Chapter 20

    Xu Chen’s eyes were red, and he was on the verge of tears, “Senior.”

    “I deny it. This time, I was indeed at fault first. I’m a jerk, I’m sorry to you. But everyone makes mistakes, you can’t just erase everything we’ve had for so many years because of this one thing,” he said, looking directly into Shen ChiTai’s eyes with a face full of remorse, “That night, I wasn’t in a good mood, I drank too much, but I called you and you didn’t answer.”

    Shen ChiTai remembered that there were many missed calls from Xu Chen on his phone. The omega was in pain and conflicted, not daring to look directly into the beta’s eyes, fearing that he would not be able to stop himself from softening.

    Xu Chen grabbed his arm, his voice gradually softening, “Later, I mistook him for you, and I was shocked when I woke up, but I didn’t dare to tell you. Senior, I swear to you, that was the only time, I haven’t touched any other omega since then. Can you forgive me, please?”

    Shen ChiTai wanted to push his hand away, but Xu Chen stubbornly tightened his grip, the veins on the back of his hand bulging, “Senior, you know, I only have you in my heart.”

    “Xu Chen…” Shen ChiTai couldn’t bear to look at his bloodshot eyes and simply turned his gaze away.

    Seeing him hesitate and refuse to speak, Xu Chen knelt straight down on his knees, with a “thump.” Shen ChiTai’s heart skipped a beat at the loud sound, his eyes filled with surprise.

    In broad daylight, with people passing by on the road, it would be a joke if people saw it.

    Shen ChiTai bent down slightly, reaching out to help him up, but Xu Chen tightly grabbed his wrist, pleading bitterly, “Senior, please give me another chance, okay?”

    Shen ChiTai didn’t like this, “Get up and talk first.”

    “I made a mistake, this is what I deserve. You can hit me, you can scold me, I won’t resent you. Senior, please, give me a chance to turn over a new leaf, let me compensate you, okay?”

    “Get up first, I don’t want to talk like this.”

    Xu Chen used his strength to support himself, standing up on his thighs.

    Shen ChiTai lowered his eyes, pursed his lips, and there were no waves in his calm eyes. Everyone makes mistakes, and besides, he wasn’t without any responsibility.

    Over the past few years of getting along, Xu Chen had indeed treated him well. Although their daily life wasn’t as passionate and full of fun as other couples, but just like this quiet way of getting along, even if it was bland, he never felt any pressure.

    Xu Chen’s conditions and personality also met all his fantasies about a partner.

    And speaking of making mistakes, his own affair with Shang Jue also gave him a headache, so what right did he have to blame Xu Chen?

    But…

    “I can agree to you, but you have to stay away from that boy in the future…”

    “Brother.”

    A hand suddenly grabbed his wrist, wrapped around his waist and pulled him over.

    Shen ChiTai had just steadied himself when he looked up and saw Shang Jue, who had appeared behind him at some point.

    “Ah Jue, why are you here?”

    Shang Jue didn’t answer his question, but just stared coldly at Xu Chen, who was standing opposite him with a cold and ugly expression, and said with a sneer, “A mistake is a mistake, don’t make lame excuses for the mistakes you’ve made. My brother has already broken up with you, if you continue to pester him, don’t blame me for being rude to you.”

    Xu Chen narrowed his eyes instantly, a flash of bloodthirsty coldness flashing across his eyes, “Shang Jue, this is between me and your brother, it’s none of your business.”

    Shang Jue’s eyes suddenly turned cold, he gritted his teeth, and deliberately stimulated him, suppressing the urge to kill, and said, “He’s my brother, he’s from the Shang family, you say it’s none of my business. Do you think a scumbag like you can be adopted into our Shang family? A piece of trash who can’t even control his own dick, our Shang family isn’t a place to walk your bird.”

    Shen ChiTai spoke out to stop Shang Jue, “Ah Jue, this is between me and him, you…”

    “Brother, a person like him isn’t worth your forgiveness at all. Knowing that Su Ning is interested in him, he deliberately kept her by his side, giving her an opportunity. The words he said just now are so disgusting that anyone who hears them would be disgusted,” Shang Jue looked at Xu Chen provocatively, “Yet he’s still pretending to be deeply in love with you in front of my brother, you can’t rely on a man like that at all.”

    “Senior, I didn’t!” Xu Chen grabbed his wrist tightly.

    The sharp pain in his wrist made Shen ChiTai frown unconsciously, “Let go.”

    “I won’t!!”

    Shen ChiTai pushed his hand away forcefully, broke free from Shang Jue’s arms, lowered his eyes, ignored them both, and turned around and walked away without looking back.

