Nanke Yifu Chapter 51
byLiving in the Wind and Staying in the Rain (Twenty-three)
In the early morning, Yan Laixi was woken up by the heat. Feng Su found that he was a little afraid of the cold and brought him a thicker quilt, but usually it was just for his feet and would not cover his neck.He wanted to pull the quilt that almost covered his face, but found that there seemed to be something else wrong.
One hand seems to be unable to move very well.
He slowly opened his eyes and happened to meet another gaze that was still slightly confused because he had just woken up.
It was rare for Yan Lai to experience the feeling of having a good sleep but being frightened after waking up.The originally relaxed body froze for an instant. On the surface, it seemed that his eyes were just slightly widened, but in fact he had been frozen for a while.
He is currently lying in Feng Su’s home, Feng Su’s bedroom, Feng Su’s bed, and next to Feng Su. Fortunately, he is not in the same bed, and the only physical contact is with his hand stretching out the quilt.
Not sure whether he was asleep or frightened, Yan Laixi lifted up the quilt and took a look.Fortunately, the clothes are well worn, and there is no inappropriate feeling on the body. At least there are no inappropriate marks on the exposed parts. Looking at Feng Su who is still lying next to him and taking a nap, it should be in a normal state, at least the skin exposed on the clothes and collar and cuffs is.
He seemed to understand why Chi Fu suddenly saw him in the morning after losing his memory and felt that he had an unexpected one-night stand with him.
Feng Su had a clear view of Yan Laixi’s reaction, and took the opportunity to turn around to look at the time and secretly raised the corners of his lips.It was still dark outside, so he deliberately grabbed Yan Laixi, held her in his arms, and said vaguely: “It’s still early, let’s sleep a little longer. I was a little tired yesterday.”
The words “a little tired” were like a bolt from the blue, hitting Yan Laixi’s brain, which had received too much information as soon as he woke up and was not very bright, and suddenly he was shoveled out in the direction of a one-night stand.
Can’t?Didn’t he just take a nap?He doesn’t sleepwalk when he sleeps. Even if he sleepwalks, it’s impossible for him to do such a thing!
“You, you sleep, I…” Yan Laixi said something incoherently, and wanted to get up to wash his face and wake up. As soon as he raised his head, his shoulders had not completely left the bed, and he was pushed back again.
Feng Su frowned and said in a hoarse voice: “Don’t move.”
When he frowned, Yan Laixi didn’t even dare to breathe too much. After thinking about it, he decided to let go of his brain first, temporarily put aside the questions of “why”, “how could it be”, “how could it be possible”, and first pay attention to the other person: “Are you feeling uncomfortable?”
Feng Su shook his head, shrank his body down, and buried his face in Yan Laixi’s chest.
Yan Laixi wished that his heart could grow in another place, or take a short rest while still being able to restart, but it backfired, as the uncontrolled organ began to beat harder.
“Well…” He lay on the bed obediently, letting Feng Su hold him, and his voice contained a guilty conscience, “I, I don’t remember. I just remember that you used anomalies to help me fall asleep last night… on the sofa just after dinner. Then… I don’t remember anything…”
The person in his arms trembled slightly and looked up at him, with an uncontrollable smile on his face: “Ah? What can you remember even if you are already asleep?”
This big gangster took someone to bed without permission. When he saw someone woke up and misunderstood him, he not only didn’t explain it, but also deliberately made the misunderstanding worse to make people laugh. Now he couldn’t hold back his laughter and couldn’t play anymore, so he pretended to be innocent.
The innocent little Yanzi has not realized that she has been tricked until now, and is still in a daze, not understanding the current situation: “Huh?”
“You were not in a good mood before going to bed yesterday. I was afraid that you would wake up in the middle of the night, so I put you on the bed.” It was obviously my own sudden idea to play rogue, and the reason was well prepared. “There is no space for two people to lie on the sofa. I can’t sit next to you all night, right?”
