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    until the end of life

    Chapter 65·Until the end of life

    Before the final exam, Pang Jing was finally discharged from the hospital. He was discharged from the hospital, and Meihua couldn’t stay any longer. He immediately said he wanted to go home. Pang Wei was too busy in the store. She usually took care of the accounts, and many things were still waiting for her to go back and make the final decision.

    “You really don’t want to go back with mom? How about some rest and recuperation.” Qi Zhixuan went to the property to check out the lease. Pang Jing was helping Meihua pack her things. She was also thinking of taking her son back for the summer vacation and replenishing his health.

    Pang Jing immediately shook his head, “No, didn’t the doctor say I’m fine? I’ve missed a lot of classes and training, and I have to make up for it during the summer vacation.”

    “Then don’t work too hard. If you have anything to say to your family immediately, listen.” Meihua was worried, and there was no way her child would be too motivated.

    “Yes, yes, yes, I know!” Pang Jing responded repeatedly while picking up the garbage bag in the room, “I will go back to see you when I have time during the summer vacation, don’t worry about it.”

    As soon as the things were packed, Pang Wei’s car stopped at the door. The couple gave some careful instructions and finally gave Pang Whale something before reluctantly driving away.

    “Going home?” When Qi Zhixuan finished checking out the rent and rushed over with the keys in his hand, the Meihua couple had already gone away.

    “Yes.” Pang Whale responded, took out a velvet box from his pocket and handed it over, “This is for you.”

    “What is it?” Qi Zhixuan took it in confusion and opened it. There were two plain gold bracelets lying inside. There were no patterns. They were pure gold and had a warm and thick luster under the light.

    Qi Zhixuan blinked and asked him what he meant.

    “What my mother saved over the years was originally for her future daughter-in-law.” Pang Jing put his arm around Qi Zhixuan’s shoulders and looked at him holding the box in a daze. He explained softly, “I don’t need those women’s ones, so I was afraid to give them to you directly. If you felt uncomfortable, I asked my dad to find a master at home to melt them and make these two bracelets again.”

    Meihua buys some gold jewelry every year, thinking that she can give it to her daughter-in-law as a gift in the future, but she doesn’t realize that her gender is wrong and she doesn’t need many jewelry. She originally wanted to buy a big gold chain, but she felt that Qi Zhixuan was not the person to wear that kind of thing, and time was tight, so she didn’t have enough time to make any tricks, so she had to make two bracelets first to express her feelings.

    Qi Zhixuan’s fingertips stroked the cold bracelet body, and the smooth touch spread along the fingertips to the bottom of his heart.He didn’t know how to describe this feeling for a moment. These were not only two bracelets, but also the recognition of the relationship between himself and Pang Jing by the American and Chinese couple. Especially after the two had experienced life and death, this tolerance and recognition without any prejudice weighed heavily on his heart. It was simply more precious than gold.

    Seeing that he didn’t speak, Pang Jing thought he didn’t like this style, so he added, “That’s what it means. I don’t mean you have to wear it. I know you don’t lack these. Anyway, just take it. It’s a piece of my parents’ heart.”

    Qi Zhixuan shook his head and said nothing. He put both bracelets on his left hand, raised his wrist and stretched it towards Pang Whale. The golden bracelet wrapped around his wrist, making his already white skin more transparent.

    Pang Jing took his hand, weighed it, and said with a smile: “It’s not heavy. My mother said it weighs almost 200 grams. If you don’t want to wear it, just leave it at home.”

    “I’m not unhappy, I like it very much.” Qi Zhixuan withdrew his hand, touched it dearly, and returned the empty box to Pang Jing, “Let’s go home.”

    “Okay.” Pang Jing smiled, put the box in his pocket, hugged the person and walked home.

    As soon as he got home, Pang Jing pressed her against the door panel like a hungry wolf and kissed her, which made Qi Zhixuan spin.

