Chew Slowly Chapter 68

Chapter 68 Chapter 68

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Perhaps because his fever had just subsided, or perhaps because he had exhausted his energy from crying, Xu Qiaochuan’s spirit was very low.He didn’t even know when the marshal ran into his arms until Chen Zongqian came and took the cat away.The cat’s body temperature was slightly higher than that of a human. The heat accumulated on his legs dissipated, and Xu Qiaochuan finally noticed something unusual.

He moved and raised his head to meet Chen Zongqian’s eyes. He didn’t know how long he looked at them.He was startled by a broad sadness, an emotion that was all too familiar, existing as quietly as a lake, without waves, waiting for someone to throw a stone.

Xu Qiaochuan did not throw stones, all the violence in his body surged up in an instant, as intense as water flowing into boiling oil.He could no longer see Chen Zongqian’s face clearly, even the man had changed beyond recognition. Xu Qiaochuan felt angry for no reason and stood up suddenly and punched him.

He heard people laughing, sarcastically, and saying evil things.

The punch hit his jaw, and Chen Zongqian endured it silently. He rubbed the bones of his jaw and found that they were not dislocated.Xu Qiaochuan was in a daze. He had never seen Xu Qiaochuan fall ill before, but now that Xu Qiaochuan had begun to hurt people, he did not dare to stimulate him too much.

“Xiaoqiao…” Chen Zongqian still called. He tasted a little sweetness of blood and his lips were broken, “Xu Qiaochuan!”

He was not sure whether Xu Qiaochuan instinctively forgot the truth again, but he was sure that Xu Qiaochuan was unwilling to accept Chen Xingran’s name now.

When Xu Qiaochuan heard his name, he looked over blankly.He was highly nervous, his fingers clenched and trembled unconsciously, and he looked dangerous and terrifying.Before Chen Zongqian could say anything again, he hurriedly broke out into a smile: “Who threw me…you, you’d better thank…thank you…”

He couldn’t remember the name, nor the face of the crazy woman in the small garden. He only remembered that the woman was as crazy as him.

“I’m sorry, it’s my fault -” Chen Zongqian’s voice stopped suddenly. Xu Qiaochuan rushed over, threw him onto the sofa, and turned over to hold Chen Zongqian down.He grabbed his neck with both hands, tightened his fingers, and compressed the arteries and blood vessels in his neck.Chen Zongqian clearly sensed danger. The carotid artery supplies blood to the brain and is also a pressure receptor that can transmit pressure-receiving confidence to the brain.

He would fall into coma in about 10 to 15 seconds. Xu Qiaochuan pinched hard for a minute, and he would die here today. It was so dangerous, but Xu Qiaochuan was unconscious and looked at him closely.

He pulled the fingers on his neck tightly. Chen Zongqian’s breathing became more and more rapid, and veins appeared on his forehead and hands.Xu Qiaochuan refused to retreat even if his finger was pushed to the point of fracture.

“Calm down…” Chen Zongqian tried to wake him up, but before his voice could disperse, his lips were pressed hard.

It’s a kiss, but it doesn’t look like a kiss at all.The smell of blood in Chen Zongqian’s mouth was even stronger, and there were teeth biting his lips.Xu Qiaochuan also tasted the blood, and became even more strangely excited. He pried open his teeth and pressed his bloody tongue in.The collision of lips and teeth caused pain to both of them, but Chen Zongqian’s pain was more severe. His tongue was almost bitten off.

He pushed the person, his mouth was stuck in Xu Qiaochuan’s chin, and he raised his hands to push the person away from him.Xu Qiaochuan hung above his arm, his face gloomy and unclear.He stopped Xu Qiaochuan’s teeth, but not his hand, and soon received another punch in the face.Chen Zongqian’s head tilted smoothly, and a sharp buzzing sounded in his right ear.

“Have I ever told you…Tell me to think of me as Chen Xingran again…” Xu Qiaochuan kept hitting him. The first few blows were quite strong, but his habitually dislocated wrist bones soon couldn’t withstand such force. After the sting, his strength became weak, and Chen Zongqian stopped his loose hand.He paused and saw Chen Zongqian’s face stained with his own blood.

The muscles in Xu Qiaochuan’s hands and feet were stiff and tight, and he was experiencing spasms.He failed to hold on firmly and rolled directly off Chen Zongqian, falling over the sofa and falling to the ground.He didn’t care much whether it hurt or not, and he didn’t care if the nosebleed spread into his mouth.Seeing Chen Zongqian walking towards him, he finally thought about what he had just forgotten: “I will kill you…”

His violence was not born in blood, but was influenced by his eyes and ears for more than ten years. He inherited it from Xu Jian, and also had the silence and avoidance disciplined by Lu Xiaoyun. These things grew with his bones, creating a surly personality that was completely opposite to Chen Zongqian.

Xu Qiaochuan’s face was stained with blood and tears: “I hate you so much… you lied to me, you don’t want me, you don’t love me.”

Chen Zongqian knelt beside him and seemed to be crying. Xu Qiaochuan didn’t see him either. Every “I’m sorry” made people feel sick and upset.

