Have You Confessed Your Love Today? Chapter 37
byChapter 37 Chapter 37 Like a person who knows whether drinking water is warm or cold
The sunshine outside the window is bright and dazzling, with a warm temperature. It is a rare sunny day in winter.
Warm sunlight shines into the window of the ward, and the two figures are shrouded in a golden halo. There is a halo on the black and silver hair, and their own will is clearly written in the blue and kite pupils.
“Gao Ming, your body has not fully recovered yet. There is no shortage of people in the Metropolitan Police Department who can take care of me.” Akechi Kenwu persuaded, “Now that I have woken up, there is no need to continue to trouble you.”
“Forgive me for refusing.” Zhu Fu Gaoming said clearly and clearly, “The news that you are not dead has spread. Those who want to kill you may not give up.”
“In this case, you shouldn’t stay here.” Mingzhi Jianwu was not surprised that Zhufu Gao Minghui guessed the next follow-up, “People from the First Search Section and the public security have surrounded the hospital and will not give them another chance.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming speculated: “I knew for a long time that I would be assassinated, but I didn’t arrest the criminal in advance. It seems that this is a huge organization that cannot be captured in one fell swoop.”
Ming Mingzhi’s glasses flashed: “Yes, the police have been keeping an eye on this organization for a long time.”
Zhufu Gaoming nodded, expressing understanding, and then he asked: “Jianwu, don’t you trust me?”
“Of course not. You are one of the few people who can compete with me mentally.” Kengo Akechi said, “But it is too dangerous around me now. No matter what the reason is, I hope you can return to Nagano.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming showed a firm smile that insisted on his own opinion: “You know I won’t give up, right?”
Akechi Kengo said helplessly: “Is it just like when Officer Yamato was in danger?”
“Yes, I have to dig deep to find out the truth.” Zhu Fu’s brilliant blue eyes showed a heavy emotion that people could not refuse, “Jianwu, I can no longer lose anyone.”
Akechi Kenwu was silent.
After a while, he sighed helplessly: “It seems that even if I refuse, it will be useless.”
“Yeah, we can’t persuade each other.” Zhu Fu Gaoming raised the corners of his mouth happily, “It’s always been like this.”
The two looked at each other for a while and smiled in unison.
Mingzhi Jianwu looked at Zhu Fu Gaoming’s bright blue eyes, remembered his previous discovery, and said tentatively: “Gaoming, in the blink of an eye, we have known each other for almost twenty years.”
“Yes, this year is already the seventeenth year.” Zhu Fu Gaoming said with great feeling.
“Seventeen years…” Akechi Kengo himself said with some emotion, “We met when we were eighteen, and now we have almost occupied half of our lives.”
“It will be exactly half of it next year.” Zhufu Gaoming looked at Akechi Jianwu’s expression in amusement, “It’s rare to see you feeling this way, Jianwu.”
“There will always be some insights between life and death.” Mingzhi Jianwu seemed to have a sudden thought, “It seems that I have never heard about Gao Ming’s love in such a long time! Could it be that you deliberately hid it from me?”
Zhufu Gaoming said lightly: “Isn’t Jianwu still single now?”
“But I have been in love.” Mingzhi Jianwu observed Zhufu Gaoming’s reaction and touched his chin thoughtfully, “Every time I mention love to Gao Ming, Gao Ming has never mentioned it to me.”
Now think about it, if Gao Ming really liked him, he didn’t show any clues when he heard that he was in love.
Zhufu Gaoming said calmly: “I’m not very interested in love.”
Zhizhi Jianwu asked: “Does Gao Ming believe that ‘a wise man never falls in love’?”
Zhu Fu Gaoming said calmly: “I am not a celibate, I just need fate to meet the person I like.”
“It’s fate…” Mingzhi Jianwu said, “Gaoming’s requirements are more stringent than my standards!”
Standards can be measured, but the illusory requirements of fate all depend on subjective judgment.
Zhu Fu Gaoming said: “The standard of enlightenment has not changed from the beginning.”
Akechi Kenwu showed a slightly troubled expression: “Yes, I think I have always had a very clear plan for the future, but sometimes unexpected things happen in life.”
“Oh?” Zhu Fu Gaoming’s eyes moved slightly and he asked teasingly, “Is it possible that there is a certain woman who does not meet your standards of Jianwu?”
