TTOA Chapter 121

Taming the Obsessive Maniac (121)

#121

Seo Eui-woo didn’t stop for a moment, relentlessly thrusting and causing Kwon Jae-jin to ejaculate repeatedly. He didn’t seem to care about controlling his strength. He stirred Kwon Jae-jin’s insides with his thick glans as hard as he could, stabbing and thrashing wildly.

“I love you, Jae-jin. Huh, Jae-jin’s hands… they’re mine.”

“Ugh, aagh!”

“Your eyes are mine too. Everything… even a single bone of Kwon Jae-jin is all mine!”

“Ah, it hurts! St, op, ugh! Ungh!”

Even after Kwon Jae-jin ejaculated twice in a row, Seo Eui-woo didn’t stop thrusting. Clear, watery semen flowed down, and even when nothing came out anymore, he didn’t stop. He penetrated deep inside the colon, blatantly marking his territory.

This place is Seo Eui-woo’s, only Seo Eui-woo can touch,

Only Kwon Jae-jin is Seo Eui-woo’s.

It wasn’t just the inner flesh. Kissing, sucking on his tongue, leaving red marks all over Kwon Jae-jin’s skin, Seo Eui-woo wished these marks would last forever. Like tattoos.

No, he even felt the urge to carve his name into the incomplete Core nestled in Kwon Jae-jin’s heart.

The sticky emotion lurking in his stomach was defined by words like obsession, restraint, possessiveness, or monopolization.

An emotion that branched out from the same branch as the affection and lust that Seo Eui-woo had divided and distinguished, but with a distinctly different texture.

Its name was destructive love.

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Kwon Jae-jin suffered a laceration after a long time. It had been a whole four months.

His lower hole was torn because Seo Eui-woo thrust too hard. It was already stretched out from the start and swollen red, so it was inevitable that he would get hurt after being stabbed so madly.

Moreover, it wasn’t on a bed mattress, but on a bare steel floor with only a sheet laid on it.

Seo Eui-woo didn’t even know Kwon Jae-jin was hurt and kept violently shoving his dick in until he saw blood mixed with the semen and his face changed.

“…Jae-jin. Blood.”

“Ugh…”

Kwon Jae-jin, held in Seo Eui-woo’s arms, struggled.

It was difficult to breathe, his chest heaving laboriously, his joints were bruised, and his whole body was covered in bite marks. The inside of his thighs trembled violently as if cramping. And red blood was spreading at the connection point.

Seo Eui-woo’s eyes widened and he froze blankly.

He didn’t care if he got hurt when he punched the bunker’s steel wall and bloodied his own hand, but when Kwon Jae-jin got hurt, his head cooled down as if he had been splashed with cold water.

His gray eyes flickered anxiously.

“Are, are you okay? Does it, does it hurt?”

When he pulled out the dick pillar deeply embedded in Kwon Jae-jin’s belly, the blood pooled inside dripped down his thighs. Red bloodstains remained on the sheet. Seo Eui-woo almost panicked and looked for the Healing Factor.

A small, square Healing Factor flew like a bullet with a whooshing sound, and Seo Eui-woo roughly bit off the cap with his teeth and injected the shot into Kwon Jae-jin’s neck. Still not feeling relieved, he frantically massaged Kwon Jae-jin’s limp limbs. So that the drug could take effect quickly.

Kwon Jae-jin only gasped, letting his heavy arms hang down and keeping his head bowed. His heart was pounding violently.

The afterglow of the violent intercourse still dominated his whole body, and the wounded inner walls felt hot as if they had been stabbed. Whether it was pleasure or pain, it was too much to handle. The current situation Kwon Jae-jin was in was also the same.

‘It’s, painful…’

Jae-jin coughed, heaving.

Even the movement of his body heaving from coughing hurt.

Seo Eui-woo’s face turned pale at the sight of Kwon Jae-jin’s face, contorted in pain.

“…Eui, woo.”

Kwon Jae-jin moved his dry tongue and called out to Seo Eui-woo.

“Yes, yes. Jae-jin.”

“Water, please…”

Before the words were even finished, two bottles of water flew over quickly. Seo Eui-woo opened the water bottles as if he were going to break them and tilted them to Kwon Jae-jin’s lips. Slowly, a sip at a time, so that his exhausted body wouldn’t be surprised and choke.

Jae-jin, who had quenched his thirst, leaned heavily into Seo Eui-woo’s arms.

His whole body was hot and heavy, as if the Healing Factor was taking effect. His head was also hazy.

“…”

Seo Eui-woo lowered his faint eyes.

His dense eyelashes pointed to the ground as if blaming himself.

