Hate The Bright Moon Chapter 39
byChapter 42
It wasn’t Chi Huang’s so-called sore point, but the incident with Han Xiao made Chen Shilu feel a little guilty.
At about the same time, he received love signals from Han Xiao and Fu Lei.I didn’t choose Fu Lei because they were in the same school and would spend more time together, and Fu Lei was a bit too honest.
Comparatively speaking, in other schools, Han Xiao doesn’t have to meet every day, but with his status as basketball captain and his skillful flirting skills, he looks like a playboy no matter how he looks at it.
In fact, during that period, Chen Shilu’s psychological tendency to refuse a stable relationship had already faintly emerged.However, because of my young age, I have not thought through many things, and I am also bound by some traditional morals. I believe that relationships can only be between lovers, and I am even more afraid of becoming the “bad guy” who takes the initiative to let others down.If breaking up is a matter of the other person’s morality, he does not have to bear a moral burden.
But he misjudged Han Xiao. This man was not a scumbag who was always in a hurry. On the contrary, he took his relationship seriously and was very kind to him. The two of them talked about graduation without knowing it.
The relaxed campus love has come to an end, and then you have to consider things like responsibility and commitment.Chen Shilu didn’t want to continue, and he didn’t have a suitable excuse to break up.
Just when he was struggling, Han Xiao decided to study abroad with his family’s goal of immigrating.Chen Shilu breathed a sigh of relief and followed the current and left.
There was no betrayal or quarrel, Han Xiao always felt that he was the reason for the separation.Not long after he went abroad, he wanted to get back together. The way to solve the conflict was to let Chen Shilu go out to study, and he would find a solution to the money problem.
Chen Shilu refused because he did not plan to go abroad for development, and persuaded Han Xiao that it was because he had just gone to a foreign country and was lonely that he thought of his old friends. When he adapts and finds a new partner, he will stop such ridiculous thoughts.
A few years later, Han Xiao graduated and got a job, integrated well, and dated other boyfriends. Finally, he came to the conclusion that he was most compatible with Chen Shilu. Seeing that he was single, he planned to renew his relationship with him.
Chen Shilu thought he was joking, but he didn’t expect Han Xiao to be serious.
Since Chen Shilu would not go out, his purpose of immigrating had been achieved, so he decided to return to China and settle down, and even found a job in Chen Shilu’s city.
Chen Shilu quickly dissuaded him, but Han Xiao was extremely determined and kept blaming himself. He always thought that he had made a wrong life choice and missed the most important person in his life. He would do his best to make up for it.
In the end, Chen Shilu was forced to tear off the mask of hypocrisy and reveal the truth.
In fact, he didn’t plan to stay with Han Xiao for long from the beginning. Han Xiao’s so-called “wrong life choice” was actually caused by him.Moreover, he has no intention of dating a regular partner, so Han Xiao should stop wasting his time.
Han Xiao was stunned and hung up the phone in silence.
Chen Shilu knew that he was wrong, so he didn’t say much, thinking that he and Han Xiao would disappear from the world.Unexpectedly, when Han Xiao returned to China for a business trip, he would still come to him, stay at his house, drink his wine, and call it compensation for himself.
At this point, all the entanglements finally came to an end, and the two became pure friends.
“So you should understand.” He warned Chi Huang, “So stop talking nonsense.”
After listening to Chen Shilu’s emotional story, Chi Huang fell into a brief silence.
After a long time, he raised his eyes and said in surprise: “You really have no plans to date a permanent partner?”
“No.”
“Not in the future?”
“Never again.”
Chi Huang frowned and said thoughtfully: “I didn’t expect that you don’t look like that kind of person at all.”
“What kind of person?”
“You are the kind of person who ‘walks through thousands of flowers without leaving a single leaf on her body.'” Chi Huang pondered for a moment, “If I have to say it, you are more like the kind of good wife and loving mother who can take care of her husband and raise her children.”
Chen Shilu said calmly: “How can someone who hangs out with someone like you have anything to do with being a virtuous and virtuous person?”
Hearing this, Chi Huang sat up from the bathtub and asked, “What do you mean, Chen Shilu?”
“Don’t you understand?”
“What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with me?” Chi Huang was very anxious, “You completely misunderstood me!!”
Chen Shilu sneered.
Chi Huang gestured hurriedly: “You think I’m the kind of person who messes around anytime and anywhere, right? I tell you seriously, I’m not.”
“I’ve heard a lot of people make excuses, but this is the first time they just say it’s not true.”
“I’m not insisting, I’m asking you, after being with you, have I ever found anyone else?”