“That’s it…” Yan Lai breathed a sigh of relief. He actually wanted to ask if anything else happened last night, but asking like this would completely confirm the possibility that he was thinking about something that he shouldn’t be thinking. Since Feng Su didn’t mention it yet, let it be passed over so peacefully. “Actually, it’s okay. You can just sleep where you are. I’m in good shape recently, so that situation shouldn’t happen again.”
As for whether anything else happened last night, Feng Su didn’t want to say it now.
It was just a secret kiss, and it wasn’t like he had never kissed before, but he was still pursuing Yan Laixi, so it would be better to behave like a gentleman.
At least he appears to be a gentleman on the surface, and it doesn’t matter what he does behind the scenes.But putting the upright and dishonest things aside for now, I have another purpose at the moment.
“Why don’t we sleep like this from now on? My bed is big enough anyway.” Feng Su sat up and stretched while casually chatting, “It’s comfortable for you to sleep, and it saves me from worrying about you waking up in the middle of the night.”
Yan Laixi shook his head quickly, lifted the quilt and got out of bed as if to escape, intending to wash up: “It’s fine for me to just sleep on the sofa, and it’s really fine. No need, really no need.”
One time is enough to be scary, and two people with no other relationship, who have only known each other for less than ten days… There are even some, no, two people who are very ambiguous, just start sleeping in the same bed without any name… Yan Laixi said that it is wrong no matter how you think about it!
Feng Su pursed his lips. Of course he could tell what Yan Laixi was thinking. If he had known it, he wouldn’t have been just having fun. If he hadn’t teased him, the probability of success would have been much higher now. It was because he had blocked his own path.
He lay back on the bed and decided to take another nap. Yan Laixi went to bed early last night, but he was still sleepy now.
On the other side, Yan Laixi put his hands on the edge of the pool and splashed cold water on his face. He was awake but couldn’t sort out the mess in his brain.
It’s time to think about it, it’s time to think about it long ago, what is the relationship between Chi Fu and Feng Su, and what is the relationship between them, and what is he doing now.
With Chi Fu…it’s finally over.Although it’s a bit too fast, can Hefengsu…ah, by the way, tell him about Chi Fu’s anomaly, and formally say goodbye. I said before that I won’t run away without saying anything… It’s just a meeting, and I pretend not to know him, so it should be okay.
Anyway, once the sun rises and the moon comes up, it won’t be remembered.
Then wait a little longer, wait until the New Year is over, go meet Chi Fu, and then… give Feng Su an answer, on the premise of making sure that he understands and can accept that his love is not pure, and is almost just transferring his feelings for a non-existent person to him.
Anyway, you still have to wait a little longer, just two or three days, so just wait a little longer.
Let’s talk later.
By the way, I have to send a birthday greeting first. I went to bed too early last night and didn’t make it in time for midnight.
Yan Laixi wiped the water stains on his face with a towel, picked up his mobile phone, edited the message and sent it, then put it in his pocket, changed his clothes and went out.
When Feng Su opened his eyes again, the sunlight had already filtered in through the gaps in the curtains, and the bedroom door was closed and quiet.
He sat on the bed and calmed down for a while with his eyes closed. After walking out of the room, Yan Laixi was squatting between the sofa and the coffee table with a computer in front of him. When he heard the noise, he looked up and pointed to the direction of the kitchen very naturally as if nothing had happened before. He pointed to the direction of the kitchen very naturally and said, “I left breakfast for you. You can heat it up yourself. I have some work matters to deal with. It will be fine soon. Ah, by the way, I bought some ingredients and put them in the refrigerator. Remember to pack them away later.”
“Yes.” Feng Su responded lightly and turned around to wash up. In fact, little flowers were already rising in his heart.
This tone of voice was so unexpected that it pricked his mind. There was an illusion that Yan Laixi had regarded this place as his home, and there was an illusion that Yan Laixi had stopped being twisted and completely agreed to his pursuit.
