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    Chapter 19

    Ask him what he thinks.

    What could Ji Gui think? Yuan Hui was going to throw him away, so did he need to ask his opinion?

    As for Bai Yi’s request, Ji Gui was not surprised. Bai Yi already disliked him. How could Bai Yi tolerate his existence now that he was married to Yuan Hui and became pregnant?

    But judging from Bai Yi’s expression when he left, Yuan Hui probably didn’t agree. Ji Gui breathed a sigh of relief but pretended to be frightened on the surface, looking at Yuan Hui with his tearful eyes, which was like crying.

    Coupled with his natural age advantage, his small face and round eyes can easily make people think of animal cubs and feel pity for him.

    Ji Gui is convinced that Yuan Hui is following this trick.

    Sure enough, Yuan Hui intimately pulled him to the sofa, hugged him and whispered to him: “Stop crying, how could I send you away?”

    When Yuan Hui was in a good mood, there was a certain chance that he would say sweet words to coax him, but Ji Gui just ignored him. He pouted, looked up at Yuan Hui and asked in a low voice: “Then do you think I am a bad person?”

    “No.” Yuan Hui said as he pressed him on the sofa and started to unbutton his clothes.

    At this time, Ji Gui smelled the fragrance that he would smell when staying with Yuan Hui. It was Yuan Hui’s pheromone, which Ji Gui used to treat as perfume before.But this time, as the aroma penetrated, he began to feel shortness of breath and restless heart.

    The purest desire quietly emerged, leading him to perform some passionate actions.

    With every inadvertent movement, Ji Gui felt his head was dizzy and there was a dull pain in a certain area of ​​his neck.

    There was also a faint fragrance coming from him.

    The different experiences from the past gave Ji Gui an illusion, which he called “fascination and confusion.”Every contact with Yuan Hui has always been unpleasant, but this time smelling the subtle fragrance in the air, Ji Gui’s body was about to melt like water, as if he had forgotten the pain and was floating on the clouds.

    “Are you…in your susceptible period?” Suddenly, Yuan Hui asked from above.

    At first glance, it seemed like a very ordinary question, but Ji Gui was very sensitive to Yuan Hui’s emotional changes, and he immediately felt something was wrong.

    He woke up instantly to observe Yuan Hui’s expression.

    Yuan Hui’s earlobes were reddish, as if they were also affected by his pheromones.But his expression was unusually cold, his lips pursed into a straight line, and he looked at Ji Gui critically.

    Yuan Hui is definitely thinking about something. Ji Gui can’t think for too long. He needs to answer Yuan Hui’s question first.

    “Yes.”

    After the words fell, a hint of coolness flashed in Yuan Hui’s eyes, and Ji Gui caught it almost instantly.

    what did i do wrong

    Ji Gui still doesn’t understand why Yuan Hui suddenly changed his attitude.

    Before he had time to think, Yuan Hui asked again: “When?”

    “A month ago…”

    “Why didn’t you tell me?”

    “I don’t know.”

    Ji Gui looked confused, then looked at Yuan Hui with a hint of fear and asked, “Did I do something wrong?”

    “Does the servant who takes care of you know about this?” Yuan Hui did not answer, his expression suddenly became careless, and his tone also sounded a little lazy.

    After asking, Yuan Hui began to caress Ji Gui’s cheek, then leaned over and buried his head in Ji Gui’s neck.

    There was some swelling and pain in the neck area, but now when Yuan Hui touched Ji Gui and groaned, he felt that the neck area became more and more sensitive.Ji Gui felt that if Yuan Hui extended his hand and touched him, he would be paralyzed and defeated.

    But he still needed to think about how to answer, and his gut told him that he couldn’t tell the truth, which didn’t even require thinking.

    “No…” Ji Gui endured the discomfort and replied, “She doesn’t know.”

    Yuan Hui raised his head and glanced at Ji Gui’s face and then at his glands. He knew that the area had been growing for a period of time and was already in bud, and now was the time to harvest it.

    He pressed Ji Gui’s glands with a little force.

    “Ugh–” Ji Gui shed physiological tears in pain and looked at Yuan Hui in confusion.

    Yuan Hui ignored or didn’t notice his gaze at all. He said, “What about the others? They don’t know?”

    Ji Gui came back to his senses: “Yes.”

    Others really don’t know.

    “That’s strange, aren’t you going out?” Yuan Hui pressed on his glands again, speaking calmly.

