TSBIR Chapter 77
by VolareChapter 77: Shen Xingyang Leaves Shen Corporation
“Brother!”
Shen Xingyang patted Shen Jinjue’s shoulder in consolation but couldn’t bring himself to say a word of comfort. In truth, he was worried.
Because he had seen Yin Yuan, and Yin Yuan had committed suicide, he couldn’t explain it to Shen Jinjue.
“It was my negligence. He was proud his whole life, eager to carve out his own path in the military. How could he accept being expelled for making a mistake?”
In fact, the moment Yin Yuan’s plan failed, he had already prepared himself for death!
Shen Jinjue blamed himself. Now he had hurt the two people he loved most, one was Yin Yuan, and the other was Shen Xingyang. In reality, the one who deserved to die was him, not Yin Yuan.
Shen Xingyang didn’t speak, but feeling Shen Jinjue’s trembling shoulders, he could tell that Shen Jinjue’s composure was forced.
But he also felt guilty. His brother had never doubted him and knew immediately that Yin Yuan had committed suicide on his own, and it had nothing to do with him.
Yet he had been speculating about Shen Jinjue like that. If Shen Jinjue knew what he was thinking, he would surely feel heartbroken.
The door to the operating room opened, and Shen Jinjue practically leaped to his feet.
“How is he?”
The doctor shook his head, which was also expected. After swallowing such large pieces of broken porcelain, how could he possibly be saved?
The doctor and nurses left from either side of Shen Jinjue. Shen Jinjue looked painfully ahead, wanting to step into the operating room to see that person one last time.
But his feet felt as heavy as lead, making it difficult for him to move.
What he feared even more was hearing that person blaming him even as he died. Shen Jinjue was afraid, he didn’t dare to go forward.
“I’ll go!”
Shen Xingyang knew Shen Jinjue’s despair at this moment, said a sentence to him, and prepared to go in himself.
“I’ll go myself!”
Shen Jinjue’s low, hoarse voice called Shen Xingyang back. When he turned around, he saw Shen Jinjue supporting himself against the wall, slowly stepping into the operating room.
“Brother, you have to tell him that you chose to separate back then because you were worried Shen Gai would make a move against him.”
“A’Yuan!”
Shen Jinjue knelt in front of Yin Yuan’s bed, tears falling uncontrollably.
Yin Yuan didn’t turn his head to look at him, but just raised his hand, stroking the air.
“You’re not him. I’m going to see that passionate youth from back then!”
For Yin Yuan, the only one he loved was Shen Jinjue back then who liked him regardless of everything, that youth who disregarded everything for love had already died completely that year.
“A’Yuan, I’m sorry, if I could choose again, I definitely wouldn’t have let you down back then.”
“I know, A’Yang said that you were worried about my dad making a move against me, so you decided to break up with me, but I know, it’s not just that.”
Shen Jinjue regretted it. He thought he would never regret his choice.
Until this moment, looking at Yin Yuan lying on the bed, pale and in pain, he regretted it terribly, the kind of guilt and pain in his heart was enough to tear him apart.
The person on the hospital bed didn’t answer him, just shedding tears. He now seemed uninterested in everything and didn’t want to ask anymore.
He just looked at the ceiling like that, following the sound that rang out beside him with a smile, and fell into eternal sleep.
“A’Yuan!”
Shen Jinjue had prepared himself to face all the harsh words, but he didn’t expect that until the last moment, Yin Yuan was unwilling to communicate with him anymore.
Shen Jinjue pounded himself hard, emitting a deafening cry.
In that small, dim operating room, his cries seemed especially suppressed. The surrounding walls seemed to be bearing his pain, shaking as they were struck by his cries.
He knelt on the cold ground, his cries constantly echoing in the confined space, striking every corner.
Even the old window glass trembled slightly with his cries, as if it would shatter in the next moment from this pain-filled sound.
This was the undignified, painful roar of Major General Shen, who had always maintained a dignified and imposing image his entire life.
It was also suffering for his eternal regret. Yin Yuan truly succeeded in making it impossible for Shen Jinjue to escape this pain and regret for the rest of his life.
In every day to come, he would endure the pain that Yin Yuan had endured these past few years, day after day, year after year.
