I Fell In Love With Qing Leng Xue Shen Chapter 30

Chapter 30 The restraint of forbearance

The knocking sound echoed rapidly in the silent dormitory corridor, with an urgency that was almost panicked.

Xie Shuhan had just finished a paragraph of his paper when he heard the sound and immediately stood up and walked quickly to the door.

As soon as the door bolt was opened, a hot body rushed in and slammed into his arms.

The familiar silver-gray hair brushed against the side of his neck, bringing with it a scorching temperature, mixed with the faint smell of alcohol and an unfamiliar perfume, which was completely different from the usual refreshing smell of the young man.

“Lu Jin?” Xie Shuhan subconsciously stretched out his hand to support his shaky body. The skin touched by his fingertips was so hot that he frowned instantly.

Lu Jin’s whole body felt weak, and his consciousness had been confused by the heat. Only the scent of cedar lingering on the tip of his nose was clear and reassuring.

It was Xie Shuhan’s unique taste, like a sedative that relaxed his tense nerves.

He buried his face in Xie Shuhan’s neck lustfully, unconsciously rubbing his cheek against the warm skin.

He even opened his mouth slightly and gently rubbed the delicate neck skin with his teeth, his movements showing instinctive dependence and heat.

“What’s wrong with you, Lu Jin?” Xie Shuhan could clearly feel the stinging and moist heat on the side of his neck. He looked down at the man in his arms with blurred eyes and flushed cheeks, and his heart sank suddenly.

Lu Jin’s state was so wrong, his whole body was hot, his breathing was rapid, his eyes were blurred, and he completely lost the clarity and escape he had in the past.

“I was plotted…” Lu Jin’s voice was extremely hoarse, as if it had been rubbed by sandpaper, with a deep sense of grievance and helplessness. The end of his voice trembled slightly, which made Xie Shuhan’s heart tighten.

With just five words, Xie Shuhan instantly understood the crux of the matter.

A sharp look flashed across his eyes, which was immediately replaced by heavy worry.

He didn’t ask any more questions, helped Lu Jin, took him into the bedroom with force, and quickly closed the door with his backhand, cutting off everything from the outside world.

“I’ll help you go to the bathroom. Rinse you with cold water to relieve the pain.” Xie Shuhan’s voice was still calm, but with an unnoticeable urgency.

He could feel a slight pain on the side of his neck, where Lu Jin must have scratched a faint red mark. The burning sensation spread along the skin, making the tips of his ears feel slightly hot.

He helped Lu Jin turn around and was about to walk towards the bathroom. When he passed the sofa in the living room, Lu Jin suddenly burst out with brute force.

He suddenly raised his hand, grabbed Xie Shuhan’s wrist, and pressed him hard. The two lost their balance and fell heavily on the soft sofa.

Xie Shuhan was pressed underneath, with his back pressed against the cushions of the sofa. Lu Jin’s hot body was tightly covering him, and the weight brought an irresistible sense of oppression.

The boy’s breath was hot and rapid, spraying on the hollow of his neck and ears, smelling of alcohol and instinctive desire, making the hairs all over his body stand up.

“Hanhan, I feel so uncomfortable…” Lu Jin buried his head in the crook of his neck, his voice choked with sobs and almost fragile pleading.

Hot lips unconsciously rubbed against his collarbone, leaving traces of moist heat. Every touch was like sparks falling on hay, making Xie Shuhan’s heart beat wildly.

The two words “Hanhan”, filled with moisture and grievance, came clearly to my ears.

Xie Shuhan’s heartbeat suddenly skipped a beat, the tips of his ears instantly turned red, and even his cheeks had a faint blush.

He had never heard Lu Jin call him that. It was intimate and dependent, with a softness that he couldn’t resist, and it made him feel confused.

“Be obedient, let’s go to the bathroom, okay?” Xie Shuhan forced himself to calm down, raised his hand and patted Lu Jin’s back gently, his voice was extremely soft, with a hint of indulgence and persuasion that he was not even aware of.

Lu Jin seemed to be comforted by the voice and slowly raised his head.

His eyes were blurred, and his pupils were filled with red bloodshot eyes. His normally bright eyes were now shrouded in intense lust, and were wet, like a little beast in trouble.

