Difficult To Raise Chapter 39

Chapter 39 Kiss “Xiao Jin?” Jiang Ran was a little surprised,…

“Xiao Jin?” Jiang Ran was a little surprised. He didn’t expect to see Jiang Jin here, and asked doubtfully, “Why are you here? Didn’t you just say you were going to eat?”

Jiang Jin looked at him coldly and did not answer his words.Instead, he pushed him against a nearby tree with force. His movements were so fierce and fast that Jiang Ran couldn’t react. He hit the tree trunk hard, and the rough bark caused pain to his back. He couldn’t help but frowned, “What are you going to do?”

Jiang Jin narrowed his eyes, “What? Are you feeling guilty?”

“What do I feel guilty for?” Jiang Ran looked at him in confusion and said in disbelief: “You made a special trip to wait for me here?”

Jiang Jin didn’t answer the question: “Who was that man just now?

He stared at his face closely, not missing any expression on his face. His eyes were dark and terrifyingly calm.

“Who?”Jiang Ran couldn’t keep up with his brain circuit. After two seconds, he seemed to remember something and asked hesitantly: “You mean He Qian?”He didn’t know what Jiang Jin was causing trouble.

“He Qian…” Jiang Jin recited the name over and over again, then suddenly turned cold and gritted his teeth and said, “It was Li Song before, and now there is He Qian…”

“Can’t you live without a man?”

“Jiang Jin!”

The night wind blew over, splitting Jiang Ran’s chest like a knife, piercing straight into his heart, making him tremble in pain.Jiang Ran turned pale at Jiang Jin’s words, he trembled his lips and said, “What are you crazy about?He Qian is just my friend.”

“friend?”Jiang Jin sneered, “How can friends be so close to each other?I think if you weren’t worried about being on the street, you would have kissed me directly.”

Jiang Ran glared at him with angry eyes and said, “I am just socializing normally, can you stop using those dirty thoughts to speculate on us?”

“social contact?”Jiang Jin snorted, with a touch of sarcasm on his face. He lowered his head slightly and met Jiang Ran’s eyes. A pair of black eyes looked into his eyes, as if looking into his heart through them. He gritted his teeth and said: “You are a homosexual, don’t you know how to keep your distance from men?”

It’s the same reason again, the same reason last time, and the last time…

“Homosexuals can also make friends.”Jiang Ran felt very powerless, as if he was playing harp to a cow, and he said: “Besides, He Qian is not gay. We are just friends, very good friends, and we have never done anything outrageous.Don’t you have friends too?He and I have the same relationship as you have with your friends, do you understand?”

He tried to explain it in a way he could understand.

“Fart.”Jiang Jin recalled the scene he had just seen, and the fire in his chest came up. Jiang Ran’s every word seemed to him an excuse, and he couldn’t help but said viciously: “You think I’m blind, don’t you?”

Jiang Ran was too lazy to tell him anymore and pushed him hard, “Whatever you think, I’m going back.”

Jiang Jin was pushed by him and became angry. She pulled his hand harder and harder, squeezing the wrist until it turned red. He almost growled, “Don’t leave!””

“Jiang Jin!”Jiang Ran shook it off twice, but he also became angry and said indiscriminately: “What is the relationship between He Qian and I and what does it have to do with you?So what if we really fall in love?I am a normal adult, what does it mean to fall in love?!Do you care?”

“Shut up!”Jiang Jin’s eyes were blazing with fire, and he was about to be so angry that he was speechless.

“Don’t go crazy. If you really can’t stand it, why don’t I show up in front of you less in the future?”

Jiang Jin’s eyes were red with anger. He looked at Jiang Ran’s face so close to him and recalled the scene where he and the man were talking, laughing and being intimate. It felt like a huge boulder had been pressed down on his heart, making him unable to breathe.

During this period, things came to mind one after another, Li Song, He Qian… He was always surrounded by so many men, like flies that he couldn’t get rid of no matter how hard he tried.

Obviously before, Jiang Ran only belonged to him, but they had only been separated for four years, and they had completely changed.

The more Jiang Jin thought about it, the angrier he became, and this anger was a little aggrieved.

Jiang Ran was still saying: “I know you are disgusted with homosexuality, but this is not a strange thing. We will live a normal life, make friends and fall in love normally, you…”

The rest of the words were lost between their lips and teeth.

