Difficult To Raise Chapter 44
byChapter 44 Pressing Jiang Ran couldn’t persuade Jiang Jin, and Jiang Jin also…
After coming out of the theater, Jiang Ran was still confused. He never thought that Jiang Jin would confess to him. This was incredible. He thought that the kiss that day was an accident. He thought it was a spur of the moment. He couldn’t figure it out. Didn’t Jiang Jin like girls?Why is this happening.
The two of them didn’t go to the place Jiang Jin mentioned, but got into the car directly.The weather is very good today. The sun shines through the clean and bright car windows, casting a faint golden color on Jiang Jin’s face, making his eyebrows softer, as if even the light prefers him.
Jiang Ran looked at him and found that his nose and lips were somewhat similar to Jiang Yue’s, and the rest should have been inherited from his mother. Despite this, he still couldn’t help but think of the face he met with Jiang Yue many years ago, on such a bright afternoon and in such a dull atmosphere.
But Jiang Jin is still different from Jiang Yue. He has not learned to achieve his goal in more roundabout ways.
Therefore, facing Jiang Ran’s rejection, he could hardly control his temper.
“Why? They can all do it, but I can’t. Am I worse than them? Is it because I’m not good-looking enough, or am I not as good as you like in some way?”
Jiang Ran just looked at him silently.
“Tell me.” There was anger in Jiang Jin’s eyes. He barely suppressed his anger and asked, “What exactly are you dissatisfied about?”
“I’m not satisfied with anything.” Jiang Ran lowered his voice and said harshly: “Can you please wake up? You are my brother.”
“We are not related by blood! I am not your biological brother!” Jiang Jin growled: “Who wants you to treat me as your younger brother! As early as four years ago, the moment you abandoned me, you no longer had a younger brother!”
After he finished speaking, he softened his tone a little, “But now I forgive you, because I like you. I forgive you, not as a brother. You want me to hate you, or love you, it’s your choice.”
Jiang Ran closed his eyes and said embarrassedly: “Jiang Jin, why are you forcing me? Can’t you let me go?”
“Brother, it was you who provoked me in the first place. It was you who promised never to leave me. I warned you to stay away from me, but you chose to come up to me on your own.” Jiang Jin said harshly, “I can’t let go this time.”
He pinched Jiang Ran’s chin and forced him to look at him, “Look at me, brother. If you look at me, it’s not that difficult to accept me, right?”
“This is impossible!” Jiang Ran wanted to get away, but he squeezed her tighter, so tight that the skin even hurt. He took a deep breath and said, “I raised you. In my heart, you are my biological brother. You can’t deny this fact.”
“Okay.” Jiang Jin laughed angrily, “I won’t deny it. I just like my brother. What’s wrong? Who said that younger brothers can’t like older brothers? I just like you and I want to be with you.”
Light scattered into Jiang Jin’s eyes, clearly illuminating the darkness inside.The eyes he was looking at him at the moment were full of desire to plunder and unconcealable emotion.
Jiang Ran’s face was livid, he knew that he could never make sense with Jiang Jin, and he would never be able to make sense with him. Ever since he was a child, as long as it was something Jiang Jin believed in, he would definitely go all the way to the end, even if he hit his head and was bleeding, he would not be afraid.
But only on this matter, Jiang Ran would not rely on him. He suppressed his temper and said, “Okay, I’ll tell you what exactly I’m dissatisfied with you about.”
Jiang Jin looked at him without blinking, waiting for him to speak.
Jiang Ran rubbed his brows, calmed down a little, and then said calmly: “Because I don’t like you. This is what I am most dissatisfied with about you.”
He looked at him seriously, “So do you understand? Xiao Jin, you are an adult and you should know that not everything in the world can go as you want. I like you, but that is for my younger brother. I can’t be with you.”
The destructive power of these words is self-evident. Jiang Ran did not leave any escape route. He just wanted to make Jiang Jin retreat before the difficulties and give up this idea as soon as possible.
Jiang Jin looked at Jiang Ran with red eyes, looking at it for a long time. This moment seemed to be extremely long, which made Jiang Ran feel very uncomfortable. Jiang Jin’s eyes were full of anger and sadness, which made his heart feel uncomfortable.
After a while, Jiang Jin let out a laugh from his tight lips, “Okay, I understand.”
Jiang Ran looked at him quietly, thinking that he had made it so clear that Jiang Jin should give up.
