Chew Slowly Chapter 41
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After that day, it seemed like many things had changed.If Chen Zongqian doesn’t hesitate to kiss him, he may get kisses from Chen Zongqian in the car, elevator, or anywhere in the house.It might be something he only tasted, or it might be something that made him breathless and his legs weak.
Chen Zongqian didn’t mind if he moved the pillows and quilts to the master bedroom, occupied a corner of the bed, and slept together at night.
He even got a kitten.
Xu Qiaochuan was diagnosed with a mental disorder and was accompanied by mental illness.Symptoms such as depression, slow thinking, loss of will, etc. were all present in him.Xu Qiaochuan’s attention is mostly in a state of dissociation. He will try to focus on something, but this self-correction method only works occasionally.
He doesn’t realize what he is doing, and if his mind shifts in a negative direction, it will have bad consequences.
The doctor suggested that Chen Zongqian should raise some pets. Xu Qiaochuan could turn his attention to the pets and help improve his condition.
Chen Zongqian felt that his family was a bit angry very early on, and he was afraid that Xu Qiaochuan would be lonely, so he once asked the cattery to help keep an eye on the black kittens.
He knew that Xu Qiaochuan’s WeChat avatar had always been a little black cat lying in a cardboard box. This may have been a randomly selected picture, but it became a trivial obsession of his.If there were to be a cat at home, Chen Zongqian would like it to be black.
Although Xu Qiaochuan didn’t show much surprise or expectation about whether to raise a cat or what kind of cat to raise, when the little guy appeared at home, Xu Qiaochuan’s attention was unsurprisingly drawn away.
This kitten has a natural affinity for Xu Qiaochuan, perhaps because of his ignorant and gentle temperament, or probably because the clothes he wears are very soft, which makes the little guy feel very comfortable.
The two had different opinions on naming the cat.Chen Zongqian thought of a certain classic animated movie and casually mentioned “briquettes”.Xu Qiaochuan didn’t quite understand. After hearing this, he fell into confusion. The kitten snored in his arms.
“What do you want Xiaoqiao to call it?” Chen Zongqian didn’t force it. He looked down and saw that his little finger was unconsciously hooked to him, and he closed it completely with his backhand.
With his hands stuck and unable to move away, Xu Qiaochuan found the most comfortable position to interlock his fingers with others, and once he locked them, he didn’t bother to let go.Xu Qiaochuan thought slowly, while Chen Zongqian switched TV channels while waiting for someone to speak.
He used the question: “Which official is more powerful, the general or the marshal?”
He asked seriously, and Chen Zongqian also answered seriously: “Marshal.”
The kitten in his arms turned over, lowered his head and looked into a pair of round green eyes. Xu Qiaochuan called it: “Marshal Briquettes.”
It barked once, and then Xu Qiaochuan called “briquettes” and “marshal” one by one. It also responded to the call. The voice sounded like a pig and a sheep, but it didn’t look like a cat anyway.Xu Qiaochuan felt that the cat didn’t actually wake up at all, but liked to deal with it casually like him.
The consequence of blindly dealing with it is that the name also gets messed up. Xu Qiaochuan calls him Marshal Coal Ball. On weekdays, he can choose between Coal Ball and Marshal depending on his mood.The more Chen Zongqian thought about it, the more he felt that the name Marshal was very domineering. It sounded like there was a third person in the family, so he kept calling him Marshal very devotedly.
After finishing the nonsense, Xu Qiaochuan became sleepy due to the effects of the medicine. He dozed off and imitated a chicken pecking at rice. He fell asleep but did not move.The marshal scratched Xu Qiaochuan’s belly twice, but the human-shaped cat nest did not respond. The marshal also slept comfortably, and nothing could disturb them.
Chen Zongqian was watching the news, but his face was smiling happily.He felt like he couldn’t focus his attention, and it was all focused on that person and the cat.
Xu Qiaochuan’s WeChat avatar was changed to another little black cat. This time, instead of sleeping in a cardboard box, he slept in his coat.The marshal slept peacefully, and I don’t know how many better days he had.
He looked at the cat and felt that he was just like the cat, except that the cat couldn’t think, while he had a lot of messy thoughts.People’s thinking is different from that of cats. It is easy to have wild thoughts when they are quiet. Xu Qiaochuan will suddenly feel happy, but he is always wrapped in melancholy for no reason.
