TSBIR Chapter 71
by VolareChapter 71: Shen Xingyang’s Plea
Song Yichen stopped talking, recalling the words Shen Xingyang had just said to him. He had thought Shen Xingyang’s complaints of discomfort were an act.
“Forget it, things have already reached this point. Shen Xingyang’s body needs to recuperate. He’ll stay in the hospital for observation for a while.”
Xiao Qi nodded, that was what he thought too. These past few days, he had been worried something would happen to Shen Xingyang.
“Xiao Qi, tell him, if he continues to disregard his health like this, then I can’t save him either.”
After Song Yichen finished speaking, he walked out angrily.
“Brother Gu Ze, I feel so uncomfortable. My stomach hurts, and my head hurts too.”
Gu Ze looked at the affected Shen Xingyang, and was speechless.
“Stop acting. Even if you’re really in pain, my brother won’t care about you.”
“If only you knew this would happen, why did you do it in the first place?”
After Gu Ze finished speaking, he checked his IV drip, made a note, and prepared to leave.
Shen Xingyang failed to get his way, and leaned against the bed in disappointment, sighing. Why was Song Yichen so difficult to coax? Even harder than his brother.
Shen Xingyang sent Xiao Qi to the company and was bored alone, not knowing what to do, so he just went to sleep.
Song Yichen was just about to go to eat when he thought of Shen Xingyang, wondering if he had eaten on time.
Thinking of this, he couldn’t help but go check on him. When he looked, he saw Shen Xingyang sleeping soundly on the bed, but the medicine bottle was empty, and there was even some blood flowing back into it.
Song Yichen cursed inwardly and hurried inside.
Shen Xingyang only felt some pain in his hand. He opened his eyes groggily and glanced over, just in time to see Song Yichen looking down at his hand.
“Song Yichen…”
Shen Xingyang had just woken up, his voice was sticky and unclear.
“If you’re awake, hold it yourself.”
Song Yichen said, forcibly turning Shen Xingyang on, grabbing Shen Xingyang’s other hand, and using it to hold the wound instead of his own.
“Where’s Xiao Qi?”
“I sent him to handle company matters.”
“When there’s no one around, pay attention to yourself. Now is the nurse’s shift change time, and it’s easy to overlook some patients at this time. I’ll go downstairs and tell them, but you need to be careful yourself.”
During this shift change time, it might not be possible to inform them in time, which could lead to some patients’ IV drips running out without being noticed.
Therefore, during this special time, patients usually press the call bell themselves.
Shen Xingyang nodded: “It was my fault, I didn’t pay attention.”
Song Yichen didn’t speak, took the IV bag, and prepared to leave.
In a moment of desperation, Shen Xingyang quickly grabbed Song Yichen, not even caring about the needle site that was still oozing blood.
“Song Yichen, are you going to… break up with me?”
Song Yichen turned around, and immediately pressed on the bleeding needle site.
“You’re the one who wants to break up.”
When Shen Xingyang heard this, he shook his head like crazy.
“No, I don’t want to.”
“I have my reasons for deceiving you, I just don’t want to see you get involved in these things.”
Looking into Shen Xingyang’s eyes, Song Yichen’s heart was moved, but he still turned his head stubbornly, and only let go after confirming that the needle site was no longer bleeding.
“Shen Xingyang, I remember, I told you a long time ago, once there are lies between lovers, there is no trust. There is no future between you and me.”
Song Yichen’s voice trembled, and he didn’t even dare to look at Shen Xingyang, afraid that he would soften.
“Shen Xingyang, take care of yourself, consider it for the sake of Jinjue Ge.”
Song Yichen’s words were almost cruel, but Shen Xingyang was even more cruel to Song Yichen when he created a fake corpse.
“Song Yichen, I’m sorry. You can hit me, you can scold me, as long as it makes you feel better, I’ll do anything.”
“But can you please take care of me? I was wrong, you can punish me, but don’t really ignore me.”