    Shang Jue took a deep look at Xu Chen, who was frozen and unresponsive, sneered coldly, and hurriedly turned around to chase after the omega who had left.

    Shen ChiTai didn’t go home, turned his head and walked quickly in the opposite direction from home.

    “Brother.”

    “Don’t follow me either.”

    “I’m worried about you.”

    Shen ChiTai’s back suddenly paused, turned his head and shouted at him coldly, “I told you, don’t follow me!”

    No matter what he said, Shang Jue still followed closely behind him, without saying a word.

    Shen ChiTai took a few steps and saw that he was still following him, and immediately his face turned red with anger, and he roared at him uncontrollably, “Bastard, didn’t I tell you not to follow me?”

    Shang Jue rarely saw Shen ChiTai like this, beautiful, fragile, and not forgetting to pretend to be strong, clearly already vulnerable, but still pretending, “Brother is like this now, how can I be at ease leaving you alone.”

    Shen ChiTai’s lips moved, a few cruel and self-deprecating smiles appeared, his body staggered back two steps, and a soft laugh overflowed from his throat. He suddenly felt that he was really so damn pitiful, the scattered pieces of love were like the scraps that others had left over.

    His boyfriend was like this, and even his own brother was too.

    The omega plunged into a bar.

    Shang Jue followed him in, watching him pour one bottle after another into his stomach. The fiery white wine scorched his throat and poured into his stomach.

    “Brother, you’ve had too much.” Shang Jue half-Squint his deep, narrow eyes, unable to see him abusing himself like this, especially for a birdman.

    The omega drunkenly hugged the wine bottle in his arms. He used to rarely indulge himself in excessive drinking like today. Every time, he would stop when his face was slightly flushed, so as not to lose his sense of propriety after drinking.

    “I’m fine, I’ve only drunk less than half a bottle, I’m not drunk,” the omega was more open after drinking than usual, regardless of what occasion it was, shouting loudly, hugging the wine bottle in his hands and refusing to let go.

    “If brother wants to drink, then I’ll drink with you.”

    The drunk was stunned for a moment, watching Shang Jue take the wine from his hand, raise his head and drink the remaining half a glass without leaving a drop. His mood was a bit indescribable, and when the two of them left the bar again, the omega was already drunk and slumped in his arms.

    Shang Jue took him to a nearby Ouhuang Hotel, registered his ID information at the front desk, took the room card and turned to the side to press the elevator to the sixth floor. After exiting the elevator, he walked to the second-to-last room in the corridor, swiped the door card, and with a “ding-dong” sound, the alpha pushed open the door and walked in.

    As soon as the omega touched the bed, he began to hum comfortably, Shang Jue took half a step towards the bed, leaned over, looked at the person on the bed who was drunk and unresponsive.

    “Brother, are you feeling uncomfortable?”

    The person on the bed didn’t answer him, just lay there quietly, his eyelashes fluttering slightly.

    The alpha boldly leaned down, cautiously touched his lips like a dragonfly skimming the water. The person on the bed only reacted a little, but it was just a lazy and ethereal hum from the depths of his throat.

    Seeing this, Shang Jue bit his earlobe, and his warm lips gently touched his snow-white and slender neck, all the way down, his tongue hooked in his slightly concave 南neck, and bit his collarbone with his teeth.

    The omega frowned slightly in pain, and then opened his eyes with difficulty, wanting to push away the person pressing on him out of instinct.

    “Let go…don’t touch me.”

    Shang Jue grabbed his flailing hand, brought it closer to the omega’s eyes, so that he could see his face clearly, “Brother, it’s me, do you still know who I am?”

    The drunk looked at the familiar face in front of him with blurred eyes, raised his hand and stroked his face, at first cautiously, gently tentatively touching his nose and mouth, then becoming bolder, and started to grab his hair, trying to pull the person closer, “Shang, Shang Jue.”

    Shang Jue grinned in pain, but didn’t cry out, instead grabbed the omega’s hand and held it in his palm, “Brother, if you’re feeling very uncomfortable, don’t think about anything.”

    “Where are we?”

    “At the hotel.”

    “Hotel?” Shen ChiTai’s mind was a bit slow.

    “If brother doesn’t like it, I’ll take you home now.”

    “No, don’t go home,” he would only instinctively cling to the alpha’s neck now, the pheromones permeating his nose made him feel at ease, and the surging airflow in his body seemed to stabilize a lot, “Don’t take me back, don’t.”