“No, there is no such woman.” Akechi said, “It’s just something I feel.”
He asked seemingly casually: “If you were Gao Ming, what would you think if you encountered this situation?”
“It would be better to say that there is no standard for love.” Zhufu Gaoming said with a helpless expression, “If it can be controlled by reason, then it is emotion. All we can control is our own behavior.”
Akechi Kengo said jokingly: “It sounds like you were deeply touched by Gao Ming! It was when we were in Nagano…”
“I just got this from watching the love life of Danzhujun and Yuyi.” Zhufu Gaoming said.
Akechi Kenwu asked casually: “Aren’t they together yet?”
Zhu Fu Gaoming said: “Yes, I don’t know how long we will be entangled.”
Akechi Kenwu asked curiously: “Have you never thought about giving them a push?”
“Just like a person knows whether he is warm or cold when drinking water, this is true for many emotional matters.” Zhu Fu Gaoming said, “Outsiders cannot fully understand.”
Therefore, he respects his friend’s decision and will not interfere with each other’s emotional path, but occasionally he feels that these two people clearly care about each other to this extent, but they always inexplicably diverge when expressing their feelings.
“Yes, feelings are like a person knowing whether he is warm or cold after drinking water.” Zhizhi Jianwu looked at Zhufu Gaoming, “No one is qualified to judge except myself.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming frowned in confusion: “Jianwu, when did you start paying attention to emotional issues?”
Akechi Kengo pushed up his glasses: “Maybe it’s because Kindaichi is getting married. I can be considered one of the witnesses of his relationship with Miss Nanase.”
Zhufu Gaoming found out the memories about Kindaichi: “It’s the junior you admire very much!”
Mingzhi Jianwu said: “You can’t be regarded as a junior, but probably…a somewhat special friend.”
He gave a slightly mischievous smile.
Zhu Fu Gaoming understood and asked, “Have you said this to him?”
Akechi Kenwu smiled and confided: “Of course not.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming had such an expression on his face.
Akechi Kengo said: “Speaking of which, I have to trouble Gao Ming to attend Kindaichi’s wedding on my behalf.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming couldn’t help but frown, and his voice was a little deep: “Jianwu, are you just trying to get rid of me?”
Kengo Akechi shook his head: “The wedding is only for one day, and it’s also in Tokyo.”
He looked helplessly at Zhu Fu Gaoming and said calmly: “Now I know that I can’t get rid of you.”
Avoiding will not solve any problem.His friendship with Gao Ming, Gao Ming’s feelings for him, and…his own feelings, these are all issues that must be resolved.
Mingzhi Jianwu showed a smile that was helpless against him: “I will trouble you during this period, Gao Ming.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming curled his lips with satisfaction: “Of course it’s no problem.”
The head of the Investigation Section 1 was assassinated and hospitalized, which was a provocation to the entire Metropolitan Police Department and even the entire police system.
After Kengo Akechi woke up, he was greeted by waves of visitors, ranging from Minister Odagiri to the subordinates of the Investigation Division.
Minister Odagiri was very angry. Kengo Akechi was his favorite successor. He was blatantly assassinated in Tokyo. It was simply lawless!
Kengo Akechi expressed his gratitude to Minister Odagiri, and realized that the other party was still unaware of the actions of the public security until now.
No wonder the police at the Metropolitan Police Department refused to deal with it. If his cooperation had not been needed, he, the target of the assassination, might not have known that the police were involved.
After Minister Odagiri left, Akechi Kengo expressed his emotions to Morofushi Takaaki.
Zhu Fu Gaoming expressed his agreement: “Although they both exist to protect the people, there are still subtle differences.”
Thinking of his brother, he added: “Both sides have their own hardships.”
“That’s true.” Mingzhi Jianwu said, “For secret police officers, secrecy is the cornerstone of success.”
He had no dissatisfaction with the public security’s confidentiality operations. Even without the police’s warning, he would have found himself in danger.It is understandable for people who have no expectation of their situation to keep them secret for fear that they will be exposed to the public security work.
After the leaders above leave, it is time for the performance of the subordinates.Kuroda Police brought cordial greetings from the subordinates of the First Search Section, and then the dual-duty public security officers went to check the security situation.
