The Law Of Virtual Body Energy And Its Medical Application: A New Paradigm For Diagnosis And Treatment Based On Virtual Reality Mapping Chapter 20
byWhen Orpheus leads Eurydice back from the underworld
Shen Molin was in poor health for a while.
Sixty percent of the reasons for this are due to intense studies, 20% are due to the temperature difference between seasons and the temptations of people around him, 10% are due to his carelessness, and 10% are due to the frail nature of every noble man.
He suffered from a viral cold, a cough, and then a fever. He drank water for two days and took medicine for a total of five days. The virus that almost developed into pneumonia finally subsided, and he finally had the strength to talk to Qi Ruiqing.
“Your dad sent you money.” Qi Ruiqing unlocked the phone and showed him the last digit in the account.
“I don’t think this thing is of any use to me now…” Shen Molin said with a nasal voice and just raised his eyes and glanced, “If it is used to buy coffin boards, it is still somewhat useful.”
“Nonsense! Bah, hurry up.” “Are you superstitious? You…Okay, bah.”
By that time they had already started living together.
Shen Molin looked at Qi Ruiqing, who was preparing the medicine for him, and couldn’t figure out why he wasn’t infected.
“I’m in good health.”
That’s true…
“I can’t help but be a little envious.” “Envy for what? Envy that I work so hard to take care of you?”
Shen Molin thought that Qi Ruiqing’s words meant that he was not satisfied with the work being done in vain, so he wanted to give Qi Ruiqing money.He thinks this is very reasonable: people can’t work without getting something, right?
“We’re separated.” Qi Ruiqing sat down next to him and patted the back of his hand, “I volunteered.”
But volunteering, donating money and blood, aren’t these just for completing tasks, increasing your reputation, and building your image?
“Oh no, oh no, you have fallen into a misunderstanding. According to what you said, everything is moving in the direction of purpose, and there is no need for the definitions of ‘voluntary’ and ‘willing’ in this world.”
This is a philosophical question, and Shen Molin really doesn’t like to discuss it.They are empty and meaningless and add nothing to the development of anything.
But…it was Qi Ruiqing who said this, and Shen Molin wanted to hear it.
“I know it’s hard for you to understand this. After all… your parents don’t even come to see you.”
Qi Ruiqing said with a smile: “But, you just need to understand that if you do something with an uncertain reward like ‘maybe the other person will do the same to me in the future,’ then that is ‘willingness.'”
Shen Molin seemed to understand.
“You still have a fever, please take a rest.”
Qi Ruiqing leaned over and kissed him.
…Then he also fell into the trap.
Haha…………
But now that I think about it, Shen Molin is always the one who is taken care of.As an assistant, Qi Ruiqing, who has a more gentle and considerate personality, seems to be willing to be by Shen Molin’s side.
On the day she was invited to Qi Ruiqing’s house, Shen Molin spoke frankly in front of Qi Ruiqing’s family. The purpose was indeed to let Qi Ruiqing stay by her side, so that this comfortable feeling would always exist…
But what Qi Ruiqing gave has surpassed Shen Molin’s sense of deservingness.
Maybe one day…
Shen Molin should also give an equal amount of reward for his “voluntariness”…
…that’s how it should be.
But why didn’t he even have the courage to seek justice for Qi Ruiqing and sever the relationship between his parents?
Are you actually just a person with such interests?Are you actually just a person who doesn’t care about pursuing your dreams?
…Qi Ruiqing.
Maybe you really should leave me like this.
…
The water in the pool overflowed, and steam rose up in an uproar, obscuring all the mirror surfaces.
Historically, Archimedes discovered the principle of buoyancy while taking a bath.He used this method to measure the density of the crown and prove that the gold was fake.
What about the density of the soul?A person who has returned from the world of death but has the same appearance, memory, and personality. Is his soul mixed with unclean impurities?
Shen Molin couldn’t figure it out.
When taking a bath, the water surface should not exceed the chest, otherwise the pressure on the heart will easily cause disease and damage.But he continued to slide down until his mouth and nose were about to be submerged, and he could no longer sit still and wait for death.
He finally grabbed the edge of the bathtub and pulled himself out of the water.
Then the water surface stirred up waves, and more hot water was poured out.
…not quite right.
