Becoming The White Lotus Queen Of The Noble Academy Chapter 43
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The system voice was frightened: [How could F2 remember?】
No matter what, it was Zhong Wan who should have remembered the memory first!
When did Xie Chenbi, an old yinbi, ever experience positive mood swings?Could it be that the daily fantasy that the host is humble and secretly in love with him and cannot live without him is a positive emotion for Xie Chenbi?
Damn, what a stupid brain circuit.
Tan Quelu recalled Xie Chenbi’s gaze just now.
Sinister and angry, with pain and fear, that was the look in Xie Chenbi’s eyes when he stabbed his main artery with a knife.
But compared to the life and death moment, the look in his eyes just now was not so intense.
“Probably a temporary flashback, like in F1.”
Tan Quelu picked up the F2, threw it casually into the back seat, and quickly straddled into the driver’s seat.
He didn’t close the window, his forehead hair was blown open by the wind, and he continued to drive as usual: “Go and check the loading data of each character.”
【Okay!By the way, host, you currently don’t have a driver’s license, remember not to be caught on camera!】
The system has been strengthened by the cruel host. It will not crash this time. I still remember to tell the host not to be recorded or filmed.
After a moment, it rolled back smoothly and reported: [The host is fine, all characters are normal, only F2 is wrong!】
F3s have very different personalities.
Zhong Wan’s emotions fluctuated frequently, so he only remembered a little after his heart beat several times.
Xie Chenbi was originally emotionally indifferent, and the result of years of suppression was that he became distorted.For him, with just a few heartbeats, he can flash back his memories for two weeks.
【It’s really troublesome.】
The system frowned: [A bunch of lunatics, they all say they look down on the host, but what about the reality?Everyone falls in love faster than anyone else, and this kind of person is the best at being a licker!】
Tanquelu smiled, said nothing, drove the car to the cross-sea bridge not far away, and parked in the remote shadow of the bridge.
There was only one dim light on in the car, and the boy’s face looked holy in the light and shadow.He turned his head, looking at the roaring waves under the bridge, and tapped his fingertips on the steering wheel.
Seeing that he was thinking about something, the system was afraid that the host would get sick, so it quickly said: [Host, please stop solving it yourself, we can’t kill anyone anymore.】
[Let’s do this, if Xie Chenbi remembers your face, we’ll call the boss to deal with him!Didn’t the boss say that day that he would always be on your side?】
——Wei Guan is so powerful that he should be responsible for killing people.
In this world, the deepest bond between people is not love, let alone trust, but complicity.
As long as they are on the same boat and hold each other’s lifeline in their hands, they will never fall out.
Tan Quelu shook his head, held his chin with one hand, and looked at the night scene leisurely: “I want to be born toward the sun.”
“I will never kill anyone with my own hands again.”
The boy seemed to be in a good mood.
He has been in a good mood since the day he separated from Wei Guan.Specifically, it manifests itself in eating more delicious meals, wearing more warm clothes, and watching more good-looking cartoons.
It’s like being in some frozen water that has stopped flowing.
All the vivid emotions that had been ignored before were gently dusted off by Wei Guan, held in the palm of his hand, and pieced together into what they should have been.
So the river that stopped flowing when I was young slowly melted and began to be reborn again.
He also opened his eyes and re-perceived the world.
The system doesn’t understand.
It groaned stupidly, confused and confused: [Then what should we do with F2 now?】
Tan Quelu’s expression remained unchanged: “Let’s see how much he remembers when he wakes up.”
This determines whether Tan Quelu will be born facing the sun today, or whether he will be born facing the sun tomorrow after knocking him into a vegetative state.
【……】
System twitched the corner of his mouth.
There was silence in the shadow of the bridge.
Xie Chenbi felt that he had had a dream.
In the dream, the coldest existence silently pressed his head and stabbed his right eye with a knife. However, there was no blood, but the eyes were filled with lifeless white.
Cold white fingertips, porcelain white neck, and crystal white nose tip.
It gently covers my face. It is obviously warm and holy, but it is like an evil ghost emerging from the gap of the Guanyin statue, imitating the movements, expressions and body temperature of a living person.
Extremely weird and dangerous.
But extremely white and beautiful.
Xie Chenbi felt that he was losing vitality continuously, and he could hardly breathe through his mouth and nose.
Suddenly.
The young man opened his eyes suddenly, his chest heaved and breathed violently, his right hand unconsciously grasped the leather chair, and the veins on the back of his hand were prominent.
The surroundings were dark and quiet, and the furnishings were familiar.
Everything is shrouded in flickering light and shadow, bringing a sense of security.
