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    Chapter 5 Favor I can’t even recognize the man I once played with…

    When Ruan Siyu came back to his senses, he was already shrouded in the shadow of that damn tall German. The back of his head was pressed against the intricately patterned wall in the lounge, and his slender neck was held by the man’s big hand.

    The hunger, embarrassment and the few glasses of wine he had just drank made him lose his agility and ability to fight back. Ruan Siyu was stunned for several seconds before he realized what the man had done.

    Nausea began to creep up the pit of his stomach, and rage made his fingers tremble.

    How dare this man attack him?He was going to put this man in a body bag and sink it into Boston Harbor. He was going to pluck out those damn blue eyes that had always offended him and stuff them into the sewer—

    Ruan Siyu’s bright black eyes burned like falling stars in his anger. His sharp and vigorous vitality broke through the innocent deer eyes that were blurred by light makeup, revealing his unruly and surly true nature.

    Being bankrupt for half a year is not enough to change the character engraved in my bones.Even though Ruan Siyu now has nothing and is full of debts, he is still not used to being a servile weakling.His face is naturally delicate and innocent, but his beauty is always sharp.

    His mind was like a tiger coming out of its cage, baring its teeth and claws, but his body was as supple as a cat despite the exhaustion.His waist and neck were held tightly by the man, his limbs hanging down softly, and his beautiful face was stained with an angry blush, no more lethal than a cat being strangled by the back of the neck.

    Schneider lowered his head, and his handsome face like a Greek sculpture came close to him. His light blue eyes looked straight into Ruan Siyu’s deer eyes, and his gaze was like a greedy animal’s tongue, carefully licking every trace of burning anger and humiliation.

    “This is you…”

    He murmured with unclear meaning, and the greed and desire in his voice seemed to have substance, wrapping Ruan Siyu until he could not breathe.He barely separated his consciousness from his anger, and rationally began to deal with the unpleasant situation in front of him.

    No matter how many times he tried to kill the man in his mind, the reality was that his 130-pound body, which had just reached 180, could not stand up to the white freak in front of him who was over 190 and whose figure went against the common sense of all programmers.Of course, this is under the premise that he really gets a fair chance. The fact is that he is not protected in this country. The purpose of his coming here is criticized. The huge gap in identity and financial resources leaves him no room to resist.

    The truth is, men can do anything to him.There will be no punishment or consequences for assault, control or physical abuse.

    He had no chance.

    “Mr. Schneider,”

    Ruan Siyu didn’t care about his neck and waist being held by the circle. He stretched out his hand and pressed it against the man’s chest:

    “Do your business partners and peers know that you are no more self-controlled than a dog in heat? Your company is very successful. As a virtual game that has taken the market by storm just after it was launched, it will have a bigger market in the future. As the helmsman of this giant ship, is it worth burying a scandal that will not be on the table now?”

    He spoke clearly, but it couldn’t hide the tightness in his voice.He knew that the other party noticed this too – the obvious weakness and the slowly seeping fear.

    “Are you here just to get money?”

    The belated epiphany caused Schneider’s sculptural face to distort for a moment, but he did not let go of Ruan Siyu’s restraint, even though his hand was just circling the other person without exerting any force.

    But this did not make Ruan Siyu feel better. The seemingly gentle and moderate control made him more timid than the intuitive and brutal violence. Cracks began to appear in his rationality. Fatigue, anxiety and hunger pushed him to the edge of losing his temper.

    “What if?”

    He asked back: “You may have a lot of fame, but to be honest, you are not well-known yet. Jessica extended an olive branch to me, and I was lucky. That’s the whole story. I have no other intentions for you, Mr. Schneider, and I have no interest after getting to know you. You may regard me as a replacement for your predecessor, or that ridiculous game character, but any transaction requires consensus between both parties, right? The contract system is the cornerstone of Western civilization.”

    He pushed Schneider’s chest hard, but with little effect. The scent of Schneider’s cologne and his hot body temperature invaded every inch of Ruan Siyu’s private space. He became more and more irritable and breathed rapidly:

    “I hope your curiosity is satisfied. It’s an honor to meet you, Mr. Schneider.”

    He gritted his teeth and added appropriate social language, once again expressing the “honor” of meeting him for the first time, thereby concealing his fear.But the crystal refracted a ray of light into Ruan Siyu’s deer eyes, clearly showing the rejection, strangeness and vigilance in his eyes.

    strangeness.

    The arms around his waist suddenly tightened, and his chest trembled under his palms, as if a furious beast was roaring silently.But before Ruan Siyu’s fear could surge, Schneider suddenly backed away, pacing like a trapped animal, and then suddenly kicked over the heavy suitcase full of US dollars.

    Dozens of dollars fell to the floor, half a million dollars, exactly the amount mentioned in Jessica’s message.

    “First time meeting..Ha, nice to meet you too, Josh.”

    Schneider’s voice was low, and every word was dripping with gloom.He stood next to the pile of U.S. dollars, his eyes locked on Ruan Siyu with sinister eyes:

    “Since this is our first meeting, I also have what you need, why are you leaving in a hurry? Pick it up slowly, the money is yours. Both Jessica and Paul are busy with work, it’s not like who will play cards tonight, right?”

    “I think I got enough, Mr. Schneider.”

