Fallen At A Glance Chapter 36
byI can’t be angry?
Yun Suiran’s heart seemed to melt into a pool of spring water by that whisper. He no longer hesitated, tightened his arms suddenly, and took Lian Mu deeper into his arms.
The cold fragrance of Lian Mu lingering on the tip of his nose was as clear as the pine and cypress behind the snow. It was completely different from the burning aura he was used to, but it made him feel extremely relieved and fascinated.
“Lian Mu…” Yun’s casual voice was muffled in the crook of Lian Mu’s neck, with a hint of nasal sound, like a coquettish cat rubbing its owner’s palm.
Lian Mu was slightly shaken by his sudden strength, but he stood firmly and allowed him to hold him. He could clearly feel Yun’s warm breath passing through the thin fabric and pressing against the back of his neck, arousing a small shiver.
He simply relaxed his body, gave his entire weight to Yun Suiran, and whispered, “Yiyi, I’m here.”
Yun Ran heard the indulgence in his tone, and felt even sweeter in his heart.He tilted his head slightly, stroking Lian Mu Rumo’s long hair with his cheek, and rubbed the tip of his nose against Lian Mu’s fair and slender neck, where a pulse was beating steadily.
He couldn’t help but open his mouth, and gently “bite” Lian Mu’s shoulder through the fabric of the clothes, as softly as a kiss.
“Hiss—” Lian Mu took a breath, and his body tensed up for a moment, then relaxed again. He felt helpless, and held down Yun Suiran’s hand that was still making trouble with a bit of doting, “Yiyi, are you a puppy?”
Yun laughed casually and proudly, and the vibration in his chest was transmitted to Lian Mu through the skin that was close to each other: “Huh, I’ll bite you.”
“Okay, feel free to be happy.” Lian Mu followed his words, turned his face and pressed a shallow kiss on Yun Ran’s cheek, “Is it enough? Do you want another bite?”
Yun Ran was so tender by his kiss that he couldn’t even think of taking another bite. He held Lian Mu’s face in his hands, his beautiful phoenix eyes full of starlight and smile, and leaned over to peck the corner of his slightly cool lips, and then another one, like a butterfly gathering honey in spring, lingering.
Lian Mu was a little distracted by his kiss, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he simply turned his back on the guest and deepened the lingering kiss.
The candle on the desk “crackled” and burst into flames. The light and shadow swayed, reflecting the two figures embracing each other like a dream.At this moment, no words are needed, all the deep affection and attachment are melted into each other’s breathing and heartbeat.
…
Yun Suiran slept very deeply that night, and his dreams were filled with Lian Mu’s eyes that were usually as cold as frost, but last night were full of affection.
In the afternoon of the next day, Yun Suiran ran towards Blazing Flame’s residence with almost jumping steps.
Chi Yan was lying boredly on the soft couch under the old tree in the courtyard, with various fruits and snacks piled beside him, as if he was pampered.
Seeing Yun’s casual figure appearing, he didn’t even bother to raise his eyelids. He just slowly picked up a grape and threw it into his mouth, saying vaguely: “Hey, what kind of wind brought Mr. Yun here today? Could it be that Lian Mu is busy with sect affairs again, and he is afraid that you will be bored, so you want me to play with you?”
Yun casually sat down on the stone bench opposite him, picked up an attractive spiritual fruit on the table, and said while eating: “Chiyan, I came here to fulfill my promise to you yesterday while Lian Mu was away in Maple Valley. If you don’t want to listen, I will leave.”
Chi Yan suddenly became interested and raised half of his body, “Listen, is what I taught you yesterday very useful to Lian Mu?”
Zhuoyan suddenly became energetic, sat up straight, and moved closer, the fire of gossip burning: “Tell me, was it like I guessed yesterday? No matter how cold and cold you are on weekdays, you are still a man, and I can’t resist seeing you taking such initiative?”
“Speaking of this,” Yun Suiran pretended to be disappointed, “I thought you were so powerful Chiyan. Last night, according to your teachings, Lian Mu asked me to wash up and go to sleep.”
