Chapter Index

    main contradiction and secondary contradiction

    depict.

    Qi Ruiqing prefers this method to definition.Not only because sensibility has the upper hand when creating a certain image, but also because he clearly understands his own limitations and the uncertainty of human beings.

    Artificial intelligence, no matter how complex it is, is essentially tens of millions of lines of qualitative code; no matter how simple a personality is, its image and characteristics cannot be enriched by just three or four words or three or four things.

    What is defined is ultimately one-sided.

    Qi Ruiqing knew very well that with his own abilities, all he could do was whitewash the outer layer of the ceramic doll.

    The three primary colors and black and white blocks can create countless colors, and he can indeed fill it with layer after layer of watercolor as he likes, covering its blank spaces and making it wonderful and bright…

    But, that’s all.

    What’s more, Qi Ruiqing has never received any orthodox aesthetic education.He painted without any structure and was completely unable to create a “real” work of art.

    So Shen Molin… I am not qualified for this noble proposition.

    Qi Ruiqing smiled bitterly and put down his pen.

    This market stall, this rough guy…can’t do it…

    It’s better to let him go and let him go free.At least his innocence will not be stained by me…

    “Distinctive.”

    The voice next to me suddenly came from behind my ear.Qi Ruiqing shrank his head, lost control of the ceramics in his hand, and dropped them.

    “Be careful.” The wrist gently picked up and accurately caught the piggy bank that almost broke into pieces.

    “Shen Molin?” Qi Ruiqing recalled in surprise that he had just finished participating in a memory performance.

    “It’s a very beautiful work, don’t smash it.” And the leading actor in the memory is him.

    The unfinished work was placed back on the table and pushed inwards.The wet paint remained in the man’s palm, and was accidentally rubbed under his eyes.

    “You…feel better?” Qi Ruiqing asked tremblingly.

    “When facing unknown situations, give priority to better results.” He did not answer, but just analyzed, “You are an optimist.”

    “I think… not really. I just know that, indeed, people who work hard will always have a better chance of turning around than people who are lazy and lazy.” “Well, optimistic realism.”

    “No…” Qi Ruiqing held her forehead, “I’m not.”

    “Then what are you? It can’t be pessimism, right? Or nihilism? “Stop making trouble…” “That’s right, everything will be nothingness in the end, and people will die. This is not a rare thing…”

    This is nothing unusual.

    “Shen Molin, that’s enough…” Qi Ruiqing’s head started to hurt.

    But at that time, the light in Shen Molin’s eyes was dimming little by little.His breathing became lighter and shallower and could not even reach Qi Ruiqing’s palm.

    His hands were so cold, so cold that he was about to die.His head, which was resting in Qi Ruiqing’s arms, gradually turned away, falling down and never getting up again.

    “That’s enough Shen Molin, that’s enough…” Qi Ruiqing covered her ears.

    But he was still saying innocuous words: “There are endless things in this world, and the number of days is inescapable…”

    “I’ve said enough!!!Enough!!!”

    These things cannot be treated as if they never happened!!

    This is Shen Molin too!It’s Shen Molin who I didn’t expect!!

    “Shen Molin!” He stood up and looked at him with compassion, “You almost killed yourself…”

    Almost, almost.

    Qi Ruiqing almost had to look at him through a cold news of his death.

    No, maybe he is just a stranger, and he is not even qualified to stand in front of his tombstone…

    “You can’t pretend it’s okay.”He said seriously.

    He said, making a solemn statement with dissatisfaction, staring at Shen Molin silently pretending to be deaf and dumb, watching him hide away under the guise of irrelevant trivial matters.

    “You are always like this…”

    Qi Ruiqing was tired. He would not give in this time, and he did not want to coax him.He is a doctor, but he is also a human being, and he is Shen Molin’s partner.He has no obligation to tolerate the patient’s behavior unconditionally.

    Now, this stubborn patient is stubbornly cold-blooded.

    “Shen Molin, if you dare, try it.”Qi Ruiqing said harshly, “When I go to tear your heart out, no one will look good.”

    “Then you are really authoritative…” Shen Molin said through gritted teeth, but gently put the artwork into the cabinet with his hand.

    “But it’s all my privacy that you stole.”He turned around and looked at Qi Ruiqing helplessly.

    Qi Ruiqing looked at him fiercely, biting her lip and saying nothing.