Xie Chenbi opened his eyes, and after a while, he suddenly relaxed and let out a breath.
His consciousness finally returned and he realized that he was lying awkwardly in the back seat of the car.There was some pain in the back of my neck, and all the memories before coma seemed like water shaking, full of ambiguity and unreality.
What is he doing?
What is he going to do?
Oh yes.
He was in the car and he was taking his boyfriend to dinner.
Boy friend.
Talk about bird green.
Xie Chenbi thought of an innocent and harmless face and subconsciously raised his eyes, trying to find the other person.
Without any warning, he met a pair of pure black pupils.
Less than half a meter in the shadow.
Someone was sitting in the driver’s seat, his body obscured by the backrest and shadows, his head tilted, and he looked at Xie Chenbi silently for an unknown amount of time.
He was extremely close.
But being so close, he didn’t hear the other party breathing at all.
Xie Chenbi’s heart skipped a beat and his pupils suddenly tightened.
The other party blinked, and after a few seconds, he seemed to be sure of something.
When Xie Chenbi saw him frowning, he breathed a sigh of relief and said worriedly: “Shen Bi, you finally woke up!”
“You didn’t show any signs just now, and suddenly you fainted. We were almost hit by a car!”
“Are you okay? Why don’t you speak?”
“Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere else?”
The back of my neck hurts.
Xie Chenbi’s brain was still immersed in the dizzy and swaying water.
Seeing this, the young man got out of the car anxiously and came to the back seat. He stretched out his hand and touched Xie Chenbi’s forehead with his fingertips, bringing a warm touch.
His face was blocked by the dim light, and he looked flustered and anxious in the backlight.
…Is it an illusion caused by a nightmare?
Why does the young man look like a weird pseudo-human being?
Like a ghost imitating a living person.
…It should be an illusion that I just woke up.
Xie Chenbi closed his eyes for a while, and finally felt the dizziness in the back of his head gradually disappear.
Tanquelu lowered his eyes, blinked, and looked down at F2.
There is something wrong with F2. He is considering whether to turn the opponent into a vegetative state.
Fortunately, it’s less than ten minutes.
Xie Chenbi opened his eyes, his mind finally clear.
All the emotions just now disappeared.
He regained his sinister mood, looked at the green eyes with his black eyes, and frowned indifferently: “Who asked you to move me here.”
His movements were very rough. When Xie Chenbi woke up, his slender limbs were stuffed in the back seat in a weird posture, which was suffocating and ugly.
The pain in the back of my neck is probably due to the hardness of my hand.
Ever since he was born, Xie Chenbi has never been so embarrassed.
Tan Quelu sighed, and explained a little at a loss: “You just fainted suddenly, I can only take the risk and stop the car reluctantly.”
“I’m not familiar with this car. It’s very bumpy. It must be shaking like this.”
“Sorry, Shen Bi.”
The young man’s fingertips unconsciously clenched the corners of his clothes.
Xie Chenbi paused, looked away, and said in a low voice: “I didn’t ask you to apologize.”
He stood up, returned to the driver’s seat, and frowned without leaving any trace: “What was I doing before I passed out?”
It’s so weird, the memory in my mind is so fuzzy.
Tan Quelu sat in the passenger seat and lowered her eyes to divert his attention: “You seem to be in a bad mood tonight.”
“Just after the light turned green, you suddenly asked me if I had any Weibo account.”
Thank you Chen Bi for a meal.
He finally remembered the Weibo account of Tan Quelu, as well as those disgusting [strong onlookers] accounts and stomach-churning comments.
Thinking of the strange, unfamiliar jealousy that lingers in my heart.
——So I was so impatient that I actually asked about Qinglu?
The black-haired boy’s eyes were dark, and after a while, he hummed: “So, do you have it?”
“No.”
Tan Quelu answered quickly, as if she was extremely guilty, and immediately added: “You know, I don’t play social software very much, and I don’t like to post on Weibo online.”
The light was dim, and the boy would bite his lip unconsciously when he lied, not daring to look at Xie Chenbi.
With this level of disguise, you still have to lie to him.
How much does he love himself, and how afraid is he of knowing his humble secret love?
But why, Xia Xing can do it.
Xie Chenbi’s eyes were cold, he stepped on the accelerator and drove to Xie’s private hospital.
In less than half an hour, the two arrived at their destination.
Tashan Group deserves to have its beginnings in the medical field.
The Xie Family Private Hospital is located in the southwest corner, covering an area twice as large as the Zhong Family Hospital, and the physical examination process is nearly an hour more cumbersome than the Zhong Family Hospital.
Xie Chenbi changed her clothes, with an indifferent expression, and let the nurses around her carefully scan her body.
