I Have To Love【Abo】 Chapter 34
byTower lost in fog
Su Tai has lived in Mandala for more than thirty years and is familiar with the streets and alleys here. When he came out today, he found that many familiar places had changed. For example, the shops on both sides of the entrance to the junior high school were still there three years ago but have been demolished this year.
He parked his car in front of a school. Heng Ling was an investor in this private school. Su Tai entered the school easily, and the guard notified the school leaders.The more than 100 acres of garden in front of the teaching building was getting new greenery. He had not been here since Xie Qiao graduated, and he didn’t know why the car drove here and people walked in.
Before Su Tai took two steps, several people in suits came out of the administration building.
“President Su, I didn’t know that your inspection today was a bit unwelcome.” The principal in a suit stepped forward to shake hands with Su Tai.
Su Tai shook his hand and said, “Come and take a look.” He turned his eyes and saw the woman next to the principal. She had long hair and the fine lines at the end of her eyes looked like she had worked hard day and night. She was the teacher who took Xie Qiao to study that year. Unexpectedly, she had been promoted to vice principal.
“You guys go to work first, Teacher Wang will stay here for a while.”
The woman and the male principal looked at each other, confused, “Do you have anything to do with me, Mr. Su?”
“I want to ask you something.”
Su Tai did not go into teaching, but found a seat in the school cafe and sat down.
“I didn’t expect that Teacher Wang has become the principal in three years and I haven’t congratulated you yet.”
The appointment of the vice-principal and principal of a school requires the signature of someone on the school board.
Teacher Wang said politely: “Mr. Su’s signature on the appointment letter is the greatest recognition of me. I wonder what you want to ask when you come today?”
Mr. Su said politely, “I have a friend who is thinking about sending his children abroad to participate in summer camps recently. I was thinking about which class of Xie Qiao you took before, and I came to ask you about the situation.”
“I didn’t expect that Mr. Su would still remember what happened six years ago. I am now also in charge of the school research project. If your friends have any questions, you can directly add me to my contact information and ask me.”
“Then I’ll let him join you.”
“Okay.”
Su Tai took a sip of coffee and said, “My friend also wants to ask about the safety of studying abroad. After all, the children are still young and they are worried abroad. I remember that Xie Qiao could come and go freely when studying. I don’t know if it is still possible now.”
“It is also possible now. Due to the previous experience of students getting lost, students will now wear locating bracelets before setting off to ensure safety.”
“Are any students missing?”
Su Tai smiled on his face and his aura was invisible. Principal Wang realized that he had made a mistake and hurriedly explained: “It doesn’t really matter. The student got lost near the university and found it quickly.”
“It seems that Xie Qiao was lucky not to be lost at that time.” Su Tai smiled, as if he was really glad that Xie Qiao was not lost.
“I was impressed by Xie Qiao’s obedience and obedience. I am the only one who remembers one time when he said that his father came to see him and asked for leave for two days.”
“Really, are you sure?”
Principal Wang’s scalp was numbed by Su Tai’s current state of smiling and laughing. He was obviously a young man younger than himself.
She thought about it carefully and said, “I’m sure Xie Qiao’s father is very unforgettable and a very beautiful omega. Of course, I only took a quick glance at him during the video call and didn’t take a closer look.”
The whole mandala knew that Su Tai and Xie Renqing were stepfather and stepson. It could be said that they were incompatible with each other. Now she couldn’t tell what the young master in front of her was thinking, so she could only deal with it carefully.
Su Tai did not reply, his expression was indifferent, he chatted casually for a few more words, and when he sent the Buddha away, Principal Wang breathed a sigh of relief.
A very beautiful omega?
Su Tai sat in Xie Qiao’s bedroom and took out the bottom photo frame from the drawer, which contained the beautiful omega.
He looked at the faded picture, without a trace of iris fragrance. It seemed that Xie Qiao didn’t think much of it.
He was a little exhausted and out of breath when he walked from the utility room where Xie Qiao had been since he was eight years old. In the utility room were Xie Qiao’s books, test papers, awards and other things, almost all of which were brought back by Xie Qiao for him to witness.
He fell on Xie Qiao’s bed and put his arms across his eyes. The slight weight made his eyes oppressed and turned dark. One hand trembled when it touched the cold sheets. Xie Qiao’s smell in this room was very weak.
It was hard for him to believe that one day he would have the courage to enter Xie Qiao’s room, but not his own room.
Is the world real or fake? This thought came to Su Tai’s mind. He seemed to have been poisoned by flowers and had hallucinations.