However, Jiang Jin seemed to see through his thoughts, his eyes were dark and stern like a wolf.
“It doesn’t matter if you don’t like me now, I will make you like me, I will let you…” He said slowly: “You can only see me in your eyes.”
“You either accept me or… destroy me.”
Regarding this matter, there is no word “give up” in Jiang Jin’s dictionary, and he will never learn to give up.
He is bound to win against Jiang Ran.
Jiang Ran couldn’t persuade Jiang Jin, and there was no way Jiang Jin would give up.Many times in the past, if there were differences between them, Jiang Jin would listen to Jiang Ran for small things, but for big things, Jiang Ran would definitely compromise in the end, except for the fact that he left him to Jiang Yue without telling Jiang Jin four years ago.
This time, he also didn’t want to compromise and couldn’t compromise.
But Jiang Jin obviously wouldn’t let him go. He sent him messages three times a day. The frequency was kept just right, within a range that would not offend anyone but also highlight his presence.
It’s not that Jiang Ran has tried to blackmail him, but it didn’t work. He would call him from a different mobile phone number. Jiang Ran was afraid that if he really angered Jiang Jin, he would just go to school to find him regardless. Jiang Ran had no doubt that he would do such a thing.
He tried his best to ignore his news.
On the way to class, Jiang Ran’s cell phone rang again, and he hung up impatiently. After three times in a row, Jiang Jin’s message popped up.
“Answer the phone, bro.”
Jiang Ran just pretended not to see it and had no intention of taking it back.
“If you don’t answer my call, I will be sad. I can only come to see you directly. You have an elective class this afternoon, right? I happen to be very interested in it too. How about I come to your place to observe.”
Seeing this, Jiang Ran felt depressed. He held back his temper and called Jiang Jin back, saying impatiently, “What do you want to do?”
“I just want to hear your voice.” On the other end of the phone, Jiang Jin’s voice sounded particularly aggrieved, “It’s been a long time since you answered my call. Are you not going to talk to me anymore?”
“Yes.” Jiang Ran’s heart was as hard as iron, “Unless you give up that idea.”
“Brother, you know this is impossible.” Jiang Jin said with a smile: “Why don’t you make some other requests? I will satisfy you.”
“Really?” Jiang Ran said, “Then don’t call me or send me any more messages. Can you do that?”
The breathing on the other end of the phone became heavier for a moment, and Jiang Ran knew that his words made Jiang Jin unhappy.But only a few seconds later, Jiang Jin’s voice came again. Through the phone, it sounded a little distorted, “But brother, if I really do this, you will miss me.”
As if someone hit him in the heart, Jiang Ran tightened his grip on the phone. He knew that Jiang Jin was right. During the countless days and nights when he had lost contact with Jiang Jin, there was not a day when he missed him.
He was eager to see him, eager to talk to him, thinking about him almost crazy. He wanted to repair the relationship with him, but Jiang Ran also knew clearly… that was definitely not in this way.
“Admit it, brother.” Jiang Jin chuckled on the other end of the phone, “You can’t live without me.”
“Can you really forget me? Forget our past ten years, forget every day and night we were together? We are the closest people in the world, no one else can compare. You did such excessive things before, but I am still willing to come back to you…”
“As…a lover.”
Jiang Jin’s voice became gentler and gentler, as if it was a little bewitching.
“Take me home, brother.”
Jiang Jin has never been a slow person, and just a few contacts after the reunion were enough for him to see Jiang Ran clearly, and he knew what he wanted.Jiang Jin always has a keenness on this matter that belies his age, and he can hit Jiang Ran’s heart with incomparable accuracy.
Yes, more than ten years of dependence on each other has long been integrated into his bones. Jiang Ran can avoid Jiang Jin, but he can’t not care about him or care about him.
They were like plants growing in the desert that lacked water, tightly intertwined, and Jiang Jin was the flower he protected in his arms. He devoted everything he had to watering it, even if it bloomed and was full of poison.
Jiang Ran felt his heart beating violently and hung up the phone almost in embarrassment.
He rubbed his face and took several deep breaths before finally calming down. Tang Qin next to him looked at him worriedly and asked, “What’s wrong with you? You look so ugly.”
“It’s okay.” Jiang Ran didn’t want to say more.
Who knew that Tang Qin said with determination: “Which suitor is he?”
Jiang Ran looked up at him in surprise.
