Chew Slowly Chapter 39
byChapter 39 Chapter 39
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“Human thinking, consciousness, and memory are all related to the brain. His brain is very messy. Even some of his behaviors are not understood by ordinary people. Many people will think that he is going crazy or has a brain disease, but I prefer to regard this as his mental defense. He has pain that is difficult for us to understand. This is self-protection, or self-rescue.”
“In a more popular way, you should be able to understand it, Chen? To put it more scientifically, it’s ‘suppression’.”
“His subconscious forgets on purpose, or refuses to acknowledge and understand something, even if it is the truth. Repression is the main defense mechanism of hysteria. He will forget names and faces because he understands that remembering these is related to pain.”
“Have you observed his behavior? How does he react when you touch something he has been avoiding? Is it stress?”
Xu Qiaochuan’s spirit collapsed almost instantly. He was completely unable to accept the truth told by Chen Zongqian.Emotional excitement caused blood pressure to spike, and the pain was very visible.He would have nosebleeds, his limbs would become stiff and twitching, and he would even faint.
After waking up, Xu Qiaochuan will forget that memory, as if Chen Zongqian never said anything to him.This is how he avoids pain and defends himself.
“According to the information you provided, he currently suffers from frequent stress, which is devastating to his spirit. Medication can alleviate some of the stress, but the side effects are also obvious. Treatment of mental disorders is a complex process, and may have little effect for a long time. You still have to observe his behavior at all times.”
“Although repression is subconscious, in terms of subjective emotions, he actually knows what he wants to forget, and he can even recall it in some way. So repression is not really forgetting, Chen. He can remember you, but he needs a suitable method instead of forcing it.”
Chen Zongqian remembered the doctor’s advice and suddenly felt like a fool.Gentle advice is useless, nor are forced orders.If Xu Qiaochuan wanted to escape from him, getting even closer would be considered forcing him.
Xu Qiaochuan spoke very little during this period, and the reason he spoke was to prick him, making him feel that he would soon become the pain Xu Qiaochuan wanted to avoid.
There is little effective communication because Xu Qiaochuan is always silent.Chen Zongqian didn’t know what this man was thinking, what he wanted, or whether those words were true or false.But now Chen Zongqian finally has a chance and knows that Xu Qiaochuan wants him.
“What are you thinking about?” The person on the body showed no reaction, and he didn’t know where his mind was wandering.Xu Qiaochuan didn’t want to look back, so he raised his hand and turned over the central rearview mirror. He looked at Chen Zongqian from there, “Do you feel sick? Stop torturing yourself and let me go…”
Before he finished speaking, Xu Qiaochuan felt the hands on his body tightening.He was already sad when he reacted, feeling that Chen Zongqian was really ungrateful.Unable to help but take a breath, he leaned forward slightly, not wanting Chen Zongqian to come closer as well.
Chen Zongqian spoke in his ear, his voice was very low. After hearing what he said clearly, Xu Qiaochuan’s body instantly became stiffer.
“Don’t go, what do you want to play?” Chen Zongqian freed up a hand to unbuckle his seat belt. The soft sound was an almost ambiguous omen. Xu Qiaochuan’s mind was blank, and he heard someone ask again, “What can I do to satisfy you?”
Looking into Chen Zongqian’s eyes from the rearview mirror, the light from the glass lenses flickered for a while, reminding Xu Qiaochuan of that charming spring dream again.His throat was itchy and his voice became hoarse. He asked Chen Zongqian: “Can you help me get it out?”
The front seat couldn’t be stretched, so Xu Qiaochuan was finally placed in the back seat.Chen Zongqian followed him in.As soon as the car door closed, Xu Qiaochuan was pushed back by someone’s shoulders. His center of gravity was unstable and he could only half-lean on the car door to use force.It took a while for my upper body to stabilize, and my legs were pinched apart.
Xu Qiaochuan didn’t take off his shoes, and the car owner wasn’t worried about him soiling the seats.Chen Zongqian sat between his legs, caressing the roots of his legs while looking at him.Xu Qiaochuan’s body was extremely soft, his eyes also became very soft, and he could no longer see all the provocations just now.
The dark pupils were illuminated by the light outside, revealing a moist luster. His gaze stayed on Chen Zongqian’s face without moving away. Xu Qiaochuan’s eyes were all about himself.
I didn’t understand what Xu Qiaochuan wanted before, but now it’s clear that he really only wants himself, and what he just said about not liking her was all a lie.
Do you like it so much?Chen Zongqian asked silently in his heart, and the answer was heartbreaking. His emotions turned into countless threads, tightly circling his heart.
He unbuttoned his belt and pulled the zipper of his jeans to the bottom, revealing the erection underneath. The erect penis was restrained by the fabric, and the body fluid secreted from the front end wetted a small area between the legs.
Chen Zongqian put his palm on it and rubbed it gently. Feeling Xu Qiaochuan’s emotion, he straightened his waist and pinched his legs slightly.The little naughty movements were obviously difficult for him, and he wanted Chen Zongqian to comfort him.
Perhaps because of his developmental delay, Xu Qiaochuan’s body is thin and his body hair is sparse. His lower body looks clean and green.He probably doesn’t masturbate much at ordinary times. The color of his penis is very light, fleshy pink, and turns into a darker reddish pink when erect.
He is obviously very cute and beautiful, but this is his younger brother. Chen Zongqian cannot be moved by him, nor can he have similar desires to him.