    “What are you doing?” Qi Zhixuan was kissed for a long time, and he couldn’t breathe anymore and was still being held down. He didn’t know what happened to this man suddenly, so he pushed him away while panting.

    “I want to kiss my wife, I can’t help it.” Pang Jing saw him obediently put on the two bracelets, and the desire for possession in his heart reached its peak. This has nothing to do with anything, like a golden symbol, like evidence of his parents’ approval and blessing. He simply wanted to tell everyone in the world that this is his person.

    “Who is your wife? If you want to find a wife, go find her.” Qi Zhixuan pushed the person away, washed his hands, went to the room, took out something, and sat down next to the coffee table.

    Pang Jing walked back and forth close to the person, and immediately changed his words: “No, no, I made a mistake. It’s the target. Can the target be okay?”

    Qi Zhixuan ignored him, wiped his hands, handed the thing in front of him and said, “Sign this.”

    Pang Jing took the pile of paper in his hand doubtfully and turned it over. It read “Determined Custody Agreement” inside.

    He had never seen this thing before, and he flipped through the pages page by page. He was a little careless at first, but slowly changed from calmness to surprise, and his eyes opened wider as he read.

    Qi Zhixuan looked at him studying word for word, and spoke softly: “I was ready when you were in a coma. I know you are always worried about me, so you feel insecure, but I have stopped thinking about it. I feel that my life has not been enough. I just want to be with you every day, but no matter what, I am afraid that you will still think too much, so I give you the power to protect me and supervise me. I hope you won’t be afraid anymore.”

    “Pang Whale, come and be my family.”

    Listening to these words, Pang Jing’s hand holding the agreement trembled. He raised his head and looked deeply at Qi Zhixuan. Qi Zhixuan looked at him with a smile and added, “Of course, I’m not forcing you. You can think about it. You are free to sign or not.”

    “Sign, of course.” Pang Jing responded almost immediately. He hurriedly touched the pen on the table, his hand trembling so much that he almost lost his grip. He turned to the last page and signed his name without hesitation.

    After signing the agreement, he didn’t say anything. He turned around and rushed into the cabinet in the bedroom to rummage around. He quickly ran out with a pile of things and placed them all in front of Qi Zhixuan.

    “This card is my prize money from competitions over the years.” Pang Jing stuffed a bank card into Qi Zhixuan’s hand.

    “This is my athlete allowance.” Another bank card.

    “This passbook contains the money my parents saved for me, as well as the New Year’s money I received from childhood.” This is a slightly old passbook.

    “Both bank card passwords are 530809, and the passbook password is my birthday.” Pang Jing explained hurriedly, then scratched his head and said, “But I haven’t graduated yet, and my family situation is not as good as yours. I must be very poor compared to you. Although I can’t give you much now, I will earn it in the future, and every penny I earn will be taken care of by you. I will also get the agreement tomorrow.”

    He didn’t even know there was any other voluntary guardianship in the world. It said that the right to dispose of property and manage life could be entrusted to the other party, and even the right to medical life and death could be entrusted to the other party. This thing looked just like a marriage certificate.

    Qi Zhixuan held his bank card and bankbook in his hand. The lamp in the living room shone on his wrist, and the fine golden light glowed with warmth. He did not speak for a long time.

    “What’s the matter?” Pang Jing saw that he didn’t speak, so he simply sat on the ground and put him in his arms. Qi Zhixuan had gained some weight recently due to his mother’s feeding, so he felt soft and comfortable in his arms.

    Qi Zhixuan put the things on the table, took a deep breath, and said with a trembling voice: “You gave me your life, why don’t you think you gave me too little?”

    Pang Jing smiled and hugged him tighter, “I love you, so I’m willing to risk my life for you, okay?”

    Maybe it’s stupid to measure love. After all, love is something that cannot be measured. But it is this kind of thing that cannot be embodied. Pang Jing puts it in front of Qi Zhixuan time and time again. Every time, he is afraid that he will not give enough, until it finally fills people’s hearts.

