Red Line Resurrection Chapter 51

51 Chapter 51

◎I have something to ask you.◎

After replying the message, he finally felt like he was brought back to reality from another world. He stood up, washed his face, took out the previous tube of ointment and applied it to his buttocks.

Shen Lingjun was so proficient in applying medicine that he forgot to complain about Liang Ji’an’s hand strength, and he seemed to still have a strong sense of trance about everything that had just happened. He walked around the room twice and lay on the balcony to look at the height of the third floor.

I wanted to run, but if I jumped from this height, I would not only be unable to run but would also become lame, and there was clearly someone else who did the wrong thing. Why was he the one who ran away in the end?

Shen Lingjun was still upset. He had always been resentful towards Liang Jixin, and now he was even more angry. Why did everything he said to him before sound like he was deaf, and he went out just after letting him out?Don’t you know how to finish talking before leaving?What does it mean to be neither up nor down now?Is he patient?

As soon as he finished cursing, there was a sudden knock on the door, and the rhythm of the two knocks, one hard and one soft, was that of Liang Ji’an. Shen Lingjun hesitated for a while before opening the door, as if he was wondering who would lose patience with the person next to him and take the initiative to speak.

“Junjun.” Liang Jian didn’t let him wait too long, “Would you like something to eat? Are you feeling uncomfortable now?”

Shen Lingjun thought to himself that my brain and heart are very uncomfortable now, and the culprit is you, a lunatic.

He was still unwilling to make a sound, standing motionless and looking at the shadow in the crack of the door. After Liang Ji’an waited for a while, he said again: “Did I open the door and go in?”

“No!” Shen Lingjun immediately replied: “I told you I don’t want to see you!”

Liang Ji’an didn’t force him, he just said: “Then I’ll put the things at the door and you can take them in later, okay? Or if you want to go downstairs, you can, I promise you won’t run into me.”

Now he has become gentle and reasonable again, as if the man who bit his mouth like crazy just now was possessed by a ghost. Shen Lingjun was furious. Seeing that the shadow was about to leave, he walked over angrily and opened the door, “Stop.”

How would he have dared to speak to Liang Jian like this before, but now that he had slapped Shen Lingjun, he had no scruples and said, “I have something to ask you.”

“You are not allowed to come in, just stand at the door and say.”

Liang Ji’an turned around when he heard the words, and Shen Lingjun saw the injuries on his face clearly, and was stunned for a moment. The palm of his right hand went numb for an instant. He awkwardly hid behind his back, confusedly recalling whether he had really hit him so hard at that time?

Liang Jian noticed his movements, smiled and said, “It’s okay, it doesn’t hurt very much.”

“Who asked you?” Shen Lingjun raised his eyes and stared. Now he even began to miss the original Liang Jian who was unsmiling and always cold-faced, instead of the current madman who made it impossible to figure out what he would say or do next second.

With a cold face, Shen Lingjun finally asked the question that he had just thought about many times in his mind.

“If I were your younger brother who grew up with you, would you still think this way about me?”

Liang Ji’an looked at him and said, “Don’t make such meaningless assumptions, Junjun.”

“You came to me at this time, there would be no other possibility.”

Shen Lingjun opened the door again without saying a word.

He was tired of crying. All the emotional catharsis and explosions had been released in the chaos not long ago. Now there was only a little reason left that was still pulling him to think hard. Shen Lingjun lay back on the bed, and the quilt was pulled over his head to wrap himself tightly. He looked down at the palm of his hand again.

He even doubted how he had the courage to beat Liang Ji’an.

This is even the second slap in the face.

And even though I’ve been beaten, why should I feel distressed?

Shen Lingjun blinked in the darkness. He thought of the party where Liang Ji’an celebrated his birthday. It seemed that many things started from that time. If he hadn’t paid Liang Ji’an money to buy the perfume, maybe he wouldn’t have found out about the video he recorded.

But he has been avoiding it for a long time since that night. He never dared to think about what Liang Ji’an thought of his videos. Although he was never completely exposed in front of the camera, what was Liang Ji’an thinking when he was watching it as the person closest to him?

Maybe he had an answer. He saw Liang Ji’an’s reaction when he was beaten in the study of his old house, but he just resisted and denied it. He rarely stopped to think about certain issues seriously and calmly. He always thought that everything would fade away with the passage of time, but he ignored that there were many things that would accumulate over time.

Shen Lingjun thought that he was calm enough now, so calm that he found that he had never found Liang Ji’an disgusted from the beginning to the end, whether it was the kiss not long ago or the time in the study of the old house, he just felt that this should not be the case.

Liang Ji’an is a lunatic, a pervert, or a psychopath. Shen Lingjun will use any of these words to scold him in 500 words, but he will not use the word disgusting.

He didn’t need to compare Liang Ji’an with others. If Luo Mingyuan kissed him like this, he might feel so sick that he wanted to dig out his entire mouth and soak it in disinfectant water.

But it’s too ridiculous. Shen Lingjun can’t think about his attitude towards Liang Ji’an. He only knows that he doesn’t want Liang Ji’an to be his boyfriend. He doesn’t want them to have other feelings besides family affection. Lovers will be separated but relatives will not. The inseparable blood in the flesh is the red thread that always binds them together. He wants Liang Ji’an to always be his brother, and he wants them to always have the most special place for each other even if they are estranged in the future.

And Liang Ji’an is indeed his last relative in this world.

Shen Lingjun silently got out of bed, squatted in front of the cabinet and opened the last layer. His treasure box was gradually filling up, and nearly half of it was given to him by Liang Ji’an during this period.

When he first came to the Liang family, he was very scared. He was always worried that Liang Ji’an would send him back if he was unhappy. He never planned to confess his physical specialness to Liang Ji’an, but when all these were discovered later, they seemed to have been resolved naturally. He confirmed Liang Ji’an’s love for him, and became an excessive optimist under his constant connivance.

But he doesn’t want love like Liang Ji’an.

He took himself back to a distant place again. Could he really accept his body without any grudges?As an older brother, don’t you think it’s strange, but as a lover, would you be so tolerant?

Shen Lingjun closed the drawer. He had never thought about such a long-term issue when he chose to be with Luo Mingyuan, but now Liang Jian put everything in front of him so unexpectedly and blocked his room to retreat.

Forcing him to face these problems.

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