A few simple steamed buns and rice porridge, probably bought from outside. Feng Su picked up a steamed bun and held it in his mouth, wanting to see what Yan Laixi had bought. When he opened the refrigerator, he almost dropped the steamed bun to the ground.
He looked at Yan Laixi, then opened the freezer, took a breath of cold air, looked at Yan Laixi again, and asked, “You brought it back alone?”
“Yeah.” Yan Laixi replied absentmindedly.
Fengsu is the kind of person who buys what he eats, and there will never be frozen zombie meat in the refrigerator, so that his refrigerator is almost never full. He says there is nothing in the refrigerator, but there really is nothing.
The refrigerator, which was empty the day before, was filled to the brim for probably the first time in its working life.
Feng Su still found it unbelievable. He had once brought back two large bags of ingredients in one go. He was so tired that after putting the things down, his arms couldn’t use the strength for a while, and he didn’t fill them so full.
“Did you carry it all the way back? Didn’t you find a trolley or something?”
Yan Laixi glanced at him and said, “Where can I find a trolley?”
Probably because it was hard for people to associate thin patients with this kind of physical work, Feng Su couldn’t help but ask again: “How did you get it back?”
“I brought it back.” Yan Laixi repeated, with a helpless smile on his face, “I’m a healthy adult, isn’t it incredible to bring something back?”
Feng Su swallowed his saliva, and suddenly felt a little lucky that Yan Laixi was so tolerant of his hooligan behavior. He said, “This is not a ‘point’ no matter how you look at it.”
“Wouldn’t it be better to take two steps and stop, or run two more times?” Yan Laixi’s eyes returned to the computer screen. He was not really a strong man. He was a person who did not exercise all year round. Recently, he couldn’t eat and would vomit at every turn. How strong could he be? At this time, the elbow resting on the coffee table was still aching, and his forearm couldn’t exert any strength, and his wrist would tremble when he raised it. It was just a little tiring for him on the road. Since he could bring it back, it wasn’t a problem.
Half of the freezer compartment is filled with processed boxed meat, and the other half is various ready-to-eat semi-finished products, while the refrigerator compartment is a green area that can be seen at a glance, dotted with a little warm color.Feng Su felt something was wrong. According to Lin Yuyou, green things were very rare in Yan Laixi’s diet.
“Do you eat all these things?” Feng Su asked.
Yan Laixi: “I won’t eat it.”
Feng Su: “Then why did you buy so many?”
Yan Laixi turned his head and glanced at him again. There seemed to be some confusion in his eyes, and there was also a part of “Did you sleep stupidly?” and asked: “Aren’t you eating too?”
It turned out to be bought for him.
But he had no intention of opening fire these days.
So he said it bluntly: “I don’t plan to cook these days. Aren’t you unable to smell the oil fumes? Besides, it’s better not to eat many things that are difficult to digest.”
“I’m much better. I went back to the hospital to eat together the day before yesterday and didn’t vomit.” Yan Laixi said, “And just because I can’t eat doesn’t mean you can’t eat. If the fumes are too heavy and make you uncomfortable, I can go out and hide for a while.”
“Aren’t you greedy?” Feng Su asked.
Yan Laixi smiled and said, “He’s not a child.”
“That’s good.” Feng Su nodded. To be honest, if he was asked to follow Yan Lai and eat watery soup every day for a few days, he might not be able to bear it. Anyway, the other party didn’t have any objections, so there was no need to embarrass himself. “However, I want to correct it.”
Yan Laixi: “Correct what?”
“Just because you endured it and didn’t vomit doesn’t mean you didn’t vomit, it doesn’t mean you’re fine.” Feng Su said, “Besides, you didn’t eat the ones you picked out, and you didn’t take a few bites in total.”
“That’s much better than before. You have to take your time.”
Yan Laixi smiled at him. This man seemed to always smile, with slightly raised lips and smiling eyes. Just looking at him would make his heart brighten and make him feel happy.
