Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 93
byChapter 97
Chen Shilu bought the latest flight on the way to the airport, but he didn’t reserve enough time. He rushed into the cabin just before boarding ended.
He knew that he must be embarrassed at this moment, but fortunately he was the only passenger in the entire business class.The flight attendant came over and asked him what he wanted to eat. Chen Shilu only asked for water. He had no appetite now and couldn’t eat anything.
It sucks, it all sucks, there’s never been a more chaotic moment in his life than at this moment, what on earth has he done?
The veil of hypocrisy with his family has been completely torn away. From now on, no one will even have to pretend, and he will never be able to return to that family.
And Han Xiao, ex-best friend and sex partner, how could he let the relationship develop like this?Now that he and Han Xiao have completely changed their nature, facing him, Chen Shilu no longer has the unprepared relaxation and pleasure.
And the beginning of it all was Chi Huang. From the moment he appeared, his heart was disturbed again and again, and then his originally peaceful days, smooth work and unburdened interpersonal relationships were turned into the chaotic situation he is today.
If he had known this would happen, Chen Shilu would never have wanted to have anything to do with him.
But it’s too late to say anything now.
As the plane passed through the clouds and reached the stratosphere, the window was filled with endless clear blue.Since his impulse and mistakes were irreversible, Chen Shilu thought he should calm down.
He had to admit that the words he said to his parents, the sharp comments he made to his siblings, including the punch he gave his eldest brother, were all sincere.After venting like this, he thought about it, and the resentment that had been stuck in his chest for many years finally dissipated.
If this were not the case, he would not be able to clearly see Han Xiao’s true purpose and his own hypocrisy.
He was finally willing to admit that he pretended not to know that others loved him because he wanted to be his partner and to maintain this kind of intimate relationship that was beyond friendship but not love. In fact, he just wanted to find a replacement “family”.
But this is not a real family after all. Real family love cannot be imitated, and the hidden “evil intentions” will eventually be revealed.It turned out that he had spent so many years trapped in this boring and pathetic game.
And Chi Huang, he must also face up to the pain of being broken up after leaving Chi Huang, and stop deceiving himself and let his life get back on track and pretend everything didn’t happen.
By the time he returned to his home in the evening, those chaotic thoughts and chaotic emotions had gradually subsided.That’s it, there’s no point in thinking about it, just don’t think about it.
I didn’t eat for a whole day, and now I finally felt a little hungry.He ordered a big meal for himself and took a shower while waiting for the takeout.
After returning to my home, I washed my body, put on comfortable home clothes, filled my stomach, and finally calmed down.
However, this sentiment did not last long.After he was watering the flowers and plants and spreading materials in the fish tank, he saw the pile of cardboard boxes piled in the corner of the entrance hall, which were all filled with Chi Huang’s things.
Half a year later, Chi Huang blocked his phone number and never contacted him again, nor did he come to pick it up.Chen Shilu frowned and didn’t let go for a long time. He wondered if his current trapped state was related to these things?
He has always been a straightforward character, but because Chi Huang deliberately avoided it, this matter was done in a sloppy manner, so that every time he saw this pile of his personal belongings, he was reminded of him.And when he sees these things at home countless times every day, he thinks of Chi Huang countless times.It was these endless thoughts that gradually formed his inner demons.
He wanted to send these things to Chi Huang and make them clean from now on, so that it would be easier to get out of this mood.
Making up his mind, Chen Shilu borrowed a trolley from the property management company the next day, took all the packages downstairs and loaded them into the car.Not only Chi Huang’s own things, but also the gifts Chi Huang gave him were packed together.
After following his memory to find those two storefronts and asking about the barber shop next door, Chen Shilu found out that Chi Huang had moved away long ago.As for where he moved, the owner of the barber shop doesn’t know.He just said that he is a big star now, how could he still live in such a place.
Yes, today was different from the past. Chen Shilu stood at the door for a while and had to go home first.
