Chew Slowly Chapter 34
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Xu Qiaochuan had a roommate who lived with him in the factory dormitory before. Now he has forgotten his appearance, but he still has some other memories.People often say that science and technology are the primary productive forces. Indeed, roommates can do great things with computers. Xu Qiaochuan remembers that one day he was editing a short commercial for others.
It should be an advertisement for a coffee shop. There is a lot of material, but it has been edited down to just a few seconds.Xu Qiaochuan repeatedly saw a piece of sugar rolled into the coffee liquid, and the hot drink instantly annihilated the small sugar cube.
Now he felt like he was a cube of sugar, and the heat on his body was so intense that it almost melted him.My consciousness was very hazy, and there was an overexposed white light in front of my eyes, and everything was soon in a mess.The short film was covered in snowflake-like noise, and the sugar cubes and coffee disappeared, leaving only false and redundant information.
His attention is more distracting than noise, but noise has no substance. Xu Qiaochuan prefers to compare it to white gravel.Because someone is trying to bring them together and rebuild his consciousness like a castle.It obviously failed, it was a fruitless thing.
Chen Zongqian said that he had a fever and all the sadness was because he was sick.
Xu Qiaochuan looked in front of him in confusion. If the sugar cubes were fake, why was Chen Zongqian real?Are there dreams that are half true and half false, both false and true?Probably, he felt that his illness was different from before and became more serious.
Last night he went too far, and Xu Qiaochuan’s physical condition was too poor. He was tossed and turned around all night, and he collapsed the next day as expected.It was also his fault that Chen Zongqian ejaculated too deep and full. He looked at Xu Qiaochuan’s vagina, which was red, swollen and inflamed from overuse.He went to the drugstore twice in the morning, once to buy antipyretics and once to buy anti-inflammatory drugs. After buying them, he felt like his head was broken.
Applying medicine to Xu Qiaochuan, Chen Zongqian was applying it while reflecting on himself. He was like a beast. How could he do such a thing to his younger brother?Feeling ashamed of the ancestors of the old Chen family, Chen Zongqian was distracted and repented, forgetting the strength of his hands, which caused two snorts from the squeamish man.
“It’ll be fine soon, soon.” Chen Zongqian could only coax him with a gentle voice, and then pinched the man’s red face.
Xu Qiaochuan was so burned that he was delirious and desperately tried to touch Chen Zongqian’s legs.There was something wrong with someone pinching his penis. Chen Zongqian took a deep breath and hurriedly pushed away the disturbing hand.He had nothing to do with Xu Qiaochuan and could only secretly curse himself for being a bastard.
“Chen Zongqian…” It was difficult to open his eyes that were swollen from crying, and his voice was hoarse. Xu Qiaochuan felt like he had been repeatedly tortured due to such pain due to indulgence.
Because I was sad, I desperately wanted to find some happiness.There are very few happy things in his life, and the only thing he could think of was having sex with Chen Zongqian.
It was a joy to be closely attached to Chen Zongqian. His lonely body was filled up, his greedy flesh walls were tightly entangled with the penis, and his sensitive points were repeatedly bumped and crushed, so he had no time to feel sad.Love is illusory, but climax is real.This body was made soft and rotten, all reason was turned into water, and whatever could not be retained was thrown out.
All the energy was used to make love as much as possible until his mind went blank and the whole world disappeared. He was left entangled with Chen Zongqian, so he no longer felt sad.
Anything can make him sad, and he can only escape briefly with a kiss, but Chen Zongqian doesn’t take the initiative to kiss him.
If eating the forbidden fruit is a heinous crime, then only an extremely delicious taste can bear such a heavy crime.He used to regard sexual intercourse as the most terrifying thing, which he could not talk about, listen to, or watch.Now that he had tasted the taste of love, the joy he got was simply incredible. He was sure that he was deeply obsessed with this straightforward, simple and strong pleasure.
Some ancient Greek philosophers analyzed and discussed what the human soul is composed of, and believed that it consists of three types: reason, spirit, and desire.Xu Qiaochuan knew that he had no rationality at all, and his spirit had collapsed early. All that was left in his soul was desire—the purest desire for Chen Zongqian.
Now Chen Zongqian could clearly see everything that was dirty, obscene, and despicable. He no longer had words that he dared not blurt out, and he no longer had any secret thoughts.
“Can we still have sex?” He hooked the person’s hand and pulled him towards him. His body was repeatedly steamed by desire, and everything was extremely hot.Xu Qiaochuan spent a long time cultivating strength to knock Chen Zongqian down. He couldn’t see clearly, but his body and instincts remembered it.
“Stop making trouble, you are sick.” Chen Zongqian’s Adam’s apple was pressed against a pair of wet lips, which was soon contaminated by hot breath. Xu Qiaochuan did not want to let him go.
The body temperature rises, the breathing becomes rapid, the heart beats violently, and I feel sad to death. It’s so terrible. Love is exactly the same as illness.Xu Qiaochuan lay on top of him, his mind filled with terrible thoughts.”I heard that it is very comfortable for people with fever. Chen Zongqian, don’t you want to try it?”
“You ejaculated a lot last night. It feels good to fuck me, right…” The man didn’t give him a reaction. Xu Qiaochuan held Chen Zongqian’s face and tortured him repeatedly, “You really don’t like it at all?”