    Qi Zhixuan hugged him back tightly and said with choked eyes, “Thank you.”

    What should I thank you for? Probably thank him for his love at all times, thank him for giving new hope in life, thank him for giving everything, and thank him for his always firm choice.

    “You’re welcome.” Pang Jing smiled and kissed his forehead. The two hugged each other for a while, and then heard Qi Zhixuan ask something vaguely in his arms.

    “What?” He didn’t hear clearly.

    “What is 530809?” Qi Zhixuan asked again, his voice muffled.

    Pang Whale looked down at him for two seconds and suddenly burst into laughter.

    Qi Zhixuan was annoyed by his smile, frowned and pinched his face, “What are you laughing at? Tell me quickly.”

    “What, are you jealous?” Pang Jing didn’t resist, so he let him squeeze him, then picked him up from the ground, and they sat on top of each other on the sofa.He picked up the phone on the armrest of the sofa, searched it quickly, and then handed it to Qi Zhixuan.

    On the screen is an explanation of the entry: On August 9, 1953, Chinese athlete Wu Chuanyu won the first place in the men’s 100-meter backstroke with a time of 1 minute, 8 seconds and 4 in the swimming competition of the First International Youth Friendship Games in Romania. This was the first gold medal won by a Chinese athlete in a major international competition after the founding of the People’s Republic of China.

    “Being the best and taking first place has been my goal since childhood, so I used this date.” Pang Whale put the phone aside and spoke into the ear.”If you don’t like this password, you can change it.”

    “It’s not that I don’t like it, I’m just asking.” Qi Zhixuan muttered in a low voice. He would not have asked if he had known better, as if he was ignorant.

    “Yeah, yeah, okay, okay, I don’t like it, I’m just asking.” Pang Jing deliberately imitated his tone, and Qi Zhixuan was so annoyed that he wanted to pinch him again.

    But he was caught before he could pinch someone’s face.

    Pang Whale’s hands were very big, and he pinched both of his wrists with one hand. He narrowed his eyes, with a smile in his eyes: “You’ve been pinching me for a long time, it’s my turn to pinch you.”

    He had a free hand and gently pinched Qi Zhixuan’s cheek. The flesh on his face was so smooth and tender that Pang Jing couldn’t help but squeeze Qi Zhixuan into a bulging sausage mouth, then leaned forward and kissed him several times.

    Qi Zhixuan seems to be a quiet and well-behaved baby, but in fact he always has a warm spirit. Every time Pang Jing makes out with him, he takes the initiative, and this time is no exception. When Pang Jing comes to kiss him, he greets him.

    “Don’t bother me, I won’t be able to bear it for a while.” Pang Whale tilted his head back, gasped and let go of Qi Zhixuan’s hand, and moved to the other side of the sofa.

    “But why do you have to endure it.” Qi Zhixuan sat up straight, his clothes were a little messy, but he didn’t care and just looked at Pang Whale. He never understood why he had to endure it when the two of them obviously liked each other.

    “I…I…” Pang Jing hesitated, his eyes unconsciously drifting to the custody agreement on the table.

    He clearly remembered that there was an article in it that read

    Guardianship period: until the death of Party A.

    He suddenly became speechless. He had always been worried and had countless considerations, but the trust Qi Zhixuan gave him would last until the end of his life. This was already a lifelong commitment. What else was he afraid of?

    “Then…can I…” Pang Jing suddenly grabbed Qi Zhixuan’s hand, his eyes were still so bright, which was Qi Zhixuan’s favorite look.

    Qi Zhixuan said nothing, but held his hand with his backhand and led him to the bedroom.Walking to the bed, he bent down and opened the drawer of the bedside table, stepped aside and motioned for Pang Whale to look at it.

    This drawer usually contains Qi Zhixuan’s documents, ID cards, passports, etc. It is rarely used, and Pang Jing rarely opens it when cleaning. But this time, he found that there were not only documents, but also other things inside.