“What! How is this possible?” Chiyan couldn’t accept it.
“Although your method is useless, because of the hard work you taught me yesterday, I am here to help you solve your doubts today.”
“Okay, okay, tell me first.”
“Lian Mu and I were the ones chasing him.”
“I’m just saying that with Lian Mu’s temperament, you must be chasing him,” Chi Yan said proudly, “I am the smartest phoenix in the world.”
Yun Suiyi did not answer.
“However, the method worked so well yesterday, why wasn’t Lian Mu attracted?” Chi Yan was puzzled.
“Maybe… your method is not good, or you are inexperienced.”
“How is that possible!” Blazing Flame collapsed, “The books I have read over the years can at least cover this ground.”
Chi Yan doesn’t believe in evil, “It’s okay, Yun Sui Sui, if this trick doesn’t work, I have another trick, don’t worry, you just took the initiative to tell me about you and Lian Mu, I will take care of this matter, I will definitely, definitely let Lian Mu be attracted to you, and he will stick to you for the rest of his life.”
“Then it all depends on your ability, Chiyan. Your other ideas are the same as yesterday, with no effect.”
“Don’t worry, it won’t happen,” Chiyan assured, patting his chest.
“I hope so”
“I have food and drink here. You sit here and eat and drink first, while I look for my books. I remember that I secretly collected a book on 100% love secrets. This is something I keep at the bottom of my box. There will definitely be no accidents.”
Yun nodded casually.
A quarter of an hour later, Blazing Flame ran over with a disgraced face, “I found it, I found it, it was so well hidden that I almost forgot where it was.”
Yun Suiyi was puzzled, “Do you still want to hide your own books so tightly?”
“Just in case, hahaha.” Chiyan smiled awkwardly, “Back to the subject, back to the subject.”
Chi Yan cast a purification spell on himself, and then sat clean and refreshed across from Yun Suiyi, lowering his head to read the book.
“Yes.” Chiyan snapped his fingers, “The book says that you should be very generous to the person you love, speak politely, and don’t let him lose face, especially outside.”
At this point, Chi Yan nodded, he can do it himself.
“Be warm and considerate, considerate and considerate when dealing with people related to your loved one. Even if the other person is wrong, you must tolerate it and face it with a smile. Don’t let your reckless behavior affect the image of your loved one in the hearts of his relatives and friends, or only add to his troubles.”
“What does reckless behavior mean?” Yun asked casually.
Chi Yan didn’t quite understand, but he pretended that he did, “If someone related to Lian Mu scolds you, you should ignore him and don’t quarrel with him, otherwise others will say bad things about Lian Mu.”
Yun nodded casually, understanding.
“Any more?”
“Also…” Blazing Flame turned another page, “If the person you love is too outstanding and powerful and attracts the opposite sex, as a person who loves him deeply, you cannot prevent others from approaching him and liking him.”
After Chiyan finished speaking, Yun Suiran’s heart suddenly shook, “What do you mean by this?”
“Oh, what this means is that if Lian Mu attracts the love of many other people, you can’t be angry and let others get close to him.”
“I can’t be angry?” Yun Suiran felt that he might not be able to do it. If someone approached Lian Mu and fell in love with him, Yun Suiran felt that he would want to kill someone.
“Yes,” Chi Yan nodded, “The person you love attracts others because he is particularly good. Do you want the person you love to be so bad that everyone hates him?”
This is the reason, Yun Suiran somewhat agrees. If…if someone likes Lian Mu, he will be happy…
But Yun Suiran felt that he couldn’t pass the test in his heart. If… Lian Mu met someone better and liked him more in the future, then… would Lian Mu separate from him?
If Lian Mu proposed it, would he agree to it?
But if I rely on Lian Mu’s favor and obstruct everyone from getting close to Lian Mu, then Lian Mu will be the same as before.
Lonely and alone, I always envy Yunzhao, who has many friends and is sunny.
