TSBIR Chapter 81

Chapter 81: Yin Yan’s Entanglement

Shen Xingyang only went to see Yin Yan once. Later, he heard that Shen Jinjue had also visited Yin Yan and even arranged for someone to provide him with psychological counseling.

But it didn’t seem to help much. After all, his own brother had committed suicide, and he recalled those events from his previous life, so naturally he was in pain.

Shen Xingyang didn’t care. Anyway, Yin Yan was still alive, and that was all that mattered.

“A’Yang, do you want to know where Shen Jinlin was when your brother had his accident in your previous life?”

Shen Xingyang didn’t want to answer the strange call at first, but seeing that the caller had dialed so many times, he worried that something was wrong, so he answered it. As soon as he answered, he heard Yin Yan’s voice.

“What do you mean?”

How could he not know where Shen Jinlin was? At that time, Shen Jinlin compromised for Shen Jinlin and chose to turn a blind eye in the military camp.

He didn’t even show up from beginning to end. The time Shen Jinlin hit him and Xiao Qi was just the fuse. In his previous life, he had already given up any fantasies about Shen Jinlin.

He didn’t know why Yin Yan would suddenly bring up this matter, but the current him didn’t want to remember those despairing memories.

“You misunderstood Shen Jinlin. He didn’t stand idly by at the time. When he learned that Shen Jinjue had died at my brother’s hands, he took people to arrest my brother. My brother used you to threaten him. Shen Jinlin is indeed an upright person. At that time, Shen Jinlin knew that Shen Jinlin was involved in this matter and kept saying that he wanted to clean up the family. But we didn’t expect that he would be willing to die in my brother’s hands for you.”

Yin Yan was worried that Shen Xingyang wouldn’t want to listen to him, so he quickly explained everything. Now Shen Xingyang was completely disappointed in him, but he really wanted to tell Shen Xingyang everything and use these to exchange for a chance.

Shen Xingyang held the phone, and a buzzing sound echoed in his ears. Why was it like this? Why would Shen Jinlin die for him?

Shen Jinlin clearly hated him the most, so why would he do these things for him?

“A’Yang, give me another chance. I can tell you everything about the previous life, and why Ji Yan didn’t show up at that time, why you fell into a state of isolation and helplessness. I can tell you all of this.”

Yin Yan revealed his purpose. He spoke very quickly, but his trembling voice exposed the nervousness and unease in his heart at this moment.

But now he had lost Yin Yuan. Now, in this world, he only had Shen Xingyang.

Shen Xingyang was silent for a long time, and finally sneered.

“I don’t want to know.”

Shen Xingyang really wanted to know these truths, but everything from his previous life had passed, and he didn’t want to give Yin Yan another chance.

Giving Yin Yan a chance was punishing himself, and he would be letting Song Yichen down. In this life, he just wanted to be with Song Yichen peacefully. He didn’t want anything else, and he didn’t want to care about anything else.

“A’Yang, is Song Yichen really that good, that you don’t even want to know the truth of your previous life…”

“It’s not that I don’t want to know, it’s just that giving you a chance is too difficult for me to accept.”

Shen Xingyang interrupted Yin Yan’s words, his voice rising a lot, perhaps because of sadness, or perhaps because he was afraid of the memories of his previous life.

“Yin Yan, if I hadn’t succeeded this time and had fallen into your hands, what would you have done?”

Shen Xingyang calmed his emotions for a long time before asking this question in a low voice. The person on the other end of the line listened to these words and remained silent for a long time.

“You don’t dare to answer? Then let me say it. You wouldn’t. You would only lock me up like a pet, like in my previous life, and make me wait for your arrival every day. You like to see me depend on you, so after I reject you, you would lock me in a room alone, making me unable to see any light. When I was desperate enough, you would appear like a savior, and then watch me, because of excessive despair, have no choice but to hug you tightly and beg you to stay.”

“Yin Yan, I’m a person. No one can endure that kind of waiting loneliness. You think that because I was reborn, those things don’t exist anymore, but I can’t. I can’t forget. As long as I think of that desperate life, I can’t help but want to jump off the rooftop again like in my previous life.”

Shen Xingyang’s tone was very excited, and even trembled a little, he must have been very uncomfortable.

Even after so long, Shen Xingyang was still unable to let go.

At this moment, Yin Yan on the other end of the line heard these words, and his eyes were filled with tears. He had seen everything Shen Xingyang said in that dream. He was like a bystander, witnessing all of Shen Xingyang’s pain.

And the culprit who caused Shen Xingyang’s pain was the future self.

He had also shouted in the dream, why treat Shen Xingyang like this, but he couldn’t do anything, he could only watch Shen Xingyang despair.

He had thought about keeping Shen Xingyang by his side, but he had never thought that he would torture him like this, so when he first saw all of that, he couldn’t even believe that it was him.

“A’Yang, it’s rebirth for you, but for me, that Yin Yan is like a stranger. He tortured you, and I couldn’t stop him, and I couldn’t feel what that Yin Yan was thinking. I can’t believe that the future me would really treat you like this.”

Shen Xingyang listened quietly to Yin Yan’s words. Perhaps Yin Yan had indeed changed in this life, but who could know what he would be like in the future?

The love between him and Yin Yan was never reciprocal. He had never liked Yin Yan.

It was all just a young lie, a beautiful dream woven for him by a group of people, all of which was false.

“Yin Yan, I know that you are innocent now, because you haven’t done those things. You just drugged me a little, but I really can’t forget. When I see you, I will think of everything from my previous life. I can’t forget.”

After Shen Xingyang finished speaking, he hung up the phone without the slightest hesitation.