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    Chapter 90

    Under the bright light, Chi Huang looked Zuo Yifan up and down, and saw that he was wearing a formal suit worth tens of thousands of yuan to look like an insurance salesman, and he did not hide the disgust in his eyes.

    The last time Zuo Yifan came to see him, he was indeed dressed up, but the way he dressed himself was to wear a complete set of sportswear.Chi Huang looked unsightly, and was surprised that he was thirty years old, still in the workplace, and didn’t even have any decent clothes.

    Zuo Yifan said that he was the lowest salesman in the company, with a monthly salary of several thousand yuan.With such a low salary, the company is embarrassed to make too many demands on their image.

    When they met again this time, Chi Huang personally brought him a suit, which confirmed that his shrinking feeling had nothing to do with the clothes.

    It was really not worthy of this outfit, so Chi Huang told him: “Take it off.”

    Zuo Yifan carefully peeled off the suit, found a hanger to hang it, and asked the front desk for an iron to iron out the wrinkles so that he could return it easily.

    “You can’t retreat. Even if you can retreat, it would be bad luck for someone like you to wear it again.”

    Zuo Yifan lowered his head. Chi Huang didn’t look down on him. He already knew that.Chi Huang asked him out again and again, probably just because he thought it was fun to walk him.He had already seen clearly that Chi Huang’s real personality was as bad as the bad guys who bullied him.Every time someone like this invites me, he can’t help but come over. He’s also a complete slut.

    “You have heavy dark circles under your eyes. Did you stay up late again?”

    “I worked overtime last night.” The boss of the private enterprise squeezed his employees based on their mood. Yesterday, he made them work overtime until midnight. He got up early and went to work. He received a message from Chi Huang just after get off work, and he rushed over without stopping.

    “Why do you always work overtime? When do you take a break?”

    Here it comes again, the fake tender care.But even though he knew that a cruel slap might follow, Zuo Yifan still couldn’t help but indulge.This feeling of addiction even made him look forward to the slap in the back.

    “It doesn’t matter to me.”

    “Why don’t you quit your job and find another job?”

    “Changing jobs is difficult.”

    Chi Huang laughed again.When he wasn’t smiling, he was so handsome and cold that it made Zuo Yifan nervous.His smile was bright and beautiful, like honey dipped in poison, which made Zuo Yifan feel like he was suffocating.

    “Because you are afraid of trouble, you would rather die suddenly from overwork?”

    Zuo Yifan didn’t speak, and his breathing was a little rapid.

    “You are really much more useless than you look.” Chi Huang laughed even louder, “Go back, you are so tired, go to bed early.”

    For the first time, I was surprised by Chi Huang’s changeability, and felt a sense of shame after being humiliated by him.After several repetitions, Zuo Yifan accepted that he was weak and incompetent in Chi Huang’s words, and it didn’t hurt to be humiliated.Especially after realizing that Chi Huang didn’t like him at all, he was no longer nervous.

    He looked at Chi Huang with glued eyes, not wanting to go home like this.He didn’t know if Chi Huang would spend the night here, but he boldly proposed: “I want to stay here tonight and go directly to the company from here tomorrow.”

    Chi Huang looked at him for a while: “You really don’t want to hear nice things. I told you to get out right away. Do you understand?”

    Zuo Yifan lowered his eyes and walked silently to the door of the room. He suddenly turned around and saw Chi Huang’s eyes that did not hide the obscenity in his eyes. He said in a rude tone: “Can you take off your underwear or socks for me?”

    Chi Huang was stunned when he heard this, and then he laughed. He smiled and picked up the ashtray on the coffee table and threw it towards the door: “You gays are so fucking disgusting.”

    Chi Huang has never worked before and knows nothing about the working rhythm of office workers.On the busiest Monday, Zuo Yifan received another invitation from him to meet at the hotel.