    If Shen Molin really wants to be so stubborn, then they may really have to do it again…

    “…I just wanted to hide it from you, I wanted to take care of everything, but I just overestimated my ability…My fault.”

    Fortunately, this time Shen Molin really has a little bit of emotional intelligence after accumulating for several years.

    “I thought I could hide it perfectly.”He was regretting, “I thought the person most likely to reveal the secret was Senior Sister Yu’s mouth… But I didn’t expect that in the end it was still…”

    “But Shen Molin, shouldn’t we share the joys and sorrows together?Qi Ruiqing couldn’t help but ask him, “Because we rely on each other and we are one.””

    “Of course we are one, and I really didn’t hide anything from you…”

    He just.

    He just…

    He couldn’t make a judgment.

    He didn’t dare to make a decision…

    “But in fact, you actually have something you haven’t told me, right?”

    This is a cunning trap.After Qi Ruiqing finished speaking, he immediately became quiet and listened to the echo in the corridor.

    In the corridor, there was a roar of wind, a surging tide, and the pages of the book were fluttering in the wind, turning page after page uncontrollably…

    Qi Ruiqing saw the answer and it seemed like yes.They are trivial pieces of paper, contained and rolled into the tape bit by bit…

    “Hey.”

    A voice sounded behind the ear.Qi Ruiqing, who was holding the tape, looked back in surprise and saw only those eyes soaked in blood.

    “This kind of curiosity is not a good thing.”

    Shen Molin’s eyes that couldn’t be seen clearly lifted up suddenly.

    It was quiet, no echo, even the tide was calm.

    “I don’t think it was a secret.”

    He seemed to have changed, every word.

    “What do you mean?”Qi Ruiqing laughed angrily, “Shen Molin, you are really…”

    “I didn’t hide anything from you, let alone lie to you.Shen Molin directly tore out his heart, “I can let you see everything in this sentence.””

    Those amber eyes were slightly red, as if they had been crying, but they were as calm and as quiet as death, staring at Qi Ruiqing.

    These are not Shen Molin’s eyes, but they are also Shen Molin’s eyes.Qi Ruiqing no longer recognized what Shen Molin looked like.

    He made a mistake and overestimated. He once overestimated his abilities and firmly believed that he understood Shen Molin completely…

    But he has to understand!

    “What you’re hiding from me is about black holes, right?”Qi Ruiqing only knows this.

    “Yes.And you want to know, right?”

    Shen Molin said some nonsense indifferently, and the expression on his face never changed…it was a bit of nonsense to tease the atmosphere.But Qi Ruiqing always felt that there must be some other deep meaning in it.

    “Okay, I’ll tell you the truth.”

    Shen Molin suddenly let go. It was too easy and scary.

    “Really?”Really, but before that, I want to finish what I want to say.””

    Is this a deal?But Qi Ruiqing had no choice for Shen Molin.

    “I want to say:…”

    Shen Molin closed his eyes helplessly, and his voice became more gloomy.

    “Qi Ruiqing, please leave me alone.”

    “This ‘I’…whether it is this ‘I’ or ‘Shen Molin’, I sincerely hope that you can move forward and get out of the shadow of death.”

    Qi Ruiqing couldn’t see the color of his irises.

    “I promised you that I would help you get Shen Molin back.But I have to tell you…”

    Shen Molin stopped like a brake, spoke a word, and then his tone softened.

    “I’m not stopping you, Qi Ruiqing, I’m just analyzing the pros and cons.I’m just saying, I have my limitations.”

    Shen Molin probably wanted to express tactfully that there was something he couldn’t help with.But the words are too obscure and difficult to understand, and they cannot fully express his thoughts.

    “I mean…”

    Shen Molin seemed to remember that Qi Ruiqing said “a promise he was willing to risk his life to make.”

    So he suddenly took a deep breath: “Qi Ruiqing, you have to independently and thoroughly understand the three laws of the virtual body and the law of black holes, supplement them and learn to use them flexibly, in order to save me.”

    “Yes, objectively speaking, you can indeed do it.But the incorporeal body is not objective, and even I am not sure of that.”

    It is already difficult to want to persuade and comfort, but also to be rational.What’s more, Shen Molin himself couldn’t tell which one he wanted.

    “Forget it, forget it, don’t think about it anymore, don’t think about it anymore!”

    “Completely understand”?

    This is indeed an exaggeration…

    Because Shen Molin doesn’t fully understand the definition of “complete”.

