Nanke Yifu Chapter 58
byA smile comes naturally (1)
When he opened his eyes again, it was almost noon. Feng Su looked at the time. It was still early based on the time they fell asleep last night. He touched Yan Laixi’s face and used something unusual to make him sleep deeper.
I don’t know if it was because of the tossing last night, or because I slept on the floor, or a combination of both. In short, I feel soreness in my back and whole body when I move.
He stood up with a grin on his face, rolled out of the bedroom, closed the door, stretched himself, and then went back to make the bed.I finally dug out a nest, moved Yan Laixi up, went out to wash up, and then collapsed on the sofa.
Anyway, Yan Laixi has to sleep for a while, and he doesn’t really want to eat now. We can talk about breakfast later, don’t be in a hurry…ah, it should be considered lunch.
Use your left hand to rub your sore waist and legs, and your right hand to rub your left arm and shoulder, rub it twice and then the other way around.Should this be so tiring?It shouldn’t be, as expected, it was because he slept on the ground all night.
Fireworks, walking the dog, going shopping…staying out until early in the morning before coming back is not considered at all.A housekeeper who has a healthy work and rest routine is also a housekeeper. Suddenly he spends a day with high intensity. Nowadays, people rely on their biological clock to keep them awake.
Yan Laixi woke up earlier than Feng Su expected, and it could be seen from his expression that he wasn’t feeling well either.
It’s weird how comfortable he is, because he also has to take one more step than Feng Su to carry a refrigerator full of ingredients back in the morning.
The two of them collapsed on the sofa and leaned against the door frame, and quickly and silently reached a consensus – it was just breakfast, and it didn’t matter if they didn’t eat it.There is no way, no one really wants to move, let alone cooking, even eating feels too tired.
Looking at Feng Su, who was also low on battery like himself, Yan Laixi finally confirmed that it wasn’t that he had too little energy to use up, or that Chi Fu had too much energy and couldn’t use it up. Once it was used up, he only needed to sleep to replenish it.
By the way, Chi Fu.
It’s not okay if you don’t want to move.
“I’m going out soon, do you want to come with me?” Yan Laixi asked Feng Su.
As soon as these words came out, the eyes that looked at him immediately became a little bit confused, a little confused, and there was also a faint hint of admiration.Without Feng Su opening his mouth, Yan Laixi knew what he wanted to say: Aren’t you tired?Are you still going out?
“I have no choice but to go.” Yan Laixi sighed, thought for a while and then said, “Don’t go, it’s not appropriate.”
Feng Su was confused: “What’s inappropriate?”
Is there anyone I cannot see?Or is there something that I can’t see?Or is it the first day of the new year when you have to be busy with work?
“Go find my ex-boyfriend who lost his memory.” Yan Laixi raised an eyebrow and reached out to touch Feng Su’s chin, “You can go there if you want.”
“Forget it.” Feng Su said, “Go on your own.”
At this time, Yan Laixi wanted to go to Chi Fu, so there was only one possibility. As mentioned before, he wanted to tell Chi Fu about his abnormality, and he probably wanted to say goodbye formally.
It would really be inappropriate to follow him by himself, and it might accidentally disrupt Yan Laixi’s plan.
“You didn’t even ask?” Yan Laixi joked, “Aren’t you afraid that my old love will rekindle?”
“I’m afraid -” Feng Su trailed off, pretending to cover his chest with one hand, “I’m scared all by myself but I still have to give you enough space, so shouldn’t you compensate me with something?”
“So pitiful.” Yan Laixi stood up, beat his arms and took some clothes to change, and asked casually, “What compensation do you want?”
“Well…” Feng Su thought for a while.Money is definitely not in the scope of consideration, and there is nothing I want in terms of material things. Sex, last night was too fulfilling, neither of them should have the intention now, and love cannot be obtained casually.
What kind of request… is it still an opportunity? Should I put it off for a while and think about it carefully: “We’ll talk about it after you come back?”
“I’m here for a ‘chance encounter’, so I don’t necessarily know what time I’ll be back.” Yan Laixi said.
“I understand, then I don’t have to worry about what you want to eat today.” Feng Su waved to Yan Laixi and said, “Come and kiss me before you leave.”