He stared at the tiles that were losing moisture.
This hydrophobicity seems unscientific…
He pulled the towel and wiped the floor clean, wet it again and stretched out his arms.He lowered his head, letting the water on his body converge on his fingertips, and placed a drop on the dry ground.
Angle, phase inversion method, liquid pressure, solid-liquid adhesion…
Cough cough… cough cough cough…
Outside the bathroom, there was a sound of footsteps running quickly.The bathroom door was opened immediately, and Shen Molin covered her mouth and hung on the edge of the bathtub, looking up at him.
“Are you okay?” Qi Ruiqing looked unhappy.
Shen Molin coughed, frowned, hesitated for a moment, and shook his head.
“Don’t use that one, I’ll get you another bath towel.”
Shen Molin has been soaking for so long, and it’s time to come out.
…
This is really not good weather. Although the rainy season has passed, it still rains continuously.
They have been trapped here by the rain for almost half a month.
“Stuck here?” Shen Molin put on his coat and leaned on the sofa, staring at the cucumber vine outside the window that was swaying wildly in the storm.
He was asking Qi Ruiqing.
“Uh… um,” Qi Ruiqing behind him hesitated, “Yes, it’s indeed almost half a month.”
“Can’t we go back?” “No…”
He glanced sideways and watched Qi Ruiqing pull up the wooden stool and sit down next to him.
“It’s just that we rented this place and the lease term hasn’t expired yet.”
That’s really…no one will bother…
Shen Molin closed his eyes and took a deep breath.He threw his whole body into the back of the chair and let himself sink.
He listened to the sound of rain, dripping down from the eaves, falling into the rain gutters, then spurting out from the pipe mouth and rolling into the sewer ditch…
Water circulates…that’s how it should be.
“Shen Molin. Shen Molin?” “Hmm…”
He slightly extended his hand to Qi Ruiqing, and Qi Ruiqing grabbed him.He was thankful that at least the warm feeling was still real…
“Qi Ruiqing, we…” He wanted to say something.
“No.” But Qi Ruiqing stood up immediately, “No…I mean, let me make you some coffee.”
Shen Molin lowered his eyes and looked gloomy, neither agreeing nor objecting.
Coffee, hot cocoa to be exact.Compared with milk tea with too high calories, fruit juice with a large specific surface area that raises the GI, tea with complicated and delicate brewing, and alcohol that makes people “fall asleep” after drinking it, the drink Shen Molin most often asks Qi Ruiqing to bring for her is coffee.
Shen Molin held the familiar mug and took a sip.
“Milk.” “Huh? Hmm.” “I can’t drink it.”
He raised his head and looked at Qi Ruiqing, who was holding his shoulders, asking him to give a reasonable explanation.
But Qi Ruiqing just shook his head meaningfully.
Shen Molin could only lower his head again.He stared at the invisible bottom of the cup and couldn’t remember when the world had become like this.
“Shen Molin, isn’t it nice here?”
Shen Molin was silent, but finally chose to raise the cup and drink it.
“Well…as long as you’re happy.”
…
The weather forecast can be inaccurate, saying it will rain for a whole week, then stop.
When Shen Molin woke up, Qi Ruiqing was already preparing the necessities for today’s trip.
“Shen Molin, did you sleep well? Breakfast is there, fried rice noodles.”
Shen Molin rubbed his neck. He fell asleep too quickly last night. He only knew that he was a little nauseous.
“The rain has stopped.” “Well, we can finally go out.”
He looked out the window and watched the field turn into golden waves of wheat overnight.
Ahem…it’s obviously rice…
“What are the plans for today?” “Go rafting.”
Shen Molin sat with his hands on his knees, seeing Qi Ruiqing’s high interest, he smiled in agreement.
“Eat quickly.”
The fried rice noodles look really fragrant.The food produced based on fantasy actually has more delicious and delicious effects than the rigid things in theory.But Shen Molin looked at the rice noodles and saw that its description only contained the most pale attribute of “very delicious”.
Oil?salt?rice flour?Chopped green onion?Eggs?Stir fry over low heat?
Starch?Protein?Minerals?Dietary fiber?
Cough…cough cough…
Shen Molin beat his chest and retched, and the thing in his throat was about to move with excitement as if he had found someone of the same kind.