He sorted out all the logic completely, and there was only one question left. Xie Renqing’s purpose of letting Xie Qiao return to China, but so what if he solved it. He was completely deceived by Xie Qiao, and the pain he had endured for six years might actually be fake.
The alpha has sensitive ears. He heard Xie Qiao go upstairs to look for him in his room, and heard him standing still at the door of this room. He prayed in his heart that Xie Qiao wouldn’t open it, don’t open it.
As an elder brother, how should he face the younger brother who framed him, and as a lover, how should he face his lover.
The door still opened, and Xie Qiao’s eyes were filled with joy of finding someone, “Brother, why are you sleeping here?”
Omega’s warm voice was like warm water that warmed his cold heart, just like pouring hot water on the ground in winter, it would freeze in a second after being warmed.
Xie Qiao stood in front of him and looked down at him. From this angle, Xie Qiao really looked like an alpha. Her delicate and beautiful face, slightly raised lips, collarbones exposed through her unbuttoned shirt, and the faint scent of turquoise iris, declared that she was a beauty in front of her.
The more beautiful things in nature are, the more poisonous they are. He planted a poisonous flower.
He sat up, hugged the omega between his legs, and looked into his eyes. The ends of his eyes were light pink, and the long eyelashes cast upward shadows at the ends. He was full of satisfaction for himself. It was originally a tender occasion, but Su Tai was full of doubts.
“Aren’t you happy today?”
Xie Qiao stretched out his hand to straighten his messy hair, releasing soothing pheromones. The omega’s comfort was about to confuse his mind and make him stop.
But Sutai was never a person who would stop. He was stubborn, rebellious, and had his own way of doing things, and he could not see a grain of sand in his eyes. However, he was also a gentleman raised by a traditional family. He wrapped all the alpha’s natural shortcomings in expensive suits, so even if the world fell apart, he was still a mask of tenderness and gentleness.
“Are you hiding something from me? I want to hear the truth.”
The alpha looked up at him, stretched out his hand to touch his face, and asked clearly that he would not be disobeyed.
For the first time, Xie Qiao experienced the oppression of a superior person on Su Tai, and his pupils trembled.He didn’t know whether it was because he had been observing his words for a long time or because he had a close connection with Su Tai. He understood what Su Tai said.
When the flames burst out from the copper and iron walls, they had already burned the iron plates red, and were burned beyond recognition at the first touch.
“What do you want to hear from me?” Xie Qiao saw the photo frame on the bed and understood.
Xie Qiao stared at Su Tai’s eyes, rubbed his face in Su Tai’s palm, leaned over to kiss his forehead, then slowly knelt down and knelt on the ground, looking up into Su Tai’s eyes between his knees, “Have you found the answer yet? I’ll tell you everything.”
“I know you were an alpha before, when you were seven years old…” Talking about this, Su Tai felt a sharp pain in his heart. He was not sure that he was angry at Xie Qiao’s deception, but he said that he really suffered from Xie Qiao. “You were transformed into an omega when you were seven years old, and you endured more than ten years of illness. I also know that Xie Renqing was not good to you. I asked you before where the long scar on your arm came from. You said it was from a branch, but now I think it was left by Xie Renqing…”
He repeated the harm that Xie Renqing had done to Xie Qiao, which he knew well, in order to find out the reasons for Xie Qiao’s murder, so as to convince himself that Xie Renqing’s death was not innocent, and Xie Qiao’s behavior was just self-protection.
But what about him?Why did Xie Qiao put the blame on him?
“I know you have suffered a lot of grievances, but I also want to ask you one more thing. Please answer me truthfully.”
Xie Qiao nodded. He knew Su Tai too well. Lying at this time would only lead to death.
“Did Xie Renqing…” Su Tai’s throat seemed to be stuck with something and he couldn’t make a sound for a long time, “Did you kill him?”
This sentence was too cruel. Su Tai hoped that Xie Qiao would deny it immediately.
But Xie Qiao didn’t go as he wished. He didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he leaned forward and put his arms around Su Tai’s waist, feeling his body temperature and snuggling into his arms like many times before. “Yes, I killed him.”
Su Tai could feel Xie Qiao’s trembling. In fact, he couldn’t tell whether it was his own or Xie Qiao’s. He just felt that this spring was really cold.
“The day Xie Renqing died, I was outside Su’s house, hiding in the corner of the surveillance camera, watching the people inside clamoring for help for a demon. I didn’t know you were inside at that time. If I had known, I definitely wouldn’t have done that.”
Su Tai seemed to no longer use his tongue, and could only make indistinct sounds from his throat, “So you have known that you have been lying to me for so many years, right?”
“I don’t want to lie to you. By the time I knew you were there, it was already too late.”
