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    Loop5(7)

    When school was over that day, Sun Daining walked to Bai Tong’s desk and said, “I have something to tell you.”

    If you have anything to say, I will listen to it. Who doesn’t know how to show off?

    Bai Tong thought so, ignored her, put away his schoolbag and walked out.

    Now the offensive was changed, and Sun Daining followed Bai Tong.

    After following him outside the school, Sun Daining said, “I just want to say something.”

    Bai Tong thought that this person was scolded by his mother. Did he come over to apologize?Feeling a little proud, he stopped and said, “Then tell me.”

    Seeing the people coming and going here, Sun Daining wanted to pull Bai Tong towards the alley, but she couldn’t pull Bai Tong, so she had to stop and say something that she thought would arouse Bai Tong’s curiosity: “I’ll tell you why I want the dagger, why I didn’t accept what you gave me, and some other things.”

    Bai Tong felt that she wasn’t here to apologize, so he said, “I don’t want to hear it.”

    Sun Daining refused to let Bai Tong go and said, “Please.”

    She looked a little anxious, maybe there was something urgent.

    Bai Tong reminded himself to show off appropriately so as not to make Sun Daining really angry later. She was not good at coaxing people.

    So she followed Sun Daining into the alley.

    Sun Daining held her tightly and walked all the way to the inside.

    “Bai Tong.” Sun Daining held Bai Tong’s arm tightly with her left hand and softly called Bai Tong’s name. When Bai Tong looked at her, she moved quickly with her right hand and stabbed it with something.

    When Bai Tong saw clearly, the knife had already stabbed his chest.

    It was stuck inside the school uniform jacket, and it broke with a “bang” sound.

    The broken metal bounced to the ground. Sun Daining bent down to pick it up, but the blade was obviously closer to Bai Tong.

    Bai Tong stretched out his foot and stepped on it.

    Both of them were stunned, and Bai Tong was stunned and confused.

    Sun Daining’s posture just now was wrong, with a forehand and a high angle. This was not a very professional tool. It was just a Western-style knife that had been polished for several days and had a double-edged edge to pretend to be a dagger. She wanted to end this matter as soon as possible, so she did not continue to wait for the customized dagger, but she never expected that this tool, which looked quite strong, would be so vulnerable.

    Before the surging blood had subsided, Sun Daining pushed Bai Tong away and reached out again to grab the broken blade on the ground.

    Bai Tong grabbed Sun Daining’s collar, and the two of them fell to the ground.

    Bai Tong had already put the knife under her body. She was facing up. Sun Daining was above her, but he still didn’t give up and reached out from under her to touch the knife.

    Taking advantage of Sun Daining’s unstable center of gravity, Bai Tong kicked the ground hard to push Sun Daining away. Instead, he turned around and took the lead in touching the knife. He knelt down and pressed it under the palm of his hand.

    Sun Daining still wanted to snatch it from her hand, but Bai Tong held the knife tightly and held on. Sun Daining went to pull her arm and held it, and the stalemate continued.

    Soon, Bai Tong relaxed his strength and took the initiative to hand out the hand holding the knife and said, “Here it is, what do you want to do?”

    Sun Daining really reached out her hand, but she didn’t dare to take it because it was covered with Bai Tong’s blood.

    “I think even if you hate me no matter how much you hate me, you won’t want to kill me.” Bai Tong said.

    Sun Daining lowered his hands to support the ground, and soon started to cry.

    She hated herself for being stupid, weak, hesitant, doing everything halfway, and accomplishing nothing.

    Seeing her like this, Bai Tong threw the knife aside and asked sincerely, “What’s wrong with you? Are you crazy?”

    Sun Daining didn’t speak, just cried.

    Bai Tong added, “I have a psychiatrist who can introduce you to him.”

    Seeing that Sun Daining was still crying, Bai Tong used his slightly injured hand to turn the tissue for her from the bag.

    There were many kinds of tissues in her bag. She bought them a few days ago when she wanted to learn how to fold butterflies. She found the softest one and took out one with one hand and gave it to Sun Daining.

    Her comforting words were, “Don’t cry.”

    Sun Daining looked at the injuries on her hands. The right hand was more serious. If she wanted to describe it more carefully, she could see the layered tissue inside the palm.

    She shouted again, “Bai Tong,” but she could no longer say she was sorry.

    “What should I do?” Sun Daining said.

    Bai Tong looked at his hand, which was still bleeding, and said, “It doesn’t matter, just go to the hospital and get a few stitches.”