    “When did you…” Pang Whale sat on the edge of the bed and picked up a box, his throat unable to stop rolling.

    “Well… I bought it a long time ago.” Qi Zhixuan was a little uncomfortable, but his eyes did not dodge.

    Sometimes Pang Whale really couldn’t stand the way his eyes looked at him, they were so pointed every time that they made people feel itchy.

    When Qi Zhixuan saw that he didn’t speak, he knelt down on the bed, walked over little by little, kissed his cheek tentatively, and then sat obediently and stared at him.

    Pang Jing looked at his round eyes and gritted his teeth. He couldn’t bear it. This was simply an invitation. He would no longer be a human being if he endured it any longer. So he immediately rushed over, pushed the man down on the bed and kissed him back ferociously.

    “Well…” Pang Jing’s relatives have always been very fierce, the kind that sucked their tongues and wouldn’t let them go. Today, they even seemed to want to eat people, with an almost greedy possessiveness.

    The atmosphere around the two of them was so hot that even though the air conditioner was turned on, they were still sweating. Pang Jing let go of Qi Zhixuan and took off his clothes in three strokes. Qi Zhixuan leaned on the head of the bed, his face flushed and breathing deeply.

    The next second, Pang Whale leaned forward again, his arms firmly wrapped around his waist, and with a gentle pull, he allowed him to sit astride him.

    Qi Zhixuan just raised his eyes to look at him, and Pang Jing kissed him again. His whole body trembled slightly, but he took the initiative to put his arms around the other person’s neck, and even more actively catered to him. All his movements sent out a signal of liking.

    “Do you really want to be with me?” Pang Jing asked into the ear. Qi Zhixuan’s body was sore and numb that he subconsciously turned his head and bit his lower lip.

    Pang Whale gently turned his face back, gently rubbed his bitten red lower lip with his thumb, spread the soft lips, and coaxed in a low voice: “Don’t bite, tell me.”

    Qi Zhixuan followed his force and turned his head, his gaze went straight into his eyes, and he took the finger that was on his lips and gently brushed the fingertips with his soft tongue: “Well… I want to…”

    The eyes that looked over seemed to contain a pool of rippling spring water, and Pang Whale’s heart almost melted into a pool with this water.

    “Um…” The two people’s voices were submerged in the kiss again. They kissed until they were out of breath before they separated again. Something was like shiny silk, sticky and disconnected in the air, as if it was trying to break people’s sanity.

    “You asked me to sign that, and you are willing to do this with me, and you even wore the bracelet my mother gave to my daughter-in-law. Do you mean that I can be your husband, eh?”

    Qi Zhixuan was still sitting astride Pang Jing’s arms, the two hugged each other tightly, their noses touching.Pang Whale’s lips were pressed against the shell of his ear, and his hot breath entered the ear along with his words…

    Husband, this word was so shocking that Qi Zhixuan’s face was already red and almost burning up now, but Pang Whale bit his ear without mercy and asked him if it was true.

    “Speak.” His breath was hot and heavy, causing him to cry out in a low voice.

    “Isn’t that right, baby?” Everything was too torturous. Qi Zhixuan couldn’t resist, so he could only answer in a low voice, “Yes…”

    He was breathless when he spoke, and Pang Jing smiled with satisfaction after hearing his answer.

    Qi Zhixuan looked up when he heard the sound of unpacking, stretched out his hand to hold Pang Jing’s hand, his chest was still heaving violently, he was panting and said hurriedly: “Don’t… don’t use this, I haven’t had it with anyone else, it’s okay… I only want you.”

    Even if Pang Jing was worried that he was sick, being able to be so close to each other without any barriers was what he could never dream of.

    He immediately threw the things aside, leaned over and hugged Qi Zhixuan and kissed him hard, his eyes full of eagerness and nostalgia.

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