As the subordinate with the closest relationship to Akechi Kengo, Kenmochi Police Department stayed to give a more detailed work report and expressed concern on behalf of his colleagues.
“Who did you offend?” Jianchi Police Department asked worriedly, “I haven’t retired yet, and something happened to you first.”
Mingzhi Jianwu said calmly: “You think too much, Jianchi. It is impossible to be a policeman without offending others.”
The sword-wielding police officer asked: “Isn’t it really Gao Yuanyuan?”
Akechi Kenwu said: “Well, it’s not him this time.”
“Who is he?” The sword-wielding police officer said with a worried look on his face, “You’ve only been here to search Section 1 for three months!”
Akechi Kenwu pushed up his glasses and said matter-of-factly: “This proves that the achievements made at work have nothing to do with time.”
Sword-holding Police Department:…
“Why are you so proud?!” Jianchi Police Department was so angry at him, “With a personality like yours, it’s not surprising that you were assassinated!”
Akechi Kenwu glanced at him and said thoughtfully: “Jianchi, you don’t have such troubles.”
“Yeah, it’s great to be ignored when criminals take revenge!” Police Jianchi said through gritted teeth, and asked Zhufu Gaoming on the side in confusion, “Officer Zhufu, how did you tolerate him for so many years?”
Zhu Fu Gaoming smiled politely.
After Kenmochi Police Department reported his work, he stayed there for less than a quarter of an hour before he was run away by Akechi Kengo.
Zhufu Gaoming said helplessly: “Jianwu, you drove him away specifically to prevent the Jianzhi Police Department from being implicated?”
Akechi Kengo said frankly: “Yes, but teasing Jianmochi is really fun.”
Zhufu Gaoming thought about the time he occasionally teased Yamato Gansuke and Uehara Yui, and nodded in agreement.
After the people from the Metropolitan Police Department’s Search Division had given their condolences, it was the turn of the wise and enlightened acquaintances to take action.
Although he had just been transferred to the search class not long ago and had not had enough time to make friends, people still came to visit him diligently.
Toru Amuro brought Conan Edogawa to deliver sick meals to Kengo Akechi.Akechi Kengo looked at the lunch box held by Toru Amuro and asked calmly: “Gao Ming, is the meal you ordered delivered?”
Zhufu Gaoming and Amuro Toru looked at each other.
Toru Amuro’s smile seemed to be welded to his face: “Because I didn’t know what to bring to visit the doctor, so I did what I could.”
Edogawa Conan praised: “There are many policemen in the Metropolitan Police who like Mr. Amuro’s craftsmanship!”
“What about you?” Kengo Akechi lowered his head and looked at Edogawa Conan, “It’s not good for children to always come to the hospital.”
“Because I am also worried about Mr. Akechi, I asked Mr. Amuro to bring me with him.” Conan Edogawa looked at Kengo Akechi’s laptop on the bed table and asked with concern, “Does Mr. Akechi also have to work in the hospital?”
“Yes, the search for the first class cannot be delayed.” Mingzhi Jianyu said, “Thank you for your concern.”
“But I didn’t expect Mr. Morofushi to be here.” Conan Edogawa asked curiously, “Is Mr. Morofushi also here to visit Mr. Akechi?”
Akechi Kengo said: “Because I don’t have any relatives in Tokyo, Gao Ming came here specifically to look after me.”
Edogawa Conan asked in confusion: “But wasn’t Mr. Morofushi just injured himself?”
Akechi Kengo is the type who will not regret once he makes a decision. He even explained to Edogawa Conan: “Yes, it just so happens that the two of us can recuperate together.”
Edogawa Conan tilted his head, and a question mark appeared on the top of his head.
Akechi Kengo suddenly remembered something after seeing Edogawa Conan and asked: “Conan-kun, are Hattori-kun free recently?”
“He and Sister Kazuha have returned to Osaka.” Conan Edogawa asked doubtfully, “Mr. Akechi, does Mr. Akechi have anything to do with Brother Hattori?”
Akechi Kengo said slowly: “If he has time, he can attend Kindaichi’s wedding with Miss Toyama. Confession after receiving the bride’s bouquet is also very romantic, and it also conveys happiness that other methods of confession cannot.”
Edogawa Conan’s eyes lit up and he thought this was a good idea.However, he asked hesitantly: “Is it okay? Brother Kindaichi doesn’t even know us.”