    He didn’t know why Chi Huang kept wanting to see him. He only knew that the things he longed to happen had no chance at all, and he was just being teased and humiliated again.But Chi Huang told him to arrive before seven o’clock, and he didn’t wait even a minute longer. Zuo Yifan rushed over amidst the boss’s furious insults and threats of dismissal.

    That room was rented by Chi Huang for a long time in his name.

    When he arrived, Chi Huang hadn’t come yet. He squatted at the door and waited because he was hungry and had a stomachache because he hadn’t eaten dinner.

    It was almost eight o’clock before Chi Huang appeared slowly. A pair of sneakers appeared in front of him under the shadow of his head.

    He raised his head and couldn’t see the other person’s face clearly, and the spotlight above his head made him feel dizzy.Now I know that Chi Huang is several years younger than him, but there is a sense of oppression that tells him not to violate the slightest bit.

    A hot snack bag was placed on his upturned face. Chi Huang said, “You’ll be hungry if you drop it.” He opened the door.

    Zuo Yifan took off the hot rice from his face and followed him.

    Chi Huang was already sitting on the sofa where he usually sat.Zuo Yifan opened the lunch box on the coffee table and ate hungrily.

    Seeing his appearance, Chi Huang frowned: “Have you never eaten in eight lifetimes?”

    Zuo Yifan swallowed hard for a few more times. He felt that his aching stomach was better, and then he raised his head: “I came here in a hurry. I didn’t have dinner and I’m very hungry.”

    “Are you blaming me? I didn’t say I wouldn’t let you eat.”

    “I blame myself for wanting to see you so much that I don’t care about anything else.”

    Chi Huang raised his eyebrows: “Am I that good?”

    Zuo Yifan shook his head and nodded, organized his words for a while, and said with certainty: “No matter whether you are good or not, you are the most important person to me.”

    Chi Huang sneered: “Where are your parents?”

    Zuo Yifan shook his head and continued to eat.

    “You don’t have a boyfriend?”

    “Never.”

    “What about friends? At least one or two friends.”

    Zuo Yifan affirmed: “No.”

    “How did you do it?” Chi Huang asked blankly but sincerely, “How can a person fail like this? It’s unimaginable.”

    Although he had long been familiar with Chi Huang’s bad side, Zuo Yifan’s heart still choked when he heard these words.

    This is also a question he has asked himself countless times. Sometimes when he is trapped in this question, he even wants to die.

    He is a complete loser, his life and spirit are rotten to the ground, so he is even addicted to Chi Huang’s bowl of poison that quenches his thirst.

    But he also gradually began to grasp the rules of this game, and the sharp intuition of the marginalized seemed to tell him the reason for Chi Huang’s approach.They are all shady things, so they meet in this darkness and corruption.

    “I know you are a celebrity. You used to be a professional racing driver. Later you participated in a variety show and became completely famous. You have many fans.” When he said this, he observed Chi Huang’s reaction.

    The other party showed no emotion and looked at him indifferently and contemptuously: “What, you want to threaten me?”

    “No. I wanted a photo of you before but you didn’t give it to me. Then I found that there were photos of you everywhere on the Internet. I was so happy that I collected a lot of them, including video clips.” Zuo Yifan opened the photo album on his phone and handed it to Chi Huang to look at.

    Chi Huang stood up, threw his phone to the ground, and said angrily: “You are such a fucking pervert! What did you use my photo for? Do you really want to be so disgusting?”

    Zuo Yifan defended in a low voice: “You are a star. How many people have lusted after you, but it doesn’t matter if you have me.”

    Chi Huang frowned and stared at him for a while, then relaxed his brows, as if complaining to himself: “I’m so damn convinced, why do I always encounter perverts?”

    Seeing Chi Huang pinching his forehead and being lost in some thoughts, a look of boredom began to appear on his face. Zuo Yifan knew that he was starting to get bored and was about to get out.

    He felt reluctant to give up, but had no choice but to do so. Chi Huang was taller than him, and he had no chance of winning if he was so strong.