Outside the glass window.
Tan Quelu stood there, looking at him eagerly, with obvious worry in her innocent brows.
Xie Chenbi ordered dinner for him, which was the hospital’s highest-quality private cuisine, but Tan Qianqing didn’t make a move and continued to accompany him silently, so anxious that he died.
When he meets his eyes, he smiles.
The cold jealousy in Xie Chenbi’s chest dissipated a little.
Tan Quelu’s behavior at this moment was much more concerned than when Zhong Wan fainted.
He really loved him miserably.
Complete the physical examination procedure.
Tan Quelu stepped forward and asked, “Shen Bi, are you okay?”
“It’s okay.” Xie Chenbi said in a calm voice, “The doctor has experience. I should just have phantom muscle pain.”
“You don’t need to take medicine, you can recover after half a month’s rest.”
“That’s good!” Tan Quelu smiled instantly, hugged him, and dragged him to sit down at the table: “Eat, eat! This pickled fish looks delicious, you try it first!”
The young man’s eyebrows were crescent, and he picked up the fish fillets like a baby, wanting to feed him.
Xie Chenbi lowered his eyes. Although he was physically disgusted, he still waited a little stiffly for him to put it to his mouth.
…If you don’t eat the green tea, you will definitely have self-doubt.
But Tan Quelu turned around quickly, ate the fish fillet in one bite, and looked at him proudly: “I won’t give it to you. How old are you, Xie Chenbi? You have to eat it yourself.”
Under the light, it was the first time for the boy to get along with him so vividly, as if he trusted him wholeheartedly.
It turns out that falling in love with Quelu is this kind of experience.
No wonder Zhong Wan can’t help showing off every day.
He had stolen so many moments that belonged to him, how could he have the nerve to argue with himself.
The black-haired boy raised his eyes, suddenly raised his hand, and picked up a shrimp with an expressionless expression.
Tan Quelu blinked, and after a while, she bit the shrimp with a smile and said vaguely, “Thank you, boyfriend.”
Xie Chenbi hummed, lowered his eyes, and looked at the dishes on the table.
Not far away.
Nurse Xie’s family shocked the whole family as she watched her young master start to feed Da Ye with an expressionless face.
They looked at each other and frantically typed in the small group.
[WTF?Damn it!I secretly work as a nurse in the Zhong family. Isn’t this Master Zhong Wan’s ex-boyfriend?!]
[The young master is really crazy.Not only did he steal his brother’s boyfriend, but he also played and fed him here. Doesn’t he have severe mysophobia?]
[If Zhong Wan discovers it, I don’t dare to think about the consequences!]
[This little classmate is so good-looking and has a good personality. She just called me sister, hehehe]
[…Big sister you.?]
[Shh, they’re here after eating, stop playing with your phones!]
The nurses instantly regained their expressionless expressions.
Xie Chenbi led Tan Quelu into the elevator and all the way back to the car.
The black Land Rover slowly drove out of the garage and stopped at the cross-sea bridge. The two of them walked around the sidewalk, their clothes swaying in the wind.
Tan Quelu raised her head and was concentrating on taking pictures of the beautiful night scene.
The phone suddenly ran out of power and shut down.
Xie Chenbi raised his hand, unlocked his phone and handed it over. His voice was very low: “Use mine.”
“Okay.” Tan Quelu took it, as if thinking of something, her eyes curled up with a smile: “Thank you, young master.”
“Do you still remember? The first time we had a fight in the box was because I broke your phone.”
Tan Quelu walked by the railing and snorted: “The eldest young master is so rich and noble, but he doesn’t even bother to look at me. Why are you willing to be with me now?”
He was taking pictures of the night scene with his mobile phone. He didn’t look at Xie Chenbi, but raised the corners of his mouth, obviously wanting to hear Xie Chenbi say that he liked him again.
Why together.
Because he wants to trick him.
In the boring life, a stupid bird appears, thinking that it is well hidden, and secretly likes Xie Chenbi.
Out of a certain mentality, Xie Chenbi wanted to knock Qiao Lu down to heaven and hell in an instant after he got everything.
Tell him it was all just a joke.
I know all your humble pains, struggles and doubts.
But these are just my pastimes.
That moment of love must have been beautiful.
A long time ago, Xie Chenbi began to be obsessed with the withering moment of life.
From the cat that was tied and thrown to death, to the illegitimate child lying dead on the hospital bed.
His world has been like a gray-and-white movie since he was born, without any color at all.Emotions are unfamiliar to him. Joy, sadness, and anger are things that he cannot feel.
When I was kicked out of Xie’s house by my parents and moved into an apartment in despair, I wasn’t very angry.