Chen Shilu raised his eyebrows: “Who knows.”
“I swear to God, I didn’t. Not only am I not looking for someone else, I don’t have an ex-boyfriend like you who is obsessed with me.”
Pulling on him again, Chen Shilu said impatiently: “Okay, okay, then tell me what kind of person you are.”
Chi Huang thought for a while: “If I are in a serious relationship with the person I like, I will definitely be a very good boyfriend.”
“Well, you say yes.”
Regardless of his disdain and distrust, Chi Huang continued: “I am handsome and sweet-tongued, and I can provide a lot of emotional value.
“I am very clingy and can make the other person feel loved both physically and mentally. You have to admit this.”
Chen Shilu still had the same expression, which made Chi Huang a little angry.
“I can also give all my money to my lover.”
Hearing this last point, Chen Shilu raised his eyelids: “You will give all the money to others?”
“Yes, I am the type who will give everything to the people I love, but many people can’t do that.Chi Huang pouted, “It seems you like money very much.””
“Who doesn’t like money.”
“I don’t like it.”
Chen Shilu thought thoughtfully: “Then I really don’t know you very well.”
“It doesn’t matter, you can get to know me slowly in the future,” Chi Huang held his hand, “After all, you explained so much and took care of my illness, I have forgiven you.”
Chen Shilu withdrew his hand: “Don’t touch your nose and face, what have I done that I need your forgiveness for?”
“You don’t need my forgiveness, why do you take the initiative to talk to me?”
“I’m just clarifying the facts.”
“The facts are not important, the purpose is important, I know you want to save me.”
Chen Shilu laughed angrily, threw away the bath towel, and stood up: “I see you are in good spirits. Wash yourself. After washing, clean the bathtub with disinfectant.”
“You are so cold-blooded. I am so sick and you still want me to work.”
Chen Shilu glanced at him sideways: “Your throat is almost useless, so I didn’t stop you from mouthing off, right?”
“…”
“Chen Shilu…”
“What else?”
“I want to eat the noodle soup you made last time.”
“You can think of it.”
Having said that, I still had it for lunch.
Only then did Chi Huang find out that this sweet and sour soup noodle was a Southeast Asian style modified by Chen Shilu. The original version was Vietnamese pho.
In the afternoon, Chi Huang lay on the sofa to rest and kept shouting “Chen Shilu”.Sometimes he needs to drink water, sometimes he needs to pee, sometimes he has a headache, and sometimes he has a stuffy nose.
Chen Shilu was extremely annoyed. He knew that at least half of Chi Huang’s various discomforts were intentional.But when he was drunk that night in Xinjiang, the other party took good care of him and was patient.
The fussing didn’t stop until after dinner.Not long after taking the medicine, Chi Huang lost energy and went to sleep.
Late at night, before going to bed, Chen Shilu went to add water to the cup on Chi Huang’s bedside and took his temperature to see if his fever had gone down.
The thermometer beeped slightly, and a hand stretched out from the quilt to hold Chen Shilu’s wrist: “Chen Shilu…”
“What else do you want?”
“I feel a little uncomfortable, sleep with me.”
“I can’t sleep with other people.”
Chi Huang expressed his protest in a low voice: “We slept together during those two nights in Xinjiang.”
After sleeping under the stars on the first night and embracing each other naked on the hotel bed on the second night, Chen Shilu swallowed: “Your flu will be transmitted to me.”
The hands on my wrists loosened.
Chen Shilu walked to the door and heard Chi Huang shout again: “Chen Shilu…”
“What else do you want, can we finish it together?”
“……Thank you!”
“So much nonsense, go to sleep now.”Chen Shilu closed the door.
Returning to his room, after tossing and turning for a while, he got up and went to the next room.
Chi Huang’s breathing was a little heavy because of a stuffy nose, and he didn’t know if he fell asleep.Chen Shilu opened a corner of the quilt and slept gently next to the bed.
He didn’t know whether it was the feeling of being taken care of that night or his own softness.Beauty always looks a little fragile, but a sick beauty is indeed very fragile, which is unbearable.
Besides, he gets the flu vaccine on time every year, so it is difficult to get infected, and even if he does get infected, the symptoms are very mild.
Soon there was a hot chest pressed against him, followed by hot breath behind his ears, and Chi Huang called his name in a hoarse voice: “Chen Shilu… you are here.”
Chen Shilu’s throat rolled a few times, and goosebumps appeared on his body, feeling guilty for his thoughts at this time.
But he only patted the hand on his waist: “Stop talking and have a good sleep.”