    Only then did Ji Gui realize that his lie might have been seen through. During the Omega susceptible period, he would involuntarily secrete pheromones. As long as he went out, he would be smelled by others. If he did not go out, he would also be smelled by the servants who took care of him.

    It will be discovered anyway unless an inhibitor is injected.

    The servant didn’t notice, and neither did anyone else.Is everyone a stupid pig, or is someone deliberately hiding it?

    The answer is clear.

    This panic actually made him temporarily forget the pain.

    “No…no.” Ji Gui replied bravely.

    Yuan Hui’s eyes turned completely cold and he said to Ji Gui, “Do you want to get pregnant?”

    “What?” Ji Gui looked stunned.

    “Can’t you understand what people are saying?” Yuan Hui patted Ji Gui’s face lightly, but not very hard.

    Ji Gui understood, but he had no idea of ​​pregnancy.He immediately replied: “No, really not.”

    “Then what are you hiding? Don’t tell me that no one has noticed that you are in a susceptible period.” Yuan Hui said.

    “I…” Ji Gui didn’t dare to speak. As long as he said it, Jiang Nongyu knew that she would definitely lose her job.

    From what Yuan Hui said, if anyone knows that Ji Gui is in his susceptible period, he must report it.Although he didn’t know why Jiang Nongyu hid it for him, Ji Gui’s conscience told him that he must not expose Jiang Nongyu.

    “No one knows. I wanted to give you a surprise. I’m sorry, I didn’t hide it on purpose. I just thought you might be surprised if you know it now.” Ji Gui explained.

    “Surprise?” Yuan Hui looked disapproving, “Don’t do such boring things. I won’t pursue it this time, and I won’t do it next time.”

    “Okay, I’m sorry.” Ji Gui looked away, not daring to look directly at Yuan Hui, but was thankful that he didn’t pursue it.

    Thinking about it carefully, it was really a great gift that Yuan Hui did not hold him accountable for killing Ivy.

    But when I thought about Ji Gui carefully, I felt it was strange. Most people would definitely send Ji Gui away, but Yuan Hui kept him.

    Maybe it’s because I find it interesting.

    Ji Gui thought, he didn’t feel at all that he would be treated specially by Yuan Hui.

    Yuan Hui continued to move at this time. He leaned down and inserted his fangs into Ji Gui’s glands without any buffer.

    When the teeth penetrated the skin, Ji Gui felt only pain. He trembled unconsciously and tried to avoid it, but Yuan Hui bit him tightly, like a beast biting the neck of its prey and refused to let go.

    Then, the pain in the neck overflowed, as if flowing along the nerves to the whole body.Ji Gui was really powerless now and could only lie quietly and let Yuan Hui fiddle with him.

    After a while, the pain began to numb, and traces of blood flowed from Ji Gui’s wounds.

    Yuan Hui not only did not let go, but also bit deeper, even doing the same to other places.

    “Uh…” Ji Gui frowned, feeling that a closed door was being forcibly opened somewhere under his body.

    Imagine that someone comes to your door and splits it open with a knife, then adds another kick.Finally, the owner was tied up and tortured at will.

    Ji Gui was so painful that he burst into tears as he recalled the experience of the first night.

    It hurts so much that I want to die.

    Ji Gui cried and stretched out his hands to hold Yuan Hui’s neck. His eyes were as light and fragile as water, and like the swaying waves of a lake under the moonlight, crying in the quiet night.

    “Sir…I feel so much pain.” He said in a soft and charming voice.

    It’s a pity that Yuan Hui has no time to pay attention to him at the moment.

    Soon, Ji Gui’s feelings changed again. Now he really melted away like water and just wanted to cling to Yuan Hui.It was as if Yuan Hui was his container, and that deep attachment gave him the illusion of being in love for a moment.

    At this moment, he felt as if he was deeply in love with Yuan Hui, as if he and Yuan Hui were integrated into each other without distinction.

    Even the pain could be washed away by this illusionary sense of attachment, and Ji Gui gradually became intoxicated.

    He was intoxicated in the hallucinations created by pheromones and biological instincts until his flesh and blood were sucked dry and he fell into coma.

    When he woke up again, he saw the familiar ceiling again. The moment he turned his head, he felt a tearing pain in his neck. He fainted for a time and even thought his neck was broken.

    Fortunately, Shang by the window gave him some comfort.

    Seeing him waking up, Shang walked towards him and sat next to him and said, “How do you feel?”

    Ji Gui thought of Yuan Hui as soon as he opened his eyes. He only felt that his mind was full of Yuan Hui. He was thinking crazily about Yuan Hui’s taste and voice, and just wanted to be by his side.