It’s better not to, Yun Sui thought, Lian Mu was born to be looked up to by all living beings, like the moon that never falls in the sky. He is so good, but he cannot be like his previous self, like a rat in the gutter, dark, inferior and surly.
…
In the past few days, Yun Sui Sui felt as if he had swallowed a whole jar of coptis without honey. His internal organs were all twisted in pain, but he still had to squeeze out a smile that was uglier than crying.
Ever since he listened to Chiyan’s love secrets, Yun Suiran has become a “watching stone” who observes secretly. Lian Mu is talking to others in the front. He is leaning under the old pine tree not far away, his fingertips unconsciously caressing the jade exquisite, and his peach blossom eyes are like hooks, staring at Lian Mu three feet around him.
This stare was really an “eye-opener”.
Those disciples from aristocratic families who usually put on airs now wanted to glue their eyes to Lian Mun’s white clothes;
Those senior sisters and junior sisters who were sought after by everyone in the sect took advantage of the opportunity to ask for advice on techniques and approached them with blushes and heartbeats.
What’s more, even if he was handed a tea cup, he would “accidentally” touch Lian Mu’s fingertips, and then he would cover his chest and look like he was about to faint.
Yun Suiyi felt his stomach churn when he saw it, and he wished he could rush up and play “Ballad of Broken Hearts” to send all these “idiotic men and resentful women” back to their hometown to dream.
But he can’t.
He promised himself that he would be “magnanimous” and “perfect”. This thought was like a golden hoop, strangling him with a splitting headache. He could only swallow the sourness and anger in his heart, and turned it into sighs that seemed not to exist, and made the pine needles fall.
How could Lian Mu not notice Yun’s unusual behavior these past few days?At first, he thought it was because Luo Maple Valley was too boring, or because he was busy with trials, Yun Suiran lost his sense of security, or perhaps the food in Luo Maple Valley did not suit his taste.
Until one day when he was practicing swordplay, Yun Suishui stared blankly at a disciple delivering water for a long time. His eyes were like those of a miser who was watching a rare treasure about to be stolen. He was resentful and angry, but powerless.
Lian Mu understood in his heart that it was his fault that made him lose his sense of security, so Lian Mu prepared a random gift for Yun.
Afternoon of the second day
Chiyan found Yun Suiran, who was in a daze facing a pond of fish, and lowered his voice in a mysterious manner: “Yun Suiran, did you know that an elder came to the mountain recently and was discussing with the sect leader, saying that Lian Mu has a distinguished status and has reached the age to get engaged. I heard that she is a young lady from a certain sect in Zhongzhou. She is both talented and beautiful, and is the most suitable match for Lian Mu…”
Before he finished speaking, Chiyan felt that the air around him suddenly became a bit colder.He raised his eyes and saw that Yun Sui Sui’s originally pale face was now even brighter than the ice in the pool.
Yun’s hand holding the wine bottle suddenly tightened, and his knuckles turned white. In his peach blossom eyes, there were turbulent waves at the moment, as if something was struggling violently and breaking.
“Oh?” Yun Ran’s voice was very dry, as if it had been rubbed with sandpaper, “Really? Then…does Lian Mu know about this?”
Chi Yan shook his head: “I just heard it from the disciples in front of the sect master. As soon as I found out, I came over and told you. As for whether Lian Mu knows about it, I don’t know yet. You can go back and ask him.”
“And moreover,” Chi Yan quickly shared the gossip he had heard with Yun Ran: “I also heard them say that the sect lady is gentle, virtuous, dignified and generous, has an outstanding appearance, and is the best at taking care of people…”
Yun Suiran couldn’t listen anymore and took a sip of wine. The spicy liquid choked into his trachea, causing him to cough violently. He wanted to turn around and escape from the suffocating news, but the soles of his feet seemed to be rooted and he couldn’t move.
The sentence “Has Lian Mu seen this young lady? Is he…satisfied?” stuck in his throat, turning into a mass of bitterness that was too thick to be resolved, completely drowning him.