Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 79

Chapter 83

When Chen Shilu and the others landed on the South Island yesterday, it was raining, the sea breeze was damp, and the sea was filled with fog.

Fortunately, the weather was good, and when I woke up, it was already sunny.As the temperature rose in the afternoon, they couldn’t wait to move from the hotel to the beach, soak in the sun and play on the seaside.

The main person bathing in the sun was Chen Shilu, while the ones playing at the beach were Fu Lei and his new boyfriend.

Following the local customs, Chen Shilu also wore a floral shirt and shorts, applied sunscreen and lay under the parasol. No matter what Fu Lei shouted, he refused to go into the water. He just looked at the blue bay in front of him and the mountains and trees in the distance, and let himself go.

Fu Lei and Lin Lin were both playing in the water. They were swimming and surfing, and they were very enthusiastic.

Chen Shilu saw Lin Lin as an average-looking person in the photo, but his vague impression was immediately shattered when he saw him in person yesterday.The boy was very lively and talkative, which made his appearance, which was not outstanding, become lively and bright.He is indeed a likable person, no wonder Fu Lei also fell in love with him when he first saw his face.

It is said that the two met at work, and Lin Lin was attracted by Fu Lei’s professional and responsible attitude and actively pursued him.

In just two days, Chen Shilu caught Lin Lin’s eyes looking at Fu Lei more than once, with concentration and admiration, which proved that his words were true.

He was also really happy for Fu Lei, hoping that this time he would finally meet his true love and be able to have a good conversation until his lifelong dream of being together came true.

The jumping figures of these two men occasionally broke into the still life in front of Chen Shilu, and sometimes they were chasing each other and laughing like two middle school students.Chen Shilu was speechless and a little scornful, but thinking that they were in love, he had no choice but to forgive them.

There are really huge differences between people.Just like he could never understand that Fu Lei fell in love again and again and fell out of love again and again. Every time he fell out of love, he was heartbroken and looked for life and death.

Maybe falling in love is also a gift.Fu Lei has this talent, but he doesn’t.

He wasn’t even like Fu Lei, who had been deceived and betrayed by his lover. The only two relationships he had, his first love in high school and with Han Xiao in college, both of them were devoted to him, and their separation was also due to some external pressure.Even the “friends” with whom he only has a physical relationship treat him well.Even Bai Shengguang and Chen Shilu understood his possessions born of love.If Chi Huang hadn’t deliberately chased him to provoke him, Bai Shengguang had no intention of hurting him.

Even so, Chen Shilu had already discovered that as soon as the only two relationships started, he couldn’t help but retreat little by little, quietly withdrawing his feelings, until it didn’t matter even if he lost the other person.On the contrary, he was able to enjoy “love” most devotedly during the period before the relationship was confirmed.

He knew it was called “avoidant personality.”

He inquired about the formation mechanism of this psychological characteristic and the methods of mediation and improvement, but he just looked at it.If you want to avoid it, just avoid it. He has overcome many difficulties in life and experienced pain and struggle.He doesn’t require himself to be a perfect saint. He doesn’t want to force himself to change or correct the dark flaws deep in his heart.

Rather than changing some deep-rooted things, changing some superficial emotional attitudes is less difficult for yourself.The simplest one is just not to fall in love.

Lin Lin seemed to be tired from playing, and walked over here with a surfboard under his arm.

He did not go under the parasol next door, but went to Chen Shilu: “Brother Lu, don’t you go and play for a while?”

“Forget it, I’m afraid of peeling off my skin due to the sun.”

“Take off sunscreen even after applying it?”

“Anyway, if it’s not safe, there’s no point in taking the risk.”

“That means you don’t get enough sun.”

Looking at Lin Lin with a healthy complexion, Chen Shilu didn’t comment and just handed him the cold drink that the merchant just brought over: “Drink some water and have a rest.”

Lin Lin took the coconut juice but did not drink it. He sat down on the recliner next to Chen Shilu and said, “I heard from Brother Lei that you have known each other for more than ten years.”

“Well, we are university alumni.”

“You guys have such a good relationship. I just graduated a few years ago, and I haven’t contacted any of my college dorm buddies.”

Chen Shilu must have known that Lin Lin was talking to him for more than just small talk. He still said in a normal tone as if nothing had happened: “Yes, after graduation, we all went our separate ways and started families and careers. Gradually, we no longer had anything in common to talk about, so we stopped keeping in touch. Fu Lei and I mainly have common topics, and it’s not easy to talk about these topics with others.”