    Chi Huang raised his eyelids, but his beautiful eyes were as indifferent as dead water. This contrast was like a vortex, sucking in everyone who looked at him.He smiled again, his full and soft lips parted, his voice was brisk and melodious, and a bit coquettish: “Take me to your home, Zuo Yifan.”

    The first time he called his name, Zuo Yifan almost fainted with happiness, but his expression was awkward and hesitant.

    “Is it possible that you have a boyfriend and met me behind his back?”

    “I only have you.”

    “Then what else don’t you want to do?”

    “…”

    “Do as I say. If you satisfy me, maybe I will satisfy you too.”

    Standing at the door of a room with a remodeled kitchen and living balcony that was less than ten square meters in total, Zuo Yifan was extremely embarrassed, even more embarrassed than the first time he was humiliated by Chi Huang.

    There were four families living in one house. The other shared tenants kept casting inquiring glances at Chi Huang, a stranger who was wrapped up tightly, but he was completely unaware of it and just looked at the layout of the room quietly.

    A single bed, half a hanging wardrobe and a desk underneath is all this room has.The only good thing about it is that it’s neat.

    All the embarrassments in his life were exposed under Chi Huang’s gaze at this moment.Zuo Yifan pulled his sleeve: “Let’s finish reading. Let’s go out and chat. There are too many people here.”

    Chi Huang entered the room and walked straight to the balcony.

    The narrow living balcony is only two square meters, and there are some foam boxes placed on it. Chihuang seems to be very interested in the plants in those boxes.

    He glanced over and finally couldn’t help but ask: “What is this?”

    “Garlic sprouts.”

    “What about this?”

    “Scallions.”

    “This?”

    “Cabbage seedlings.”

    Seeing that Chi Huang seemed to be confused, Zuo Yifan explained awkwardly: “They are all used for instant noodles. It is very troublesome to buy some.” The key is to spend money.

    Chi Huang suddenly realized: “You raise them for food.”

    “Of course vegetables are for eating.”

    “Is it delicious?” For the first time, those dead eyes had a look that Zuo Yifan had never seen before. Chi Huang said excitedly, “I want to eat, you cook it for me.”

    There was no fire here. He usually ate the cabbage seedlings raw. He boiled the ones given to Chi Huang with boiling water first.A bowl of instant noodles is red and green, with a lot of green vegetables and green onions, ham sausage and braised eggs, but it is just a bowl of instant noodles.

    Chi Huang sat in his cramped and dull room, feasting and drank all the soup.

    After eating hot noodles and hot soup, his usually cold and white cheeks became rosy, and his whole body became soft and kissable.He held the used bowl and asked Zuo Yifan, “Where can I wash the dishes?”

    At this moment, putting aside those obsessive looks, Zuo Yifan’s heart suddenly softened, and he stretched out his hand: “You don’t need to wash it, just give it to me.”

    Chi Huang held the bowl hesitantly and looked at it carefully: “Don’t you want to keep the bowl I used and lick it after I leave?” Seeing the other person shaking his head in fear and blushing on his face as if he was awakened, Chi Huang rolled his eyes and said, “I was joking.”

    He put the bowl aside, sat down on the single bed, raised his upper body and supported the mattress with both hands, spread his legs widely, and called Zuo Yifan’s name.

    When he looked at him, Chi Huang’s eyes dropped slightly, and then he raised his face: “I’m full, I’ll take your place.”

    Zuo Yifan was surprised, frightened, and hesitant…

    Chi Huang waited patiently, but Zuo Yifan still hesitantly walked up to him and mumbled to discuss with him: “The soundproofing of the room is not good, should we go to the hotel?”

    I didn’t realize it at first, but when he mentioned it, the room was immediately filled with all kinds of sounds from outside, people washing, talking on the phone, and children crying… Chi Huang shook his head: “It’s right here.”

    Zuo Yifan knew that he could not resist him, so he knelt down nervously and stiffly in front of him.

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