“Do you want to do it?” Xu Qiaochuan grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly and pulled the person towards him, “Give me this once, I want…”

There was no deep desire in his eyes, nor on his body. Xu Qiaochuan just suddenly remembered the pleasure that makes people fly away, and eagerly wanted another thing to occupy his brain.The current situation was not suitable for sex at all, Xu Qiaochuan’s mental state was very wrong, but if he said he wanted it, Chen Zongqian had to give it.

Chen Zongqian took a deep breath, lost his mind, and obediently smoothed off the white T-shirt on his body. Before he could unbutton his pants, Xu Qiaochuan reached out and hooked his neck, bringing him to the side of his neck.He went to untie Xu Qiaochuan’s collar and kissed him carefully from his Adam’s apple to his collarbone. The further down he went, the harder Xu Qiaochuan shivered.

Kissing him to the abdomen, Chen Zongqian peeled off his clothes and silently took his penis into his mouth.That half erection was leaking water.When you eat it, the fishy and salty glandular fluid mixes with the smell of blood, and the taste is indescribable.Chen Zongqian sucked the meat crown and used his still aching tongue to tease the horse’s eye at the front.Xu Qiaochuan made a whimpering sound, arched his waist and trembled. Chen Zongqian gently stroked his abdomen.

He couldn’t suppress the trembling, and a sound came from his throat in fear, almost a scream.Xu Qiaochuan curled up and folded his hands in front of him in a defensive posture.He shook his head blankly and said, “No, I don’t want it anymore…”

The object pierced Chen Zongqian’s throat, and his body suddenly broke into the tight throat. Xu Qiaochuan was blank for a moment.He remembered the feeling of his penis being held tightly in the palm of his hand, as if he had fallen into hell. Going up and down was not relief, and neither was semen.

Xu Qiaochuan pushed the person away suddenly and saw blood and semen on Chen Zongqian’s lips. He didn’t know that such a hasty action would be harmful to his penis being bitten off.Xu Qiaochuan did not dare to dwell on this feeling. His body was only numb and his legs were shaking to the point of pain.He stood up from the ground in embarrassment. Before he could take two steps, he lost strength and fell to the ground with a muffled sound.

He held the trash can and retched, but couldn’t vomit anything.Chen Zongqian stood aside quietly, seeing Xu Qiaochuan’s hands covered with scratches and dense goosebumps, wondering what he was doing with Xu Qiaochuan?He should be sent to see a doctor.

“Shall we go see Lilian?” Chen Zongqian saw a pair of empty pupils and repeated his words.Lilian was the only one among the many psychiatrists they had looked for who could continue a conversation with Xu Qiaochuan.

Xu Qiaochuan thought of the name slowly and couldn’t help but smile. Yes, Lilian can save him.

Chen Zongqian once wondered why Xu Qiaochuan chose her?Lilian didn’t understand it at first, but he found out the reason after talking about it several times.

He couldn’t recognize faces, and many people’s faces were blurry.With those shameless psychiatrists in front of him, Xu Qiaochuan would only feel frightened and unable to relax. Instead, he would build up a high psychological defense line. The most difficult patients were none other than these.But Lilian is a mixed race, born with fiery red curly hair and a pair of emerald green eyes. It is easier for Xu Qiaochuan to recognize her than others.

Lilian did not forget to close the door when she came out of the house. Chen Zongqian had been waiting outside, looking through the narrow door gap, but failed to see Xu Qiaochuan, so the door was closed.His brow bone and chin were bruised, and there were fresh blood scabs on his lips. It was rare for Chen Zongqian to be in such an embarrassing state.

It was the patient who was injured, and Xu Qiaochuan had seriously lost control.

“Chen, he is filling out the form. I hope he won’t lie to me this time.” Unlike Lilian who was smiling, Chen Zongqian’s expression was cold.Lilian sighed again, Xu Qiaochuan had lied to people not once or twice.He is very good at disguise, and his subjective will also drives him to try to pretend to be a normal person.

Ten minutes ago, she talked with Xu Qiaochuan.

“I want… to be normal.” Xu Qiaochuan spoke very calmly. This was the normalcy he tried his best to pursue, but his trembling body told Lilian that he was not out of madness yet.Xu Qiaochuan didn’t know how to describe those abnormalities. He only said that everything was abnormal, not normal from the beginning.

Lilian has seen many tears, and many who cannot shed tears. Under every numb body is a painful soul.Lilian didn’t feel that she was saving, it was her job to get close to that soul, but Xu Qiaochuan wouldn’t let her get close.

He went beyond probing questions and asked directly: “Last time you said, what is the name of the operation to energize this place?”

Xu Qiaochuan pointed to his head, and Lilian gave him a description – shut down and restart.

Lilian was surprised that he took the initiative to mention it. After all, many patients expressed panic about this treatment method and even regarded it as electrocution, but it was actually a very good method of treating mental disorders.

“MECT, seizure-free electroconvulsive therapy, do you want to try it?”