He looked straight at Xie Shuhan, his eyes sliding from his frown to his slightly swollen lips, and his Adam’s apple rolled unconsciously.

A strong impulse surged into his heart. He leaned forward slightly and moved toward Xie Shuhan’s lips with a burning breath.

The distance was getting closer and closer, and Xie Shuhan could even feel the hot temperature and rapid heartbeat coming from his body. His own heart seemed to be beating out of his chest, and even his breathing became stagnant.

However, just when their lips were about to touch, Lu Jin’s eyes suddenly flashed with clarity.

Reason suddenly returns like a balloon punctured by a needle.

He bit the tip of his tongue sharply, and the sharp pain instantly dispelled part of his confusion, allowing him to see clearly what he was doing at the moment.

He actually wanted to be frivolous with Xie Shuhan in this state!

“Yes… I’m sorry!” Lu Jin woke up suddenly, his eyes full of panic and guilt, like a child who had done something wrong.

He staggered and propped himself up, getting up from Xie Shuhan in a hurry. He almost fell off the sofa because of his panic.

How could he treat Xie Shuhan like this?

Xie Shuhan is so good and clean, how could he do such a rude thing in such a drug-controlled state?

Xie Shuhan must hate him and think he is dirty.

Countless thoughts were swirling in his mind, making Lu Jin even more embarrassed.

He didn’t dare to look at Xie Shuhan again, turned around in a panic, rushed into the bathroom almost as if he was running away, and closed the door with a bang.

The next second, biting cold water spurted out from the shower, covering him from head to toe.

Lu Jin shivered violently. The heat in his body was temporarily suppressed by the cold water, and his consciousness became clearer.

He let the cold water wash over his body, put his hands on the wall, gasped for air, and replayed the scene on the sofa just now in his mind.

He pressed down on Xie Shuhan and almost kissed him, the tips of Xie Shuhan’s red ears, and his lustful “Hanhan”.

Shame overwhelmed him like a tide. He raised his hand and slapped himself hard.

The crisp sound echoed in the bathroom, accompanied by the sound of water running, which was particularly harsh.

“Lu Jin, you are nothing!” He cursed himself in a low voice, his eyes red, not only because of the effect of the medicine, but also because of the guilt and self-blame he felt.

Sitting on the sofa, Xie Shuhan could still clearly feel the hot temperature remaining on his body and Lu Jin’s breath.

He raised his hand and touched the red area on the side of his neck. The burning sensation there was still clear.

He looked at the closed door of the bathroom and listened to the sound of running water coming from inside, with a trace of deep distress flashing in his eyes.

He could imagine Lu Jin’s state at this moment, the pain in his body mixed with the guilt in his heart, it must be very uncomfortable.

He got up and walked to the closet, took out a set of clean clothes, found another towel, and stood quietly at the bathroom door waiting.

The sound of water running in the bathroom lasted for a long time, so long that Xie Shuhan was worried that Lu Jin’s body might not be able to withstand the stimulation of cold water.

During this period, he also heard the man’s suppressed breathing coming from the bathroom, with pain and restraint, and finally turned into a low growl, and then everything returned to calm.

After another ten minutes, the sound of water running in the bathroom finally stopped.

Xie Shuhan raised his hand and knocked lightly on the bathroom door: “Open the door and get you some clothes.”

His voice was gentle, with a hint of imperceptible concern and no hint of blame.

The bathroom door was gently opened a crack, and Lu Jin’s head poked out.

His hair was wet and stuck to his face, with water droplets sliding down his cheeks. His skin looked a little pale due to the wash of cold water. The lust in his eyes had faded, leaving only fatigue, guilt and panic.

Xie Shuhan handed over the folded clothes and towels, his eyes stayed on his pale face for a moment, and without asking any more questions, he just said softly: “Change quickly, don’t catch a cold.”

Lu Jin took the clothes and touched the clean and soft fabric with his fingertips. There was still a faint scent of cedar on it, which made him feel sour in his heart.

He lowered his head, not daring to look into Xie Shuhan’s eyes. He said softly “Hmm” and quickly closed the door.

He quickly changed into his clothes. The fabric fit his body, bringing with it a warm breath and familiar fragrance, which relaxed his tense nerves a little.

Just thinking about what he had just done made him feel guilty.

He took a deep breath, calmed down his emotions, then slowly opened the bathroom door and walked out.