“Do you have a cold? Are you coughing so much?”
Qi Ruiqing’s worried look was still too dazzling.
“I don’t have much of an appetite, let’s go straight away.”
“Is that okay?” Qi Ruiqing watched Shen Molin approaching, “I’d better bring some medicine…”
“No, no need.”
Shen Molin’s hand stopped those Lianhua Qingwen, Pudilan and Ganmaoling.He put his chin on Qi Ruiqing’s shoulder and hugged Qi Ruiqing’s waist.
“They’re useless.”
Brown to yellow-brown granules and powder?Forsythia, honeysuckle, and ephedra?Clear away plague and detoxify, relieve lung and relieve heat?Is influenza a heat-toxin syndrome?
No no… no no… Shen Molin didn’t have a cold, and these pills were nothing more than placebos.
Ahem…
“How about we still…” “No, no no… I can do it.”
He was panting and suppressing the discomfort, but he still lifted the messy hair from his temples for Qi Ruiqing.
“This is the world you built, and you will make me safe forever.”
When did Shen Molin believe in such an absolute word as “forever”?
But perhaps, “believing in such an absolute thing as forever” is itself an absolute.Although in the world of dreams, probability theory is no longer necessary. The sun can rise from east to west, north to south every day, and you can win the five million jackpot every day…
But at least when he put on the life jacket and watched the pontoon slowly approaching the edge of the cliff, Shen Molin’s adrenaline still burst out, and he finally had a vivid expression on his face.
“This is only eight meters!!” Qi Ruiqing seemed to be waiting to see him like this.
“But your data…” “Shen Molin, get it!!”
Shen Molin here can’t fly, and his hair is still a decent black.
But, maybe, Qi Ruiqing really miscalculated the height of this steep slope.So after a twists and turns of extreme speed sprinting, Shen Molin in front flipped out of the rowing boat.
Guluuluulu…
It’s like this again, Shen Molin never wants to experience this feeling again.
“Shen Molin!”
Qi Ruiqing grabbed his wrist.Shen Molin struggled to cling to the edge of the boat and hung on the side, gasping for hard-won air.
“Shen Molin, are you okay?”
It’s okay, it’s just that he is really embarrassed like this.
“Did I make a mistake somewhere?”
Faced with exciting scenes, people in a frightened state will always unintentionally exaggerate the facts. This is understandable.If you insist on saying what is wrong… one is to go rafting before the heavy rain has passed, and the other is that the kinetic energy of the velocity at this slope height is not conserved…
That’s all…
Those complicated things are never useful…
Another scream slid down along with the impact of the waterfall, and the waves of laughter splashed on Shen Molin’s face, choking him again.
And Qi Ruiqing was quite happy just now.
“It’s quite fun…” So Shen Molin still smiled at Qi Ruiqing, “Can you give me a hand… I have no strength…”
“But…”
Qi Ruiqing gritted his teeth and pulled him up first.
“Shen Molin, tell me the truth…”
Shen Molin tried his best to sit up straighter so that he didn’t look so weak.
Their boat swayed and turned into a small, deserted meander.Those fictional NPCs stopped rendering at the edge of the horizon, and there were only two of them in the world now.
“Are you unhappy?”
Shen Molin looked at him with a look that frightened Qi Ruiqing.Qi Ruiqing quickly understood where his fear came from: this was a posture that the confident and arrogant Shen Molin should not show.
“They say that after rafting, everything can be imagined. I have experienced it myself and think it is really interesting.” Qi Ruiqing’s interest finally disappeared, “So I brought you here.”
Shen Molin lowered his eyes without saying a word.
“If you don’t like it, we’ll leave. We don’t have to do this. It’s not good for anyone.”
Shen Molin grabbed the handle on the side of the boat, squeezed it tightly, and then released it.
“Tell me.” Qi Ruiqing grabbed his cold hand, “Tell me, I won’t blame you if you tell me.”
“…I…”
Shen Molin let out a long sigh.He raised his head, and the youthful energy was no longer visible in his eyes.
“I just want to rest… okay?”
…
“This channel reports that at 5 pm today, a large thundercloud appeared in the southeast of the city. The meteorological observatory has issued a yellow rainstorm warning. Citizens and friends are requested to pay attention to personal safety and reduce going out…”
“It’s going to rain again.”
