Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 60

Chapter 63

Chi Huang got out of the car and made a twenty-minute long phone call to Zhu Changyi, explaining to the other party according to Chen Shilu’s wishes.

No matter what Zhu Changyi thought in his heart, at least he expressed verbally that this was a misunderstanding. He had no intention of sending Chi Huang out, but he just had this opportunity in front of him and let him take a look.

“Of course I know you have good intentions, Mr. Zhu. You are doing this for the sake of my future. I am very grateful to you.”

Not being able to tell whether this was a good thing or not, not only Chen Shilu, but after getting along with him for a long time, Zhu Changyi discovered that Chi Huang was also a difficult master.

At first I thought that he was not highly educated and only knew how to ride a bicycle. He was just a flower vase with an empty mind and was easy to manipulate. But in fact, this kid did one thing in front of others and did the other behind his back. You never know which of his sweet words are true, which are false, and which are sweet words.

“Stop talking, your cousin has almost scolded all eighteen generations of my ancestors.”

“He drank two bottles of wine like this, and he was completely broken. Those are just drunken words to vent, Mr. Zhu, don’t take them to heart.”

“Are you sure he’s broken? He won’t do anything to me next time we meet, right?”

Chi Huang suppressed a smile: “No, my brother is a very civilized person and will not use force to solve problems.”

Zhu Changyi breathed a sigh of relief: “I don’t think he is the kind of person who would do anything.” After saying this, he was still frightened, “I’m really afraid of him.”

“Who isn’t?”

After making the call and returning to the car, Chen Shilu had already fallen asleep leaning on the back of the chair with his head tilted.

Under the dim light of the car, Chi Huang looked at him carefully, caressed his eyebrows, and lifted his soft forehead hair. Finally, he couldn’t bear it any longer, and regardless of what he had just vomited, he pressed a gentle and lingering kiss on the corner of his lips.

In the process of kissing, the heart is like a balloon being gradually filled. It is light and erratic and can take off at any time, but it is so full and sore that it is about to burst.

This strange and violent emotion was unbearable for him, making his nose sore and his eyes so hot that he was about to burst into tears.

Is this love?But why does love feel like sadness?

When he got home, Chi Huang moved Chen Shilu out of the car.Only then did he realize that the scoldings he had just given to Zhu Changyi and the instructions he had given him were all out of sobriety, and Chen Shilu was indeed very drunk.

No matter how much he pulled and fiddled with it, Chen Shilu was still confused and mumbling, unable to wake up completely, let alone carry him on his back.

Chi Huang had no choice but to carry him upstairs, take a bath with him in his arms, and finally put him on the bed.The two lay down together, and Chi Huang didn’t let go of his hand.

After not sleeping together for more than ten days, Chi Huang was greedy for the warmth of his body and the smell of his skin. Today’s body odor, which was as healthy as the aroma of grains, had an extra bit of alcohol added to it, making it even more intoxicating.But he knew that Chen Shilu didn’t like to be taken advantage of when he was unconscious, so he just held him tightly.

Chi Huang inexplicably began to hope that time could stop at this moment forever, with Chen Shilu paralyzed in his arms. Even if they couldn’t be together and didn’t commit to each other, at least he could definitely have him at this moment.

If Chen Shilu was not his, he didn’t want Chen Shilu to be anyone’s, not even Chen Shilu himself.

As soon as this idea came up, Chi Huang himself was shocked.

But he quickly convinced himself that if a person who doesn’t want anything suddenly encounters something he wants, it’s normal to want it very thoroughly.

He somewhat regretted the cold war with Chen Shilu these days, missing a lot of intimate time in vain, and then began to regret his roughness that day.Afterwards, he became afraid. If Chen Shilu hated him because of this, what would he do?

Fortunately, Chen Shilu didn’t hate him. He rushed over immediately after receiving his call for help, helped him stop drinking, and stood up for him, which showed that there was a little bit of sincerity in his “like”.He also wanted to see this sincerity, so when Chen Shilu poured wine into his body, he didn’t stop him.

He saw what he wanted to see, his heart palpitated to the point of physical pleasure, and now his heart ached like thousands of ants piercing his heart.

He hugged the person in his arms tighter and looked at the dark ceiling. Sometimes he was happy, sometimes he felt uncomfortable, sometimes he wanted to chew Chen Shilu in one mouthful, and sometimes he was worried that it would definitely hurt him… His mood was like a tsunami, rising and falling, ups and downs, and he could still think about it with a trace of reason, would he become crazy because of falling in love with Chen Shilu?

