Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 92

Chapter 96

The hot breath approached, and Chen Shilu relied on instinct to avoid it. He tilted his head in a panic: “Han Xiao, what are you doing? Let me go.”

“Alu, how could you be in front of me and keep telling me how painful you were for another man? How could you do this to me?”

“No…” Chen Shilu was already a little drunk, but now he was even more dizzy, “…what do you mean?”

“Do you really not understand what I mean? Aren’t you always very smart and keen, and know everything?” Unable to kiss his lips, Han Xiao lowered his head and licked the side of his neck, “Then tell me, a man has traveled thousands of miles to come back to you again and again for ten years, and he is happy to chat with you, give you gifts, and make you happy. Why does he do all this?”

“But… aren’t we friends?”

Speaking of this, Han Xiao couldn’t help but raise his voice: “You are the only one who thinks we are friends. I never said I wanted to be friends with you. I love you, Chen Shilu, and I have always loved you…” He was originally an angry accusation, but when he mentioned “love”, he suddenly choked up. “There is not a day that goes by that I don’t regret my decision to break up. I regret it every day, and blame myself for being too young and too hasty…”

Chen Shilu swallowed. He didn’t know how he should feel when facing Han Xiao at this time, but he really didn’t expect that Han Xiao still loved him.Logically speaking, he is so keen that he shouldn’t be able to detect it.It’s just that Han Xiao is always joking, he hides his sincerity too well.

“Even if we didn’t break up because of you going abroad at that time, we would have broken up because of other things…hiss…” Pain came from his Adam’s apple, and Han Xiao was biting him hard, using actions to stop him from saying such things.

His jacket was taken off, and his hot hands reached into the hem of his clothes and rubbed his lower back forcefully.

Chen Shilu did not resist violently, he only felt very powerless.He felt powerless about what he had experienced during the day, felt powerless about actively leaving Chi Huang but it was so painful, and powerless about Han Xiao’s obsession that he could not respond to.

“Don’t be like this. Once you take that step, we will never be friends again.”

“I’ve had enough, I’ve had enough of your ‘friend’ game.” Han Xiao held his face and kissed him like a rainstorm. “I thought that as long as I could still be by your side in the name of a friend, I would still have a chance. I had plenty of time and patience. I could wait forever. What did I get? What did I do?You didn’t get it.Your sadness and heartbreak were all for others.Were you in such pain when you broke up with me?” He bit his lips and kissed him with a heavy and desperate tone, even when we were still together.

Chen Shilu couldn’t breathe. He shook his head violently, trying to get rid of the kiss that took his breath away. He put his hands on Han Xiao’s chest and pushed him hard.

Finally able to catch his breath, he took in big gulps of air.

Han Xiao grabbed his hand and put it on top of his head: “Why? You can sleep with Chi Huang, you can sleep with Fu Lei, you can sleep with everyone, but you keep rejecting me?”

Chen Shilu finally got angry: “Is this what you want, Han Xiao? You have been pretending to be by my side for so many years, asking me to really treat you as my most caring confidant and open up everything about me to you without reservation, including the most secret family and childhood trauma. Is this the last thing you want?”

“Yes, this is what I want. What else can I want? Haven’t all your happiness, pain and tears been given to others? There is only this, nothing else.” He suddenly let go of Chen Shilu, hugged him and slid down, kneeling on the ground, lost in thought, “No more…”

Chen Shilu had a cold face and unbuttoned his shirt.

The clothes fell next to the kneeling Han Xiao, who raised his head to look at him. They looked at each other in the dim light coming from the corridor.Han Xiao suddenly stood up and hugged Chen Shilu tightly as if with all his strength.

When the skin touched each other, Han Xiao’s chest was very hot, as if he had a high fever.This is very different from Chi Huang. His skin is always cool, and it feels very comfortable to wear in the summer. When it’s cold, I always feel that he wears too little. I ask him to wear more, but he says it’s not cold.