Akechi Kengo said calmly: “No problem, I will tell Miss Nanase, the bouquet is still for me anyway.”
Edogawa Conan politely thanked: “Thank you, Mr. Akechi, I will inform Hattori… brother now.”
Amuro Toru said unexpectedly: “Mr. Akechi is very concerned about Hattori-kun’s love life!”
Akechi Kengo said: “Hattori-kun failed to confess last time because I was implicated, so it is appropriate to make compensation.”
Edogawa Conan showed a serious expression that was different from that of ordinary children, and asked worriedly: “Did Takato Haruka really come for Mr. Akechi last time?”
“Conan-kun doesn’t need to think about this kind of problem right now.” Akechi Kengo said calmly, “Although there are an endless stream of high school detectives nowadays, if primary school students have to worry about social security issues, it must be a dereliction of duty by the police.”
Toru Amuro deeply believed in Akechi Kengo’s words, but Edogawa Conan was no ordinary elementary school student.
Kengo Akechi changed the subject and said, “Conan-kun, please ask Hattori-kun what you think as soon as possible. I also need to inform Kindaichi in advance.”
“…I’m going to call Heiji-nii now.” Edogawa Conan glanced at Toru Amuro and told him to exchange information with him later. He must do so!You can’t just throw it away after use like before!
Amuro Toru gave him an ambiguous smile.
Edogawa Conan left depressed.
“Conan-kun and I will go together.” Zhufu Gaoming said proactively, “It’s too dangerous for him to wander around the hospital alone in this situation.”
Toru Amuro said politely: “Please leave it to Officer Morofushi.”
The door to the ward was closed.
Only Kengo Akechi and Toru Amuro were left in the room.
Kengo Akechi pushed up his glasses and looked at Toru Amuro meaningfully: “Conan-kun is such a unique kid.”
Amuro Toru said without changing his expression: “Maybe it’s because he’s always with Mouri Kogoro. This kid has great ideas.”
“The people from the First Search Division also mentioned it to me.” Akechi Kengo looked a little curious, “I haven’t seen that Maori detective show off his skills yet.”
Fortunately, I haven’t seen it before, otherwise the secret would have been exposed immediately.Toru Amuro thought deeply, not believing that the truth about ‘Sleeping Kogoro’ could be hidden from Akechi Kengo.
Toru Amuro said nonchalantly: “There is no need to let Detective Mori solve the case when you are here.”
Akechi Kengo glanced at him and let this go.
Toru Amuro changed the subject and got down to business: “Chief Akechi, do you think Gao Yuanyuan committed the crime this time to give you a hint?”
Akechi Kengo said: “Takato’s crime plan will not be of this level. He probably just agreed after finding someone who met the requirements. He knows that Kindaichi will no longer be a detective. He will definitely tell me when he receives a crime notice from him, so I will definitely go to the scene.”
Amuro Toru thought about these words and asked, “How is your relationship?”
Akechi Kenwu replied nonchalantly: “I almost died in the hands of his men once before.”
Toru Amuro frowned.
Mingzhi Jianwu continued to ask: “Did Gao Yuan learn his disguise from people in that organization?”
Toru Amuro revealed: “Yes, there is a person in the organization who is good at disguise.”
Akechi Kengo asked: “Is it related to Kaito Kidd?”
Don’t blame him for making such an association. Although those who are familiar with Kidd said that Kidd is not this kind of person, Gao Yuanyuan showed up at the scene of Kidd, and disguise is one of Kidd’s special skills…
Toru Amuro said firmly: “Kid will not harm human life.”
Akechi Kengo was convinced that Amuro Toru was in that organization, so he gave up this guess.
Toru Amuro asked in confusion: “If you two have a bad relationship, why would Gao Yuanyuan betray you and would rather be arrested and taken back to prison to pass on the news to you?”
“It’s just a prison break. It’s a common occurrence for Gao Yuan.” Mingzhi Jianwu said, “Some prisoners cannot be locked up.”
Toru Amuro thought for a while and asked, “Have you ever considered letting him take another path?”
“Gao Yuan will not be willing to be someone else’s pawn. Judicial transactions are not applicable to criminals like him who have their own creed.” Mingzhi Jianwu said, “People who want to use him will only be sold by him in turn, just like that organization.”