    Maybe he doesn’t understand anything.

    So: “Forget it, Qi Ruiqing…”

    Whether it was out of selfishness or out of comprehensive thinking… he didn’t want to think about it.

    “Then let me think for you!”

    Qi Ruiqing forcefully pushed Shen Molin’s face away, forcing him to stare at her.

    “I only ask you, I only ask you…”

    Shen Molin resisted and tried to escape: “I don’t want it… there’s no need… I’m just a coward who gives up on himself and deceives himself… I’m not worth it…”

    “Shen Molin!!I let you look at me!!”

    For a moment, the irritability inherent in Qi Ruiqing’s bones due to his blood broke out again.

    He is not a guiding lover, he just loves, so he tried hard to restrain the trembling all over his body, and then asked: “I only want you to answer me…”

    “As long as I independently and thoroughly understand the three laws of the virtual body and the law of black holes, supplement them and learn to use them flexibly, can I make you completely alive as I wish?”

    …maybe?Shen Molin couldn’t give a conclusion. He just fell into the bird net, was pulled by the ears and pinned to the ground, unable to escape, and was beaten into a trap.

    “Maybe, it’s just possible, right?”Qi Ruiqing pressed forward excitedly, “I don’t even need to die, right?”

    “Yes, but…” Shen Molin was confused, “But, you shouldn’t… you should retreat when faced with difficulties. This is rational…”

    Fuck your sanity!!!Can reason save people???If I were a sane person, I wouldn’t be able to create you now!!!

    Shen Molin looked at this arrogant lunatic dumbfounded.

    “Does my love seem so cheap to you?”

    …It’s true, didn’t I just leave after what happened in the past?

    Qi Ruiqing bent over and sat on Shen Molin’s waist, breathing heavily at him.He hates it so much, hates his current situation, hates everything in reality.

    “…If I am willing to try to understand the three laws of the virtual body, its properties and so on…will you help me?”

    Shen Molin raised his arms and covered his face in despair.

    “Will it?”Qi Ruiqing asked him sadly. They all understood that Qi Ruiqing would not be able to handle it alone.

    This was Shen Molin’s last resort.

    Once again, they faced the choice of parting ways…

    “Ruiqing…I can’t stand it anymore…”

    Shen Molin stared blankly, unable to see clearly how they ended up in this situation.

    “Are you going to reject me…” If so, Qi Ruiqing will only blame him, even more than last time.

    But…but…

    Just sad.

    This sadness is like a tide that cannot be calmed down, or a cold wind that cuts like a dull knife.

    Qi Ruiqing vomited blood, and his eyes could hardly see clearly again.Something clicked, and later I realized it was a ruptured blood vessel under my eyes.

    He could only see dark bruises on Shen Molin’s shoulders and neck – they were pinched out by himself.

    “Shen Mo…”

    Shen Molin closed his eyes. Is he dead?

    “…Rin.”

    Qi Ruiqing gently wiped his neck, taking away the scars.

    He lowered his hands again, deflated, and slid against the wall.

    “…Qing.”

    His wrists were clasped and a wet towel was stuffed over him.

    “Wipe it…”

    The strength of the hand’s grip fluctuated up and down, erratically, as Shen Molin gasped in exhaustion.

    “Obviously… it is my long-cherished wish to return to you…”

    Yes…it was Qi Ruiqing’s long-cherished wish to bring Shen Molin back.

    “…I’ll help you.”Shen Molin agreed.

    “No… no, no, I didn’t want to kidnap you morally. You don’t have to bear this responsibility…”

    There was another moment of silence, and they could only feel each other’s presence through their connected hands.

    “Is there no other way?”

    Shen Molin shook his head weakly.

    Even if there is a way to make you and I feel better…isn’t there any way?

    If, if there is anything that can prove the future…

    “Actually, there is…” Shen Molin gave up struggling, “Theoretically, if you doubt…

    If a proposition can be doubted or even denied——

    “Then it must be a false proposition.”

    Qi Ruiqing sat up straight and squeezed Shen Molin’s hand tightly, feeling his response with pleasure.

    “You can… try it. If the error exists in my memory, then I should lose the corrected part.”

    A surgeon held the blade nervously and looked at his partner.He didn’t know what would greet them, a cruel truth or the expected success…

    “Shen Molin, let’s give it a try, shall we?” he called to his partner.

    “…Okay.”

    Then: Shen Molin will never survive.

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