    He touched his forehead and suspected that he had not woken up: “He is all that can be thought of.”

    “Because you were marked by him. The Omega who was marked for the first time will always think about his Alpha. It will be fine in a few days. As for Yuan Hui… he has other Omegas to accompany him.” Shang looked at his finger pointing at the wound on his neck.

    The gland looked hideous, and the wound was surrounded by small dark red blood clots that were red and swollen, making it painful just to look at it.

    “Also, yesterday he asked someone to feed you contraceptive pills when you were unaware.” Shang added, “What do you think?”

    Ji Gui was not a fool. He immediately understood what it meant just by looking at the three words “contraceptive pill”.

    But his question was; “Why are we suddenly pregnant?”

    As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was extremely hoarse, like particles running across the uneven ground.

    Although Ji Gui has more practical knowledge than his peers, his theoretical knowledge is approximately zero.At this time, he remembered Yuan Hui’s words again and asked, “Can you get pregnant when the susceptible period is up?”

    Shang replied: “To be precise, the arrival of Omega’s first susceptible period means that it is fertile.”

    Ji Gui was thoughtful and reached out to touch the gland, but he soon regretted it.

    As soon as his fingers touched the damaged skin, the heat transferred was like a flame, burning his skin, and soon burning pain spread all over his neck.

    “Hiss…” He frowned and quickly retracted his hand, looked at the ceiling and sighed. For some reason, he missed Yuan Hui now, more than ever before, “I feel like I’m going to die.”

    Shang yawned and said lazily, “Be patient.”

    After all, there was nothing he could do.

    Ji Gui felt inexplicably uncomfortable. Yuan Hui’s voice, breath, and appearance occupied all his thoughts in this short moment. At this moment, he just wanted to go to Yuan Hui, and wanted to stay with him even if he did nothing.

    “Young man, don’t think about it anymore.” Shang Ziran saw what Ji Gui was thinking at a glance, “No matter how much I think about it, that guy named Yuan won’t look at you all the time.”

    “So sad.” Ji Gui looked at Shang faintly.

    Shang helplessly spread his hands, saying that he was helpless.

    Soon, Jiang Nongyu knocked on the door and went in to deliver food to Ji Gui.

    For some reason, Ji Gui felt that there was a hint of sadness in her expression today, and even her slightly trembling eyelashes seemed to be crying.

    The sadness was especially obvious when Ji Gui looked at her.

    Ji Gui had limited mobility and could only lie on the bed and sip porridge. Jiang Nongyu did not leave yet but was cleaning the room.

    After Ji Gui finished eating, she stepped forward to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. She looked at the movements in her hands with eyes, and there was silence in every move.

    Ji Gui was full of doubts and finally couldn’t help but ask: “Sister, are you in a bad mood today?”

    Hearing this, Jiang Nongyu looked up, her eyes flashing and her expression hesitant. After a long time, she said: “I was just thinking that you are still young and now you are marked…”

    She fell silent mid-sentence, as if someone had interrupted her out of thin air, and her eyes became a little more melancholy.It’s as light as water, cold and sad.

    “What’s wrong?” Ji Gui asked.

    Jiang Nongyu lowered her head to avoid his gaze and sighed: “Forget it, just pretend I didn’t say it.”

    Ji Gui was depressed for a while. After Jiang Nongyu left, he immediately asked Shang: “Why did she say that? Is it a bad thing that I was marked?”

    “Well, do you know the average age for a normal Omega to have sex with others?” Shang asked a question with an unclear attitude.

    “How do I know? Can’t I just tell you? And I don’t know what ‘having a relationship’ and ‘average’ mean.” Ji Gui was irritated and his tone was impatient.Everyone was secretive about him, and Bai Yi also looked at him with that look.

    Seeing him like this, Shang had no choice but to say: “It means that most Omegas sleep with Alphas at the age of seventeen or eighteen, and are marked as adults at the age of eighteen. Think about how old you are, do you understand now?”

    “…”

    Ji Gui lowered his head and digested what he had just said, which tore open a layer of blurry film in front of him, allowing direct sunlight to shine in.

    He never thought there was anything wrong with this, it was all what he knew and saw.

    This is true for Ivy, and so is Yao.

    No one jumped out and said this was wrong. How could he know?!

    When he thought of this, he understood where Bai Yi’s eyes of pity and hatred came from.

    Has he always been miserable and pathetic?

    Ji Gui sometimes thinks so, but he only feels that he may have a bad fate, but he is definitely not miserable and pitiful, so that when others see him, they will show superior pity or sincere sympathy.

