The Real Young Master Wants To Get Married First When He Returns Home Chapter 35
byChapter 35 Chapter 35 A Kiss
Shen Li pursed his lips and was stunned for a long time, and finally said softly, “I don’t know.”
Dr. Zhou didn’t expect his answer, but after a pause, he thought about it and found that this was Shen Li’s most likely answer.
Suspected confusion of emotional cognition.
This is what Zhao Yingying told her about Shen Li’s condition when she asked her.
He does not have normal and stable emotional cognition, and is vague and confused about emotions and social interactions.Zhao Yingying also specifically emphasized that Shen Li is not only unable to distinguish between emotions, but may also be a little indifferent to emotions.
“It doesn’t matter.” Dr. Zhou said, “Like questions that are inherently difficult to give accurate answers to.”
“You’re still young, you can think about it slowly.”
Shen Li shook his head, “No.”
He didn’t have much time to think.
Gu Yunzhao likes him.
“Doctor Zhou.” Shen Li said hesitantly. He still had one more thing to confirm.”If it doesn’t feel the same as what you like, does that mean you don’t like it?”
If you go by what Dr. Zhou just described, then love means safety.But Gu Yunzhao didn’t completely mean safety to him.
“Hmm… not necessarily.” Dr. Zhou said after careful consideration, “Only you can determine the answer to your liking. Sometimes liking is happy and safe, but sometimes it will make you feel uneasy. Everything is constantly changing, and you need to find the answer yourself.”
“Yeah.”
Shen Li fiddled with the soft thorns on his fingertips without speaking for a long time.
He was still thinking about liking it.
If love means liking, then Gu Yunzhao likes him, but he doesn’t like Gu Yunzhao, is this still love?
Shen Li was a little confused.
“If one party likes it and the other party doesn’t like it, should such a relationship be or should not be?” he asked humbly.
Dr. Zhou: “It depends on the situation, but we generally don’t advocate this kind of love. What we mean by healthy love generally refers to a two-way relationship. If one party doesn’t like it but accommodates it, it is likely to become painful for both people in the end.”
“Is it painful?”
When Shen Li heard this, he missed the finger that was kneading his fingertips, and tore the soft thorns on his fingertips apart, revealing tiny traces of blood.He lowered his head and his pupils trembled for a moment, never expecting this answer.
Shen Li could not help but repeat the answer in a low voice, “Pain…”
Will he bring pain to Gu Yunzhao?
Thinking of this possibility, Shen Li felt a little unable to control his trembling.From her white fingertips to her bulging knees, her thin back was also trembling.
The words “repay kindness with revenge” swirled in Shen Li’s mind.He couldn’t help but think of his grandmother. It seemed that no one who loved him could live happily ever after.
Did it turn out that the problem was with him?
“Xiao Li? Xiao Li, breathe.”
Dr. Zhou noticed something strange about him and hurriedly stood up and held his shoulders, guiding him to slow down and stabilize his breathing.
Shen Li followed her movements and took several deep breaths before he stabilized his body.He raised his face and looked at her, and said in a very soft voice, “Dr. Zhou, is falling in love painful?” Tears flowed down his pale face unconsciously, and he urgently needed an answer.
“No. Nothing has to be painful.”
From Shen Li’s words, Dr. Zhou had roughly guessed the reason why he suddenly lost control of his emotions. The problem most likely lies in love.
Coupled with what Shen Li said just now, Dr. Zhou guessed that he was trapped in a one-way love.
But seeing Shen Li’s behavior while watching and his reaction when he mentioned the other party, Dr. Zhou hesitated again.
Shen Li clearly seemed to like that person.There is no way to act out the micro-movements of people when they are happy. All of Shen Li’s facial movements and subtle expressions just now showed that he was looking forward to and happy for the message sent by his love partner.
The chances are that the other person doesn’t like him anymore.Dr. Zhou, who thought he had found the answer, sighed inwardly. How could anyone not like such a beautiful child?
Shen Li is the most beautiful person she has seen in her nearly forty years of life. Will such a person suffer the pain of not being able to love her in love?
Dr. Zhou’s pity for him deepened, and he opened his mouth to enlighten him, “You have to think in a good direction, you are still young. Love will not be everything in your life now, and the person who likes you may be waiting for you in the future.”
“Not in the future.” Shen Li said softly, “He likes me now.”
Zhao Yingying and the others guessed wrong. Shen Li didn’t have a problem with emotional indifference. He just had some confusion about his own emotional recognition, but he had an almost keen intuition about other people’s goodwill and feelings for him.
This is what he has learned over the years since he was a child. The liking of others has always been the most useful tool in his life over the years.
But for the first time, Shen Li hoped not to like him.
Gu Yunzhao doesn’t like him anymore, he can’t give Gu Yunzhao the same love.
Dr. Zhou was a little confused about his reaction. If he liked each other, then Shen Li and the other person liked each other in this relationship. Why was he in pain?
Shen Li still lowered his head, staring at the blood marks on his fingertips.His fingers kept rubbing the skin, stroking his raised wrist bones, feeling his beating blood vessels through the skin.
He didn’t listen to a word of Dr. Zhou’s words, he was only thinking about one sentence.
I have to find a way to like him.
“Doctor Zhou.” Shen Li had the answer in his mind, and when he raised his head again, he asked another question, “How should a person learn to like another person?”
Dr. Zhou thought he had listened to what he just said, and his eyebrows relaxed after hearing this, “I like things that are simple.”
“You think about him and miss him. When he is happy, you are happy. When he is in pain, you are even more painful. This is the feeling of liking.”