The wheels were running, carrying the two of them quickly away from this mountain that could not bring them happiness.Qi Ruiqing, who was in the driver’s seat, turned the car channel hard after hearing the rainstorm warning.
“Fuck…” He cursed in a low voice with dissatisfaction, and immediately glanced at Shen Molin in the passenger seat guiltily.
But Shen Molin just coughed hard and didn’t hear anything.
On such a long mountain road, they were the only one in the car.
“…Qi Ruiqing.” Shen Molin said suddenly, “I am very inferior…”
“What? No.” Qi Ruiqing quickly looked at his state, “Why do you say that? You are a genius!”
“Genius?”
Shen Molin actually laughed to himself.
“What have I done to make you worship me so blindly?”
Qi Ruiqing was speechless for a moment. He never thought that Shen Molin would ask him this question.
“Because…” he racked his brains and looked out the window uneasily, “because you completed your university courses very early, entered the laboratory very early, took charge of many projects, and made many contributions…”
“Yeah.” Shen Molin nodded lightly.
“You also discovered thinking energy, the laws of thinking, and black holes…” Qi Ruiqing stopped this out-of-bounds answer with concern. He looked at Shen Molin and asked him, “Why are you asking me this?”
He waited for Shen Molin to give him an explanation, but Shen Molin didn’t even look at him until the vehicle almost ran off the road.
Qi Ruiqing could only straighten the car back to its original position.
“I don’t know… maybe it’s because I’m very pretentious…”
Shen Molin looked at his reflection in the glass and his golden eyes.He remembers his past, present and future.
“I was born in an upper-class society, received a high-quality education far beyond that of many of my peers, enjoyed the ultimate material support from my parents, had something I loved, and had a bright future…”
“I have never suffered much, nor have I suffered any terrible grievances, so I have never had any noble character. But I don’t cherish such a pampered life at all. I am still picky and want to escape.”
“How can my suffering be compared with yours? But I always show that I am in more pain than anyone else, and thus treat others harshly…”
The hand holding his chest tightened his collar, gritted his teeth, and forced himself to hold back the pain.He remembered… what it felt like to be shattered by a grenade.
“Qi Ruiqing…why can’t I survive such a small difficulty?”
“Shen Molin…” Qi Ruiqing wanted to try to comfort him.
So Shen Molin smiled at him again, more reluctantly than ever.
“You also think that those theories and science are useless, right?” He smiled bitterly and asked Qi Ruiqing to agree.
“Yes… no no, no no no…” Qi Ruiqing shook his head vigorously.There are some things that he, the re-creating god, has not thought clearly about.
But the “reality” is that all of this is false.Shen Molin looked at the car, the on-board system, the internal combustion engine, the mechanical structure, fuel combustion, chemical changes, energy conversion…
No, nothing.
They are all empty shells.
Just like Shen Molin himself.
Their interiors are all chaos, sludge, indescribable, and illogical…
The thing in the throat finally broke out.Shen Molin coughed and vomited them out.
“! You! You vomited blood!”
Qi Ruiqing braked.He quickly dragged the exhausted Shen Molin out of the car and drove him to the guardrail.
“Take a deep breath! Take a deep breath…”
Shen Molin knelt by the guardrail and vomited until there was nothing left to vomit, and the black and red substance in his abdomen gradually turned into pantothenic stomach water.If Qi Ruiqing hadn’t held him, Shen Molin would have fallen down.
“I shouldn’t have brought you out…” “No, I’m useless…”
It didn’t matter whose fault it was, because the rainstorm was coming.No matter how obsessed with fantasy Qi Ruiqing is in the mountains, he will still know what killed his father.They must leave the vicinity of the mountain before a heavy rainstorm.
Qi Ruiqing carried Shen Molin back to the car.When he was about to get on the bus from the other side, a horn suddenly sounded from the other side.
When Shen Molin calmed down and turned around to look, Qi Ruiqing had already leaned against the other party’s car door and started socializing.
“Qi Ruiqing? Cough…” he shouted hoarsely.
Qi Ruiqing glanced at him through the window, then went back to talk to the driver opposite.Shen Molin squinted his eyes and felt that the person he met by chance looked familiar.
Qi Ruiqing seemed to be trying to dissuade him, pointing to the sky and then to the hillside.