    “Am I miserable in the eyes of others?” Ji Gui raised his head and asked word by word.

    Shang seemed to be really thinking about this question, and after a moment he replied: “People with empathy would think so.”

    “You said something again that I don’t understand. Are you just expressing sympathy?” Ji Gui smiled.

    Shang nodded.

    Ji Gui took a deep breath, pursed his lips into a straight line, and covered himself with the quilt.The whole person just slowly shrank in.

    It turns out that a long time ago, when he was still ignorant, at those moments when he thought he was being treated just because of his “unfortunate fate” or “not being obedient enough”, in the eyes of others, he was actually nakedly “miserable”.

    The darkness under the quilt blocked the light, but made the picture in his mind clearer.

    Bai Yi’s complex eyes, filled with pity and disgust; Jiang Nongyu’s hesitant sigh and the melancholy in his eyes; Shang’s calm statement “Most Omegas are born when they are seventeen or eighteen years old…”; and even earlier, Dr. Jiang Nailing’s occasional expression of intolerance…

    These emotions that he had subconsciously ignored before and did not think deeply about were coming towards him from all directions.

    It flooded his heart bit by bit, making it difficult for him to breathe.

    He always thought that he was just “surviving”, “adapting”, and trying to please the only person who could determine his fate.

    He thought that all the pain and humiliation was because he didn’t do well enough, or because this was the way the world was.

    But now, someone told him that it wasn’t.

    The place he was in was inherently twisted, but he had no idea that he could only be forced to accept the rules.

    An unprecedented emotion, mixed with sadness, grievance, and anger, turned into violent waves and beat at his heart.

    His whole body ached, and his heart was beating and throbbing. Because of the “misery” that everyone knew, he never noticed it and even thought it was the whole picture of life.

    The moment he lost the protection of his membrane, his shell shattered slightly.

    “Shang…” Ji Gui shouted the man’s name, tears were about to fall, “Is it better to die? Then I don’t have to know anything, I don’t have to see anything, I live in a world where I know nothing and have nothing, and I slowly die.”

    His voice came through the quilt.

    “Do you want to do this?” Shang asked.

    “I don’t know, I just feel so annoyed. Why do I need to know this? Why do they look at me like this?”

    “Would it be better to be dead?”

    It was rare that Di Shang said something sincerely: “It won’t be better, there will be a next time.”

    “Why?”

    “Secret.”

    “Why didn’t you tell me? If you die, don’t you have nothing? It’s not like I don’t know?”

    “It’s different. Stop thinking about death.” Shang’s attitude was so tough for the first time.

    At this moment, a cat meowed from the toilet. If someone came, Shang would put it in the bathroom in advance and wait for the person to leave before letting it out.

    It seems that it was locked for too long this time and it started to bark.

    But Shang obviously had no intention of dealing with a cat, but Ji Gui took the initiative to change the subject and said, “Go and let it out.”

    Hearing this, Shang had no choice but to let the cat out. The cat had grown so much that it could no longer be called small.It is as white as the heavy snow on the day we met.

    It’s a pity that they haven’t given it a name yet.

    It walked forward on cat steps to avoid Shang and came to the bed. It jumped on the bed and found a suitable position to lie down and then closed its eyes comfortably.

    But Ji Gui, who usually liked it quite a lot, was still hiding in the quilt and sobbing.

    Shang said a few words of comfort, but Ji Gui turned a deaf ear and continued to cry. Fortunately, he did not commit suicide.

    Shang simply stopped talking and waited for him to cry. After crying, he would recover.

    By the afternoon, Ji Gui’s mood was calm but sluggish. After sitting up, he could only look out the window silently.

    He didn’t pay attention to Shang when he talked to him. Even when the cat ran over and rubbed against him, he remained unmoved.

    The whole person looked more gloomy, and it took him a long time before he spoke: “Have we not given it a name yet?”

    The first sentence was about the cat, which seemed to be back to normal.

    Shang didn’t ask further: “Then what name do you want?”

    The cat didn’t know it was being discussed, so it swept its tail and changed its position to continue sleeping.

    “You take it, I don’t know.” Ji Gui turned his head and looked to the side, wondering what he was thinking.

    Shang looked at the cat and gave it a very careless name: “Just Snowball.”

    “Yeah.” Ji Gui had no objection.

    Everything seemed to be back to before, the only difference was that Ji Gui looked out the window in a daze for longer.

    Banxia novel, a lot of fun

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