This kind of melancholy can be clearly felt. When Xu Qiaochuan remains in the same posture for a long time and does not speak, it means that he is sinking into the river of melancholy and is unwilling to spit out a bubble.
Chen Zongqian walked over and rubbed his head, secretly asking him to raise his head to face him.When Xu Qiaochuan’s eyes focused on the person, it meant that he had come back to his senses.Chen Zongqian sighed and asked, “Why don’t you talk to me?”
Xu Qiaochuan shook his head, squinted for a while, and nodded again.The movement has no practical meaning. It is a ritual for him to mobilize himself, a transition from a state of confusion to waking up.
“I don’t like talking, I’m tired.” Xu Qiaochuan didn’t speak for a long time, and his voice was hoarse when he spoke.
His hands slid down his face, and his earlobes were pinched as if they were being toyed with.Xu Qiaochuan felt itchy and tilted his head to press the hand, but when he leaned over, it fell into the palm of his hand as if the bone had been removed.Chen Zongqian found it funny: “I don’t like talking when I feel tired, so what do you like?”
This question has been asked many times, but Xu Qiaochuan never answered it, and he didn’t say anything about it at this time if he really liked it.
Chen Zongqian held half of his face with one hand and pressed his thumb on Xu Qiaochuan’s lower lip.His lips were so soft that a gentle pressure with his fingertips could make someone open their mouth, with a watery red tongue inside.
Xu Qiaochuan blinked, his eyes seemed to be silently requesting, waiting for the kiss to fall.He saw Chen Zongqian’s playful smile, deliberately trying to tease him.He pressed his fingers into the corners of his mouth. He couldn’t touch his tongue at this depth. Xu Qiaochuan obediently moved him over and licked the fingers that rashly entered his mouth.Before anyone could react to this proactive and ambiguous gesture, Xu Qiaochuan gritted his teeth again.
The bite didn’t hurt. Chen Zongqian said that people know better than cats.He teased the marshal with yogurt this morning. He went too far after cheating for a few times. The three-month-old kitten scratched and bit someone without knowing the severity.He didn’t even know what taboo he had committed, because Xu Qiaochuan was also so funny to cats.
The marshal liked Xu Qiaochuan more, so he was very affectionate to him.It was obvious that Xu Qiaochuan liked him too when he was being intimate with him.Chen Zongqian was not angry with the cat, but he just thought of this along the way, and his heart suddenly became extremely soft.
Kissing him between the eyebrows, Chen Zongqian wanted to get up as soon as his lips touched his lips, but Xu Qiaochuan grabbed him by the collar and refused to let him go.He tightened his grip, as if Chen Zongqian’s kiss was not in the right place, and he would not let him go.
Chen Zongqian lowered his eyes and moved closer to the slightly parted lips.Xu Qiaochuan took the initiative, wrapping his arms around the person’s neck and kissing her.They kissed a lot, but it was obvious that Xu Qiaochuan kissed in a haphazard way without any skills.
Licking the gap between his lips with his tongue, Chen Zongqian opened his teeth and allowed him to get closer to him.As soon as the two tongues touched, Xu Qiaochuan was at a loss as to what to do, and let Chen Zongqian take the initiative again.From his mouth, lips, and tongue to his breathing and heartbeat, everything was under his control.
Xu Qiaochuan was a little addicted to the feeling of being kissed so weak that his whole body felt weak, as if kissing was also a way of sexual intercourse.Chen Zongqian had no desire for his body, there was only kiss between them.
They behave like lovers, but nothing more.They all made a tacit agreement not to mention Chen Xingran, not even their relatives.So what is this kind of kissing and caressing? Is it the same nature as his playing with the marshal?
Xu Qiaochuan couldn’t understand. He hugged Chen Zongqian and asked the question he had been thinking about for a long time.
“What am I?”
“Xu Qiaochuan.”
The answer was not what he wanted, so Xu Qiaochuan asked again.The marshal opened his eyes and looked at the two people embracing each other, and called out softly.
Chen Zongqian seemed to have received some kind of reminder, and a little inspiration came into his mind. He hugged Xu Qiaochuan tighter, leaned against his neck and muttered: “They are my family.”
Family is a broad concept, including relatives and loved ones.