The Law Of Virtual Body Energy And Its Medical Application: A New Paradigm For Diagnosis And Treatment Based On Virtual Reality Mapping Chapter 29

The essence of a clear definition is the proof of necessary and sufficient conditions

“Answer me, what is depersonalization?”

“According to the DSM-5, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fifth Edition, depersonalization is a persistent or recurring experience in which an individual feels separated or alienated from their mind, body, or behavior. In this state, an individual may feel that they are a bystander observing their own behavior, feelings, thoughts, or even feel that their body parts have become unreal or mechanized.”

“Cause.”

“It may appear under conditions of anxiety, depression or intense stress, and is particularly prominent in certain mental disorders such as dissociative disorders. The causes of depersonalization are complex and are usually closely related to the individual’s psychological and physiological state. For example: intense psychological stress, emotional trauma, emotional disorders such as depression or anxiety, and the physiological effects of drug abuse.”

That’s a good answer, but there’s hope.

After all, in many cases, the individual’s own resistance and resilience are also important parts that cannot be ignored in the treatment process.

Qi Ruiqing could only believe that the Third Law would allow Shen Molin to regain control of himself.

“…I understand.” “You? Do you understand?” “Eyes, the important thing is the eyes.”

Shen Molin pulled off the gauze, revealing the deep black hole: “The eyes are the symbol of my consciousness. Damaged eyes, vacant positions, and personality defects are all connected. You are right, those distracting thoughts…”

“Wait for me a moment.”

…

Waiting for more than a while, Qi Ruiqing waited there early just like he wanted to get a good seat for Shen Molin in college.

Finally, the door to the quiet library finally opened for him.

Quietly, quietly…

“Shen – Mo – Lin -”

Shen Molin’s name continued for a long time, and the echoes were long, but they were just echoing in the empty valley without any response.

Every time Qi Ruiqing took a step, the footsteps would knock heavily, falling from top to bottom in the deserted library, and finally dissipated in the air.

Shen Molin is not here. The place is in a mess, with broken bookshelves, scratches on the floor, and bullet holes on the wall… It seems like a war took place here, and after the war, there is no winner.

But how could he not be here?Isn’t this his mind palace?

“Shen Molin——” Qi Ruiqing shouted without giving up, walking along the endless steps, vowing to find the end of this curve.

We walked downward for a long time until the floor numbers on the wall were almost invisible.Qi Ruiqing finally found an unexpected gap between the same bookcases.

“Shen Mo Lin?” He stopped and squatted down.

This gap is flat and narrow on the floor, rectangular, like a hard drive socket, or like a hospital pharmacy window.

Qi Ruiqing squatted down, almost lying on the ground, so that he could see what was in the hole.

It was pitch black and he couldn’t see anything.

He no longer has such magnificent creativity, and can no longer achieve it with just a wave of his hand.Fortunately, when he looked up, there was a flashlight on the bookshelf, as if it was specially prepared for him.

Qi Ruiqing knocked on the old object that was no longer sensitive and lay down again.

The light penetrated and waved away the black fog, and the hidden lover was hiding here like a secret.

Qi Ruiqing shouted to the man happily: “Shen Molin! Why are you here?”

He lay motionless in the gap, being oppressed and choking his breathing.

“You should understand.” A book on psychology was knocked down while Qi Ruiqing was struggling to drill. “The hole effect, a small space will give you a sense of security, but it also tells you that you are already under a lot of pressure.”

“You have to pay attention and you can’t let this kind of panic develop any longer.”

Qi Ruiqing twisted his shoulders and knees and tried to move forward, but he was still stuck at the entrance of the hole.It was only a short distance away, but he couldn’t even see Shen Molin’s face buried downward.

“As mentioned in Karen Horney’s “The Neurotic Personality of Our Times”, in order to blind themselves and prevent themselves from realizing the need for change, neurotic patients will rationalize their existing problems.”

Those patients who like this approach will get great intellectual satisfaction from gaining psychological knowledge, including gaining psychological knowledge related to themselves, but they will stop there and will not move forward.In this way, this intellectual attitude becomes a means of protection, used by them to block certain emotional experiences, thereby avoiding themselves from truly realizing the need to change themselves.It’s as if they were looking at themselves and saying: Look, how interesting this is!

“But we can’t just stop here.” Qi Ruiqing reached for him and grabbed the hand in front of him, “We have to solve our difficulties, those diseases, those…”

Very cold hands.

No pulse.

Qi Ruiqing thought about it, that Shen Molin was in this position, and was trapped in the gap that he couldn’t lift, get into, or reach, and died in a tight trap.

So Shen Molin is dead…

Qi Ruiqing’s heart stopped for a few seconds, and then started beating wildly out of control.He quickly backed away on his hands and knees in fear, almost tearing himself out.