She raised her hand and pressed lightly on Shen Li’s shoulder, “Actually, the most important thing is your heart. Xiao Li, emotions cannot be controlled by reason. When you like someone, your heart will give you the answer.”
“I understand.” Shen Li nodded, “If you really don’t like him, should you leave him to avoid pain?”
“Staying away is really a way to avoid pain.”
“I understand.”
Shen Li curled his fingers, at least he knew the answer.
“It’s over?”
When Shen Li finished his consultation and pushed out the door, Xu Cheng, who was sitting on a chair looking around, hurriedly came up to him.
“It’s over.”
Shen Li was a little absent-minded, tapping his fingers on the phone case and thinking about his own things.
“Then go home?”
“Yeah.”
Xu Cheng still had some personal matters to deal with, and Shen Li was the only one who finally got in the car.
Halfway through the taxi, Shen Li suddenly remembered that he had just promised Gu Yunzhao to tell him before going home.
[Li Lili: I’ll be home soon]
[The only dad: OK]
Surprise… Shen Li leaned against the car window and thought idly about what gift it would be this time.
Gu Yunzhao always understood his thoughts very well, and it was a real surprise every time.
But even though he was mentally prepared, when Shen Li pushed the door open and walked in, he never expected that the surprise would be so big.
“Rhubarb!”
Shen Li exclaimed, rushed towards Dahuang in two steps, and lifted its entire body.
“Woof woof!”
Dahuang was equally excited to see his long-lost master, and struggled to stick out his tongue to lick his master’s face.
“How did you get here?”
Shen Li moved forward and rubbed the rhubarb’s mouth until his face was drooled and he refused to let go of the rhubarb.
“How did you get home?”
When Gu Yunzhao walked out of the kitchen with a plate, he saw Shen Li who was about to make a pile with rhubarb.”Stop playing, go wash your hands and come over for dinner.”
“Why are you back!”
Gu Yunzhao said before he left that he had been on business for a month, but now it was less than a week.Shen Li never expected to see you at home.
He looked at Da Huang and then at Gu Yunzhao.
“It was you who brought Dahuang back!”
“Yes.” Gu Yunzhao leaned against the table and looked at him with his hands open, smiling gently, “Come here and give me a hug.”
Shen Li took a small step and got into his arms, and asked again in a low voice, “Aren’t you still on a business trip? What will you do when you come back to work?”
“The latest meeting is scheduled for tomorrow afternoon.” Gu Yunzhao buried himself in the crook of his neck and took a deep breath, “I’ll come back if I want.”
“Tomorrow afternoon.”
Shen Li made an arithmetic problem in his mind by comparing the place where Gu Yunzhao went on business and the distance from home.After a ten-hour flight, Gu Yunzhao wouldn’t be able to stay at home for long if he had to catch up with the meeting tomorrow afternoon.
“I’ll leave after dinner.” Gu Yunzhao didn’t even raise his head, as if he guessed what he was thinking, “I’ll come back and have a meal with you.”
“Is it worth running back and forth for just a little while?”
“It’s worth it.” Gu Yunzhao said, “I miss you. Xiaoli, I wanted to see you, so I came back. Seeing you is worth everything.”
Shen Li’s breath suffocated when he heard this. It would take twenty hours to fly back home from where he was on a business trip.Not counting the time to pick up Da Huang, his hometown is still nearly two hours away from here.
For some reason, he felt a little uncomfortable.It was as if someone had slowly poured a basin of lemon juice on it and then squeezed it with their hands.It’s sour and clogged, it’s hard to describe.
Shen Li raised his hand and touched the side of Gu Yunzhao’s face. Only then did he notice the blue color of Gu Yunzhao’s eyes and the tiredness in his eyes.
“Is it worth it?” he asked again in a dull voice.
“It’s worth it.” Gu Yunzhao seemed to notice that he was unhappy, and stretched out his hand to pull the corner of his mouth to force a smile, “Classmate Shen Xiaoli, it’s rare for me to come back here, can you smile more beautifully? Let my dreams be filled with your beautiful and happy little face, okay?”
He also made a joke to tease Shen Li, “For us face lovers, beauty is the primary productivity.”
Shen Li followed the direction of his fingers and smiled, “Laughed.”
“You look good when you smile.” Gu Yunzhao put down his arms and put his arms around his waist, stared at him for a while and repeated, “I miss you.”
Because I miss you, the twenty-hour flight is worth it.
Because I miss you, it’s worth taking another detour to pick up the dog.
It’s all worth it.
Shen Li leaned in his arms and suddenly felt so sad.
Gu Yunzhao, don’t be so nice to me.Shen Li thought, I’m afraid I won’t be able to like you.
I don’t want you to be in pain.
Shen Li climbed up on Gu Yunzhao’s shoulders on tiptoes and put his soft lips on it.
The words were moistened by the gentle breath between the intertwined lips and teeth.
Gu Yunzhao was stunned for a moment by the kiss. After reacting, he immediately took over the initiative. He put one hand around Shen Li’s waist and placed the other on the back of his head to deepen the kiss.
After noticing that Gu Yunzhao was turning his back on his guests, Shen Li relaxed and gave all the initiative to him. He leaned into his arms and let Gu Yunzhao lift the tip of his tongue, giving him an almost numbing touch like an electric shock.
Shen Li thought, if life is composed of moments, then I choose to stop at this moment forever.I don’t want to think about any future anymore.
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The author has something to say: I almost forgot to set the update time when I fell asleep, and I slipped and fell to my knees.
What is the meaning of life? Where am I going to fly to? My ultimate goal in life is you after all. Baby…how can I live without you? Baby…baby…Wife, which car do you want to take? I will take you home.
Banxia novel, a lot of fun