Suddenly, Chi Huang thought of the man who wanted to jump off a building because of him.At that time, I just thought that man was pitiful and ridiculous, but now I can empathize with him without any guidance.

If Chen Shilu abandoned him one day, he would probably want to find a tall building and jump off.

Chi Huang suddenly realized that it was no wonder he always attracted that kind of people. It turned out that birds of a feather flock together.

Chi Huang tightened his grip on Chen Shilu with some fear, and leaned on his neck, murmuring: “Chen Shilu, it was my fault, I’m sorry… don’t be angry with me, please forgive me, okay?”

“Uh… it’s too tight…” Chen Shilu patted his arm randomly.

Chi Huang relaxed a little: “Are you awake?”

Chen Shilu took a long breath: “…If I don’t wake up, I will be strangled to death by you.”

“…I’m sorry.”

He took a short nap and heard Chi Huang’s murmur in a daze, and now he was much more awake.

He had no intention of accusing him of being angry. It was impossible to tell who was right or wrong in this kind of thing. He only said: “People are born different. Conflicts and frictions are very common. Let’s forget about it and don’t mention it again.”

“Are you talking about me wanting to date you?”

“…They all said not to mention it again.” Chen Shilu emphasized, “It’s endless…I don’t have anyone else now. I promise not to find anyone else before you get tired of it. Isn’t it enough to satisfy you and treat you well? Can we just stop this topic?”

“Not enough.”

Chen Shilu was stunned for a moment. The alcohol still made him a little sluggish. After he understood the word “not enough”, he broke out of Chi Huang’s arms: “Then there’s nothing you can do. I only have so much to give. If it’s not enough, you go find someone else to ask for it.”

“You are the only one I want.”

“If I have it, should I give it to you? Go to the richest man and tell him that he can’t spend all the money in the bank anyway, and ask him to give you 200 million. See if he gives it.”

After a pause, Chen Shilu suddenly changed his tone and said in a low voice: “I’m afraid of being separated from people. It’s not the kind of separation that breaks up or no contact for a long time, it’s the kind of separation that completely cuts off feelings and never interacts with each other until death.

“It’s hard to meet someone you like and get along with, it’s hard to build a relationship, but it’s even harder for me to cut off the relationship.

“My relationship is weak and I don’t have a deep relationship with my parents, siblings, and even so, it’s extremely painful to be cut off from them psychologically.

“I can’t choose my relatives, so I’m unlucky to be born into such a family.I value all the friends I choose later, especially those I have been with for a long time.Humans are social animals and cannot live alone. I need this kind of relationship, do you understand?Things like a love commitment are too heavy for me. I can’t stand it when such an intimate person turns out to be a stranger or even an enemy.”

That’s why he hid the real reason for breaking up from Han Xiao for so long, because he didn’t want Han Xiao to hate him, and he just wanted to be friends after the breakup.

Chi Huang didn’t answer, moved over to hug him, and said into his ear: “I’m not apologizing for wanting to date you, I will never apologize for wanting to date you, I’m just for treating you like that that day.I swear I never will.”

Chen Shilu was dizzy, his head was swollen, and his back was also swollen. He was so drunk that he thought Chi Huang could hear even a few words.He frowned and scolded: “Take it out!”

“Why?We haven’t seen each other for so many days, don’t you think?”

It’s not that he doesn’t want to, it’s because he’s numbed by alcohol and he can’t do it at all.But he knew that if he said this, Chi Huang would retort and he wouldn’t be able to use it anyway.No matter what he said, as long as Chi Huang thought about it, he could always find a reason.

Chen Shilu really didn’t have the energy to fight with him, so he wanted to be more relaxed as he wished. He just raised his weak arms and took out a condom from the bedside.

Chi Huang didn’t answer: “You said you won’t look for anyone else, and I won’t look for you either. You also said you want to satisfy me and be good to me. Does that mean you don’t need it anymore?”

Chen Shilu was a little anxious: “The oath you just swore was a fart?”

“I mean I will never be so rude to you again. I will be gentle to you and make you feel comfortable…well…I feel like dying…” He covered Chen Shilu’s eyes and kissed his mouth where he wanted to curse.

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