I Fell In Love With Qing Leng Xue Shen Chapter 63

Chapter 63 Han Han’s gentle coaxing

Lu Jin hugged his knees, buried his head deeply in his arms, and his back arched into a fragile arc.

His shoulders swayed slightly with restraint, and a suppressed sob escaped from his throat. He gritted it behind his teeth, leaving only a thin, almost inaudible sound.

Tears were like broken beads, flowing down uncontrollably. The hot teardrops hit the trouser legs and spread a dark water stain.

Then it gradually became cold again, and the coolness penetrated into the skin through the fabric, which was very biting.

Seven years.

Lu Jin’s fingertips clenched the seams of his trousers, his knuckles turning blue and white from the exertion.

Xie Shuhan spent seven long years silently guarding an unknown love, like guarding a weak firefly swaying in the cold wind.

In those days and nights when no one cared about him, he suffered alone in the abyss of secret love, and rejoiced alone when he caught a glimpse of his smile.

Those little details of tenderness are all the deep feelings he has hidden for seven years.

Lu Jin’s heart seemed to be grasped tightly by an invisible hand, and the pain made him almost suffocate.

How could he be so good that Xie Shuhan, a good man, could take him into his heart for seven years?

“Ajin, don’t cry.”

A clear and hoarse voice suddenly sounded in the silent room.

Like the first gust of wind that melts the ice and snow in early spring, and like feathers gently brushing the heart, with the laziness and tenderness of just waking up.

Lu Jin suddenly raised his head, his eyes still filled with a thick layer of tears, and his vision was shrouded in mist, making it blurry.

But he still relied on instinct and vaguely saw that the person on the bed had woken up at some point and was leaning sideways with half of his body propped up, his elbows resting on the soft pillow.

The moonlight from the window slipped in through the cracks in the curtains and fell on him, coating him with a hazy silver-white halo, making his eyebrows and eyes even clearer, so cold and holy, like a moon god who strayed into the mortal world.

Xie Shuhan looked at his red eyes, with a flash of distress in his eyes.

He raised his hand, and his cool fingertips, carrying the scent of cedar, gently brushed Lu Jin’s cheek, gently wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

The pads of his fingers were delicate and soft, grazing the ends of Lu Jin’s red eyes, taking away the hot tears, and also seemed to take away part of the pain in his heart.

Lu Jin’s vision gradually became clearer, and he stared blankly at the people close at hand.

Because of the movement of leaning sideways, Xie Shuhan’s collar was slightly open, revealing his delicate and distinct collarbones, which glowed with a faint and delicate luster under the moonlight.

The ends of his eyes were also red, and there was a faint layer of moist water in his eyes, as if he had quietly shed tears just now.

The face that was usually cold and distant was now filled with unabashed distress and tenderness. It was as clean as a clear spring, but also had a somewhat broken beauty, like an ink painting haloed by the moonlight. It was so beautiful that it made people’s hearts tremble.

“I’m sorry…I was too stupid…” Lu Jin raised his hand tremblingly, held Xie Shuhan’s wrist tightly, and put the slightly cold hand against his hot face.

Rubbing his palm gently, like a puppy seeking comfort after being injured, her voice was choked and broken syllables rolled out of her throat intermittently.

“I didn’t know until now…I’m sorry, I was too stupid…”

“Ajin, this is not your fault.” Xie Shuhan’s voice was gentle, with a soothing magic power.

He tilted his head slightly, his eyes falling on Lu Jin’s red eyes, the tenderness in his eyes almost overflowing, “You are very good, so it is worth it.”

The moment Lu Jin’s suppressed sobs sounded, Xie Shuhan had woken up from most of his wine.

Hearing the suppressed cries of the people around him, he felt a dense pain in his heart.

Xie Shuhan was so smart. Looking at this situation, he guessed that his father had made a blunder while drunk. Lu Jin finally found out about those things that had been hidden for seven years.

“I’m not good, I’m not good at all.” Lu Jin’s tears welled up again, and the hot teardrops fell on the back of Xie Shuhan’s hand, as if they were going to burn him.

“I made you sad, I made you wait for so long…I’m sorry, Hanhan…I’m really sorry…”

His forehead was pressed against Xie Shuhan’s palm, and the hot temperature was transmitted through his skin. His shoulders were still shaking slightly, and the guilt in his heart was like a tide, one after another, almost drowning him.

Xie Shuhan’s heart felt as if he had been pricked by a needle, and dense pain spread.

This is why he doesn’t want to tell Lu Jin. Secret love is a lonely practice. Seven years is too long. The sadness and grievances in the middle, those tossing and turning nights, those cautious approaches, those worries about gains and losses, are all too heavy.

He didn’t want these heavy pasts to become a burden on Lu Jin’s heart, and he didn’t want to see him feel sad for himself.

“The ground is cold.” Xie Shuhan’s voice was so soft that he gently broke away from Lu Jin’s hand and moved to the inside of the bed to make way for a large space.

With tenderness in his eyes, he coaxed softly, “If you come to bed, I won’t feel sad anymore, okay?”

Lu Jin was so well-behaved that he looked like an obedient large dog. He nodded quickly and raised his hand to wipe the tears from his face in a hasty and awkward manner.

He took off his shoes and socks and lay down on the bed carefully, fearing that his movements would be too big and disturb the people around him.

The mattress sank slightly, and the refreshing cedar breath from Xie Shuhan’s body hit his face, wrapping his whole body gently.

Xie Shuhan stood up, stretched out his hand, and placed his palm gently on Lu Jin’s hot face. His fingertips gently rubbed his red eyes, and then traced his tight lips. His movements were full of heartache.

“Ah Jin, listen to me.” Xie Shuhan’s voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing the tranquility under the moonlight. His eyes fell intently on Lu Jin’s face, and he said every word seriously, “I like you, from the beginning to the end, with my own will. To be able to like you for so long, doesn’t it also mean that you are very good in yourself?”

His fingertips gently brushed Lu Jin’s eyebrows, and the tenderness in his eyes overflowed: “I don’t want these seven years to become a burden to you. Everything is fine now, and we are still together, so don’t be sad, eh?”

His voice had a soothing magic, like a warm spring breeze, blowing away the gloom in Lu Jin’s heart.

Lu Jin looked at him, at the tenderness in his eyes, at the red ends of his eyes, and at his slightly pursed lips that were close at hand.

At this moment, Xie Shuhan was so gentle that he was like a pool of spring water, drowning his whole body.

“Then I will compensate you for this life, the next life, and the next life, okay?” Lu Jin’s voice was hoarse, with a strong nasal sound, but his eyes were extremely serious and astonishingly bright.

He was like a tamed silver-haired puppy. At this moment, he just wanted to put everything he had in front of Xie Shuhan. He just wanted to guard him, protect him, and love him for the rest of his life.

Xie Shuhan looked at his red eyes, the tears shining in his eyes, and the unabashed love in his eyes, and couldn’t help but chuckle.

The laughter was clear and pleasant, like wind chimes swaying gently in the wind, very pleasant to the ear.

He leaned forward and gently pressed his forehead against Lu Jin’s, rubbing the tip of his nose against his. Their warm breaths intertwined with each other, carrying the faint aroma of wine and the refreshing smell of cedar, and rippled through the silent room.

“Okay.”

[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!I have been unable to review the card. Babies, wait, woo woo woo.】