When I was picked up by my parents again and looked at their faces that were stiff and close to each other, I wasn’t very happy.
There is only death, the moment approaching the threshold.
Color appeared in his world for just a second.
Psychological books say that this is emotional indifference and distorted psychology.The patient may unknowingly hold on to something or someone in life as a subconscious way to save himself.
The young man in front of him pretended to take photos of the scenery with bright eyes.
Xie Chenbi should have told him the truth the night after his confession was successful.
But he didn’t.
He held on to him like the cat that held on to him when he was a child, unconsciously.I thought it didn’t matter to me, but when I lowered my head, I saw clearly that my hand had been exerted so hard that I lost consciousness.
The cat is dead.
Will talking about bird green kill you?
Ambilight lights illuminate the cross-sea bridge.
Xie Chenbi looked at Tan Quelu’s side face, and after a long while, he said coldly: “Because, I like you.”
The corners of Tanquelu’s lips curled up instantly.
He smiled very vividly, with the light imprinted on his eyes and his eyelashes blinking rapidly, like the short fluff on the cat’s face, warm and soft.
The night before he was thrown to death, it nestled quietly on top of Xie Chenbi’s head, its nose wetly rubbing his forehead, feeling slightly cold and hard.
Xie Chenbi immediately drove it to the cat room, took a bath and washed his face with a livid face, and his skin was red due to hissophobia.
Looking at Tan Que’s green smile, it’s like going back to that night and being nuzzled by a cool nose again.
Xie Chenbi looked away, his eyes dark, looking at the busy traffic.
The phone vibrated.
Tan Quelu looked at it subconsciously, accidentally switching pages with her fingertips, and saw the background that the other party had not had time to clean up.
on the electronic screen.
The familiar Weibo account appeared majestically, filled with every word and every word he wrote, expressing his sour thoughts.
The air is quiet except for the noisy background sound of traffic.
Xie Chenbi noticed something was wrong and turned around to look.
The young man lowered his head and stared at his mobile phone, his fingertips sliding slowly.
The page on the screen made Xie Chenbi’s pupils shrink.
He immediately stepped forward and reached for his phone.Tan Quelu reacted very quickly, took a few steps back suddenly, and looked at him blankly with her clear black eyes.
“…you know.”
He was silent for a long time and said softly: “Xie Chenbi, you know.”
The night wind blew through their clothes.
Xie Chenbi’s heart sank slowly, but his face was cold, looking at him indifferently: “Yes, I know.”
“So what if I know.”
“It’s just an account.”
“You don’t need to react like that.”
Tan Quelu said nothing, looking at him like she was looking at a stranger, her expression of joy clearly broken.
The stupid bird finally fell into the cage, penetrated by the trap, and had its throat bitten, showing a dying expression.
Xie Chenbi stepped forward subconsciously, with a very cold voice: “Tan Quelu, come here.”
They stood on the edge of the bridge, Xie Chenbi walked on the traffic side, and Tanquelu was closer to the sea.
Behind the young man are the roaring waves.Once it falls, it will be swallowed instantly.
Xie Chenbi looked at him and repeated: “Come here.”
Tan Quelu’s eyes turned cold and she took two steps back, further away from him: “Xie Chenbi, you are so disgusting.”
“No wonder you always look at me like that.”
“No wonder you always talk to me on purpose.”
“You already knew that, right?”
“Looking at my panic, do you think it’s ridiculous and humble?”
The more the young man spoke, the more excited he became. The light shone on his face, and the ends of his eyes were outlined in bright red, with tears flashing under his eyes.
Xie Chenbi’s breathing almost stopped.
He exhaled and rarely lowered his head: “Qinglu, come here first, okay.”
“What for?” Tan Quelu smiled and said sarcastically: “Are you worried that I will die?”
“Talk about bird green.”
“Shut up!”
Tan Quelu collapsed suddenly and slammed her cell phone into Xie Chenbi’s face. The surroundings were quiet and passers-by had already stayed away from the quarreling couple.
Tan Quelu raised her hand, wiped her eyes hard, and suddenly turned around and climbed onto the bridge’s handrail.
The young man jumped down without hesitation.
“Talk about the green bird!!”
Xie Chenbi’s pupils dilated, and a sharp roar suddenly sounded in his ears.
His mind went blank, and he subconsciously stepped forward, grabbing the young man’s waist and hands tightly, regardless of the fact that he was also on the edge of the bridge. The force was so strong that his whole body was shaking.
The waves crashed against the rocks below.
“Let me go!”
Tan Quelu struggled and gave him a few slaps in an emotional breakdown.