    “But they can’t see your wounds.” Sun Daining continued.

    Sun Daining wiped her tears with her sleeve and took out a sanitary napkin from her bag. She held Bai Tong’s hand on her knees, tore open the sanitary napkin and pressed it hard on Bai Tong’s hand. She maintained this position for about ten minutes, and she didn’t know if it could stop the bleeding.

    She stopped crying. Bai Tong sat next to her and looked at her. He thought she was so strange. She looked like she was going to kill him just now, but now she was helping him stop the bleeding.

    “I feel like I can just cycle here forever. This is my destiny.” Sun Daining said to himself.

    Bai Tong had no idea what she was talking about, but she could feel her sadness. This emotion made Bai Tong not ask any questions, but just stayed here quietly.

    After a long time, Sun Daining took off the sanitary napkin and looked at it. The bleeding stopped.

    Sun Daining stood up and pulled Bai Tong outside. She also bought tools from a nearby small pharmacy and began to debridement and bandage Bai Tong.

    Recently, Cen Yu and Bai Jingru got in touch out of nowhere.

    Bai Jingru is definitely the biggest unstable factor in Sun Daining’s heart. She doesn’t know what Bai Jingru will do. If she takes Bai Tong away and never sees Bai Tong again, then this cycle will fail again.

    She had no choice but to act early. In fact, she had not made up her mind at all. Now that she took action, she really couldn’t do it.

    “That’s it, I won’t do this to you again, this time…” Sun Daining still apologized, “I’m sorry.”

    Once a person apologizes, it means that she expects the other person to forgive, and it also means that she will really never be able to do such a thing again.

    The pain in his hand was not constant, but came in waves. Bai Tong said, “I’m a little worried about what will happen if my mother sees it.”

    Sun Daining said, “Except for me, no one else can see your wounds. Aunt Bai will only see you wrapped in gauze and tape. You said you were cosplaying a character wearing bandages, so maybe you can get away with it.”

    The first time she received such information, Bai Tong didn’t completely believe it. She asked Sun Daining, “I have a bad temper. Do you hate me because of this, or because of something else?”

    Sun Daining felt that Bai Tong completely missed the point and said, “I don’t hate you.”

    “Then I gave you a dagger last time, but you ignored me.” Bai Tong said.

    “…Don’t you understand why I want the dagger?” Sun Daining had no idea that Bai Tong was still struggling with this, and explained to her helplessly, “Time keeps looping. In this world, everyone is no different from ordinary people. You are the only exception. I am trying to break the loop, so I want to hurt you.”

    “If that’s the case, just tell me directly.” Bai Tong said, “Do you still want my dagger?”

    Looking at Bai Tong’s expressionless face, Sun Daining couldn’t tell whether she was joking or not.

    Feeling a little creepy, Sun Daining said, “I don’t want this at all, and it’s not because of you. You said you can only accept the dagger.”

    Bai Tong thought about it, and it seemed like something he could say, but why did he talk to Sun Daining about this?Asked, “Have you tried to kill me in the previous cycle?”

    Sun Daining replied, “Otherwise, what else can I do?” Then he said to himself, “Forget it, such thoughts and attempts torture me more than the cycle itself. That’s it, I’ll just stay here.”

    “If you think killing me can solve the problem, you should do it to the end.” Bai Tong said seriously.

    “Forget it, I can’t beat you, right?” Sun Daining joked.

    Sun Daining noticed that Bai Tong’s clothes were in a mess, as if he had been rolling around on the ground, and many places were stained with blood, and said, “Go to my house and change your clothes, otherwise it will be difficult to tell your mother.”

    Bai Tong took a look and found that it was indeed the case.

    She followed Sun Daining home.

    Sun Daining found a clean school uniform and towel, and took Bai Tong into the bathroom of his room.

    Turn on the light strip and turn off the defogging function of the mirror to prevent the mirror from being too clear later and embarrassing everyone.

    She reached out to untie Bai Tong’s tie and the first button of the collar, wanting to help Bai Tong change clothes.

    Seeing how easily she solved it, Bai Tong was a little shocked and said, “I’ll do it myself.”

    So Bai Tong tried to unbutton his second button with one hand, but he could barely do it.

    When she took off the third one, she found that Sun Daining was still looking at her. She stopped and said, “You can wait for me outside.”

    Unexpectedly, Sun Daining said, “But how are you going to take a bath?”