Yan Laixi arranged his clothes, walked over and bent down, touched his lips with Feng Su, then held his face and kissed the tip of his nose. He smiled helplessly and said, “Why do you like kissing me so much?”
“Because I like you.” Fengsu said, “Kissing is a human behavior to express love.”
Yan Lai smiled faintly: “Why do these words coming from your mouth sound like an animal observation report?”
There is no doubt that Yan Laixi is a quiet person. Even so, the moment after the door closed, Feng Su still experienced the silence that came as if he pressed a switch.
He used to call this feeling the tranquility of having all the trouble gone.
I picked up some ready-to-eat snacks, sat on the sofa, and turned on the TV alone. Although I was just returning to the most ordinary daily life of more than ten days ago, I always felt that something was not right.
It can’t go on like this.
Feng Su thought, this will never work.
Putting this uncontrollable and magical thing aside for now, how long has it been since Yan Laixi was by your side?Has this even changed your habits?
The sense of crisis that had been suppressed before resurfaced in the alone space. Feng Su was not afraid that Yan Laixi would not come back after going out. He was not worried that Yan Laixi would still have unresolved feelings for Chi Fu. He was also convinced that Yan Laixi really just went to say goodbye, but he was worried about himself.
I worry that one day I will become the person Yan Laixi wants to say goodbye to, and I worry that one day I will become the “ex-boyfriend” that Yan Laixi can mention in a joking tone.
Feng Su does not deny the deep relationship between Yan Laixi and Chi Fu, nor does he deny that even now, his importance in Yan Laixi’s heart is probably far less than that of Chi Fu. It is precisely because of this that he is even more worried.
Although the process was tortuous, and although the memories would not be easily forgotten, the result was that Yan Laixi had truly accepted that Chi Fu’s existence had become a thing of the past in his life.
He could even leave Chi Fu in the past so simply, but what about Feng Su?I’m afraid it’s not even a stage where half of your life is lost.
Besides, unlike Chi Fu, he is not completely “unique”.
We have to find a way to tie people up.
You have to find a way to make yourself more special to Yan Laixi, and you have to find a way to prevent Yan Laixi from leaving him casually.
Feng Su sent a message to Chen Mo and asked him if he was awake.
If there were other options, Feng Su would not want to turn to someone who was unreliable and whose emotional relationship seemed somewhat chaotic in the eyes of others.
But he felt that if he wanted to ask this question, the person he wanted to ask for help should satisfy at least one of the two items of “understanding Yan Laixi” and “having a stable love relationship.”
Among the people he knew well, there was only one Lin Yuyou, and among the people he knew only half of the latter, Chen Mo.
Although he said he was not in love, at least it was a stable and intimate relationship.
Why not ask Lin Yuyou?
There are only two consequences for asking Lin Yuyou. Depending on how roundabout he is, whether he is laughing at his wishful thinking, or whether he is going to come directly to the door and hit him on the head with a wheelchair.
Chen Mo was awake and called him back directly. The first thing he said was: “Which step on the road to love went wrong?”
Feng Su rolled his eyes and said, “Every step goes smoothly.”
“Impossible.” Chen Mo said firmly, “If every step goes smoothly, what message will you send me?”
Feng Su: “Are you some kind of love guru? If I send you a message, there must be some problems on the road to love.”
Chen Mo: “Just say it or not.”
Feng Su was silent for a long time, defeated: “…Yes.”
“I’ll just tell you.” Chen Mo said with pride, “You wouldn’t come to me if you had nothing to do.”
“So if something happens, it must be a matter of love?” Feng Su asked.
“I’m of no use for other questions.” Chen Mo, who was very self-aware of his unreliability, said, “And if you have other questions, you must ask them directly instead of asking me if I’m awake.”
“Okay.” Feng Su said, “But I think this question is actually in vain if I ask you, but no one else can ask it.”
“Why?” Chen Mo’s curiosity always focused on the inexplicable. “Didn’t someone put a puppy at your house a few days ago and asked you to help raise it for two days? The puppy also brought you back with a boyfriend. Didn’t it say that its owner knows his beautiful brother? Ask?”
“I can’t ask. That’s Yan Laixi’s sister. She’s controlled by one brother…” Feng Su said impatiently, “No, do you listen? If you don’t listen, I’ll be punished.”