Feng Su thought inappropriately, if one of the various creatures that lured people in those stories was like Yan Laixi, then the success rate of the second place would be far behind the skydiving level.
The things in the refrigerator are neatly arranged, and there is little need to tidy them up. Just change the positions of a few things according to your habits.Yan Laixi’s work was finished. He closed the computer and put it away in the cabinet while asking Feng Su, “By the way, why don’t you contact your family?”
Until now, Feng Su just follows him wherever he says he wants to go. He has no plans of his own at all. He doesn’t know if there are any arrangements later, if there are any, whether he needs to go with him, and if he needs to prepare anything.
“No, I don’t have much contact with them.”
As soon as these words came out, the air became silent for an instant. Feng Su realized that his words seemed to easily lead to some strange speculations. He was afraid that Yan Laixi would have random thoughts, so he quickly explained: “It’s not that the relationship is not good, it’s just average and not very close.”
“Aren’t you going to send a message during the New Year or something like that?” Yan Laixi asked.
“No.” Feng Su said, “When I was a kid, I would go to my grandma’s house with my dad during the Chinese New Year. My grandma had many children, and my dad was the eldest. It was okay at first. When I was a teenager, my younger brothers and sisters happened to be the most troubled. I lost my temper once at my grandma’s house. After that, I lost my temper. I went back when I wanted to go by myself. Then I just didn’t want to go and left. I was happy and happy. It has been like this ever since, and I still celebrate the New Year by myself.”
“Hmm.” Yan Laixi nodded and threw himself into the sofa.He didn’t know very well what ordinary people’s families should be like, but everyone had their own way of living. Feng Su thought this was good, so that was good.
“I’ll buy a desk and put it in the bedroom.” Feng Su suddenly said.
Yan Laixi tilted his head and asked, “What do you want to do?”
Feng Su’s bedroom is not too small, and it doesn’t have much. It just has a bed, a wardrobe, and a desk, which is more than enough, but he seemed to mention it too suddenly.
“It’s for you to use, so that you don’t have to move the computer around and huddle next to the coffee table to use it.” Feng Su said, “Or should I buy a dining table and put it in the living room? It can also be used for eating, but the living room is a bit full.”
“I don’t need to, it’s fine as it is now.” Yan Laixi said, “And I’ll move out after a while, so there’s no need.”
Feng Su seemed a little surprised. He stopped moving his hands and asked Yan Laixi: “Are you still moving away?”
Regardless of whether he acted out the surprise or not, Yan Laixi was really surprised and asked hesitantly: “…Aren’t you going to move out?”
Yan Laixi watched Feng Su close the refrigerator door, walk out of the kitchen, then come back and sit next to him.
“You haven’t given me the answer yet? Are you going to leave when you give me the answer?” Feng Su moved his face closer, forcing Yan Laixi to lean back, slightly tilting his head and looking away, and even his breathing stopped.
Fortunately, I am fortunate that tolerance will not suddenly disappear anyway, and it is impossible for this gangster to completely stop playing.Being so close, it’s a ghost if you can bear it.
As expected, he approached again and was dodged once again.
Yan Laixi said: “Wait a little longer.”
“Okay.” Feng Su stood up, and his fingers that were still cold from the cold food passed over Yan Laixi’s hair. When he turned around, he naturally changed the topic and didn’t even mention the table again. “Aren’t you going to the courtyard today? When do you plan to go?”
The time limit he promised to give Yan Laixi consideration has not ended yet, so this rule can still be followed.
“Let’s go in the evening.” Yan Laixi said, “Today we have to sweep the tomb. It’s inconvenient to have too many people, so we won’t gather together. We can just go after dark and take the children to set off fireworks and other fun.”
Fireworks?
Feng Su searched through his meager experience in reading film, television and literary works, and reluctantly came to a conclusion: the success rate of confession seems to be higher when fireworks are set off.
Although he still didn’t get the answer to his last confession, it didn’t mean that he couldn’t ask a few more times.