Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 53
byChapter 56
Chi Huang pushed Chen Shilu away with all his strength, and became more and more angry: “Save it for yourself. You reject me one second, but you like me the next. Are you addicted to playing with me or what?”
“These are two different things in themselves. Liking you is my feeling for you, and not dating is my principle towards myself.”
Hearing this, Chi Huang became even more furious: “Is there anything worse than this? You are a hypocritical scumbag!”
“I never said I was a good person.” Chen Shilu looked at Chi Huang calmly, “Are you going to change your mind and become a good person from today on?”
Chi Huang stared at him with anger on his face and said nothing.
Chen Shilu unlocked the car and gave him a chance to be a good person.
He looked at Chi Huang calmly, but actually his heart was in a mess.
Of course he didn’t want Chi Huang to get out of the car and the two of them would end their fun.To be honest, this relaxed and happy relationship with Chi Huang inevitably made him a little addicted.
He worked hard and did so many things for Chi Huang, hoping that the two of them could last longer. It would be best to have a long-term relationship that could occasionally be together even if it was not as close as it is now.
Chen Shilu also knew that what he just said was scumbag and in bad taste. No matter how much friendship he had in his heart, at least he hadn’t said “like” to anyone for many years.It’s just that the current situation is forcing him to do so. Apart from that, he probably has no other way to keep Chi Huang.
He is waiting for Chi Huang to judge their relationship.Chen Shilu swallowed his throat. If he wanted to implement his principles to the end, he would have to be judged like this from time to time. There was no way around it.
Chi Huang’s eyes finally strayed away from his face. He hesitated for a while in mid-air, and finally reached out and pulled the car door.
He grabbed his jacket from the back seat and got out of the car.
The sound of the car door closing made her heart feel empty. Chen Shilu leaned back in his chair, closed his eyes and rubbed the center of his eyebrows vigorously, thinking that it was over.
Before he could calm down the chaotic heartbeat, the driver’s door was forcefully opened.
Chi Huang didn’t leave, but grabbed his arm, pulled him out of the car ruthlessly, and dragged him across the road.
Before Chen Shilu could react, he was already taken into a small hotel across the street.
Chi Huang threw his ID card onto the wooden table that served as the counter, and said succinctly to the boss who was sitting inside eating melon seeds: “Get a room, check out and settle the bill.”
The boss took his ID as collateral, took off a key with a house number from the wall without saying a word, and threw it over unchanged.
Chi Huang took the key and pulled Chen Shilu up to the third floor.
He took long strides and walked very fast. Chen Shilu staggered behind him. There was no need to look closely. Judging from the dirty carpet and stains on the wall, the room was probably not very clean.
He pulled his arm back and said at the same time: “What did you bring me here for?”
Chi Huang held his wrist hard and ignored him.
No matter what he did, Chen Shilu suggested: “This hotel is too dirty. There is a four-star hotel next to the Fifth Ring Road. Where should we go?”
Having arrived at the room on the third floor, Chi Huang opened the door and threw Chen Shilu in at one go.
He followed in, locked the door with his backhand, grabbed Chen Shilu and pushed him behind the door, then pressed his whole body against him, both affectionately and suppressed, and then said sullenly in his ear: “Chen Shilu, I want to be a good person in front of you…” Seeing that he wanted to break away, Chi Huang put his hands behind his back, took out his belt, and wrapped it around his arm twice, “…Since you said that, it seems you don’t need me.”
Chen Shilu never expected that things would develop like this. He had no mental preparation or warning at all, and he began to panic.
He also recalled the afternoon when he met Chi Huang for the first time. In the store separated by a wall from the road, it was raining outside. He lost control of his body and mind inside, and became a piece of fish on the chopping board, allowing others to ravage him.
He always prided himself on being rational and measured, but he was still blinded by something. When Chi Huang put away his fangs, he forgot that the other party was a mad dog in nature.
“Chi Huang, don’t… wuwu…” As soon as he said two words, his chin was pinched and his mouth was stuffed with a ball of cloth.
Chi Huang said faintly behind him: “I know I can’t speak to you, but I like to listen to you very much. I used to listen to you all the time, but in the end I listened to you. But today I don’t want to listen, so please just shut up.”
Chen Shilu whined and kept trying to prop up his body, but his hands were tied, so Chi Huang pushed him onto the bed with two fingers.
He still wanted to struggle, but the restraint on his waist and the sudden pain made him a goose unable to escape. He stretched out his neck and screamed, and wet cold sweat seeped out from his hair.
His shoulders were resting on the gathered quilt, and the faint musty smell of the bedding in the small hotel was in his nose. When he raised his eyes, he could only see the wall.
The wall is covered with green vertical striped wallpaper. Due to the passage of time, it has faded and cracked, and the seams are full of curled paper leaves.The wall next to the bed was particularly dirty, with large and small stains, reminding people of residents who didn’t care about cleanliness lying on the bed and just smearing whatever was on their hands.
Chen Shilu stared at a dark brown spot the size of a fingernail. He couldn’t tell what it was stained with and turned into that color. However, his shaking eyes made the spot go up and down, turning it into a dice shaking in his pupils.
He felt dizzy, and seemed to want to vomit. He didn’t know whether it was because he was shaken by the stain, or because his internal organs were squeezed and hit hard.
He was dying. The stains not only shook, but also became hazy and double. He closed his eyes hard, and physiological tears fell on the bed, soaking into the yellow sheets.
He was turned over, and his blurred vision broke into a tacky crystal chandelier on the ceiling. The dusty glass bead curtain swayed and was about to fall, until Chi Huang’s wet eyes were blocked in the middle. His hair and hot and humid breath swept across his face, and Chen Shilu closed his eyes.
He was unable to resist or cry out. He always had precise control over everything around him. Once he lost control of a single joint, he would retreat steadily until he was completely defeated.
Time becomes both long and short.Minutes and seconds passed in the gap between happiness and pain, amplifying every feeling and lengthening every second. Short dizziness and long-term syncope alternated. When Chen Shilu opened his eyes again, it would be dark.
After Chi Huang took a shower, he stood wetly in front of him. He picked up the balled-up boxers beside the bed, shook them off, took a look at them, and threw them into the trash can. He complained to him in a normal tone: “I can’t wear them anymore. They’re all covered in your saliva.”
Chen Shilu was speechless and tried his best to ignore the various uncomfortable feelings all over his body. He had no strength at all now.
Chi Huang asked him: “Go take a shower and leave after you finish.”
Seeing that he didn’t move for a while, Chi Huang asked again: “Or do you want to sleep here for one night?”
Hearing this, Chen Shilu reluctantly stood up and went to the bathroom.
The cramped shower room had old mold spots hidden in the gaps between the wall tiles.Chen Shilu was careful to twist his body so as not to touch the wall, and finally he squatted down.
The moment he squatted down, something gushed out, floating down the water into the sewer.He had never been treated like this before. Chen Shilu’s knuckles turned white when he held the shower head, the corners of his lips could not help but tremble, and even his eyes began to turn red.
The author has something to say:
Damn it, Friday is not a holiday tomorrow, so I will update it quickly. There will be another chapter at 9pm.