In front of him was a face that was getting bigger and bigger. Jiang Jin wrapped around him like a snake, lowered his head and blocked his mouth accurately.

First, she pressed against it quietly for a moment. When she felt the softness, she started sucking and licking like a master without a teacher. She pinched his chin to prevent him from hiding, with strong and domineering movements.

After hearing what Jiang Ran said, Jiang Jin’s mind went blank. All he could see in his eyes were the two lips opening and closing. He wanted to block his mouth with something so that he could no longer say the words that made him angry, so he did so.

He kissed her for a while, but as if it wasn’t enough, he would bite her a few times, with a hint of punishment.After a few seconds, both of them tasted a faint taste of blood in their mouths.

This unexpected action caught Jiang Ran by surprise. When he realized what had happened, there was a buzz in his head. For a few seconds, he even felt that his expression was a little erratic. Jiang Ran’s eyes widened and he could clearly see the person kissing him.

His high nose bridge, clear outline, and eyes with slightly trembling eyelashes all told him clearly that this man was his brother!

His younger brother, Jiang Jin, was kissing him!

Jiang Ran was so excited by this fact that he struggled desperately. He pushed Jiang Jin’s chest hard, but he didn’t expect that he looked thin, but his whole body was so hard that he couldn’t push it away.

He paused for a moment, then quickly raised his leg to kick him. He struggled and resisted, and every cell in his body was repelling this person’s unreasonable closeness.

Jiang Jin didn’t care about his struggle at all. He had never known that kissing someone could be so comfortable. The moment he pressed against her, he felt his whole body tremble. There was an illusion that his soul was stirring. He seemed to have touched something deeper in the other person in this way.

…I should have done this a long time ago. Jiang Jin closed his eyes and felt suddenly enlightened.

He even tentatively touched the seam of Jiang Ran’s lips with the tip of his tongue, teasing her with all his heart, with a strong hint.He wanted to pry open his closed teeth and have deeper contact with him.

Jiang Ran felt his movement, and his heart was shaken. He couldn’t bear it anymore, so he gritted his teeth and bit Jiang Jin’s lips hard.

“Hiss——”

Jiang Jin was in pain, but still held him tightly and did not separate.Jiang Ran took the opportunity to push him with all his strength.Perhaps the force that exploded at this moment was so strong that Jiang Jin was pushed back several steps.

Before Jiang Jin could come to his senses, a slap had already hit him in the face. This slap did not spare his hand. He was hit to the side of his head, and there was a burning pain on his face.There was also a dull pain in my lips and legs.

In such pain, the anger just now calmed down inexplicably. Jiang Jin wiped the corner of his lips with his thumb, and there was a little blood on his fingertips, which showed how hard the person who did it had spared no effort.He recalled the feeling just now, and felt a strange sense of joy in his heart.

“Are you fucking crazy?”Jiang Ran’s eyes were red, and he reached out and wiped his lips vigorously several times. He was so angry at Jiang Jin’s rebellious actions that he felt like the world was spinning in front of his eyes, as if he was about to faint in the next second, “Do you have to disgust me in this way?!”

Jiang Jin just looked at him calmly and said nothing.

“Do you know what you are doing?”Jiang Ran roared: “I am your brother!”

“So what?Jiang Jin smiled evilly, “Brother, can’t you?””

“Get out!Jiang Ran resisted the urge to slap him again and squeezed out a few words through his teeth, “Get away!””

“Don’t forget, it was you who provoked me first.Jiang Jin said coldly: “Why do you tell me to get out?””

“How did I know you were so crazy?”Jiang Ran’s scalp felt numb as he thought about the kiss just now. He never thought that Jiang Jin could even use such a trick just to disgust him.

Jiang Jin looked at him in silence for a few seconds, then suddenly called out, “Brother.”

Jiang Ran was slightly stunned. This was the first time Jiang Jin called him brother after they reunited, but in this situation. If it were before, he didn’t know how happy he would be, but now, he only felt that the overwhelming sadness was about to overwhelm him.

“Do you remember what you promised me before?”Jiang Jin stretched out his hand and gently brushed his red lips with his slender fingers, “You said you didn’t know how to fall in love.”