Xie Chenbi breathed quickly.
He held on to Tanqinglu with all his strength like the cat in its childhood, refusing to let go.
I used to think that it didn’t matter to me.
But only now did I realize that the hand holding him was so hard that he lost consciousness and was already numb.
“I was wrong.”
Xie Chenbi held the thin boy in his arms and stayed away from the bridge, his eyes no longer as indifferent as before.
He lowered his head and tightened his arms with great force. Ignoring Tan Quelu’s struggle, he repeated in a hoarse voice: “I was wrong.”
“Lou, I was wrong.”
The cat died, leaving him looking at its body indifferently from a distance.
And Tanquelu is in his arms.
He often puts himself in a position to control the world and withdraws from all emotions, because there are no emotions in the first place.
The beard that fell in the room, the breath on the pillow, the lint in the closet.
After two hours of diligent cleaning by the servants, there were no traces left.
The worried father who was waiting day and night outside the ward was able to hang out in different clubs as usual the day after his illegitimate son died.
Life is so fragile, but forgetting is more terrifying than death.
He could no longer remember what the cat looked like or the color of its fur.
Occasionally, I vaguely recall the warmth of its fluff, and the slightly cool touch when its nose rubbed against my forehead.
Over the years, Xie Chenbi would only think of it when he saw Tan Quelu smiling.
Because in his life, apart from this cat, there was nothing else that could be called soft.
Bright green eyes, warm fingertips, and smiling face.
It affected Xie Chenbi’s mood more than anything else.
“I’m sorry.”
I know all your humble pains, struggles and doubts.
But I can’t understand any of this, I can only feel proud.
The black-haired boy held Quelu in his arms and breathed slowly. After a long while, his voice was hoarse: “Queenlu.”
“I love you.”
The boy in his arms suddenly stopped struggling.
On the cross-sea bridge late at night, the noisy traffic is the distant background sound.
Two tall and thin teenagers stood by the roadside, one hugging the other tightly.After a moment of silence, the other party reached out and hugged him gently as well.
A few steps away from traffic somewhere.
In a car waiting at a red light.
The boy who had finished playing the game in boredom turned his head and suddenly straightened his back, his eyes widened: “What the hell?!”
“F*ck! You two, get over here – are those two people Xie Chenbi and Tan Quelu???”
“What the hell??”
“Fuck!!”
After a moment of shit that shocked the whole family.
The clicking sound of taking pictures sounded quickly.
The night wind blew.
Tan Que lowered her green eyes, thinking about how to speed up the progress of the task, and asked the system out of boredom: [In which direction are the students of St. Weston?】
[Ten o’clock direction!】
The system excitedly guided: [The host can turn his head slightly to reveal the golden right side of his face and fine eyelashes!This is how to shoot Mimidu!】
[I look cute from any angle, okay?】
Tan Quelu chuckled and raised his head to ensure that the other party could take a complete picture of his and Xie Chenbi’s faces.
The young man blinked and subconsciously acted out the film.
Come on with a melancholy expression.
Come up with a happy face.
Come up with a surprised expression.
Click click click click click.
Xie Chenbi didn’t realize it, still immersed in the illusion of catching the other person, holding the boy in his arms tightly.
The next morning.
After finally convincing his grandfather for the time being, Zhong Wan returned to St. Weston to attend school and rode his bicycle to the downstairs of Wenhua Building.
The blond boy looked expectant, wearing a pink helmet given by Tanquelv, and holding a red parasol given by Tanquelv.
He clicked on his phone, wanting to tell Qie Lu that he had the freedom not to marry, and beg him to get back together with him.
But I found that the campus forum had exploded, posts were refreshed crazily, and every title was filled with exclamation points.
Each one is related to Tanquelv——
[There are pictures and the truth – Tan Quelu got rid of Zhong Wan and then hooked up his good brother Xie Chenbi again!The two had a late-night date across the sea bridge!beautiful!drunk!]
[Fuck, I can’t do it anymore!Tan Quelu’s Weibo account was revealed!It’s full of sour secret admirer’s perspective – he had a crush on someone in the F3 group three years ago!!]
[Report!Just now, Wei Zhiyan and Zhong Wan returned to school, and Wei Zhiyan happened to see them holding hands in class – all three of them were holding parasols, namely: shit yellow, bright red, and leopard purple!The three are expected to compete!]
[Hehehe, don’t make Brother Xing laugh – Xia Xingtang is coming!I also came down in Xie’s private car, holding a parasol in my hand. My brother Xing’s representative color is: red plaid!His declaration is: Apply to fight!!]
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Quelu: I’m so confused, just looking at the world in such a cute way.