This Question Has Been Taught 12 Times Chapter 28
byLoop6 (9)
Over the weekend, Bai Jingru brought Bai Tong and Yin Yi to this rehabilitation center.
The car first passed the tall iron fence, and then drove all the way in from the two-way road shaded by trees. The environment was quiet and quiet. If Bai Tong hadn’t seen the name of the rehabilitation center at the door, he would have thought that he had arrived at some kind of vacation place.
They took the elevator up from the inpatient building. When the door opened, they saw Cen Yu first.
Cen Yu took the initiative to reach out to Bai Jingru and said, “Thank you for introducing us to this place. Please come and see us.”
Bai Jingru raised her hand to hold it and said with a smile, “You’re welcome. How is Dai Ning doing now?”
“It’s not bad. I’m sleeping right now. I’ll take you there.” Cen Yu said.
They walked towards the ward. Bai Tong felt that it was very quiet here, even quieter than the ordinary hospitals he had stayed in before.
The ward is similar to a relatively small hotel room, with a hospital bed, a nursing bed, and a set of sofas.Sun Daining was lying on the bed near the back, covered with a thin blanket.
Bai Tong came a little closer. Sun Daining’s eyes were closed tightly, and his exposed face and hands were obviously swollen.
Is this really the “not bad” that Cen Yu said?Bai Tong looked at it and felt that if she could use the same three words to describe her feelings, those three words would be “Oh, so miserable.”
Bai Jingru and Cen Yu were talking quietly in the distance. Bai Tong quietly touched Yin Yi’s hand and said, “You said she wants to see me?”
Yin Yi also came over and whispered, “Yes.”
Bai Tong whispered x3, “What should we do now?”
“I don’t know either,” Yin Yi said in Bai Tong’s ear, “Let’s wait.”
But when Bai Tong looked at Sun Daining again, he found that Sun Daining had opened his eyes at some point and was looking at her.
Bai Tong was obviously frightened, but she did not say “you look like a ghost” like Yin Yi did, but just stared back at Sun Daining.
Sun Daining slowly said to Bai Tong, “I don’t want to stay here.”
Yin Yi said, “Daining, how are you feeling now? If you feel better, we will take you out.”
Her voice attracted Cen Yu and Bai Jingru. Yin Yi asked Cen Yu again, “Auntie, is Dai Ning feeling well now? When can she be discharged from the hospital?”
Cen Yu came over, pulled the blanket for Sun Daining with great affection, and said, “The doctor suggested that we should stay here for a while.”
Sun Daining sat up from the bed with difficulty, but she found that no matter what she did, everyone was staring at her, as if she would go violent at any time.
So she just said to Bai Tong, “Bai Tong, I’ve been waiting for you to come over and apologize to you. I really won’t do that again. I’m sorry. Can you forgive me?”
“I…” Bai Tong subconsciously looked at Bai Jingru and said, “I’m fine.”
At this time, the nurse came in with a trolley and said, “Here, we are taking medicine.”
Seeing so many people, the nurse said, “Are there any visitors today?”
Cen Yu replied, “Yes, do we want to go out and wait?”
The nurse said, “It doesn’t matter, you can just stay here.”
Cen Yu made way for her. She pushed the car to Sun Daining’s bedside and said, “I’ll take a blood draw today.”
She took out a foam board full of holes, with five blood collection tubes as thick as an adult’s finger and slightly longer inserted into it. She checked her name and said, “Please tell me your name. Are you not dizzy from needles or blood?”
Sun Daining was very cooperative and said, “Sun Daining, don’t faint.”
Then the nurse picked up one of Sun Daining’s arms, tied a rubber tube, looked for blood vessels on the inside of the elbow, disinfected the skin, and inserted the blood collection needle. The blood flow was sucked into the blood collection tube by the vacuum negative pressure, and five tubes of blood were drawn from her in succession.
Although Sun Daining was surrounded by people, she was very calm. In comparison, Cen Yu’s expression looked a little more painful than hers.
After drawing the blood, the nurse put a round, cartoon-like hemostatic patch on Sun Daining’s elbow and said, “Okay, let’s take medicine next.”
Sun Daining, who had always been very cooperative, turned her head slightly and said, “I don’t want to take medicine.”
“Be good, Ning Ning. You’ll get better quickly if you take the medicine.” The nurse treated Sun Dai Ning as if she were a child without a mature mind.
Sun Daining raised her hand and pressed it on the back of her hand. A white pit appeared, which had not gone away for a long time. She said, “I took medicine and it has become so swollen. I also want to sleep all day long. I don’t want to take it.”
The nurse said to Cen Yu, “Although psychiatric drugs have certain side effects, compared with the disease itself, the benefits outweigh the disadvantages. Only by insisting on taking the medicine will the child’s condition gradually improve.”
Cen Yu could only endure his heartache and said to Sun Daining, “We will be fine if we listen to the doctor.”
Sun Daining turned her head, and Bai Tong felt that she was looking at her. She said, “You will all forget, but I will remember. All experiences will form me. This is the reality I face.”
Everyone thought she was talking nonsense and felt that she still couldn’t stop taking the medicine.
But Bai Tong could always see her unusual calmness, and always felt that she was not the so-called lunatic who had completely lost her mind.
In other words, maybe he is also a lunatic, which is why he always feels that he can communicate with her.