A few days later, still feeling uncomfortable, Chen Shilu called Zhu Changyi’s number.
Zhu Changyi answered the phone and asked him who he was in a distant tone.
Chen Shilu glanced at the phone to make sure he had dialed correctly, and then said angrily: “You are so pretentious, is it necessary for me to follow you?”
“Are you Chen Shilu?”
“Mr. Zhu didn’t save my phone number?”
When he heard that it was really Chen Shilu, Zhu Changyi was very excited: “Chi Huang deleted all your contact information and threatened me not to call you. What’s going on with you two?”
Not wanting to talk about the two of them, Chen Shilu just said, “Is there anything you have to call me about?”
“What’s going on? It’s not Chi Huang’s fault. Please help me persuade him. This kid has been in trouble again and again recently. At first, he was dating people randomly and was exposed on the Internet. Later, he was unwilling to work and refused to do anything. He finally started to work. He lost his temper in the last announcement, and people exposed him on the Internet…”
Chen Shilu had a headache after hearing this and interrupted Zhu Changyi: “Where does he live now? Give me his address.”
Zhu Changyi said cheerfully: “Okay, I’ll send you a message now. You really have to persuade him. I finally understand. That kid is just a stickler. I’m afraid he is the only one who can listen to your words.”
Chen Shilu did not comment. If Chi Huang really listened to him, the two of them would not have gotten to this point.
After getting the address, seeing that it was still early, Chen Shilu went directly to find it.
As soon as he entered the community, he felt familiar.After walking a few steps, I realized that he also came here when he was looking for a house.I was very satisfied with the apartment environment here, but because the rent really exceeded my budget, I gave up.
It was normal for him to push the carton all the way to the building with the address, but when he pressed the door control, his fingertips flicked and pressed the wrong number, and the alarm rang loudly, which startled him.
He clicked Cancel, calmed down for a few seconds, and pressed the right button the second time.
From the loudspeaker at the entrance guard, he heard the doorbell ringing. Chen Shilu breathed out gently and lowered his eyelashes.He couldn’t imagine meeting Chi Huang again after not seeing him for so long, but he still couldn’t help but feel uneasy.
After a few rings, a voice came from the door: “Who are you looking for?”
That voice was not Chi Huang’s, but that of a completely unfamiliar man.
“Is Chi Huang here? I’ll give him something.”
“Who are you and what are you giving him?”
The other party is very cautious, and he can understand Chi Huang now.But he did not want to identify himself, and only said: “It was the address Zhu Changyi gave me. He told me that Chi Huang lives here now. I just sent the clothes he left behind.”
Perhaps hearing Zhu Changyi’s name, the man relaxed a little and told him: “Chi Huang went to the company and is not here.”
Chi Huang was not there, and Chen Shilu was inexplicably relieved, but he couldn’t help but feel a little disappointed: “It doesn’t matter, I just deliver the things, or you go downstairs to pick them up?”
The door opened and the other party asked him to go up.
It wasn’t until he stood outside Chi Huang’s house and faced the man who opened the door for him that Chen Shilu realized one thing – Chi Huang was living with this man.
It’s surprising that Chi Huang has a new roommate so soon.After all, he was asked to leave in the first place, and his begging and pain were still fresh in Chen Shilu’s mind.But it was so natural that this would happen to Chi Huang.There is no conflict between loving deeply and forgetting quickly.
The other party was looking at him carefully. Chen Shilu did not respond to the curiosity in the other party’s eyes, but just told him: “Move in, it’s all Chi Huang’s.”
The man carefully moved all the packages inside and invited Chen Shilu: “Thank you for your hard work. Come in and have a glass of water.”
“No need.”
Chen Shilu was pushing the cart to leave, but the man stopped him again: “What’s your name? I can tell Chi Huang when he comes back.”
“When he sees these things, he naturally knows who sent them.”
After returning to the car, Chen Shilu remembered why he had to make this trip in person, which was time-consuming and laborious.Obviously when he got the address, he could have the courier deliver it directly.