Chew Slowly Chapter 63

Chapter 63 Chapter 63

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Neurotics have neurotic thinking, and lunatics have lunatic philosophy.For example, the young master took his insult and abuse to Xu Qiaochuan to a wonderful level: “I love you, okay?”

He was shrewd enough to know what the piece of rotten wood wanted at first sight.Love, the most lacking is the most wanted.

In the young master’s philosophy, love and affection are both love, but he deliberately distorted the words “pain” and “pity” and replaced the true meaning with his own fallacy.

“I like you, I love you.”

“I really like your pitiful look, like a chicken with a disease, so lifeless… Your body is so white and so dirty; your face is so beautiful, but your back is so disgusting; you are in so much pain that you want to die, but your mother said in the office, ‘Be well, Xu Qiaochuan.'”

He deliberately lengthened the end of his voice, and his tone was extremely lingering, as if he was using his lips and tongue to play with the person’s name.

There is no moment of harmony in the young master’s mind. He passionately loves all the contradictions he can see, such as Xu Qiaochuan.Xu Qiaochuan, who collapsed on the balcony, was delirious. He listened with gloomy eyes to the confession of the madman’s “love”.

——Can you please stop being a human being?Becoming a sickly dying chick… a toy that I dismantled.

——You are so pitiful and in pain. You are the most beautiful like this, and I love you the most.

Xu Qiaochuan forgot many things after hearing them, but the viciousness attached to him was retained and eventually grew into pimples in his soul.He is also a madman, and he also believes in the madman’s philosophy, because this argument can explain many things, such as the young master’s abnormal love, and the pain Lu Xiaoyun caused him.

He was obsessed with a kind of pain and thought it was given by love… When did he feel that Chen Zongqian didn’t love him enough?

Xu Qiaochuan liked hugging Chen Zongqian very much. He liked the numbness that felt like an electric shock in his body when that person closed his arms.He looked at the soul imprisoned in the body with detachment, trembling and turning all resistance into pleasure.

At first, he didn’t know where that kind of pity came from, and he didn’t know why Chen Zongqian wanted to save him from chaos so much.He only felt that Chen Zongqian was stingy and unwilling to give more.The tenderness is too ethereal, like rootless rain, and I don’t know when it will stop.Relying on Chen Zongqian’s pity, he forced her with the pain he loved and used all his tricks to gain tenderness.

The first time was when he indulged in madness, and they were not in love with each other. Xu Qiaochuan did the most unforgivable thing in his life – drugged and raped someone.But Chen Zongqian didn’t beat him violently, nor did he just throw him out. He just guarded him gently and silently.Xu Qiaochuan didn’t know what this man wanted, but he was more confident to squander that tenderness.

After that, he climbed into Chen Zongqian’s bed many times, and the result was nothing more than being packed up and sent back to his room, except for that one time, in the deepest night.

Xu Qiaochuan boldly broke into the master bedroom, and his actions quickly woke people up.But he didn’t back away and still groped his way onto the bed.Chen Zongqian casually turned on the bedside lamp. Under the clear light, Xu Qiaochuan, whose face was full of tears, kissed him despite the pain of broken bones. He really hoped that Chen Zongqian could give him everything, but he failed.

So he said that he was in so much pain that it hurt like hell, in order to get people’s attention.

The pain was real. Xu Qiaochuan’s face was pale and his hair was covered with greasy moisture, all of which were caused by cold sweat from the pain.He brought Chen Zongqian’s hand to his heart and placed it on the broken rib. It hurt so much.If he could not get any more comfort from staying, Xu Qiaochuan led him down again and led others to touch his hard penis.The warmth in the palm of his hand came through a layer of fabric. Chen Zongqian wanted to retreat, but was pulled back violently.

“I want you.” He admired Chen Zongqian’s frightened face, but felt that it was not enough, and continued to say harshly: “I took the remaining Viagra as painkillers.”

How can Viagra have any pain relief effect?He just wanted to drown out the pain with a wave of joy.Chen Zongqian opened his mouth and told him he was crazy. He didn’t care whether he was crazy or not, he grabbed the man’s neck and pressed down.All he needed was a kiss, a caress, a soul-cleansing joy.

“No, it’s not possible.” Chen Zongqian still refused and turned his head to avoid looking at him, “This kind of thing is not allowed.”

“Is it okay if I like you?” The man controlled himself under him. Xu Qiaochuan climbed up his neck and looked up to see his Adam’s apple slipping, showing a sense of anxiety and worry.