His tear-stained eyes, black hair soaked with sweat and disheveled, and delicate features were shrouded in dark depression.

“…I, I didn’t mean to hurt Jae-jin.”

Seo Eui-woo loved Kwon Jae-jin so much that he couldn’t stand it. He was eager to date Kwon Jae-jin. He decided that he would cherish Kwon Jae-jin, treat him with care, and even overturn his innate destiny for him. That feeling was genuine.

Moreover, it was right after they had redefined their own Guiding.

After saying such pretentious things.

Saying that he couldn’t tolerate Esper-style Guiding.

The result is a situation where he tears his hole and heals it with Healing Factor.

It was no different from doing the exact same thing to Kwon Jae-jin as other Espers.

That’s not what he intended.

But…

“I just…”

Until a moment ago, he had lost his mind and reason.

He was swept away by violent emotions and was not in his right mind. It felt like all the blood in his body was surging backward and evaporating.

When Kwon Jae-jin said he would Guide other Espers, his insides boiled over and his thoughts stopped. All that was left was the single-minded determination to stop it. And he wanted to nail it down for sure.

If Kwon Jae-jin hadn’t changed his mind and insisted on Guiding to the end, he might have really tried to imprison him. He might have found the handcuffs he had stashed away and really tried to tie Kwon Jae-jin up.

He would have used any means necessary to prevent Kwon Jae-jin from Guiding. If crying and begging didn’t work, he would have harassed and forced him, even if it meant doing some kind of torture, he would have stopped him at all costs.

“…”

Seo Eui-woo slowly closed his mouth.

He couldn’t make a sound, like a person being strangled.

He thought he didn’t intend to hurt Kwon Jae-jin, but when he retraced his true intentions, he clearly saw the violent and dominant will to break him down at all costs.

Kwon Jae-jin is a more special existence to Seo Eui-woo than anything else, but he would break his will even if it meant hurting him.

It’s a contradiction. It was something he couldn’t understand.

Because Seo Eui-woo hadn’t yet properly realized the true nature of the destructive love he felt.

Seo Eui-woo didn’t know about love, and he didn’t know that there were other aspects to love besides what Kwon Jae-jin had taught him.

Just as there is a dark shadow attached to all things in the world, and even the moon in the sky has a dark side, dating is not just good and happy. The greater and heavier the feelings for the other person, the darker the emotions that follow.

Obsessing, restraining, being jealous…

Such emotions are something that no one can control at will, but Seo Eui-woo’s case was even more severe.

Because he is ignorant of love itself.

Dating isn’t just about dating, celebrating anniversaries, and sharing couple rings, as Kwon Jae-jin taught him. That’s just the surface of dating, the essence of dating is actually forming a mutually unique bond.

Love encompasses the positive feelings that stem from affection for the other person, as well as the negative feelings that inevitably follow. Seo Eui-woo just didn’t know that multifaceted nature.

Seo Eui-woo, lost in silence, comforted Kwon Jae-jin, hugged him, and buried his face in his neck.

His high nose and well-shaped lips were pressed against his neck, which was all red from being bitten so hard.

Jae-jin calmly stared at Seo Eui-woo, who was confused and affectionate as he kissed him.

Kwon Jae-jin seemed to know what Seo Eui-woo was trying to say, even without hearing it from his mouth.

“…It’s okay.”

Jae-jin paused for a moment to catch his breath, then whispered in a quiet voice that seemed to fade away.

“It doesn’t hurt either.”

“Yes…?”

“Not at all… I don’t even know I was hurt. So it’s okay.”

Kwon Jae-jin put strength into his limp fingertips. His numb fingers slowly clenched into fists. He clenched and unclenched his hands, and it seemed that his physical senses were slowly returning.

Kwon Jae-jin struggled to lift his arms and wrap them around Seo Eui-woo’s neck. He hugged him closer and stroked his disheveled hair as if comforting him.

“Jae-jin…”

Seo Eui-woo slowly blinked his eyes.

His deep eyes were dark.

Above all, there was no smile on his face at all.

Seo Eui-woo stayed up all night. He didn’t sleep a wink. He didn’t eat anything either.

In that state, he used his ability to the fullest, and he was constantly on edge, guarding Kwon Jae-jin from the Center.

Kwon Jae-jin provided Seo Eui-woo with a spark that could ignite.

In fact, Kwon Jae-jin was also blaming himself.

He thought that if he was going to do Esper-style Guiding with other Espers, it would be much better to just hold hands. He judged that it was just a handshake and a subtle trick to break stereotypes.

If he had thought a little more deeply, he could have anticipated Seo Eui-woo’s reaction of shuddering and opposing it…