I Fell In Love With Qing Leng Xue Shen Chapter 58

Chapter 58 You must always love me (more updates)

Liu Xinying was the first to react and quickly smoothed things over. She reached out and patted Xie Shuhan on the shoulder, then winked at Lu Jin and said in a brisk tone, “But fortunately, our senior Lu is with you now. The past is past.”

Her words were like a pebble that seemed to fall into the water lightly, but it failed to completely smooth out the ripples.

Lu Jin’s fingers holding the wine glass tightened slightly, and his knuckles turned white.

Seven years, it turns out that Hanhan once liked someone so persistently, for seven whole years.

This number was like a thin needle, gently piercing his heart, causing a dense sourness.

He couldn’t help but be envious, envious of the person who could be held in Xie Shuhan’s heart for seven years, so envious that even jealousy seemed a little powerless.

He didn’t speak, he just raised his hand and poured himself a full glass of strong wine, then drank it all in one gulp.

The spicy liquid slid down his throat, burning his throat, but he couldn’t suppress the surging emotions in his heart.

In the next game, the atmosphere was obviously a bit lighter.

Lu Jin no longer made noises like before, but just drank silently with Lin Fan, one glass after another. The strong taste of the wine gradually increased, and a thin layer of red appeared under his eyes.

Xie Shuhan finished the cup of peach-flavored wine, rubbed the cold side of the cup with his fingertips, and looked up at the clock on the wall. The hands were almost pointing to twelve o’clock.

The night is already very deep.

He gently tugged at the corner of Lu Jin’s clothes, and his voice sounded a little tired: “Ah Jin.”

Lu Jin turned his head when he heard the sound, and the confusion in his eyes was replaced by complete tenderness.

He immediately stood up and raised his chin towards Lin Fan and the other three: “We’re going back first. Hanhan is a little sleepy. You continue to play. All the expenses tonight will be charged to my account.”

Lin Fan and the other three smiled and made an OK gesture, and Liu Xinying winked at the two of them, her eyes full of gossipy smiles.

Lu Jin took Xie Shuhan’s hand, turned around and walked out.

The night breeze was cool and blew on his face, slightly dissipating some of the alcohol.

The two walked side by side on the empty street, their shadows drawn very long by the street lights.

Lu Jin was silent all the way, not chattering as usual.

She just held Xie Shuhan’s hand very tightly, as if she was afraid that he would disappear suddenly, and never let go from the beginning to the end.

When I returned to the dormitory and closed the door, the noise was completely cut off.

Lu Jin’s emotions that he had accumulated all the way finally burst out. He pressed Xie Shuhan against the door panel, lowered his head and kissed him.

This kiss was completely different from the gentle and affectionate ones in the past. It was a bit eager, a bit turbulent, and even a bit out of control.

He pried open Xie Shuhan’s teeth and barged in with the tip of his tongue, twisting and rubbing his tongue, as if he wanted to rub his whole body into his bones and blood. No matter how hard he kissed, he couldn’t get enough.

“Ajin…” Xie Shuhan was so breathless from the kiss that he raised his hand to push his chest gently, with a broken breath in his voice.

Lu Jin relaxed slightly at this moment, but his lips were still pressed against his lips, rubbing them gently, the tip of their noses touching the tips of their noses, and their hot breaths intertwined.

Xie Shuhan could clearly see the surging emotions in his eyes, including grievance, sadness, and a hint of unnoticeable panic, like an abandoned puppy, pitiful.

“What’s wrong with you, Ajin?” Xie Shuhan raised his hand and gently brushed the corners of his red eyes with his fingertips, his voice full of confusion and distress.

Lu Jin opened his mouth, but the words he wanted to ask were stuck in his throat, but he couldn’t.

He wants to ask who the person you have liked for seven years is, whether you still miss him, and whether you will suddenly leave me one day.

But he couldn’t ask any of these words, for fear that the answer would break his heart.

On top of the alcohol, all his emotions were infinitely amplified, and his grievances and uneasiness overwhelmed him like a tide.

Seeing that he didn’t speak, Xie Shuhan pushed him gently and prepared to leave.