“Listen.” Chen Mo’s voice became a little blurry, and he probably covered his mouth, “You tell me.”
“Is there any way to make him unable to live without me?” Feng Su asked, “Or is there any way to make me different to him from everyone else?”
Chen Mo was silent for two seconds and said, “I really can’t ask my sister this question.”
Then he added: “It’s really a pointless question to ask me.”
Before Feng Su’s finger was about to touch the hang-up button, Chen Mo said again: “But to him, you are already different from everyone else.”
Withdrawing his finger, Feng Su asked, “Why?”
“Why else?” Chen Mo said, “Aren’t you the person in his dream? There are other people in his dream who will definitely appear like you and exist in reality? And he dared to go home with you on the first day he met you, and he dared to develop such an ambiguous step with you in just a few days. Isn’t that special enough? He doesn’t seem to be someone who has no guard against anyone and no boundaries. He doesn’t look like someone who can make friends in two sentences and fall in love in three or four days.”
“Of course I know this.” Feng Su said, “The people I’m asking about mainly refer to… or to put it another way, my opponents are mainly divided into two groups. One is his ex-boyfriend, which I can’t compare with, but fortunately this person has permanently retired, so there is no need to compare. The other is the me in his dream. What I want to ask is, how can I ensure that I can always beat the me in his dream.”
“Then I have no idea.” Chen Mo answered quickly and said, “Why don’t you just hang up? I don’t even know what he dreams about you, so I can’t help you.”
Feng Su raised his eyebrows, wondering what kind of impression he usually gave people, and why both of them completely acquiesced that he didn’t need to talk.
Why bother? Don’t you like to hear gossip?Don’t you like gossip that you can’t push away?Can’t you just listen to him talking to himself for a while?
Feng Su: “Have you never thought about what if one day Huai Qiuying suddenly abandons you and walks away without looking back?”
“I never thought about it.” Chen Mo said, “Besides, we have already said that we are not lovers. He can leave at any time if he wants. It’s just that Chen Si and others have to discuss who they choose.”
You have to discuss it with someone.
How about raising something for yourself and Yan Laixi, so that if Yan Laixi wants to leave one day, at least you have to discuss it with him first.He has to be someone who can live for a long time, otherwise he probably won’t be able to convince Yan Laixi.
Why not just raise something that he doesn’t like and that Yan Laixi can’t take away casually, so as long as he refuses to let it go, Yan Laixi will have to worry about whether he will do something bad to that thing… What a scary idea, especially after discovering that the thing that best fits this idea is a human cub, it’s like a scary ghost story.
Feng Su hung up the phone and shook his head. Impossible, absolutely impossible. He would just put aside his purpose and forget about anything else. He wouldn’t even keep pets, but would he raise a child?I would be too crazy to say such terrible things.How could you have such an idea? It’s so scary.
When I came back to my senses, the breakfast that should have been considered afternoon tea had been prepared, and it was all light and easy to digest…
I was still thinking about why I should tie others up. It seemed that I was the one being tied up, or that I would tie myself up without even using a rope.
Angrily stuffing a mouthful of noodles into his mouth, Feng Su thought to himself, how could he still be alive and well?
He’s about to turn 30… He’s already 30 years old, so why is he still clingy?
In fact, he is not clingy, and he and Yan Lai are not together now.
Sure enough, it’s better to raise something. If you remove the condition that he doesn’t like it, there are still options, such as large parrots.
Therefore, Feng Su, who originally wanted to make progress by retreating, planned to start testing the ones that Yan Laixi couldn’t accept, and finally fell on some kind of large parrot that could live for forty or fifty years. After finally waiting for Yan Laixi to come home, Feng Su “accidentally” expressed his desire to raise a cat in a casual chat.
Cats are fluffy, nice to touch, cute, and have a lifespan of about ten years. Compared with humans, the lifespan is too short, but it is enough to develop deep feelings. And in more than ten years, no one knows what accidents will happen, and no one can guarantee that they will be responsible for it and will definitely let it live a life that is good enough for it.
According to Lin Yuyou, Yan Laixi must not be willing to raise it.
Feng Su didn’t expect that Lin Yuyou could be unreliable about her little brother.
Yan Laixi agreed.
All the words Feng Su had prepared were stuck in his throat.