He half-crouched and half-knelt against the wall, breathing heavily, his hands and feet were weak, and his whole body was shaking.

Wrong.Even if he is dead, he is still alive now.

Qi Ruiqing wiped his face, took a deep breath, and remembered that the flashlight was left behind.When he mustered up the courage to lie down again, there was no trace of Shen Molin in the gap.

Qi Ruiqing took out the flashlight, held it in his arms, and waited for a long time.

After finally regaining his composure, he wanted to look for his lover again. He could turn around, but another figure fell from a height, and the wind blew past Qi Ruiqing’s eyes.

“Shen Molin!” Qi Ruiqing only caught the flash of his eyes and saw the hole in his chest.But when he looked down, he saw nothingness again.

“Oh my God…” He endured it again and again, but finally couldn’t hold it back and choked up.

“I don’t like this game… Come out, okay?”

He was about to collapse and wanted to give up.But he clearly had this in mind, and when he saw a glimmer of hope flickering beneath several layers, he would still stand up and run over immediately and without hesitation.

He finally came to the end, the bottom of the abyss, the place closest to the truth.

What he saw were stacks of books, and Shen Molin, holding a torch high, facing across the stagnant water.

What is this madman going to do?!

Burn them – if doing so can make this disgusting stagnant water dry up and disappear, Shen Molin doesn’t mind burning them together.

Shen Molin turned his back to him, took one last look at the knowledge he once cherished, and threw the fire source in his hand decisively.

“No!” Qi Ruiqing also jumped down from the steps resolutely and without hesitation.

“But you can’t burn them all. If the source doesn’t stop, they will eventually come back.”

Like moths to the flame, he pushed Shen Molin down and collapsed the stack of books with him.Shen Mo Lin’s head hit the edge of the steps, and his skin instantly turned red.

“…I don’t blame you.” He said?Who said?

Qi Ruiqing only knew that the firelight fell into the water with him, and the bubbles melted and disappeared.

Dead water is still dead water, they remain calm in the face of Qi Ruiqing’s despair, even waiting for him to shed tears.

But Qi Ruiqing no longer understands. He seems to have cried out his tears a long time ago, and now he has just run out of fuel and is almost numb to acceptance.

“Xu…this sentence is a bit too one-sided.”

Another Shen Molin, covered in blood and holding a long sword in front of him, appeared panting.

“I remember that Karen Horney died in 1952, so the understanding of this book should naturally be before then. But cognitive psychology only began to develop in the mid-1950s, so the content in this book is quite ancient and outdated.”

Qi Ruiqing waited for him blankly, waiting for when Shen Molin would suddenly disappear again.But after such a long string of words, Shen Molin still looked at herself so calmly, waiting for his reaction.

“Of course, this book also has its historical value and accuracy.” Shen Molin concealed his emotions and said irrelevant words, “A momentary rational cognitive intervention cannot significantly affect the nervous limbic system. It has a hysteresis, but repeated training can improve its effect.”

Qi Ruiqing sat there quietly and looked at him without saying a word.

“…What I mean is:” Shen Molin walked down and patted him on the shoulder, “Do I look better now than before?”

“Yes…but what did you do to yourself?” Qi Ruiqing reached out to wipe the blood on his face.Some of the blood that was not his fell on Qi Ruiqing’s hands and gradually faded, turning into water stains that were wiped away.

“Hmm…” Shen Molin wiped his face and moved his eyes, “Some violent behavior.”

“Don’t move it…it still hurts a little.”

Shen Molin’s eyebrow bone was broken. I don’t know which bastard did it.

“I killed those thoughts.”

Qi Ruiqing choked and stared at him in shock.

“So this place is in such a mess, it’s really you… I didn’t want you to solve the problem in this way.”

“But,” the blood on his face melted away, leaving a pair of wet eyes, “this is really efficient, isn’t it?”

Regardless of water or blood, he is indeed the only one left here.Shen Molin in the Civic can easily pick up Qi Ruiqing with one hand, and the prerequisite for being able to do this is the seemingly simple “control of oneself.”

“Do you think those are Shen Molin?” He pointed to the black water.

Qi Ruiqing won’t.

“What about me?” He pointed at himself.

“Of course you are.”

“Why am I?”

As the steps went up, he asked questions one after another, only for one answer.

“There is no reason, this is you. Shen Molin is your name, nothing more.”

“But there must be another person named Shen Molin in this world, and there will also be someone who looks very similar to me. So, are they Shen Molin?”

“No, Shen Molin is special. He is my lover.”

“But you’re not the only one who loves me, right?”

Qi Ruiqing was so sad that he shut up. This question made him really aggrieved.

