem in both the physical examination and psychological evaluation, someone came to take Bai Tong home at the end of March.Return to Yilan Garden.

Bai Tong was greeted by two kittens. I hadn’t seen them for a long time, and they felt a little strange at first sight. But after a second look, I realized that these were the same two kittens, my beloved Xiao Jin and Xiao Bao.

Bai Tong sat on the carpet and played with them for a while. They smelled the smell of Bai Tong, and Bai Tong also smelled the smell of the kittens. The reassuring smell of kittens made Bai Tong less nervous.

What she was nervous about was that if there were no accidents, she would see Sun Daining tomorrow.

In fact, I got my cell phone now and searched the news at the end of last semester, which confirmed that Sun Daining was safe and sound, but I don’t know why there is always an undecided matter hanging in my heart.

Bai Tong made a special trip to school the next day because she knew Sun Daining would come very late, and she didn’t want to wait in fear even after arriving at school.

Who would have known that as soon as I stepped on this point, I would meet Sun Daining on the floor of the classroom corridor.

What she saw was Sun Daining’s back, and she went to call her name, “Sun Daining.”

Sun Daining turned around, her expression a little surprised, and said, “Xueba, are you back?”

Bai Tong seemed to be able to hear the beating of his own heart. He walked over and stood side by side with Sun Daining and said, “That’s right.”

“Are you okay?” Bai Tong asked her proactively.

“It’s good. I heard from the teacher that you are going to transfer to another school,” Sun Daining said as she stood still at the door of the classroom, “I thought you wouldn’t come.”

Sun Daining’s attitude was polite and courteous, and Bai Tong couldn’t help it. He didn’t want to test each other with her anymore. Bai Tong hugged her and expressed directly with his body language how much he had missed her.

Whether it was a long or a short time, Sun Daining gently pushed Bai Tong and pulled away from him. She said gently, “It doesn’t matter. You should be careful next time you take the road by the lake. Don’t go too far.”

Perhaps due to the fast heartbeat, Bai Tong felt dizzy for a few seconds.

What does it mean?

Does Sun Daining not even remember what happened in the cycle?

The two entered the class and walked to their seats to sit down.

Bai Tong thought, he had forgotten those things before, would Sun Daining have a chance to remember them in the future?

On the other hand, even if you can’t remember it, it’s okay. After all, from Sun Daining’s perspective, the experience in the cycle is indeed very painful.

Therefore, no matter what the situation is, Bai Tong thinks it is acceptable.

At least I can see Sun Daining again, which is already very happy.

During the break, students still came to ask some questions. Although Bai Tong didn’t say how well he answered, he was able to find a few words to answer. He just said that he accidentally fell into the lake while walking on the path, and that he is recovering well now. He may or may not study here next semester, and so on, so as to brush everyone off.

Bai Tong still doesn’t like to communicate with everyone, but the matter itself is no longer a heavy burden for her.

Recalling that Bai Jingru said at that time, “You can go abroad alone and fly far away.” Maybe it was just because she had expressed such a wish before. If she said she didn’t want to go abroad now, Bai Jingru might not force herself to go abroad.It should be like this.

The sky used to be an airtight gray no matter how you looked at it, but now I feel like there is a change no matter how you look at it.

Courage grew from nowhere and filled his heart. For the first time, Bai Tong had a real sense of his life.

Although the seats were in the back row like Sun Daining, Bai Tong took the idea that Sun Daining had forgotten everything and made a good plan on how to get along with others. It was not until school was over that he made up his mind to try to walk home with Sun Daining now.

She packed her things in advance and just waited for Sun Daining to get up first.

Somewhat strangely, Sun Daining also delayed in his seat for a while today.

But it didn’t take long for Bai Tong to know why, because Yin Yi came over.

Bai Tong was also happy to see Yin Yi again. At the end of last semester, in addition to Bai Tong and Sun Daining, Yin Yi was also there. After Sun Daining chased Bai Tong into the water, the security guard who came to rescue was Yin Yi who ran to find him.

Bai Tong was truly grateful to have known them both.

He didn’t save his life for them.

But to get to know them.

Yin Yi walked straight to Sun Daining. She took out a medium-sized bouquet of roses from behind and said, “Hello, girlfriend.”

“What?” Sun Daining asked her.

“It’s an anniversary. It’s a celebration of our one week together. I originally wanted to send it to you in the morning, but you…”

Yin Yi was still saying something, but Bai Tong’s ears were buzzing and he couldn’t hear a word.

Because she watched helplessly as Yin Yi kissed the side of Sun Daining’s face.

Bai Tong knew exactly what this meant.

Kissing on the face is just because it’s in class.

Tears burst into my eyes in just a moment.

The whole world is a huge deception.