He grabbed Han Xiao’s short hair and began to kiss him back hard. The two of them were almost entangled in a struggle.Chen Shilu thought he was crazy, and so was Han Xiao.How did it develop to this point?At what point did things start to deviate from his expectations?He couldn’t think.

It’s good not to be able to think. You don’t have to weigh the pros and cons, evaluate the gains and losses, and don’t have to think about why and whether you want it or not. You can just indulge in what’s in front of you.Those problems that cannot be solved, even if they can be put aside for a moment, are enough to give people a breather.

Chen Shilu didn’t know when he fell asleep. He only knew that he was extremely tired and fell asleep.This sleep was deep and deep. When he realized that he still didn’t want to wake up at dawn, there was a familiar feeling beside him, so he shrank into the embrace.

But a stronger hug didn’t come, nor did he get accustomed to being wrapped around him by long and powerful limbs like an octopus, or a fluffy head thrust into his arms.Someone was tucking him in gently.

Chen Shilu opened his eyes.

In front of him was Han Xiao’s enlarged face. He hadn’t shaved all day, and there was a layer of green stubble on his chin.

Looking up, Han Xiao looked at him tenderly and sweetly. He didn’t know how long he looked at him in this posture. When he saw him waking up, he asked with concern: “How is your health? I drank too much yesterday, and it’s not serious or serious.”

Chen Shilu’s mind went blank for a moment. He was drunk yesterday.But being drunk was not the reason, because he was very conscious throughout the whole process and fully aware of what happened.Because of this knowledge, after a brief period of blankness, the brain became a mess.

But he didn’t show it on his face.

He calmly got out of bed, picked up the clothes on the floor and started to put them on.

Han Xiao looked at him for a while and then sat up from the bed: “It’s still early, why don’t you want to sleep for a while?”

“Won’t sleep anymore.”

“Then go take a shower. It will make you feel better. Do you want to have breakfast in the room and I can call you up?”

Chen Shilu didn’t agree. After getting dressed, he started packing his suitcase.

Seeing how anxious he looked, Han Xiao put on his nightgown and got out of bed to help: “Are you going back today? By train or by plane, when?”

Chen Shilu put everything into the box and closed the zipper: “I can’t catch up.”

Han Xiao looked at the time: “It’s just after seven o’clock. How early did you book your ticket? Why don’t you change your ticket? At least you’ll have breakfast.”

“I won’t eat anymore.” Chen Shilu said, already carrying the box and walking to the door.

“Alu, you…” Before he could finish his words, the door closed in front of him.

The man was gone, and he never had a chance to say his words, “My shirt is buttoned wrongly.”

In the empty room, Han Xiao stood there for a while before regaining his senses.Chen Shilu must have regretted the confusing and chaotic night yesterday.

Han Xiao couldn’t describe how he felt.When he woke up in the morning, he saw Chen Shilu sleeping soundly on his arm. Time seemed to go back, and he felt the happiness that he had lost and been pursuing for many years.

He couldn’t give up that fantasy. Now that Chen Shilu and Chi Huang were over, and he didn’t want his life to be ruined and he didn’t want to be entangled with the other party again, no matter what, he was the most suitable candidate.They stopped being friends, maybe they could have a fresh start.

Now he knew that wishful thinking was still wishful thinking, and Chen Shilu was so flustered that he ran away.Han Xiao has known him for so many years. When he was in college, he was more calm and steady than his peers. He had never seen him so flustered and lost his temper.After just sleeping with him, Han Xiao thought to himself, is it useful?

He paced back and forth in the room, with a lot of thoughts in his mind. He knew that this was not a good time to contact Chen Shilu, but he endured it again and again, but he still couldn’t suppress the anxiety.

He called Chen Shilu.

After only one call, the call was hung up, which made Han Xiao even more anxious.

He wanted to call again, but he received a message from Chen Shilu, which was just one line: “I’m really sorry. Let’s not contact him for the time being.”

Han Xiao stared at this line of text and read it again and again until every word seemed to be recognized but not recognized, until the corners of his eyes became sore and he couldn’t bear it and smashed the phone to the ground.