Xu Qiaochuan allowed his evil thoughts to spread and suddenly wanted to bite Chen Zongqian’s neck. If he didn’t love him, he would die.He is really a villain. The person who really harmed him does not dare to take revenge. He only dares to put his bad thoughts on the most gentle person in the world.

He clearly felt that Chen Zongqian also liked him a little bit, “Really?” he asked.If it is, then why not?

“Because I am the brother, Xiaoran, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” Despondently, Chen Zongqian’s voice trembled, and he buried his head in his chest, hugging him and repeating the harsh words of sorry.

Chen Zongqian showed Xu Qiaochuan the paternity test, childhood photos, crime report records, and all the available evidence. He said that it was not love… it was incest.What a ridiculous excuse.

“Really?” Xu Qiaochuan’s ears were buzzing, and the pieces of paper were stained with a few drops of blood and fell lightly from his hands.His eyes were out of focus and he couldn’t see clearly, but the pain was ten thousand times clearer.He suppressed his breathing, his body like a piece of rotten wood.Chen Zongqian hugged him, held him down to prevent him from biting off his tongue, helped him breathe smoothly, and saved his fragile spirit.

“It hurts…” Xu Qiaochuan rolled his eyes. He was awakened again before he fainted. His heartbeat was extremely disordered. He trembled and ejaculated once.

He didn’t want to accept it, so he killed the truth angrily. It was a love killing, and he threw the body in the most desolate corner of his heart. The last body buried here was his imaginary brother.

Now, the murder case he carefully concealed has finally been unearthed, and the numerous crimes have been revealed.He is not only a rapist, but also a person who violates secular moral laws and commits incest with his brother.

No…it can’t be his brother, he doesn’t have a brother.Xu Qiaochuan suddenly threw away the broken lens in his hand and rushed out.He was nauseated and vomited. The sugar water he drank in the afternoon had long since disappeared. Only stomach acid poured down his throat, which made him feel hot inside.I vomited for a long time and made myself dizzy.

The wandering soul wandered back to the room, and Xu Qiaochuan turned off the light.The turbid light slowly disappeared, leaving a little halo on the lamp tube.He stared there, not wanting to see too clearly, as if not wanting things to be so absurd.

His spirit has always been out of control. The embankments collapsed, the walls collapsed, and the defenses he built slowly disappeared, and the memories he planned to never mention again poured out.He fell back on the old wooden bed. Although he was obviously exhausted, he couldn’t sleep because of the strange excitement, so he stayed like this all night.

Opening and closing his eyes for just a moment, Xu Qiaochuan woke up very early.The temperature dropped suddenly in the early morning and the north wind blew.Xu Qiaochuan didn’t notice the cold. Instead, there was fire in his stomach and his whole body was burning.The coat was stained with blood and dust from the old house, which perfectly matched his embarrassment.

Wiping it with water is useless. The clothes are not clean, but are semi-wet but not dry, giving people a sticky feeling.His state of mind made him unaware of this, and Xu Qiaochuan walked out slowly.Going down the slope, my grandmother’s dog chased the chicken and barked wildly. Xu Qiaochuan couldn’t hear the sound, and he didn’t care about the people who got up in the morning.

His eyes fell on the black Audi parked in front. It was very familiar. Xu Qiaochuan walked over quickly and saw the numbers on the license plate clearly, which made him even more familiar.The car had just arrived, the driver was still in the car and the engine was not turned off.

After a while, the person came out, wearing a smoky gray suit. The fabric was very textured, making him look like a rock sunk in the water.Chen Zongqian is not suitable for this kind of material, he is too old-fashioned, and he will not style his hair like this. He obviously has black hair.

Xu Qiaochuan couldn’t recognize the face and looked at the person blankly. Normally, Xu Qiaochuan would never be so offensive.That man’s temperament was exactly the same as Chen Zongqian’s, or in other words, Chen Zongqian had a bit of calmness and rationality from him, and he had more.

“Is Chen Zongqian aging so fast?”

The question was presumptuous. Chen Simin paused in his steps and couldn’t help but laugh.The smile was the same as Chen Zongqian’s, with slightly pursed lips, lowered eyes and nodding, with the gentlest and most appropriate look.Xu Qiaochuan avoided it stiffly and instinctively retreated.

Seeing his resistance, Chen Simin quickly stopped and said with a smile, using the most ingenious social distance: “If he was old, then I would be gone long ago.”

“Who are you?” Why are you driving Chen Zongqian’s car?Xu Qiaochuan squinted his eyes. There were no extra people in the car.

“I’m dad.” After Chen Simin finished speaking, he exhaled slightly.

That title reminded Xu Qiaochuan of Xu Jian, whose father was in prison.