Toru Amuro sighed regretfully and said with renewed vigor: “It’s a good thing that he didn’t join the organization.”
“Are you being asked by that organization to check on my situation this time?” Kengo Akechi opened the lunch box brought by Toru Amuro, which was filled to the brim with a dazzling array of dishes.He asked jokingly: “There shouldn’t be any poison in the lunch box, right?”
Toru Amuro responded: “If one day the organization plans to kill you in this way, I will ask someone else to deliver the meal.”
Mingzhi Jianwu said: “It is really impossible to prevent it. It is safest to eat in the hospital cafeteria.”
“Not necessarily. It’s not difficult to enter the kitchen and poison.” When Toru Amuro entered the hospital today, he briefly checked the hospital’s police defense.If it were him, it would really not be difficult to enter the back kitchen and poison him.
“However, organizations generally do not choose such a high-profile method of killing, because the scope of involvement is too large.” Toru Amuro added.
Those who kill indiscriminately are generally called terrorists, and black organizations have not yet reached this level.
Mingzhi Jianwu asked: “So you came here specifically to confirm my life and death?”
Toru Amuro nodded.He knew that Zhu Fu Gaoming was here, how could he let others come?The similarities between Zhu Fu Gaoming and Zhu Fu Jingguang can be seen at a glance.
He asked: “When will Officer Morofushi return to Nagano?”
Mingzhi Jianwu said: “He probably won’t go back until my crisis is resolved.”
Toru Amuro frowned and lowered his voice in disapproval: “If he stays here…”
Mingzhi Jianwu pointedly asked: “Are you worried that he will act impulsively because of Zhu Fu Jingguang?”
Amuro Toru’s eyes suddenly became sharp.
“It’s easy to guess your identity after knowing your identity. The official identity of Jingguang’s undercover has not been explained. The proof has not yet been released, but Gao Ming is very sure that Jingguang has passed away.” Kengo Akechi looked at Toru Amuro and explained his reasoning succinctly, “It is your private behavior to tell Gao Ming about Jingguang’s death.”
Amuro revealed a wry smile: “So acting emotionally will bring trouble.”
“It’s not a good thing to not be swayed by emotions at all.” Mingzhi Jianwu said, “Don’t treat Gao Ming as someone who needs protection. He is also a policeman.”
Amuro Toru said in shock: “He knows?”
Mingzhi Jianwu said: “It probably didn’t happen before, but it won’t necessarily happen after you show up.”
Amuro Toru sighed silently: “His identity is too conspicuous.”
Akechi Kengo added: “As a close friend of mine, he can no longer stay out of the matter.”
Toru Amuro fell into a silent struggle.Wise and enlightened is also true.When Morofushi Gao Ming rushed from Nagano to Tokyo and entered this hospital, he also came into the organization’s sight.
It would be okay if he left immediately later, but now that the other party has made up his mind not to leave, the longer he stays, the greater the impact on his wise and enlightened mind.
——The organization never hesitates to use the relatives and friends of the target person.
Akechi Kengo also calmed down, and it would be a good thing if Amuro Toru could persuade Zhufu Gaoming to leave.
At this time, there was a knock on the door of the ward. It was Zhu Fu Gaoming.
“Please come in.” Mingzhi Jianwu said.
“We’re back.” Edogawa Conan glanced at Toru Amuro depressingly and dismissed him. He actually found someone to look at him. Hattori said excitedly, “Kudo, you are really my good brother!”’ He was so shocked that his hair stood on end, fearing that Zhu Fu Gaoming might hear it.
Amuro smiled innocently.
Conan Edogawa sighed like an adult and said to Kengo Akechi: “Mr. Akechi, Brother Heiji has promised to attend Brother Kindaichi’s wedding with Mr. Morofushi.”
In fact, it is not a serious way to suddenly attend a stranger’s wedding and confess your love with someone’s bouquet, but after so many failed confessions, Hattori Heiji was already seriously ill and sought medical treatment.
Fortunately, Kindaichi was once a high school detective, and people with the same profession always seem closer to him.
“Okay, I’ll tell Kindaichi.” Kengo Akechi agreed happily, “Conan-kun, do you want to go too?”