    Ruan Siyu put his hand on the doorknob again, and the ten U.S. dollars in his other hand were squeezed out of shape. He had no time to care, and all his strength was used to maintain calmness and grace. He was fed up with Schneider’s inexplicable and capricious behavior. Ruan Siyu was frightened by the other person’s incomprehensible emotions.

    Of course, he won’t admit it.

    “Then what to do? Continue to post some obscene pictures on the platform and wait for an old man who is poorer, cheaper than me, and filthier than me to possess you without mercy?”

    Schneider’s light blue eyes were tinted with anger, making his white blood less pure and more savagely aggressive.The white tips of his teeth were looming in his thin lips, making him look inexplicably like a fierce dog with injured teeth:

    “Or do you prefer women. Jessica? She likes you much more than I do, so her account can easily humiliate you and make you take the bait. You are willing to chat and laugh with her, pretending to be a party sweetheart. You prefer women. Even if you can make ends meet with men, even if you can play with them, you still-”

    I will still hurt them—me—without hesitation at any opportunity.

    fraud.

    He is a heartless little liar who can’t even recognize the men he once played with.

    The bloodshot eyes of Robert Schneider – or Lin Huai’an – overflowed again. He looked at the face that had not changed in the past three years, and looked at the face that was still beautiful, delicate, innocent and cruel.

    It’s like facing a nightmare that you can’t wake up from.

    Yes, Robert Schneider knows Ruan Siyu, ha, the relationship between them is more than just acquaintance.At the international school in City S, China, they were inseparable for the entire sophomore year of high school.

    At that time, his name was Lin Huai’an. He took his mother’s surname after his parents divorced. He spoke authentic Chinese. However, in his sophomore year of high school, he developed a tumor – Cushing’s syndrome. Doctors told his mother that his appearance had changed drastically, his skin was pale, his body was swollen, and his appearance was ugly.The equestrian, swimming, and fencing that he was familiar with in the past became extravagant aspirations. He spent all his time on programming, and instantly changed from a former campus star to a gloomy and unpopular computer geek.

    It was also at that time that Ruan Siyu transferred to an international school in City S.Ruan Siyu quickly became a rookie on campus with her beautiful appearance, unique charm and just right domineering. Everyone is eager to be with Master Ruan, but Master Ruan especially favors him.

    At noon in spring, Mr. Ruan stood in front of him wearing a waistcoat. The warm wind stirred up the fine black hair on his forehead, and the golden sunlight danced in his eyes. Lin Huai’an couldn’t take his eyes away from all the details.

    Ruan Shaoju looked at him condescendingly, and his beautiful obsidian-like deer eyes cruelly reflected his appearance at that time: swollen, deformed, skin stretched to the point of being as pale as a corpse, and the light-colored irises were weird and dull.Lin Huai’an shrank involuntarily, feeling that the reflection of his venerable face into the other person’s eyes was a kind of blasphemy, but he still looked at the other person intently.

    Because he couldn’t bear to look away.

    Young Master Ruan curled his lips, as if he felt the cruel pleasure in his shrinking. Like a cat with slender limbs and nimble movements, he walked around Lin Huai’an twice with silent and light steps, demarcating his territory.

    “I heard that you have good skills?”

    His careless words easily sent Lin Huai’an to the edge of a heartbeat. He could feel his swollen cheeks being rapidly filled with blood, but he was powerless to stop the spreading blood.

    He couldn’t control himself. When the cat approached him with teasing and interest, he lost all choice and self.

    In the spring of his sixteenth year, he held Mr. Ruan’s beautiful and delicate hand.They did a few models and projects as leverage for college applications, but they were minor details that didn’t matter.

    The important thing is that he had the power to be close to Mr. Ruan, and even monopolized most of his time, blocking the eyes of others.He thought he had it all.

    He had been happy.The pain that left him completely disfigured became the background sound of understatement. He had a tumor removal operation in the fall and was discharged from the hospital before Christmas. After a few anxious days and nights, he officially confessed his love.

    He was less ugly then, and he was recovering, but he was still pale and bloated, with his hair shaved short and wearing heavy glasses as a temporary side effect of the surgery.But he is much better. The lost muscles will recover next spring. His height is growing rapidly. The effects of puberty are coming back. He will no longer be an ugly and unattractive monster. He will have the qualifications to stand beside Ruan Siyu in an upright manner.

    He thought Ruan Siyu liked him, otherwise who would get along with an ugly, sickly person?

    What awaited him when he confessed was Ruan Siyu’s moment of confusion and subsequent sarcasm.Ruan Siyu’s fair and slender legs kicked him to the ground, her delicate chin raised, her face shining like jade in the favor of the sun:

    “Do you really think I like you? You’re gay, I’m just teasing you, look at how stupid you are. Who do you think you are? Do you know who my brother and sister are? Do you deserve to like me?”

    *

    And the once arrogant and cruel pretty face appeared in front of Robert Schneider again, and all signs showed that the other party had completely forgotten about him.

    It was like that dream that spanned the spring, autumn, cold and summer, that intimate relationship, only left a wound that could not be healed on his body, leaving no trace on the other party.

    “——It’s a pity that Jessica, who you like more than anything else, will never respond to you in this life. She has a girlfriend, have you seen it? You will never get what you want, so it is better to seize the opportunity that is right in front of you. Pick up the money I gave you.”

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    Who is so angry that they don’t forget to be jealous…

    Please collect it woooooooo TT

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