“Xiao Qi, no need to send Yin Yan to the mental hospital, let him leave Shen Corporation. From now on, I owe him nothing, and he owes me nothing.”
Listening to the sounds inside, Shen Xingyang’s mind kept replaying the sentence Yin Yuan said before he died.
In the end, it was just an older brother wanting to save his younger brother’s life. Perhaps Yin Yuan committed suicide to make them let Yin Yan go.
It wasn’t that he was soft-hearted towards them, but simply wanted to make Shen Jinjue feel better.
It was estimated that Shen Jinjue would need a long time to get over this.
Shen Xingyang raised his hand to feel the sunlight shining through the window, but a wave of coolness washed over his heart.
He tried every possible way to get revenge, but now that he seemed to have succeeded, he wasn’t happy at all.
Perhaps for Shen Jinjue in his previous life, he was happier than in this life, because he hadn’t felt the hatred of his lover, nor had he experienced this kind of life-and-death farewell. Until the last moment, Yin Yuan hadn’t forgiven Shen Jinjue.
“Have you really thought it through, about leaving Shen Corporation? That’s your years of hard work.”
Song Yichen looked at Shen Xingyang, who had been holding his work pass in the passenger seat, and couldn’t help but ask.
Shen Xingyang smiled in relief, nodded, and threw the work pass into the back seat: “Have someone throw it away later. As long as I’m at Shen Corporation for one day, I’ll have to recall that sentence my brother said.”
Song Yichen chose to respect Shen Xingyang. He also understood which sentence Shen Xingyang was talking about.
Shen Jinjue fought for the right of inheritance in order to protect Shen Xingyang, but he also lost Yin Yuan. At that time, Shen Jinjue said that he regretted choosing to fight for inheritance for Shen Xingyang’s sake.
It was estimated that this sentence would be like a sharp blade, piercing deeply into Shen Xingyang’s heart, and he would never be able to pull it out in this lifetime.
“Then let’s not go to Shen Corporation. Do you want to start a business?”
Song Yichen suddenly thought of something, turned his head to look at Shen Xingyang, his face full of appreciation.
Shen Xingyang thought for a while, nodded: “I want to try.”
“Then try it, I’ll back you up.”
After Song Yichen said these words, Shen Xingyang couldn’t stop laughing. If he decided to start a business, he wouldn’t do it on a small scale. Now that Song Yichen hadn’t inherited the Song family yet, he wasn’t afraid of losing the family fortune.
“Young Master Song, have you thought it through?”
“I’ve thought it through. If you want to try, go ahead and try boldly, don’t have any worries.”
“Okay.”
Just after Shen Xingyang finished speaking, the phone rang. He saw the note on it, hesitated for a moment, and pressed the answer button.
“A’Yang, are you really leaving?”
The person on the other end sounded anxious, and immediately said as soon as the call connected.
Shen Xingyang’s happiness from just now instantly turned into loneliness. He adjusted his emotions before speaking: “I want to try starting my own business, just consider it a training experience for me.”
Even if Shen Xingyang didn’t say it, Shen Jinjue also knew that his words had hurt Shen Xingyang, but now he didn’t have any right to stop Shen Xingyang from leaving.
“Okay, tell me if you need anything.”
“I know.”
After Shen Xingyang finished speaking, he hung up the phone. He had always thought that he and Shen Jinjue were mutually devoted to each other without considering gains or losses.
In order for him to return to the Shen family and have a legitimate identity, Shen Jinjue fought for the right of inheritance, but Shen Xingyang was also keeping Shen Corporation for Shen Jinjue, and devoting himself to Shen Corporation.
He just wanted Shen Jinjue to have no worries in the military camp. He had never regretted devoting himself to Shen Jinjue, dedicating his whole life to Shen Corporation for Shen Jinjue, but now he had personally heard Shen Jinjue say words of regret.
But Shen Xingyang couldn’t deny Shen Jinjue’s previous devotion because of this one sentence. He would still consider Shen Jinjue’s situation and work hard for Shen Jinjue, but he would no longer let Shen Jinjue devote himself to him, nor would he easily accept Shen Jinjue’s kindness again.
Because Shen Xingyang left Shen Corporation, and Shen Jinlin didn’t have the ability, Shen Jinjue could only let Shen Jinyu return to Mu City to manage Shen Corporation.