“Don’t go.” Lu Jin suddenly grabbed his wrist with surprising strength. His eyes were full of panic, like a child who was afraid of being abandoned, “Don’t leave me.”

Xie Shuhan looked at his red eyes, her heart softened, and she held his hand with her backhand. Her voice was so gentle that she could squeeze out water: “I won’t leave. I’ll get you a glass of water. You go and wait for me on the sofa, okay?”

Lu Jin looked at him steadily for a few seconds, then slowly let go of his hand, and like an obedient silver-haired puppy, he obediently walked to the sofa and sat down, but his eyes were always glued to Xie Shuhan, never leaving him.

Xie Shuhan walked into the kitchen, took out the honey from the refrigerator, and made a cup of warm honey water.

When he walked to the sofa with the water glass, Lu Jin was sitting there obediently, with his back straight and his hands on his knees, like a primary school student who had made a mistake, with wet eyes.

“Take a sip to relieve the hangover.” Xie Shuhan handed him the water glass and sat down next to him.

Lu Jin obediently took it and took a sip. The warm sweetness slid down his throat and soothed the heat in his heart.

Xie Shuhan looked at him, raised his hand to hold his face, gently stroked his cold cheek with his fingertips, and asked softly: “Tell me, why are you unhappy?”

Lu Jin raised his eyes to look at him, with the warm yellow light reflected in his eyes. Xie Shuhan’s face was very clear in front of him. With his cold eyebrows and clean temperament, he was the person he placed at the top of his heart.

He tilted his head slightly and rubbed his cheek against Xie Shuhan’s palm, like a small animal seeking comfort, his voice had a strong nasal sound.

“Hanhan…”

“I’m here.” Xie Shuhan didn’t rush him, just waited patiently for him.

After a long time, Lu Jin slowly straightened up, held Xie Shuhan’s hand with his backhand, and gently rubbed his fingertips with his fingertips. His eyes were full of uneasiness and fear, and even his voice was trembling.

“Hanhan, can you… stop liking that person? He is not good to you, he made you wait for so long, he is very bad, I am very obedient, I will be very nice to you, you always like me, okay? Stop liking him, okay?”

Xie Shuhan’s eyebrows raised slightly, and a hint of understanding flashed in his eyes.

It turned out that he was minding this matter.

Just now in the bar, he was immersed in memories and said the number casually, but he didn’t realize that the people next to him were already full of uneasiness.

He saw the water in Lu Jin’s eyes, and his heart felt so soft. He raised his hand and gently touched the corners of his eyes, leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss on his lips. His voice was so gentle that he said, “A Jin, I only like you, don’t be unhappy, okay?”

He actually didn’t want Lu Jin to know about the seven-year secret love.

He just wanted to hide the sourness and humility of those days, because he was afraid that Lu Jin would feel guilty.

Because it turns out that all the waiting is worth it.

Because now, Lu Jin was beside him, holding his hand, and all he could see was him.

“Don’t you want me?” Lu Jin’s voice had a strong nasal sound, and the water in his eyes almost fell. He was really scared, afraid that Xie Shuhan would suddenly leave, and afraid that he was just a passer-by in his life.

“No.” Xie Shuhan shook his head, his fingertips gently brushed the corners of his eyes, his voice was firm but gentle, “Ajin, you can confirm with me again and again.”

Lu Jin looked at his serious eyebrows, and the uneasiness in his heart finally dissipated little by little.

He stretched out his hand suddenly, hugged Xie Shuhan’s waist tightly, and buried his face in his neck. His warm breath spread on his skin, with a strong smell of alcohol, but it was extremely reassuring.

“I will be good.” He said dullly, with a hint of sobs in his voice, “You must always love me, and I will always love you, very much.”

Xie Shuhan raised his hand and gently stroked his soft silver hair. His fingertips passed through the hair, feeling his warm body temperature. He raised a gentle smile on his lips and responded softly: “Okay.”

[Oh my God, I’m so happy. I’ve seen everyone’s reminders, comments, and small gifts!Familiar names appear every day, thank you all!I feel warm in my heart and so motivated instantly!Add one more chapter!】