Seeing Song Yichen about to leave, Shen Xingyang hurriedly ran down from the bed, hugged Song Yichen from behind, tightly clasped his hands, and refused to let go.
Shen Xingyang knew that if he really let go of Song Yichen, he would really lose him.
“I don’t dare to trust you anymore.”
Song Yichen pried open Shen Xingyang’s tightly clasped fingers one by one, without even turning his head to look at the suffering Shen Xingyang throughout the process.
“I swear, I will never lie to you again, I will tell you everything you want to know, and I will be honest with you in the future, don’t push me away.”
Song Yichen’s neck muscles bulged obviously because he was holding back his emotions, but he still endured the sadness in his heart and left Shen Xingyang’s arms.
As the door closed, Shen Xingyang squatted barefoot on the ground, looking incomparably helpless.
“Song Yichen, my stomach hurts so much.”
Shen Xingyang hugged his head between his knees, wishing he could hide everything.
Without Song Yichen, it seemed that everything had lost its meaning.
“Wow, brother, you’re actually smoking.”
Gu Ze heard that Song Yichen was on the rooftop and in a bad mood, so he hurried over to check on him.
Unexpectedly, Song Yichen, who had never smoked before, was secretly smoking on the rooftop.
Song Yichen was too lazy to pay attention to Gu Ze’s exaggerated reaction and continued to look at the scenery he wanted to see.
Gu Ze walked to Song Yichen’s side and looked down: “Brother, isn’t it the best ending that Shen Xingyang is okay? Why do you have to keep getting stuck in the past?”
Looking at Song Yichen’s dejection, Gu Ze also put away his usual unruliness and asked with a sigh.
“Aze, do you know who I envy the most right now?”
Song Yichen’s sudden question surprised Gu Ze a little. Who would make Song Yichen envious!
The heir of the Song family in Mu City, the proud and unattainable darling of the heavens, Song Yichen, who could he envy? It was ridiculous.
It wouldn’t be strange if someone else said this, but hearing Song Yichen say this, Gu Ze was wondering if Song Yichen had been in contact with patients too much and had caught something himself.
“After I was with Shen Xingyang, I knew that he was hiding a lot of things from me. I reminded him tirelessly every day, asked him indirectly, but he never told me the truth. Shouldn’t there be honesty between lovers?”
Gu Ze didn’t speak, silently complaining about Shen Xingyang in his heart.
Shen Xingyang was also stupid, his brother also minored in psychology, how could he hide his little tricks from Song Yichen.
It was just that Song Yichen was pretending not to know according to his wishes, but Shen Xingyang really thought he didn’t know anything.
He couldn’t forget the commotion when his brother fainted when he received the news of Shen Xingyang’s death. If he didn’t know better, he would have thought his brother had some terminal illness.
If it wasn’t for extreme grief, how could there be such a reaction.
“He can be honest with Xiao Qi around him, he can be honest with Jinjue Ge, including many people around him, but why can’t he be more honest with me?”
“Brother, don’t you just feel that he’s not honest enough with you, not affectionate enough? He faked his death to deceive those who don’t care, and as a result, he included you in it, is that what you think?”
It seemed that Gu Ze had hit the nail on the head, Song Yichen’s face was a little ugly, and he stopped talking, which was equivalent to acquiescing to Gu Ze’s words.
Gu Ze sighed: “Brother, many people think that people will be more honest with the people they like more, but that’s not the case, because they like them, so they are cautious, wanting to hide those unbearable things even deeper. If that’s the case, then we should think about whether we’ve made them feel insecure, feel like they don’t have enough confidence.”
Song Yichen put out the cigarette and recalled Shen Xingyang’s cautious behavior, it seemed to be true.
Shen Xingyang was always worried about making him unhappy, making him feel displeased.
Was he not good enough to him, so that he would feel insecure?
“Okay, brother, think about it carefully, I’ll go back to work.”
After Gu Ze finished speaking, he didn’t stay any longer and walked back, leaving Song Yichen alone to ponder deeply.