“Qi Ruiqing, what’s wrong? What happened…”
The driver on the opposite side shook his head impatiently.
Qi Ruiqing began to take pictures of the other party’s car window, and his expression became much more serious.
Shen Molin suddenly remembered that the person opposite was…
“I told you there was going to be a heavy rain!!” Qi Ruiqing suddenly punched the opponent’s rearview mirror angrily and cursed, “You can’t understand people or do you want to die?!”
“Who can’t understand human language? You just need to tell me how to take this road, who asked you to tell me what to do?”
“Do you know about flash floods? Do you know that you can’t even save your whole body when a rock falls? Even if you get there safely, the scenic spot will not open…” “You are cursing me! You bastard!! I think you are a god of plague! Who talks about death every day?!”
Qi Ruiqing rolled up his sleeves and took another step forward, but was immediately grabbed by the hand behind him.
“Qi Ruiqing,” Shen Molin, who was dragging himself out of the car, stopped him, “Don’t create an imaginary enemy for yourself.”
“But they…” Qi Ruiqing pointed anxiously.
“Qi Ruiqing.” Shen Molin arched his back, held his arms, and raised his eyes to look at him.
Why bother talking, it’s all fake.
“…It’s up to you.” Qi Ruiqing said nothing and helped Shen Molin back to the car.
Everyone has his own destiny.
He failed to persuade the alcoholic, paranoid father, nor the conceited fools.
Qi Ruiqing felt regretful and painful.These things also made him hate ignorant and incompetent ordinary people even more than Shen Molin does now.
If they want to die, let them die… How can they vent their violence against Shen Molin and use such crude and useless methods to solve the problem?
Back in the house in the field, Qi Ruiqing leaned on the rooftop and thought about those hateful people.
But it was so sad that he could recall those hateful faces, but he was gradually forgetting his mother’s appearance.The victim who cried to him and said “Dad is dead”, the enlightener who pointed to the night sky and told him “all the dead will become stars”, the protector who led him to escape from the feudal village, the defender who strongly supported him… The name that should be remembered by him the most is gradually fading away.
From this, Qi Ruiqing also understood that he really likes people who use escape to solve tragedies.How much reason was there in his suicide?
…That’s it.
He waved his hand in front of his eyes and wiped out the sea of stars until only a strange full moon remained.
“Cough cough… cough cough… vomit…”
Qi Ruiqing stood up and heard Shen Molin vomiting again.
When he hurried downstairs, Shen Molin had already climbed up from the toilet and walked towards the bedroom in vain.
“Shen Molin!” Qi Ruiqing rushed up to hug Shen Molin who was about to fall over anxiously and angrily, and cursed angrily, “Didn’t I tell you to call me when you feel uncomfortable?! What are you doing in your stomach?”
Shen Molin didn’t defend himself, and his eyes almost lost their luster.In the past, he would never have been so cold.Even if there is a conflict, he will take the initiative to put forward his ideas and opinions, which is the basis for their long-term relationship.
Except that one time they didn’t…
Qi Ruiqing’s heart trembled suddenly, and he immediately became frightened.
Shen Molin must tell him the truth!
“Shen Molin.”
He grabbed the depressed Shen Molin: “What’s wrong with you?”
He hates Shen Molin’s silence!He used to be a talkative person who loved to talk too much!
“Shen Molin!” Qi Ruiqing grabbed Shen Molin’s collar roughly and forced him to come back.Shen Molin was already unsteady on his feet. Being pushed by Qi Ruiqing like this, his body swayed and fell backwards, and finally he was pressed hard against the wall.
“Speak. Speak! Are you mute?”
Shen Molin turned his face to one side.
“What, do you think you are funny like this? Do you think I can’t tell if you don’t say anything? You really treat other people as fools! No matter how stupid or stupid I am, I can still see that there is something wrong with you!”
Shen Molin lowered his head and refused to speak back.
“Speak! Speak!!” Qi Ruiqing shook him angrily, wanting to reach out and pry his mouth open.
“…You can’t even cry out in pain?”
The professionalism made Qi Ruiqing relax.Then this arrogant and arrogant person in his memory slowly slid down the wall.
He is not only your lover but also your patient.Qi Ruiqing warned himself.Do it in the right way and don’t act on impulse.