    Shang Jue liked Shen ChiTai clinging to him after being drunk, “If brother doesn’t want to go back, we won’t go back, I’ll just stay here with brother, okay?”

    The reaction of the omega in his arms was a bit indescribably cute, obediently nodding his head twice in a row, Shang Jue’s throat tightened as he watched, and he almost couldn’t help but pounce on him and settle the matter on the spot.

    After the alcohol kicked in, he felt hot and unbearable all over. Shen ChiTai felt a little uncomfortable and couldn’t help but hum softly from his throat.

    Shang Jue deliberately released some soothing pheromones, so that he wouldn’t feel too uncomfortable.

    The omega kept leaning towards him, Shang Jue knew that he had such a reaction entirely due to his pheromones.

    Shen ChiTai drank alcohol, coupled with the omega’s desire and instinctive reaction to alpha pheromones, his actions were completely unrelated to his personal will.

    This was a rare opportunity. As long as Shang Jue wanted, he could mark his brother tonight. Even if the omega would resent him after waking up, it didn’t matter. This was his innate advantage as an alpha, forcing the omega to submit to him.

    But he didn’t want to see Shen ChiTai like this. He was afraid, afraid that his brother would take the opportunity to push him away, avoid him, and hate him.

    Shen ChiTai moved his body unbearably, seeing that the alpha in front of him was unmoved, he opened his mouth in a soft, almost pleading voice, “Ah Jue, I loved you the most when you were little. Now, you love me too.”

    “Brother.”

    Shang Jue looked down at the omega with a flushed face.

    Seeing that he hadn’t moved for a long time, Shen ChiTai kept wrapping his arms around his neck, panting, and tearing at the clothes on his body with his hands, “My body is so uncomfortable, I’m so hot, Ah Jue, help me take off my clothes, okay?”

    Shang Jue’s heart stirred, his eyes were burning, and he resisted touching him, uncharacteristically caring for the omega, “Brother, you’ve had too much to drink.”

    “No…not too much…” Shen ChiTai spoke intermittently, murmuring softly, not too clearly. He subconsciously wrapped his arms around the man’s waist, buried his face in the alpha’s arms and greedily inhaled the pheromones belonging to the other party.

    Shang Jue endured until his eyes were red.

    “Brother, you’re making me unable to bear it either.”

    “Help me, please? I’m so uncomfortable, I can’t bear it,” the omega punched him lightly on the chest with his fists, “Ah Jue, it’s all your fault, it’s all your fault.” If it weren’t for these bastards, he wouldn’t have become like this.

    Shang Jue quickly grabbed his waist and switched the positions of the two people, easily restraining the omega’s obstructive hands above his head with one hand.

    Shen ChiTai bit his lip tightly, wanting to push him back by bumping his abdomen with his knees, but this appearance fell into the alpha’s eyes and instead added a bit of an enticing flavor.

    “Is brother begging me?” the alpha breathed heavily.

    The omega’s expression was a little dazed, and his voice unconsciously softened, “You’re the one who made me like this.”

    Shang Jue’s eyes were full of smiles, “I underestimated you, but I like brother like this.”

    “I hate, hate myself becoming like this.”

    Shang Jue lowered his head and blocked his chattering mouth, “I like brother to death.” He whispered in the omega’s ear, “Brother, I’m going to mark you.”

    Hearing this, Shen ChiTai’s thoughts returned for a moment, and his eyes were much clearer, “No…no way…” How could Ah Jue mark himself, they were clearly brothers.

    Shang Jue wasn’t angry either, just repeatedly asked him, “Then doesn’t brother want it?”

    The omega was silent again, his eyes gazing at the familiar face in front of him in a daze, his wandering expression gradually drifting, his voice weakened, almost begging him, “Ah Jue, mark me.”

    The alpha was ecstatic, looking down at him, smiling with a face of pure innocence, “I’ll listen to brother, you don’t know, I’ve always listened to you the most since I was little.” He kissed the omega’s moist eyes, gently stroking his naked back, and whispered in Shen ChiTai’s ear, “Open that place, let me in.”

    The omega’s body stiffened for a moment, a trace of panic flashing in those helpless eyes, “It will cause pregnancy.”

    “If you really get pregnant, just give birth, I can afford to raise it.”

    “No…no way…” Shen ChiTai hugged his waist tightly, saying rejecting words, but his body obediently leaned closer to the alpha.

    Shang Jue’s movements were gentle and measured, afraid of scaring him, “Be good, listen.” He whispered alluringly in Shen ChiTai’s ear, “If I mark you, you’ll be mine alone. Doesn’t brother want me to be yours alone?”

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