Lin Lin naturally knew what the topic they were inconvenient to bring up with other people was referring to.The jealousy that needed to be suppressed in front of Fu Lei was not necessary in front of Chen Shilu.

“I also heard Brother Lei say that you have slept together before.”

Of course he knew that at Fu Lei’s age and condition, it was impossible for him to write a blank sheet of paper.Fu Lei was honest and confessed everything to him.He could barely swallow those feelings that had ended, but Chen Shilu became Fu Lei’s best friend, and they had been dating for so many years, so it was like a lump in his throat.

He originally wanted to use Fu Lei’s words to call Chen Shilu out to beat him up, but he didn’t expect that the other party still responded with a mild tone after hearing his words, and dismissed him with the words “It’s all stupid things he did when he was young.”

Seeing Chen Shilu still lying calmly on the beach chair, his eyes covered with sunglasses, but the expression on his face did not change at all, Lin Lin was even more jealous: “Don’t you think you are an eyesore here?”

After hearing this, Chen Shilu finally reacted.He slowly sat up from the recliner, took off his sunglasses, and looked at Lin Lin with a pair of calm eyes: “You should talk to Lei about this. Tell him that you don’t like him to continue to be friends with me. If he cares about your feelings, he will not contact me again. Fu Lei’s character is not bad, you should trust him.” After that, he continued to lie down.

Lin Lin was angered by his arrogance and became even more furious: “You don’t have to show me off here. Do you really think I don’t dare to let him choose?”

“Let him choose boldly, don’t be afraid, he will choose you.” Chen Shilu said in the same tone that it had nothing to do with him. “On the contrary, you came to tell me like this. I alienated Fu Lei without knowing it. I must ask clearly about his upright temper, otherwise it will really hurt your feelings.”

Lin Lin was speechless.

He originally thought that Chen Shilu’s words were based on his good relationship with Fu Lei and that he wanted to overpower him.When it sounds like this, it doesn’t sound like it. It sounds like a punch on cotton. Could it be that I’m really overly concerned?

Fu Lei also came over at this time. He took the coconut juice from the small table, drank it all in one gulp, sat down next to Lin Lin, and then asked, “What are you two talking about?”

Lin Lin looked a little embarrassed.

Chen Shilu said in a relaxed tone: “Let’s talk about your love history.”

When Fu Lei heard this, he felt embarrassed in front of Chen Shilu and glanced at his new boyfriend: “Didn’t I tell you everything?”

“I’m afraid you have something to hide, so ask me to make a confession.” Chen Shilu made a joke to ease the atmosphere, not caring at all about Lin Lin’s previous offense to him.

Fu Lei didn’t think too much. He took Lin Lin’s hand and hurriedly confessed to himself: “I said I won’t hide it from you, and I will never deceive you in the future. I always keep my word.”

Lin Lin lowered his head slightly, whether it was because he was moved or because he felt guilty for his narrow-mindedness just now, Chen Shilu had no intention of exploring.

Knowing that the two of them would definitely get tired of this situation for a while, he was about to find an excuse to leave when a young boy wearing a floral shirt and shorts like him came over.He checked his phone twice and finally grinned, showing his neat white teeth: “Are you Mr. Chen?”

Chen Shilu nodded: “Come so quickly?”

The boy still smiled: “I’m nearby, let’s go.”

After answering the boy, Chen Shilu said to the two puzzled faces: “You don’t have to wait for me for dinner, I probably won’t be back.”

Lin Lin just kept looking at this new face. Fu Lei wanted to speak, but Chen Shilu raised his hand to stop him: “Call me if you have any questions.”

When he returned to the hotel to pack his things and check out, he received a text message from Fu Lei asking when he made friends.

There was no need for Chen Shilu to hide it from him, and replied: “I found someone to accompany you. Do you really think I like being your light bulb?”

“Then you don’t have to spend this wasted money. If I had told you earlier that I have local friends who don’t want to stay with us, I can find someone to take you to play.”

“Is your friend as handsome as I am looking for?”

Fu Lei sent five blackface emoticons in a row.

Chen Shilu didn’t care about him: “Okay, you young lovers in love can enjoy it as much as you want. I have my own fun.”