“…Your health is getting worse…Why?”
Shen Molin sat there, still silent.
Qi Ruiqing could only squat down and look at him, coaxing him to give him a few options: “Because of the previous injury?”
Shen Molin crossed his arms tightly.
“I…I have tried my best to help you repair your wounds.” Qi Ruiqing thought of the monster’s groan under the hail of bullets again, “I want you to forget…I didn’t succeed…”
Shen Molin shook his head slightly.
“Is there any other reason?” Qi Ruiqing tried to sit down against him, “Because the black hole plan failed?”
Shen Molin shook his head vigorously, but his neck froze halfway through the movement.He seemed to sigh.
“Cheer up, it was just an accident this time.” Qi Ruiqing wanted to say that he had gotten rid of a certain hateful and evil woman, but it was Shen Molin’s mother after all. “Don’t be like this, you are not someone who gives up easily when encountering difficulties.”
Shen Molin hesitated to speak. He shook his head again, but this time he apologetically grabbed Qi Ruiqing’s hand.
“You’d better tell me, I really want to hear it.” Qi Ruiqing also took advantage of the situation and moved closer to him.
What else?
And…many…
“…I once thought, ‘I am noble’; I thought about excelling, and I thought that I would never follow the same path that violates academic ethics like my mother; I spurned them, and called myself ‘I am sober when everyone is drunk’; I thought that maybe one day, I should die as a martyr in order to leave this disgusting reality and realize my own value…”
Shen Molin raised his head to look at the clean sky outside the window. He knew that there should not be a full moon today.
But the full moon is beautiful, and Harley, who only visits once every seventy-six years, is also very romantic.Compared with this, the ideal that Shen Molin has pursued throughout his life is actually…
So useless.
“If I hadn’t insisted on exploring black holes, you wouldn’t have died…”
Shen Molin remembered the feeling when he touched Qi Ruiqing’s snake tail. It was too cold.
“…If I had never chosen to start experiments on thinking from the beginning… none of this would have ever happened…”
The truth cannot defend Qi Ruiqing’s tenderness, and it is not worth putting Qi Ruiqing through these hardships.
“I did… hurt everyone…” Shen Molin covered her face and deceived herself by peeking at Qi Ruiqing’s expression between her fingers, “Isn’t it?”
Could it be?
Truth…Truth…Facts…
Qi Ruiqing suddenly understood what was causing Shen Molin’s pain.
Shen Molin, who tends to be rational, is a soul that relies on thinking to survive, but Qi Ruiqing actually let him stay in this illogical fantasy world so naively… Isn’t he just torturing Shen Molin?
In addition, Shen Molin was already in unhealed pain.He was already suffering and feeling sorry for himself because of the tragic accident and the sacrifice of his lover. Qi Ruiqing actually wanted him to accompany him to enjoy a false happy life that he simply couldn’t bear?!
Oh my god…Qi Ruiqing, what have you done?
“You endured the discomfort to stay with me and didn’t tell me about your weakness. Do you want to make it up to me?”
Shen Molin suddenly looked up at him.
“As expected…do you think I shouldn’t sacrifice for you?”
“I…” Shen Molin gritted his teeth, “Qi Ruiqing… even if he is cut into pieces, it will still be the bitter fruit of my own misfortune…”
“Do you think you owe me?” Qi Ruiqing straightened up and approached him, “Do you think you can compensate for my sacrifice by staying with me and letting me watch you in Utopia because I died little by little?”
You are so individual and heroic!
“But you died for me, and I should repay…” Shen Molin curled up to avoid his questioning, “But I am a coward, a scum… This is the only way I can…”
Qi Ruiqing’s body got closer and closer, and Shen Molin’s mental state was pressured to the point of collapse.He trembled, tried to wrap himself with invisible wings, tried to escape from Qi Ruiqing, and even wanted to bite off his tongue immediately.
“Don’t come near me again…I beg you…”
Shen Molin has never begged someone like this…
“If prayer is useful, you and I won’t end up in this situation.”
Qi Ruiqing opened his arm that was covering his face. He was a doctor and he knew how to treat this poor man.
“Instead of doing this, why not try to find a way to help me change back to the way I was before.”
Sure enough, you still have to abandon your fantasy.