Chen Zongqian wanted to tear off the Xu Qiaochuan attached to his body, but then he thought about it, but he couldn’t really throw the person out. He was really broken.
“There’s also Viagra in the cabinet. If you can’t get hard, you can take some more… Just two pills and I’ll let you fuck me all night.” Xu Qiaochuan didn’t care that he took the medicine, as long as it made him feel good. After saying that, he lay on Chen Zongqian’s chest and felt suffocated.
Chen Zongqian pinched the man’s waist, and Xu Qiaochuan moved slowly, feeling really terrible.Chen Zongqian grunted and turned to twist Xu Qiaochuan’s ears.The sound of his gasping was very sexy. Xu Qiaochuan thought of this person holding him and fucking him hard last night. It was the same sound, and it was obviously more exciting than Viagra.
Xu Qiaochuan was not afraid of pain. Chen Zongqian could pinch him or pinch him casually. This touch was a bit like flirting.He liked Chen Zongqian so much that he could not reciprocate, so he held Chen Zongqian’s nipple in his mouth through a layer of cotton pajamas.The cloth was wet with saliva, and he sucked, licked and bit it repeatedly until it became hard.Xu Qiaochuan was satisfied, thinking that it would be great if Chen Zongqian’s penis could be sucked hard without medicine.
He was thinking wildly and tilted his head to take the other side into his mouth, but he didn’t know that Chen Zongqian couldn’t stand him anymore, so he grabbed his waist and hugged her further up.
Although he is a gold medal litigator, he couldn’t scold his brother for this kind of thing. He gritted his teeth in anger, and the words went around in his mouth, but all he said was: “Don’t make trouble, why do you like a man?”
He still couldn’t digest the fact that the brother he finally got back was gay, and he kept thinking about his brother’s penis.I searched the Chen family tree for three generations and still couldn’t find such a pure homosexual. What went wrong?Chen Zongqian couldn’t figure it out.
“I don’t know, maybe it’s been since childhood.” Even though he was sick and sleeping, Xu Qiaochuan didn’t care what he thought of himself.
Those two words have frightened Chen Zongqian since he was a child. Chen Xingran did like him very much when he was a child, but isn’t that brotherly love?Reunited after an absence of more than ten years, Xu Qiaochuan still liked him instinctively, but his love evolved into something deformed and twisted.What was the wrong step that made things like this?
“It’s not a sudden change. He has always been a bad boy.” Xu Qiaochuan kissed Chen Zongqian on the cheek several times. The man avoided him and he became angry, confirming his reputation as a bad boy.He pressed Chen Zongqian’s face to prevent anyone from moving, as if he was kissing someone so hard that they would suffocate him.
Chen Zongqian had already seen through his thoughts and reached out to cover his lips, allowing Xu Qiaochuan to kiss the palm of his hand.He seemed to be stunned. Before Chen Zongqian could relax, his palm was gently licked by a wet and hot tongue.
“Xu Qiaochuan you!”
“Me.” He shouted casually. He felt very bored not being able to kiss Chen Zongqian, and he didn’t have much energy. He simply rolled sideways on the bed, with the back of his head resting on Chen Zongqian’s arm. “I’m pretending to be good to you… but I can still pretend for a lifetime.”
He is an actor with superb acting skills but no dedication. He originally wanted to play Chen Xingran to trick him into liking him, but his heart became more and more greedy and his desires became more and more terrible.Why is that person born with such a good brother? Xu Qiaochuan’s jealousy is very twisted and sad. He doesn’t like to play that identity more and more. He wants to completely separate himself from Chen Xingran.
“Chen Zongqian, who do you think I am again?” Xu Qiaochuan was very irritated. He put his hand on Chen Zongqian’s throat and pressed it down hard.He used the softest voice and said the cruelest words, “I am a madman and can do anything. I will kill you and chop your head off with a knife!”
He didn’t want to go to jail for killing someone, so he could just commit suicide with Chen Zongqian in his arms after killing someone.Two dead people are so unlucky that no one should bother to separate them.Xu Qiaochuan was so excited that he could not bear the thought of the barrister being buried with a rapist and murderer.
Chen Zongqian wasn’t angry either. He took Xu Qiaochuan’s hand down and held it in his hand.His mind was thinking about another thing, and he really wanted to know the answer. He probed at the edge of Xu Qiaochuan’s minefield: “What if, I mean what if, you are really my brother, really Chen Xingran?”
It was a particularly boring question. Xu Qiaochuan hated this question and said sarcastically: “Ah, you really think of me as Chen Xingran…”
He turned sideways and faced Chen Zongqian: “Aren’t you sad that Chen Xingran has become like me?”
Chen Zongqian also turned his head to look at him, and Xu Qiaochuan saw that look again, with suppressed and silent emotions converged in a pair of gentle pupils.
These cannot be completely concealed, as they all seem to materialize in an instant. The tentacles stained with sadness slowly stretch out, and Xu Qiaochuan is enveloped in these complex and unpredictable emotions.Chen Zongqian didn’t say anything, but it seemed like he had said everything. He knew that it was particularly sad.
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The philosopher is Plato