The nurse handed Sun Daining a small paper cup filled with various pills and water, watched Sun Daining take it, and then said, “Here, open your mouth. Okay, lift your tongue.”
After confirming that the patient has swallowed the pills, the nurse’s work for this period is over. She said, “Ning Ning is doing much better now than when she was admitted, isn’t she?”
After receiving Cen Yu’s approval, the nurse said, “Family members, please pay attention to the visiting hours.” Then she pushed the trolley out.
Bai Jingru said, “We won’t disturb you anymore. Dai Ning has a good rest.”
After speaking, she looked around Cen Yu and signaled to Sun Daining. Sun Daining caught her gaze, waved her hand and said, “Goodbye, Aunt Bai.”
Bai Tong wanted to leave but didn’t want to, so he said, “I hope I won’t come to see you again. You should be discharged from the hospital before I come next time.”
Sun Daining said, “I will work hard.”
Cen Yu sent them downstairs, but Yin Yi didn’t want to leave yet and said he wanted to stay with Cen Yu here.Bai Tong was actually quite curious about this place. She really wanted to see what the environment was like as if she were on vacation. However, this was obviously an unimportant matter. She felt there was no need to waste Bai Jingru’s time, so she didn’t speak.
The mother and daughter were chatting on the way back. Bai Tong asked Bai Jingru, “Just now you were chatting with Aunt Cen Yu. Is it true that Sun Daining will be discharged from the hospital soon?”
“So what if you are discharged? The readmission rate for patients with mental illness is very high. If you go out and come back again, it’s just a cycle of suffering.”
“How cruel, you are talking.” Bai Tong knew that Bai Jingru was cold-blooded, and he also knew that he was cold-blooded like his mother.
“That’s true.” Bai Jingru said.
“There may be something that can be cured.” Bai Tong thought, and besides, she felt that Sun Daining’s illness was not serious.
“Maybe, maybe not,” Bai Jingru said, “You seem to care about her very much?”
Bai Tong did not answer the question, but said, “Mom, if I become like her, and I make it clear that I don’t want treatment and I don’t want to live anymore, what will you do?”
Bai Jingru looked at Bai Tong in confusion and said, “Are you at your age like to think wildly and talk nonsense?” She whispered “Children’s words are not forbidden” and stopped the topic.
Bai Tong asked casually, but she also asked the question she had always wanted to ask, because she felt that it was all meaningless.
I have only relied on inertia to get here, but I am just suffering in the cycle.
At night, in Jingyuan’s bedroom, Bai Tong began to dream again.
It’s strange that this time I dreamed not of Sun Daining, but of my mother.
I was lying on the hospital bed like Sun Daining, and my mother was like the nurse, approaching with blood collection tubes and needles.However, her mother’s expression was so cold, and she was not as strong as Sun Daining.
Opening her mouth and screaming at the top of her voice, crawling from the bed to the bottom, only to be dragged out by more sharp hands, her mother squeezed in the crowd and stuck the needle into her own vein.
Bai Tong was completely frightened and woke up. This was much scarier than the blurry figure before, because she knew that this was her mother. Once she was replaced by Bai Jingru, even the slightest atrocities would be ten times more terrifying.
She understood that she was really afraid of her mother.
There were two knocks on the door, and Bai Jingru came in from the outside, “Tongtong, are you having a nightmare?”
The weather was getting colder, but Bai Tong could feel sweat flowing on the back of his neck. Bai Tong said, “How did you know?”
“I heard screams.” Bai Jingru came over and sat down beside Bai Tong’s bed, “What were you dreaming about?”
Bai Tong looked at Bai Jingru’s face and said, “I forgot.”
Bai Jingru reached out and touched Bai Tong and asked, “Why are you sweating so much?”
After she finished speaking, she stood up. Bai Tong thought she was leaving and held her back.Purely because it’s scarier when you can’t see the enemy. If her mother is here, at least she can still see her every move.
Bai Jingru said, “I won’t leave.”
She leaned over slightly, took out a few tissues from the bedside table, folded them twice, and wiped Bai Tong’s sweat little by little.
Bai Tong said, “I hate this place so much. I have nightmares here all day long. Can we move back?”
Bai Jingru didn’t seem to expect this, and said, “If it doesn’t work out, you can move to another place, but you have to wait.”
Bai Tong found it a bit funny and said, “How many suites do we have?”
Bai Jingru also smiled and asked, “Do you want to go abroad, Tongtong?”
“I’ve never thought about it, why do I want to go abroad?” Bai Tong asked.
Bai Jingru didn’t know what to say, so she just said, “Go out and have a look.”
“If I say I don’t want to, can I not go?” Bai Tong asked.
“Of course,” Bai Jingru said with a smile, “No.”
“There are many things that I can’t tell you right now. You will understand when you grow up.” Bai Jingru said a clichéd line.
Bai Tong said, “Then tell me now and see if I understand.”
Bai Jingru thought for a while, “Look, our family has a big business, but this is an industry that can be taken back at any time. Can you understand?”
Bai Tong really didn’t understand.
It’s also because Bai Jingru was cryptic and didn’t want to say more, so Bai Tong said, “I knew I didn’t have a choice. You decide.”
Bai Jingru stroked the hair on the back of Bai Tong’s neck to feel if the sweat had been wiped away. She said with pity, “You are still too young.”