    Bai Tong thought in his mind: “Huh? Is this person not only going to help change clothes, but also help with bathing?”

    “Both of your hands are injured, and the wounds should not be exposed to water.” Sun Daining added.

    Bai Tong looked at Sun Daining silently for a while and asked, “Did we have a good relationship in the previous cycle?”

    “It’s pretty good.” Sun Daining didn’t know how to tell Bai Tong. The cycle was like a curse. Even if Sun Daining remembered all the progress clearly, all the progress would be invalid.

    A few seconds passed and Sun Daining said, “Okay. If you need anything, just call me and I’ll be outside.”

    She closed the door and went out.

    Bai Tong took off his shirt and skirt with great difficulty, and saw some scratches on his knees.

    It was indeed inconvenient to take a bath. Bai Tong turned on the faucet and wanted to dip a towel in some water to wipe it. At this time, Sun Daining heard a voice outside and asked, “Can you do it? How about I help you.”

    Bai Tong said, “No need.”

    After saying that, she felt worried when facing the running water and towel. No matter what angle she looked at, her hands would inevitably get wet, and the warm water vapor had already steamed her hands so much that they began to ache.

    Sun Daining knocked on the door twice and walked in and said, “It’s okay. In fact, I also helped you take a bath in the last cycle.”

    She was just making it up, bullying Bai Tong into not being able to tell the truth from the lie.Bai Tong’s first reaction at this time was that he didn’t take off his underwear. His second reaction was that he was not wearing some cartoon co-branded underwear today.

    Sun Daining calmly took the towel from Bai Tong, dipped it in warm water, and helped her wipe the upper part of her body.

    Bai Tong wanted to say something, but seeing Sun Daining move so naturally, as if he was doing something as ordinary as helping an old lady cross the street, Bai Tong also wondered if he was thinking too much?So I held back and didn’t say anything.

    Soon, Sun Daining finished wiping his upper body and squatted down.

    No, this height.

    …?

    Bai Tong couldn’t help but step back, but Sun Daining held his thigh and said, “Don’t move.”

    Bai Tong’s whole body temperature rose. Wherever Sun Daining touched her, tiny electric currents would pass by, causing waves of itching.

    Sun Daining raised her head and glanced at Bai Tong, then lowered her head, held Bai Tong’s calf, rolled up the sides and took off her calf socks.

    Bai Tong finally couldn’t bear it anymore and reached out to gently touch Sun Daining’s forehead. But when Sun Daining raised her head again, Bai Tong’s hand did not leave. Instead, it slid down her face, holding half of her face in his hand.

    In the warm yellow light of the bathroom, the two of them looked at each other.

    Bai Tong pulled Sun Daining to stand up. After calming down his heartbeat for a long time, he finally said, “I can do it myself.”

    “I know you can, and I want to help you.” Sun Daining said.

    “…” Bai Tong’s mind turned 180 degrees and he said, “You stabbed me on purpose to help me take a bath.”

    Sun Daining was amused by her and said, “Yes.”

    She moved closer to Bai Tong, and Bai Tong turned his head and stopped looking at her.

    She looked at the red mark on Bai Tong’s chest. The dagger was scratched through the clothes but did not break the skin.

    He gently tapped his finger on the side and asked, “Does it hurt?”

    Compared with the pain, what made Bai Tong more uncomfortable was another feeling. Bai Tong said, “It’s okay, it doesn’t hurt.”

    Sun Daining apologized again, “I’m sorry.”

    She lowered her head, and her breath could be felt on the skin of her chest, and she was getting closer.

    “Okay, okay, it doesn’t matter. Just finish wiping off and changing clothes quickly.” Bai Tong avoided Sun Daining and really couldn’t stand it anymore. She didn’t know what Sun Daining was going to do, but she couldn’t stand it no matter what he did.

    “How about taking it off and washing it? Otherwise, how will you wash it after you get home?” Sun Daining suggested.

    If we could just take advantage of the fact that we were all girls, we would grit our teeth and take off our underwear at all costs, but now, it is absolutely impossible to take them off.

    Because, forget it, there’s no way to describe it.

    “Please, that’s it, I want to go home.” Bai Tong tried his best to squeeze out 4×3 words.

    “Okay.” Sun Daining helped her wipe it carefully again.

    Then I changed into a new shirt, skirt and socks.

    With his bow tie tied, he looks like a 90% new Bai Tong.

    Sun Daining was very reluctant to leave Bai Tong and worried about what would happen to her when she returned home, but she could only send her back downstairs.

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