“I’ve always remembered it. You have to do what you say. Forget about the previous time. You can’t lie to me again in the future, otherwise I will be angry.”Jiang Jin dipped the blood on the end of Jiang Ran’s eyes, and the bright color made his face look even more beautiful. He smiled, “If I get angry, I don’t know what I can do. That Li Song hasn’t been pestering you anymore lately.”

Jiang Ran’s eyes widened instantly.

“He dropped out of school.”His smile is beautiful, but it’s like a poisonous flower. Once it gets on it, you don’t know when it will be fatal.

Jiang Jin’s eyes flashed with an inexplicable light, and he told the story as if he was telling a story: “Everything he has done has been found out, and now he is probably hiding at home without even daring to leave the house.Brother, haven’t you heard about it yet?”

“I don’t like you getting too close to that He Qian. You should avoid him from now on. Do you understand?”

Jiang Jin’s voice lowered, and the words that came out of that naturally good voice were so gentle that they almost dripped with water, “You have to be obedient and don’t make me angry.”

Jiang Ran felt like he was breaking out in cold sweat. Li Song had indeed stopped pestering him during this period. He thought he had a new goal and finally gave up on stalking him. He was secretly relieved. Unexpectedly…

He stared at Jiang Jin’s smiling face, and the more he thought about it, the more panicked he became, his whole body trembling with fear, as if he had never known this young man before, “Madman!You are a lunatic… How could I raise such a lunatic like you?”

Jiang Jin’s face darkened, his eyes filled with gloom, and he stared at him with a cold gaze like a beast, pestering him and trying to drown him.After a while, he raised the corners of his lips again, “Yes, it’s time for you to reflect on it.”

“Why…is this happening…”

Jiang Ran trembled his lips. He suddenly felt very pathetic. He once again doubted whether what he did at the beginning was correct. He couldn’t help but wonder if Jiang Jin would not have become like this if he had not followed Jiang Yue. Would he still be the innocent, kind and outstanding young man he used to be…

“Go away, don’t let me see you again, and I won’t bother you again.”Jiang Ran closed his eyes, as if all his strength had been drained out of him. He was really discouraged. No matter how hard he tried, it seemed to be of no use. Jiang Jin always gave him a little hope, and then pushed him into the abyss the next second.

Maybe… maybe they just lacked a little bit of fate and were destined to never be brothers in this life.

In the past, he could regard those things as a child having a tantrum, endure them with a smile, and give in.But at this point, the remaining tolerance in his heart was finally exhausted and he could no longer tolerate it.

Every time he indulged without a bottom line, he was rewarded with an intensification of his efforts, and more and more unscrupulous temptation and consumption.At this moment, Jiang Ran felt more exhausted than ever before, “I’m just asking you, can we not involve other people in the matter between us?I’ll try to avoid you from now on, okay?”

Jiang Jin sneered, and that smile made people’s hearts tremble, “What?Do you want to keep your distance from me now?”

With his back to the light, his face looked very blurry, and only a few clear outlines could be seen. This changed his entire temperament, which was both gloomy and fierce.

The darkness spread rapidly like thick ink, covering the two figures in it.Jiang Ran took a few steps back and stood under the streetlight. The light illuminated his face, along with the sadness and heavy mood on his face.

Across the dim beam of the street lamp, one of them is bright and the other is dark, like two parallel lines that can never blend.

“Are you afraid of me?Want to abandon me again?”Jiang Jin looked at him quietly, with a look of indifference on his face, “I knew it would be like this, but…”

He took a few steps forward and squeezed himself into the light, “This time, you don’t have the initiative.You can leave only if I let you go. If I don’t let you go, you have to stay with me.Let me tell you, since four years ago, when you threw me to Jiang Yue like trash, I have hated you to death. What qualifications do you have to say such things to me?”

“No matter what I do to you, you have to suffer.Jiang Jin said, “Because you owe me this.””

“Do you know what I was thinking that night?I held the gift box with great expectation, imagining how happy you would be when I hand it to you, but I learned from Jiang Yue that you no longer want me.”

“When I gave you my heart, you threw it away ruthlessly and even stepped on it a few times.”

Jiang Jin gritted his teeth and said fiercely: “If you want to throw me away, you can throw me away. If you want me to come back, I have to come back obediently. There is no such thing in the world, brother.”

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The author has something to say: This is almost the last time my brother has said harsh words.