Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 50

Chapter 53

Blame yourself for being an idiot – Chen Shilu’s words are so accurate that Chi Huang can no longer ignore the fact that he is an idiot.

He was so angry that he stared at Chen Shilu with blazing eyes, as if he would punch him in the next second.

But so what if you punch him, you still can’t change yourself from being a fool.

The anger from above hovered in the top of his head for a while, and suddenly he felt that it was really boring for him and Chen Shilu to compete here, and his whole body became depressed.

He buckled his seat belt, lowered his head and sat in the passenger seat: “Yes, I’m just an idiot.”

“Just admit it and it will be easy to handle. Just don’t do it again.” Chen Shilu restarted the car and drove out of the parking lot.

Chi Huang remained silent and seemed to be quite shocked.

Chen Shilu put it simply, but he also knew that this kind of relationship between family members was the most difficult to separate.We all understand the principle, but whether it can be implemented is another matter.However, it is the most uncomfortable thing to still not be able to do it even though you understand all the principles.

“What’s wrong with your uncle’s face? I don’t think he looks like a big gangster who knows how to fight.”

“If he were a big gangster, I would look down upon him. He is a coward who bullies the weak and fears the strong.” After a few seconds, Chi Huang added, “He owes money outside and will inevitably get beaten.”

Chen Shilu wants to say that it is illegal to use force to demand debts, but there are many gray areas in this world. Just because you haven’t been exposed to them doesn’t mean you don’t have them.He changed the question: “Did he ask you for money just now to pay off a debt?”

Chi Huang defaults.

“Is it a failed investment or a gamble?”

“There is no difference between the two to him.”

“Gambling distorts human nature. Can you let him take the old lady back?” Chen Shilu admired Chi Huang’s attitude and thought that although he had no special feelings for the old lady, the main thing that annoyed him was his scumbag uncle, so he reminded him.

“No, there’s nothing I can do. My mother’s house is in her name. Chi Huanian needs the rent and daily expenses of that house, and he also needs to sell the house to clear the debt. If I take the old man away, it is equivalent to completely cutting off his financial resources. It’s no wonder he’s not crazy.”

The relationship was a bit convoluted, but Chen Shilu understood it immediately. He didn’t make any comments about it, but just asked: “Since it is your mother’s house, you should have the right to inherit it?”

“I own half of it. But I was underage when my mother passed away, and the property rights are all in my grandmother’s name.”

“That’s no problem. Find a lawyer and fight the lawsuit and get it back. It won’t fall into the hands of your uncle.” After a while, Chen Shilu asked him again, “Do you want my help?”

Chi Huang was silent for a long time, and finally said: “Forget it, they are my mother’s relatives after all. For my mother’s sake, there is no need to push them to a dead end.”

Chen Shilu glanced sideways at him. Chi Huang’s dejected look made him particularly upset. Finally, he couldn’t help but said, “Do you really care about your mother, or do you want to use your concession to gain affection from them?”

Chi Huang’s pupils tightened, and suddenly his mouthpiece seemed to be strangled, and he felt like he was breathing hard. He said in a deep voice: “Chen Shilu, please stay out of my housework.”

“Am I so free? I’m just reminding you that it’s impossible to exchange sacrifice and compromise for family affection. All you get is to be sucked blood. And you know this very well, that’s why you are so miserable.”

“Chen Shilu!” Chi Huang raised his voice.

Chen Shilu still said methodically: “If your mother really loves you and knows that her precious son is being used by her relatives in this way, it is because of her face that she would be crazy to not feel distressed.”

“Stop talking… okay?”

Chi Huang put his hands on his knees, grabbing his trouser legs, his fingers trembling slightly.

Chen Shilu shut up.

The emotional relationships around a person are his own cause and effect, and outsiders should not interfere.Chen Shilu really didn’t expect that Chi Huang, who seemed distant and indifferent to relationships, would actually be trapped in family relationships.

Or maybe it was some kind of empathy that made him couldn’t help but say a few more words.

Chi Huang was silent for a long time. After he calmed down, he spoke in a hoarse voice: “Chen Shilu, stop the car.”

Guessing that he might want to find a place to relax and not want to stay with him for the time being, Chen Shilu stopped and unlocked the car door.

Chi Huang got out of the car, turned to Chen Shilu, and opened the driver’s door: “I’ll drive, and I’ll take you somewhere.”

“Where?”

Chi Huang smiled. The gloom and violence just now seemed to have dissipated. He winked at Chen Shilu and said, “Good place.”

Chen Shilu was suspicious and changed seats with him.

He just changed seats, but his personality seemed to change all of a sudden. Chi Huang started talking more, and in his usual brisk and coquettish tone, he complained to Chen Shilu: “You know my mother is dead, and I followed Chi Huanian. He not only occupied my mother’s inheritance, but also abused me in various ways…”

After talking about Chi Huanian’s misdeeds, his grandmother’s indifference, and the bullying at school, he laughed to himself: “The funniest thing is that at that time I had no idea that I was being bullied. The teacher asked me to stand outside the classroom. I thought it was so relaxing that I didn’t have to go to class, which made the teacher so angry.”

Chen Shilu couldn’t laugh, but he didn’t think it was a big deal either.

You were treated harshly when you were a child, and when you grow up and become independent, you establish a safe psychological mechanism, which is equivalent to having a safe house, where time will allow all trauma to slowly heal.

“Were you ever bullied when you were in school?”

Chen Shilu shook his head.

Chi Huang was surprised: “Aren’t you gay? Gay people are easily excluded by classmates.”

“Not if no one knows.”

When he was a student, Chen Shilu was the kind of student who had good grades but was very low-key. He talked little, was precocious, and didn’t like to show off. He was good-looking but well-behaved. He was the most popular among teachers and got along well with his classmates.

No one knew his orientation, and no one could have imagined that he would bend the popular grass.

He did such a good job of keeping the secret secret that in the eyes of others, he and his young boyfriend were not even friends, so much so that they were caught only in their senior year of high school.Unexpectedly, the teacher didn’t say anything afterward and helped him hide the incident. He just told him to study hard.

“Then when did you come out publicly?”

“I didn’t make it public on purpose. I just stopped hiding it after I went to college.”

“Why don’t you hide it anymore?”

“Whenever someone of the opposite sex expresses his love for me, I will just say that I like someone of the same sex.”

“Wouldn’t that be equivalent to making it public?”

The two chatted for a while, and soon Chi Huang drove the car out of the city and arrived at a very quiet cemetery in the suburbs.

He parked the car in the parking lot in front of the cemetery, got out of the car and went to the flower shop next to it to buy a bouquet of white flowers. He took Chen Shilu’s hand and said, “Let’s go.”

Chen Shilu hesitated: “Is this a good place you brought me to?”

“Yeah.”

Chen Shilu was a bit unlucky: “What kind of place is a cemetery?”

“I’m taking you to see my mother.”

Chi Huang took Chen Shilu’s hand and covered his left chest. Under his palm was his strong heartbeat: “She has always been closest to my heart. How can this not be considered a good place?”