Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 52

Chapter 55

Chen Shilu used the accelerator as a brake and darted out for a long time before he hurriedly stopped on the side of the road.Fortunately, there were few cars and people in this place, so no accidents were caused.

Seeing his reaction, Chi Huang was not surprised and had no disturbance in his heart. He said sarcastically, “Even if I want to fall in love with you, you won’t want to die with me.”

Chen Shilu was also greatly embarrassed that he was so out of sorts. He was so embarrassed that his ears turned red: “That’s not what I meant.”

After hearing his denial, Chi Huang leaned over, lifted his chin and kissed him with a smile, and said in a loud voice: “Oh, then I’ll take it as your consent.”

He wanted to lean in for another kiss, but Chen Shilu pressed her against his chest.

The embarrassment disappeared in an instant, and Chen Shilu returned to his calm posture: “I’m afraid it’s not easy to buy and sell by force.”

“Why do I want to buy and sell by force?”

Chen Shilu laughed angrily: “Is this interesting?”

“Why is it boring? You won’t suffer any loss if you fall in love with me.”

“Again, I have no intention of falling in love.” His eyes stopped on Chi Huang’s face, “You are not a qualified lover either.”

“Whether I’m qualified or not, you have to try it with me before drawing a conclusion.”

“I’m not saying you’re not qualified for me, you’re not qualified for anyone at all.” He had already said these things, and Chi Huang was just looking for trouble.And Chi Huang knew very well that once he said this, it would easily break up the conversation between the two. His ignorance and rashness compared with his own thoughtfulness, inevitably made Chen Shilu a little angry, “Let me ask you, have you decided to make a lifelong commitment? Can you say with certainty that you will only love one person in your life?”

Chi Huang also laughed angrily: “If you fall in love, you have to commit yourself to it for the rest of your life? This is not marriage. There is also divorce after marriage.”

“If that’s the case, what’s the difference between our relationship and our current relationship? Apart from being more binding and restrictive, making it more embarrassing when it ends, is there any benefit?”

Chi Huang opened his mouth, but was speechless.

But he felt that something was not right. After thinking about it, he asked: “Chen Shilu, do you want someone to make a lifelong commitment and promise to never leave you before you can be with him?”

“No.” Chen Shilu denied it flatly, “No matter whether others can do it or not, I definitely can’t do it in such a long life. So things like dating and dating are meaningless to me.”

“…” Chi Huang tutted, “What on earth have you experienced to distort your view of love like this?”

Maybe it’s a little twisted, Chen Shilu thought, that’s better than continuing to invest in it knowing that it will eventually collapse into pieces.Although most of the crazy men and resentful women in this world are like this, he doesn’t want to become like that himself.

Even if, as Chi Huang said, he met someone who would never leave him, Chen Shilu could not guarantee that his love would last forever.Compared with the sadness of the final failure, he was unwilling to be the “bad guy” in the relationship. The torture of his conscience was not much easier than being hurt emotionally.

This topic could only go so far, and both of them were silent for a long time.

The car had entered the city. After calming down, the more Chen Shilu thought about it, the more he felt that he had overreacted. He didn’t know if his rejection had hurt Chi Huang.

He didn’t want to hurt Chi Huang, nor did he want to break up, so he cleared his throat: “Don’t you think our current relationship is very similar to a relationship? Not only a relationship, but we have even started living together, but there is a layer of commitment missing.

“But what good is a promise?Once it ends and the promise is broken, we will never be together again, and we will only be separated from each other until death.

“Without this promise, both you and I would be free. If you get tired of it one day and say you want to leave, I won’t stop you, or even ask you why. There’s no way to live up to it, and there’s no moral burden.

“If after a while you think of me again and want to come back, it’s easy to come to me, because there is no need to save face and dignity, there is no need to seek peace with grievances, and we can be together again at any time.

“Only a relaxed relationship can last long. Even if we don’t sleep together in the end, we can still become close friends and comfort each other. Do you think I’m right?”

Chen Shiluxiao used emotion and reason to observe Chi Huang’s reaction through the endoscope.

He didn’t seem to have any reaction, and after a moment he replied without emotion: “So that’s how all your close friends came to be.”

Chen Shilu’s breath was really choked in his chest.

But he has said everything he should say or not. It is not up to him to decide what Chi Huang plans to do next.

After a long time, Chi Huang began to question him: “Do you have no fucking feelings for me other than sleeping with me and just using me as a vibrator, Chen Shilu? I want to hear the truth.”

Chihuang described him as an instinctive animal, which to a certain extent hit the point.Both of these annoyed him, so he parked the car on the side of the road again, intending to have a good talk: “Let me ask you, who would take care of a vibrator without complaint, work so hard for the future of the vibrator, and even delay his own work? Chi Huang, can you be wiser?”

“With your behavior, can I think of the bright side?”

“What do I do? What do I do?”

Chi Huang raised his eyebrows: “Do you know what you look like in my eyes? You are a bastard who looks romantic but is actually ruthless.”

“Am I ruthless? This word is more suitable for you. What kind of virtue do you think I don’t know?”

“What do you know? You know shit!”

“Then let me ask you, what happened to your holiday with Qin Pingchuan?”

Chi Huang was speechless for a moment, and his whole face wanted to change: “Who told you?”

“No one told me, I just guessed. Two men have a deadly feud, and you obviously feel guilty. What other reason is there other than the fact that you played with his woman?”

“Haha, do you want me to praise you for being smart, Chen Shilu?” Chi Huang laughed, but his smile was uglier than crying. He grabbed Chen Shilu’s collar and yelled at him, “But I’ve never done anything to make you sorry. I’ve always guessed your thoughts and tried to please you…” Chi Huang choked with grievance as he spoke.

Chen Shilu stared at him in shock, wondering if Chi Huang was sorry for him by seducing Fu Lei?How can this person be so confident?But he couldn’t say it because Chi Huang’s eyes were wet.

Seeing Chen Shilu’s surprised expression, Chi Huang didn’t know what was going on with him. He just felt embarrassed and wanted to open the car door and go out for a while.

Unexpectedly, Chen Shilu locked the car door again, and he made a clanging sound.

Chen Shilu went to pull him away: “Chi Huang, calm down…”

“Let go and open the door!”

Chen Shilu gritted his teeth, pulled the person back, and hugged him hard.

“Don’t you want to hear the truth?” His throat trembled and he swallowed hard.He hadn’t said it in a long time, whether it was just a joke or sincerely, “It’s not that complicated, it’s just that I like you very much.”

He touched Chi Huang’s hair and put him on his shoulders: “Unless you like it, no one will give it without regrets, and I am the same.”

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