He thought that Yan Laixi thought he was just talking, so he actually borrowed a cat and brought it back the next day.
The result was watching Yan Laixi having fun with the kitten and asking him if he had thought of a name.
Feng Su was silent, saying that this was not the case, it was just a temporary favor, and he would bring the new member of his family back tomorrow.
Xiaoyan, a classic cow cat, was adopted just like that.
After living a life of serving the cat owner every day, Feng Su felt that he had made both the right and wrong choice, and finally understood why Yan Laixi agreed without hesitation.
He really didn’t want to keep a cat, but he couldn’t control whether Feng Su wanted to keep a cat or not.
After his physical condition became basically normal, Yan Laixi moved out from Fengsu.The reason is that their schedules are too different and they disturb each other.
Later, he no longer even lived in his own home.I haven’t returned the house, I’m still keeping it, but I usually live in the courtyard and don’t go back often. After all, children are not like computers. They won’t turn on until they are turned off and on again. They may wake up at any time even if they fall asleep, and emergencies may occur.
Yan Laixi said he wanted to change his job.
So Fengsu got his status, but lost the cohabitation life where he could see each other every day.
The most correct choice was because Xiao Yan was very popular with the children. Even if Yan Laixi didn’t come back, Feng Su would still have an excuse to go to him often.
It was the wrong choice because Feng Su firmly believed that he had definitely brought back the most difficult one to take care of.Even if the cat owner is parkouring around the house all day long, he still likes to go out and play. He will bark on time after dinner every night. If you don’t take me out with you, I will annoy you to death.Feng Su never thought that if he had a cat, he would have to walk it every day, or carry it on his shoulder or head.
It likes to go out and play, but it will crawl on people after taking only two steps. It will not let you go back. Once you go back, it will bite people’s hair. If it doesn’t stop, it will jump down and confront people. Waiting for humans to go in the direction it likes, it will hang itself on the human’s trouser legs, and wait for the human to squat down so that the noble cat owner can climb on his shoulders.
Fengsu once thought about whether the cat only liked to come out and not walk around, so he bought a car and tried to push it, but it turned out that the cat owner only liked the human body sightseeing car.
Chen Mo took Chen Xiaosi to jump in the mud pit a few more times, but was threatened by Feng Su, “I don’t care if it’s you or it insists on jumping. Next time, I’ll pack the dog for you and send it home, and it will be everywhere. You can see if Huai Qiuying whips you or not.” I don’t know whether it was Huai Qiuying who was whipped or who had to clean up the mud in the house, but in short, he finally saw a Samoyed wrapped in a plastic bag and sent to him every once in a while.
Lin Yuyou saw that Xiaoyan was very popular among the children, and suddenly realized why he didn’t take Xiaoxi back with him?So Feng Su saw her more times every month, the little white dog was washed more frequently, and the evil bather looked at her with more evil eyes, but the chances of Xiao Yan being able to play wildly among human cubs did not increase.Although Lin Yuyou repeatedly offered to take Xiaoyan to play in the courtyard when Fengsu was not free, and even said that he would send the cat back to his house at night, Fengsu still firmly refused.It’s a joke, you took it with you, so why should I go?
And Fengsu has gone from two points and one line to a life of four points and multiple lines.His own home, Yan Laixi’s home, and their workplaces.Feng Su asked Yan Laixi if Kao would consider coming back to live with him since there was no conflict with his schedule anyway, and Yan Laixi said he would not consider it.
But Yan Laixi entered Fengsu’s information into the door lock of his home, and told him the day he planned to go home, saying that Fengsu could go to his home at any time if he wanted to.
So Fengsu’s daily life became going to work, serving the cat owner, taking Xiao Yan to play in the yard during Yan Laixi’s rest time, and going to Yan Laixi’s house in advance to wait for Yan Laixi’s return when he came home.It’s a lot more fulfilling and a lot busier, but when I think about when I can see Yan Laixi next time, I feel happy unconsciously.
Precisely because we cannot meet every day, every meeting will be more pleasant.Moreover, there are fewer opportunities to meet and spend less time together. Instead, there is more time to accept and think, and the running-in is smoother.
If you think about it that way, it’s pretty good.
Feng Su thought, it seemed like there was no need to worry about who was tied to whom, it was just fine as it was now.