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    Chapter 44 Chapter 44 Love doesn’t know where it started, but it goes deeper and deeper.…

    The two people in the ward looked at each other for a long time.

    The moonlight outside the window fell on the two people, but it could not bring peace.Mingzhi Jianwu leaned on the bedside of the hospital bed.Zhufu Gaoming sat on the chair next to Mingzhi Jianwu’s bed.

    Wise and enlightened hands were hidden under the quilt, and his fingers silently rubbed the soft fabric. With hidden anxiety in his kite-colored eyes, he looked at Zhufu Gaoming calmly and calmly.

    After a long silence, Zhu Fu Gaoming sighed slowly and used the same calm tone to cover up his annoyance: “You found out.”

    Mingzhi Jianwu nodded slowly and repeated: “I discovered it, finally.”

    Just like Zhufu Gaoming, who was concerned about Zeluan because Mingzhi Genwu was injured, had an opportunity to remember what was wrong with the other party these days, Mingzhi Genwu could also realize from Zhufu Gaoming’s seemingly careless temptation – Zhufu Gaoming knew that he had discovered the other person’s feelings.

    That being the case, the decision to continue to shelve the issue is no longer appropriate.

    Zhu Fu Gaoming looked like he wanted to sigh again, but he held it back.He hesitated to speak, looked at Ming Zhijianwu, and asked: “When did you find out?”

    “The first time I saw you when I woke up from the hospital.” Mingzhi Jianwu’s reddish ear tips were hidden in his silver sideburns, and his face remained calm to hide his embarrassment.

    “As expected.” Zhu Fu Gaoming sighed, without showing any surprise.

    Akechi Kanwu also said with the same calm expression: “You already know.”

    Zhu Fu Gaoming shook his head and smiled bitterly: “You dare to help me remind me that my feelings are too exposed.”

    Akechi Kengo was slightly startled: “Do the Yamato Police Department and others also know?”

    There was a heavy emotion in Zhu Fu Gaoming’s eyes, and he said concisely and concisely: “Concern leads to chaos.”

    Akechi Kenwu looked at Zhu Fu Gaoming’s expression and confirmed that there was no sign of worry in the other person’s expression.After meeting those blue eyes, he looked away as if he had been burned, and said with a deliberate lightness in his tone: “Don’t hide it anymore?”

    “It’s meaningless.” Zhufu Gaoming was like a cauldron sinking a boat, his blue eyes sharply met the wise and enlightened gaze, like a sharp blade cutting through the fog, “It’s meaningless.”

    “Indeed.” Mingzhi Jianwu agreed with him.

    The two fell into silence again.

    The moonlight quietly changed its angle while they were talking, leaving a dividing line of light and shadow between them.

    Zhu Fu Gaoming stood up, closed the curtains, and turned on the lights in the ward.The incandescent light illuminated the ward as bright as day, and the expressions on the two people’s faces were clearly visible.

    The long eyelashes cast some shadows on Akechi’s enlightened eyes. The head of the Search Section 1, who had just been shot, adjusted his breathing and wore away the lingering pain that had not faded from his ribs.

    “I thought…” He cleared his throat and spoke clearly, “I thought you didn’t want people to know.”

    “Yes.” Zhufu Gaoming admitted, “I had no plan to let anyone know about this.”

    Wise and wise asked calmly: “Including me?”

    Zhu Fu Gaoming replied calmly: “Including you.”

    Zhu Fu Gaoming had expected this silence.He poured two glasses of water for the two of them, one of which was placed on the bedside table of Wise and Enlightenment, and the other was held in the palm of his hand, absorbing the meager heat from the wall of the glass.

    Mingzhi Jianwu picked up the water glass on the bedside table and took a sip. After pondering for a long time, he asked in a low voice: “Gao Ming, how long has it been?”

    Mingzhi Jianwu asked very briefly, but Zhufu Gaoming understood his words smoothly and replied: “Start from college.”

    The wise and enlightened kite-colored eyes showed shock, and he asked in surprise: “Is college beginning or ending?”

    Zhu Fu Gaoming’s fingertips carelessly rubbed against the wall of the cup and asked lightly: “Is there a big difference?”

    Akechi Kanwu said: “The difference lies in when my ability to observe declined to such an extent.”

    Zhufu Gaoming showed a fleeting proud smile because of his wise and enlightened annoyance.Whatever the secret, being able to hide it from your most perceptive friend for so long is clearly something to be proud of.

    He replied: “I realized it was already approaching graduation.”

    “Thirteen years…why?” Akechi Kenwu was shocked by the length of time.

    “Thirteen years.” Zhu Fu Gaoming nodded and said, “I don’t know where the love started, it only goes deeper.”

    Zhu Fu Gaoming’s tone was very calm.He had already accepted the fact.The reasons for speaking such words should of course be spoken as if they were telling the truth.

    Mingzhi Jianwu’s heart was in a mess.

    Thirteen years.

    It was a length of time he had never imagined.In the past thirteen years, they have met several times, written many letters, and made many phone calls.He couldn’t even imagine why Gao Ming could persist for so long.

    “I never thought I would become so slow.” Akechi commented on himself, and then continued to ask, “Why?”

    This is the second why.

    Just like before, Zhufu Gaoming will not misunderstand the wise and enlightened issues because of the simplicity of his words.

    He replied: “This is my own problem. Jianwu, I don’t want to cause trouble to you.”

    A wise and enlightened mind turned around and pointed out sharply: “It bothers you.”

    “Of course.” Zhu Fu Gaoming showed a sweet helplessness.

    Back then, he had used his brains to think about why he fell in love with Akechi Kanwu, how he would treat his best friend next, whether their future was possible, and whether he could give up on this relationship…

    Zhu Fu Gaoming stayed awake because of this for countless nights, analyzing his own psychology countless times, until he had no choice but to accept the fact that he could love and would always love the wise and wise.

    Zhufu Gaoming’s answer can be called an understatement, but he is wise and enlightened and knows that it must be more than that.

    He thought about the tossing and turning he had gone through after knowing that Zhu Fu Gaoming liked him, and he had only experienced it for a month.

    Thirteen years.

    This length of time broke all of Akechi Kengo’s mental preparations.He was even at a loss for a moment, unable to come up with the rhetoric he had already thought of.

    Thirteen years.

    How on earth did Gao Ming persevere to this day without any feedback from him?

    Thirteen years.

    Why on earth has Gao Ming not given up on this hopeless relationship?

    Zhufu Gaoming understands the state of being wise and enlightened and speechless.

    While you confide in me as a close friend, I secretly yearn for you under the guise of a friend.

    How could he say such a thing?

    When your best friend tells you that he’s been attracted to you for a long time, how do you say no without hurting him?

    After thinking about it wisely and wisely, he gave up his entanglement.Seeing the wise and wise men sitting beside him, as if they were waiting for his trial, he could only express his true thoughts.

    “Gao Ming, I can’t say that I don’t like you.” Mingzhi Jianwu said seriously, “I have always had a good impression of you as a friend.”

    “I understand.” Zhufu Gaoming remained calm and accepted Mingzhi Jianwu’s reaction well, “Jianwu, you don’t hate me, I’m already very happy.”

    “You worry too much, Gao Ming.” Mingzhi Jianwu tried to ease the atmosphere with a relaxed tone, “No one hates others liking themselves.”

    Although Akechi Kengo has always been heterosexual, he believes that sexual orientation is everyone’s freedom.If the object of Zhu Fu Gaoming’s admiration is not him, maybe he will encourage him to pursue it bravely.

    “That’s it…” Zhu Fu Gaoming seemed to realize something, “Then, can I start pursuing you?”

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