Edogawa Conan thought for a moment and felt that Xiaolan would really like to witness Hattori Heiji’s confession scene with her own eyes, so he nodded: “Yes, I’ll go with Xiaolan-san.”
Zhu Fu Gaoming suggested: “Then I will drive to pick you up that day.”
Edogawa Conan asked doubtfully: “Will Officer Morofushi also go?”
Mingzhi Jianwu said: “Gao Ming will attend on my behalf.”
Edogawa Conan said obediently: “Then I’ll leave it to Officer Morofushi.” He blinked and asked frankly and straightforwardly in a child’s way, “What did Mr. Amuro and Mr. Akechi talk about just now?”
Toru Amuro looked at Edogawa Conan funny.
Akechi Kengo said bluntly: “Mr. Amuro reminded me to be careful of being poisoned.”
“Eh?!” Edogawa Conan’s eyes widened and his heart pounded.Poison killing and black organization, these two words are connected, and the young detective is a little excited. Will the black organization use APTX4869 this time?!
“But later we ruled out this possibility.” Kengo Akechi added, “But I still thank Mr. Amuro for the reminder.”
“Oh.” Edogawa Conan’s excited mood became depressed again.
Akechi Kenwu invited: “Do you two want to stay and have lunch together?”
“No, I have to go back to the store.” Toru Amuro understood the euphemistic eviction order and left with Edogawa Conan.
The time of two people returned to the ward.
Akechi Kenwu handed over the lunch box: “Let’s eat together?”
Zhu Fu Gaoming readily agreed: “It looks very appetizing.”
Akechi Kengo said: “Mr. Amuro’s craftsmanship is very good, and some of the dishes taste quite similar to what you make.”
“…Thank you for the compliment.” Zhu Fu Gaoming’s chopsticks paused for a moment, showing a nostalgic expression, “Jing Guang should have taught him.”
A wise and enlightened person arrived and shared lunch with Zhufu Gaoming.
Morofuku Gaoming was very measured and did not ask what they talked about. Instead, he communicated with Akechi Kengo that he would go to the wedding with Hattori Heiji and the others.
“Hattori-kun sounds very excited.” Zhufu Gaoming shared the gossip with Akechi Kengo and said funnyly, “It seems that he has been troubled for a long time.”
“It is said that every time I confess, I will be disturbed by a case. This kind of thing should not happen at Kindaichi’s wedding.” Kengo Akechi asked curiously, “Do you know each other too?”
“I saw it once before at Kidd.” Zhufu Gaoming recalled the chaos of the war and showed a dumbfounded expression.
Akechi Jianwu asked: “What happened that time?”
Zhufu Gaoming thought for a while and expressed tactfully: “Kid is really good at using people’s hearts. That time he pretended to be Miss Yuanshan.”
Akechi Kengo showed a clear look on his face: “Hattori-kun, do you want to confess to your childhood sweetheart?”
Zhufu Gaoming nodded.
Akechi Kenwu asked with great interest: “Did anything unexpected happen?”
“Due to an accident that time, Kaito Kidd acted in a hurry. Choosing Miss Toyama was a very wise decision.” Zhufu Gaoming pursed his lips and said with a smile, “But it happened that Hattori-kun chose to express his feelings through actions. Unfortunately, it was Kaitou Kidd who was pretending to be Miss Toyama at the time.”
Mingzhi Jianwu understood what Zhu Fu Gaoming meant and blinked in surprise: “So…?”
“Yeah.” An unbearable smile appeared on Zhu Fu Gaoming’s face.
Akechi Kengo couldn’t help laughing: “Hattori-kun didn’t realize that it was Kaitou Kid?”
“Care leads to chaos.” Zhufu Gaoming said with a smile, “Kaitou Kid’s disguise that time was rough, and we all thought Hattori-kun could spot it.”
Mingzhijian said meaningfully: “Yes, caring leads to chaos.”
Zhufu Gaoming said calmly: “If Kaitou Kidd pretends to be Kengo, I will definitely find out.”
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The author has something to say: In fact, I wanted to quibble that it was updated with the rankings, so I would not update if there were no rankings, but I was afraid of being beaten to death, so to be honest, it was me who got stuck [cross hands] Lalang is really difficult to write, I admire all the teachers who wrote lalang [crying] Fortunately, I had a flash of inspiration yesterday afternoon, and suddenly thought of how to write [cross hands]