I Have To Love【Abo】 Chapter 39

have to love

Xie Qiao woke up in the morning two days later. When he woke up, there was no one in the ward. He could hear the birds chirping quietly outside. He subconsciously looked at his right hand and saw that the ring was still there.

When the nurse arrived, he was rolling his eyes and looking around, “Mr. Xie, you’re awake! Just wait, I’ll call the doctor right away and notify Mr. Su.”

The doctor came much faster than Su Tai. After checking Xie Qiao’s body, he said, “All indicators are normal. Have a good rest. Your glands can’t withstand your torture.”

Xie Qiao only needed the gland to maintain his status as an omega. He looked past the doctor at the door, looking forward to it, “Where is my brother?”

The nurse on the side replied: “Are you asking Mr. Su? He is doing an examination and will be here soon. He often came to see you when you were in a coma.”

Xie Qiao gave a pale smile and asked, “How often?”

“Well, I was scolded by Miss Yan, but Mr. Su didn’t listen.”

“Who is Miss Yan?”

“Miss Yan Lingyi, she said she is Mr. Su’s sister.”

“Thank you Qiao.”

The familiar voice attracted Xie Qiao’s attention. Even though his hearing was weak, he still keenly caught the change of address. He had not been called by Su Tai’s first and last name for many years.

Xie Qiao saw that there was no gauze on Su Tai’s body and he was walking normally. The collar of his white shirt was slightly open and his Adam’s apple rolled, “Brother.”

When Su Tai heard this title, he was overjoyed at first, and then lost his expression, “Just wake up. The nurse will come to take care of you later. Tell her if you have anything.”

Su Tai looked at Xie Qiao’s eyes that were attached to him eagerly. People are really contradictory. When facing death, they just want people to survive, but surviving means facing all the problems. He is not ready yet, “You have a good rest, I…”

Xie Qiao didn’t know where he got the strength to grab his hand. The ring on his fingertip rubbed the back of his hand, reminding him that he put the ring on Xie Qiao’s back. Whether it was instinctive or for some other reason didn’t matter. What mattered was the result.

“Aren’t you going to settle accounts with me? Why do I think you don’t want to see me?” Xie Qiao’s voice was weak after illness, and he was as coquettish as before when he woke up after illness. His wet eyes looked like a seriously injured kitten, “Brother.”

“You just woke up. The doctor said you need to get more rest.”

“But I want to tell you while I’m awake. I’m afraid if I don’t tell you now, you won’t want me again.” Xie Qiao turned sideways and put his arms around Su Tai’s waist. This posture was awkward and uncomfortable. Su Tai sighed inwardly, opened his hand and adjusted his posture.

Xie Qiao stared at him for two seconds, hugged him and buried his head in his belly.

“Say it.”

Just like a priest giving his believers a chance to repent, Su Tai’s voice was serious and soft.

“Did you see the evidence I left you?”

“Look, maybe I would have known earlier if you hadn’t drugged me.”

“I miss you so much. It was so uncomfortable during those few days of estrus. I have long been accustomed to your pheromones. Chen Yi said that it is difficult for me to adapt to other alpha pheromones.”

“You are anxious to see me, but you have time to give me medicine?” Su Tai laughed angrily, “You are more prepared if you are not in a hurry.”

“There is no scent of you in the house anymore. I miss you so much. I didn’t know that an omega would be so eager for pheromones.”

Xie Qiao became an omega for the first time, and it was the first time that he fully experienced those physiological needs. Su Tai lowered his eyes and looked at the person in his arms, and said in a soft voice, “Why are you willing to be an omega? This time I want to hear the truth.”

“Because you couldn’t become an alpha after being sold, and because you like omegas.”

“Don’t you know that if you like someone, you will like him no matter what he looks like?”

Xie Qiao came out of Su Tai’s arms and met his eyes, his red nose twitching, “Of course I know, but I can only be liked by you if I become what you like. It’s impossible for a person like me to make you change your own standards, and you are not someone who can change yourself easily. If I were an alpha, I could only be your brother. Maybe you would have kicked me out six years ago.”

Su Tai’s nose was sore and he would not change himself. If he had not changed himself, he would not be able to survive what Xie Qiao did.

“Well, I am this kind of person, and you are right.” Su Tai brought the topic back on track, “So six years ago, did Xie Renqing want to sell you again?”

Xie Qiao’s body trembled, and Su Tai couldn’t bear to pat him, like coaxing a child, “Xie Renqing said that if I didn’t go back, Su Kun would kick him out with me. At that time, I already vaguely knew that Su Kun disliked him, and I didn’t want to leave you, soI came back. I thought that he would take me to the research institute, do an experiment, and then go home, just like many times before. But he took me to a strange place. The man had his face covered. Xie Renqing wanted to sell me as an omega. He has always been crazy and seductive.There is something wrong with God. Su Kun’s incident made him even crazier. He thought that as long as he sold me, Su Kun would forget the scene of him abusing me. They gave me an injection, but the alpha pheromone was out of control at that time. Maybe it was a problem with the injection. My pheromone was injured.Xie Renqing.” Xie Qiao buried his head deeper, “Su Kun called him and he went home.The toxicity of the pheromone and the medicine he took to treat heart disease will accelerate his death. I didn’t know you were there until later.I didn’t know it at the beginning.”

“Would you say it when you knew it from the beginning?”

Xie Qiao was stunned for a moment, “I didn’t want to say it when I found out later, because you don’t like men, and you won’t like Xie Qiao. I like you, and I want you even if you feel guilty about me. I can only stay by your side.”

“Brother, can you please stop driving me away.”

Xie Qiao’s tears wet Su Tai’s clothes, and he was so sad that he didn’t know what to do.

“I said, you should live a good life. It was my fault that you were kidnapped. The misunderstanding has been resolved. I forgive you, and I forgive you for using me.”

Who makes you different in my heart?

“However, we need to reconsider our matters.”

“Then will you come back to see me later?”

“I lay in the hospital for two days. I didn’t succeed in going to North America. The company had a lot of things waiting for me to deal with.”

“Will you answer my phone call if I send you a message?”

“I have a meeting, maybe…”

“Actually, you just don’t want to see me, right?” Xie Qiao got up from Su Tai’s arms and knelt in front of him, tears falling down. “It doesn’t matter. If you don’t want to see me, I won’t pester you. I signed the contract and left Hengling. I won’t go back. I will give you what you want.”

Xie Qiao carefully retracted, and Su Tai felt sad. He was indeed escaping. After all, the cracked ground would not be the same even if it was filled up.

Xie Qiao lay back and covered his head with the quilt. The quilt was heaving up and down, and intermittent crying came from the quilt.

Su Tai had no choice but to go out and walked a few steps and stopped at the door of an open ward. Everyone was taken care of by their families when they were sick. He also had a father and a sister to look after him. Only Xie Qiao had nothing.

Xie Qiao may have long been used to being sick alone, but not long ago, Xie Qiao fell ill and he was by his side. Wouldn’t it be too cruel to Xie Qiao if he had gained something and then lost it again.

Walking stiffly downstairs, Su Tai met the nurse taking care of Xie Qiao.

“Hello, Mr. Su.”

“Hello, please take more care of Xie Qiao.”

“I know.” The nurse said, “Xie Qiao must be very happy to see you. He looks for you as soon as he opens his eyes.”

“…Really?”

“Yeah, I think Xie Qiao is lucky to have a brother with him. Otherwise, it would be very sad to see other patients with their families. No matter how much company we have, nothing is as good as the company of family members.”

Su Tai answered casually and left in despair.