It’s not that Chen Zongqian doesn’t understand how to masturbate to express his sexual desires, it’s not that bad if he wants to do it for others.He wiped the prostate fluid flowing out from the top with his fingers, then held the shaft and stroked it slightly, using his peripheral vision to observe Xu Qiaochuan’s reaction.
Xu Qiaochuan tried his best to calm down his breathing, but it was really difficult, so his breathing became more and more urgent.Half of the overwhelming pleasure turned into vague moans, and half turned into flushing on the face and neck.
“There’s no one here, so you don’t have to endure it.” Chen Zongqian saw that he seemed to be feeling very uncomfortable, and couldn’t help feeling a little pity.Pity was pity, and she didn’t stop moving her hands. She just wanted to help him get it out as soon as possible.It’s not enough to touch the body of the penis, Chen Zongqian also scratched the watery horse eyes with his fingertips, making people tremble even more violently.
The tiger’s mouth was against the bottom of the flesh crown. Chen Zongqian exerted a little force, contracted his fingers and grasped the sexual organ gently.Xu Qiaochuan opened his eyes wide, looked at Chen Zongqian and then at his lower body.He ejaculated a little thick white liquid, which floated onto the back of Chen Zongqian’s hand.
Only one thing, because he was extremely greedy and felt that the pleasure was not enough.The legs pressing on Chen Zongqian’s side were slightly raised, pushing against Chen Zongqian’s waist and rubbing harshly.
“I can’t bear it…you don’t want to hear me yelling at you.” Chen Zongqian didn’t want to listen to his emotional talk before, and he even had a jade stuffed in his mouth.When Xu Qiaochuan saw that he didn’t respond, he became even more evil-minded and simply stepped on Chen Zongqian’s clothes.
As soon as shoe prints were left, my feet were pinched by wet hands.Knowing the origin of those liquids, Xu Qiaochuan’s face turned even redder.
Chen Zongqian pinched his ankle and folded the evil leg toward Xu Qiaochuan’s chest. This posture could outline half of Xu Qiaochuan’s hip.Fortunately, he still had his pants on, so his entire lower body was not exposed.
“What can you do?” Chen Zongqian was quite unimpressed.
Xu Qiaochuan was distracted by talking. He could no longer reach the climax, and the penis in his hand showed no signs of ejaculation.He knew the tip was sensitive, so he repeatedly rubbed circles around the horse’s eyes with his fingers.Xu Qiaochuan hummed a few words vaguely, saying that Chen Zongqian didn’t understand what he was saying.Xu Qiaochuan stretched his folded legs and put them on his shoulders.
“Not enough… unhappy…” His calves were pressed against the side of Chen Zongqian’s neck, and the material of his jeans was not soft. Xu Qiaochuan knew that Chen Zongqian would not be able to ignore his movements, “I want…”
“You——”
The desire suddenly became clear and clear, and the words were no longer vague. Every sentence was begging Chen Zongqian to want him, fuck him, and possess him without reservation.
The hooded cardigan was taken off early in the morning, and the inner layer was a thin and wide long-sleeved shirt. Chen Zongqian grasped the thin piece of clothing and lifted it up, revealing a delicate and white waist and abdomen.
Chen Zongqian found that he really didn’t dare to listen to his brother’s words. After all, these words all lured him into the abyss of moral incest.
He hoped that Xu Qiaochuan would stop talking, balled up the clothes in his hands, and forcefully filled his chattering mouth.Xu Qiaochuan whimpered a few times and quickly stopped.He also wanted to wipe the tears from the corners of the man’s eyes, but his hands were already stained with bodily fluids. Not only could he not wipe them clean, but it made Xu Qiaochuan’s cheeks even more stained.
He was speechless, but Xu Qiaochuan’s entanglement remained unabated, and he still had the use of his hands.He grabbed Chen Zongqian’s hand and moved it towards the perineum, leaving only a small distance away from the vagina behind him.The pants that were not completely unbuttoned became an obstacle and he could not touch them.Xu Qiaochuan was unbearably anxious. He trembled and rubbed the waist of his trousers, trying to take off the clothes that were in the way.
Chen Zongqian let out a low sigh and lowered his legs on his shoulders, allowing Xu Qiaochuan to take off his pants as he wished.The jeans are stacked on the crook of the legs, like a bunch of dark ropes tightly binding the person.Half of his pants and half of his shirt were taken off. Xu Qiaochuan was half-naked and lying next to him.
Xu Qiaochuan hugged the crook of his legs, and his penis was clamped by his joined legs. Chen Zongqian could only see the pink sac from the seam of his legs.He didn’t want to let himself touch the front of his penis again, because there was an even more empty place that needed to be soothed.Afraid that Chen Zongqian would not know what was going on, Xu Qiaochuan steadied himself, put his other hand under his body, and spread one side of his buttocks to expose his buttocks.
That red-pink vagina had been used not long ago. The shy and closed state was just an appearance, but in fact it was greedy for men’s penises.It is extremely talented and can bring pleasure to both people. It is also soft and affectionate, and can be fucked to pieces easily.
Chen Zongqian didn’t reach out to touch, he lowered his eyes and looked at Xu Qiaochuan.A person whose mouth is stuffed can’t speak. Xu Qiaochuan usually doesn’t talk to him much, and he has to guess his thoughts from his eyes.Sometimes it’s hard to guess, sometimes it’s easy to guess.
It’s easy to guess now. He can clearly understand what comfort Xu Qiaochuan wants.What he wanted was to work on the vagina, whether with his hands or something else, to satisfy Xu Qiaochuan.