“Am I right?” Tang Qin smiled, “What’s there to be embarrassed about? It’s normal for people like you to be popular.”
Jiang Ran noticed that Tang Qin’s eyes were getting more and more strange, and he couldn’t help but defended: “Just an annoying child, ignorant, what kind of suitor is he?”
“That’s it.” Tang Qin adjusted his glasses and said, “By the way, that Li Song will definitely not be able to harass you anymore in the future.”
Jiang Ran was moved in his heart and asked, “What happened to him?”
Tang Qin lowered his voice, “Something serious happened to him.”
“I really didn’t expect him to be such a scumbag. He would just talk about others in the forum every day, but he even molested a boy. The boy was not yet an adult at the time. If something like this happened, he didn’t dare to tell his family or call the police. He could only keep it in his heart. As he kept it in, he became depressed and couldn’t even go to school. His parents always thought it was their own problem. They felt guilty and blamed themselves all the time. They almost broke up a good family.”
“Ah?” Jiang Ran only heard about Li Song’s accident from Jiang Jin, but didn’t know the details. Now when he heard Tang Qin say this, he was a little surprised, “Then how did it get exposed later?”
“I don’t know the specifics. It seems that someone persuaded the boy.” Tang Qin shrugged, “Anyway, Li Song has dropped out of school. I don’t know what will happen in the future, but he doesn’t deserve sympathy.”
“Damn it, I feel sick just thinking about having dinner at the same table with this kind of person.”
After hearing this, Jiang Ran felt as uncomfortable as swallowing a fly. After all, he was an ex-boyfriend he had dated. Who would have thought that he would be such a scumbag?
“Forget it, let’s not mention him anymore,” Jiang Ran said.
The two of them walked to the classroom while chatting. When they arrived at the classroom, more than half of the people inside were already full.Tang Qin muttered, “This kind of class is still popular. How can these people be so active usually?”
Jiang Ran said, this class is called Movie Appreciation, and it mainly explains some classic movies. In the eyes of the students, it is almost the same as watching movies, so they will naturally be more positive.
They found a seat further back and Jiang Ran took out his mobile phone to play Xiaoxiaole. He was stuck at this level and couldn’t pass it. He was scratching his head and ears anxiously.In the midst of excitement, a hand suddenly stretched out from the side and snatched his cell phone away. With a few swipes, he helped him pass the test.
Jiang Ran looked up and saw He Qian’s smiling face.
“Why are you here?” Jiang Ran was a little stunned.
“I’m here to observe.” He Qian said matter-of-factly: “Don’t you think this kind of class is interesting?”
Jiang Ran took back his mobile phone and was a little speechless, “Young master, how can I still not know you? You are not a book lover.”
He Qian chuckled twice and said exaggeratedly: “I knew I couldn’t hide it from you.”
“Tell me, what’s going on?” Jiang Ran asked.
“I want to ask you to have skewers in the evening. I haven’t been able to see you lately. I’m almost bored to death.”
“If you can just send me a message, why do you come all the way here to take advantage of the class?” Jiang Ran said helplessly.
“It happens that I have nothing to do. I am idle anyway.”
The teacher of the elective course was very professional, and it was not as easy as everyone imagined. He took out a very classic movie and explained it from beginning to end, and also called people by name from time to time to express their understanding.
The two classes lasted all afternoon. He Qian fell asleep while listening to them and could hardly keep his eyes open.
After finally making it to the end of class, he was about to grab Jiang Ran and run away.
Jiang Ran’s cell phone rang. He picked it up and saw that it was a message from Jiang Jin.
RJ: [I’ll wait for you on the rooftop of your school’s laboratory building. If you don’t come, I’ll keep waiting.】
Jiang Ran’s eyes darkened and he almost cursed.
He ignored the news and followed He Qian outside, his pace getting slower and slower as he walked.
He Qian obviously noticed it, turned his head and asked: “What’s wrong?”
Jiang Ran stopped and looked at him guiltily, “Qianzi, I have something to do.” He paused, “I’ll go eat skewers with you after I finish my work.”
He Qian said “Ah” and scratched his head, “What’s the matter? I came to see you specially.”
“I know, I know.” Jiang Ran said, “Don’t worry, I’ve made an appointment with you, and I won’t let you go. You can find a place to wait for me first. I’ll call you when I’m done.”
“Okay then.” He Qian plucked his hair, his face full of helplessness.