Su Tai slowly removed Xie Qiao’s hand that was holding his clothes, without expression or emotion, and walked out the door like a puppet.
The alpha’s temperature followed the person’s departure, and Xie Qiao’s mind buzzed as he broke away from Su Tai’s pressure.
He couldn’t let Su Tai go like this, no, no!He stood up suddenly, staggered two steps, and grabbed Su Tai’s hand, “Brother, don’t leave, you…”
“Pah——”
Xie Qiao tilted his head with a loud slap. Alpha’s slap did not release his force. Xie Qiao’s face turned red. Su Tai clenched his right hand and slapped Xie Qiao, his eyes full of resentment.
He could no longer suppress his rage, like an enraged lion, he just wanted to bite the person in front of him, bite his throat to death and make him shut up.
“For six years, why were you so late?” He pinched Xie Qiao’s chin, his eyes tearing open, thinking of his sleepless nights for so many years, his apologies, regrets and prayers, all the chess game Xie Qiao had played early in the morning. The truth he believed to be true was just a veiled false testimony, and the feeling of being deceived was stronger than anything else. “You and your father are worthy of sharing the same blood. You are just pretending to be like this now, right? How could I trust a liar’s child?”
His true heart was dug out and was bloody. How much resentment was blocked in his heart and he was struggling to come out. He also experienced the peace of extreme pain.For a moment, he wanted to beat the man in front of him to death. The S-class alpha’s pheromones made Xie Qiao, an omega, blush and his body become weak. Silent tears fell on Su Tai’s stretched tiger’s mouth and flowed down the back of his hands.
Xie Qiao couldn’t breathe and struggled to touch his hand. Suddenly, he thought of Xie Qiao being tortured by illness, his sincerity when he lost his memory, and his innocent face. He couldn’t figure out the person in front of him. It was terrible. If he were a judge of film and television awards, he would definitely try to give Xie Qiao a best actor, “Don’t appear in front of me again.”
He broke away from Xie Qiao’s hand but heard him asking from behind, “Didn’t you say you love me? Didn’t you say you forgive me even if I made a huge mistake? Why don’t you want me again!”
“I wouldn’t want a liar.”
He was so sad, as if he was the one who had done something wrong, which made him even more angry.
“I said that on the basis of establishing trust. The foundation collapsed. My promise did not count.” He had to pant violently to get a meager amount of oxygen. His emotions affected the flow of pheromones in his body. He couldn’t wait to break out of the restriction. He had to leave here. Losing control of alpha’s pheromones is extremely harmful. “You are not such a weak omega. You don’t have to try hard to pretend in the future. If you want to sue me for using pheromones to hurt people, I can give you Hengling’s legal affairs. You will win without losing.”
Su Tai slammed the door and left Xie Qiao in the room, again in this room, and in this damn room again. He was thrown into a room when he came to Su’s house 15 years ago, and he was thrown into this room by Su Tai 6 years ago. Every second he worried about whether he would be kicked out by Su Tai, as if he could only be thrown into a room after all his efforts in Su Tai.
He looked around, his eyes were scarlet, and the glands were no longer a bargaining chip. Su Tai cured his disease. The healed glands that had been taken care of properly would not make him weak again. He wanted to smash things and found that everything in the room was bought for him by Su Tai. He couldn’t bear to part with them. In the end, he would still have to live with these items for the rest of his life.
Su Tai left. This incident clearly reminded him that he could not sit still and wait for death. He had to save Su Tai. Su Tai could not leave him, no!
“Aqiao, sir, I asked you to have dinner.” Aunt Wang’s voice sounded outside the door.
He opened the door like a zombie and walked downstairs. There was no sign of Su Tai at the dinner table, “Where is my brother?”
“Sir, he went out and I don’t know where he went.”
Su Tai stared at the cake on the table. Su Tai would not eat what he bought anymore.
He went upstairs and walked around Sutai’s room and study. The surveillance camera in the corridor had a red light on. He wiped his tears, smiled, entered his room, and took a pair of scissors from the drawer.
The blade was sharp and reflected on his face. He remembered Su Tai’s words, Su Tai’s words about asking him to give birth to a child for him, and Su Tai’s words that he would mark him after a year. The temporary mark he asked for still remained on the gland, even though it was already faded.
The scissors pricked the gland, and blood gushed out. Even though he was numb, Xie Qiao still groaned. He fell to the ground and kept calling Su Tai’s number, but was hung up until the blood almost dried. The pheromones in the room were so full that they overflowed. Aunt Wang on the first floor hurriedly opened the door to find him, but he didn’t even get through Su Tai’s phone number.
He wants Su Tai’s forgiveness and his change of heart.