“…You are my first love.” “Ah, no, no…”

Shen Molin smiled apologetically: “That’s not what I meant, I just wanted to say…”

In a missing person notice, the characteristics of the person you are looking for should always be clearly stated, right?His appearance, his identity, his relationships, his past.

“If I ask you again now…”

Can Shen Molin still be called “a college classmate who once stood by his side”?

“No, he is the love I missed, the young master of Shen’s Pharmaceutical Company. I have been with him for five years, and we have jointly published one SCI area one, four SCI area two articles and nearly a dozen other articles. He also gave me a Nature first article. He graduated from the Department of Medicine of XX University, and the title of his graduation thesis was “System Resilience and Individual Factors in Multiple System Atrophy Resistance”…”

Shen Molin was very interested, and his eyes gave Qi Ruiqing great encouragement.

“Although he is a bit mean to people and has a venomous mouth, his nature is not bad. He is very kind and treats everyone equally regardless of wealth or poverty. He is meticulous and has a rigorous attitude towards everything. Once you get to know him, you will find that this guy is humorous and considerate. He handles things neatly and decently and is thoughtful and meticulous in everything.”

Shen Molin’s face turned a little red, but he still couldn’t help but praise.

“His character comes from his family, but this is also a way for him to protect himself. In fact, he is a bit shy about relationships, but once he is determined, he is absolutely loyal and frighteningly passionate.” Qi Ruiqing thought of their first night, “Before this happened, I thought you were just playing with me. After all, you are a rich man, and you can publish a paper without batting an eyelid…”

“He is so generous?” Shen Molin seems to be still unfamiliar with the concept of “currency”. After all, there is no concept of commodities in the restricted area, let alone commodity trading.

“You’ve always been rich.”

Shen Molin frowned and smiled bitterly, as if he wanted to refute but had no basis.

“Forget it, I digress, you continue.” “I have nothing more to continue.”

Shen Molin was stunned: “Doesn’t he have any shortcomings?”

“No, he is just a young master, a classmate, a genius, and my lover.”

“People always have shortcomings.” Shen Molin insisted, “Remove the filter.”

“Okay, maybe he is… he is a bit stubborn, doesn’t understand the situation, refuses to admit defeat, and is a bit poor at taking care of people’s emotions. He takes the truth too seriously…”

In fact, these are not shortcomings.”Can’t help but do it” is his only shortcoming that can be called a shortcoming: he clearly takes the initiative to ask but refuses to accept it.Qi Ruiqing has a lot to complain about, but it’s hard to say…

“Oh, he looks smart, but he is surprisingly forgetful. He always forgets to take the paper when he runs out. The next time he poops, he yells for help…”

Qi Ruiqing laughed. These ordinary things are really funny. Shen Molin, who looked completely different from his usual neat and cold look, would clumsily come over with napkins and snacks to comfort himself not to be sad anymore…

“Ah…” When the tears hit his hands, Qi Ruiqing realized that he was already crying, “I thought my tears had dried up long ago…”

“Why do I feel like crying when I look at you?”

“Because these ordinary things can’t come back.” Shen Molin was still the same, holding the paper box and hugging him.

Yes…

Yes……

“Thank you for coming back to me.” Qi Ruiqing could only hug him. What else could he say?

The lover he missed was him. He was at fault…

“But who am I?”

Qi Ruiqing didn’t move, so he let go of his arms and looked at his face.Shen Molin’s expression was so serious that it didn’t look like a joke.

What is he still struggling with?

“You said, Shen Molin is a young master, a classmate, a genius, and your lover. So, what about me?”

“You?” Qi Ruiqing was doubtful and looked at the face carefully.

Black hair and black eyes, this is Shen Molin – the core of the monster is still him.

“You are Shen Molin who came back from the dead.”

After a brief sentence, it became quiet and quiet again…

“…No more?” Shen Molin didn’t know what he was waiting for.

“No more.” “No other modifications? Substitute? Similar? Contaminated?”

“No.” Qi Ruiqing said firmly, “Don’t worry about it.”

“So… I am a young master who came back from the dead, a classmate who came back from the dead, and a genius who came back from the dead…”

“And, your lover who came back from the dead.”

Yes, yes!That’s right!Everything is right!

“I understand, this is my definition. The current and present definition.” Shen Molin stood up.He looked up at the scattered light left in the sky and squinted his eyes.

“Yes, this is your definition.” Qi Ruiqing was also very happy and followed him to stand on the edge of the cliff.

“You’ve figured everything out, right? Are you no longer confused?”

Confused?…

Ha…hehe…

Alas……

“Qing,” Shen Molin looked back sadly, “don’t you understand yet?”

“Understand…understand what?”

Shen Molin lowered his eyes, hesitated for a moment, and then just grabbed Qi Ruiqing’s hand tightly.

“…It’s nothing, that’s it.”