AWITTGABAGIWOBAFOAP Chapter 34
by VolareChapter 34: The Past – Hate Lasts Longer Than Love
Chapter 34: The Past – Hate Lasts Longer Than Love
How exactly did his own well-behaved and adorable second-generation robot end up like this!
“Teacher, am I really not going to get pregnant?” Ka’lier seemed genuinely curious about the answer to this question, looking down at his lower abdomen, touching it, a little/swollen.
Song Ningwan snapped back to reality, his expression stiffening. He originally wanted to quietly change the subject, but seeing the innocent red eyes full of joy and surprise, the words on his lips took a turn: “You won’t.”
“That’s just great.” Ka’lier took Song Ningwan’s hand, interlocking their fingers, raising it and shaking it in the dawn light.
“What’s so great about it?”
“Guess?” Not a single word out of Ka’lier’s mouth was truthful, making it very difficult for Song Ningwan to analyze his student’s true intentions.
Naturally, Song Ningwan didn’t want to answer such a boring question, mercilessly pulling his hand away and stopping in the street.
“Why are you still following me?”
He absolutely couldn’t let Ka’lier continue following him. He had to think of a way to get rid of him.
“Teacher, don’t leave me again, otherwise…” Ka’lier didn’t finish his sentence, standing on tiptoe and wrapping his arms around Song Ningwan’s neck, wanting to lean in and kiss his lips.
Song Ningwan didn’t move, letting the boy peck his chin lightly, one after another. It was itchy, like a feather landing on his heart, comfortably pleasant.
“Otherwise, you’ll kill me?”
“Of course, I wouldn’t. You are no longer my teacher, you are my lover, right?” Ka’lier smiled, nibbling at his lips, constantly observing Song Ningwan’s expression.
“Between teacher and student, there is only hatred.”
“But between lovers, that’s called foreplay.”
This little rascal certainly knew how to talk.
“Why do you hate me?” Song Ningwan placed his hand on the back of the person in his arms, gently caressing it, then playing with his slightly curly, choppy hair, his voice cold, low, and hoarse.
This was also what he had never understood until now.
“Teacher, Ka’lier has a heart. Although it’s metal, it beats.”
Song Ningwan watched the boy unfold his hand and gently place it on his chest, a faint pulse transmitted to his palm.
“But you’ve never treated me like a person.” After saying this, Ka’lier’s expression became suspicious. He released Song Ningwan, staring at his own hands.
“Just because you’re the creator, does that mean you can arbitrarily decide my worth? Ningwan, these were never things you could give me. I can seize them myself, fight for them myself, and you, you’re just an observer.” Ka’lier said.
“Am I not amazing? Without you, I can still make all the mechanical engineers in the world bow down to me. They won’t remember you anymore, because the loser can only be trampled underfoot, buried in the ground, his voice never heard.”
If it were an ordinary person, they would definitely be self-reflecting at this moment, examining their mistakes, led into the ditch by this little rascal.
“What kind of success are you? If it weren’t for me, would you even have life? Ka’lier, don’t think too highly of yourself.” Song Ningwan’s mind was clear, stating the key point in one sentence: “Arbitrarily erasing the achievements of others, yet indulging in self-admiration. Without my Connect Spirit, you would only be a useless piece of junk.”
The world’s unparalleled beauty was reflected in his red eyes. Ka’lier was slightly stunned, then smiled as he realized, “Teacher is still so annoying.”
“If you don’t want to talk about it, then forget it. I don’t want to know your business.”
Ka’lier paused, “But I want to know, why does Teacher live? Is it to save this riddled world?”
“I don’t have as much ability as you.” Song Ningwan didn’t admit it.
This sentence, at first hearing, didn’t seem like much, but it allowed Ka’lier to taste a faint hint of humanity, gradually enlivening his cold soul.
Ningwan was glowing all over.
Ka’lier liked Song Ningwan’s current appearance, not as aloof and untouchable as before, hanging in the sky.
His eyelids shimmered with glistening light, a few wisps of breeze drifted from the water, and the bright moon remained dazzling.
“Teacher, I want to kiss your eyes.”
Ka’lier’s sudden words made Song Ningwan shift his gaze to him.
“I always lose myself in your eyes, can they cause hallucinations?” Ka’lier could no longer restrain himself, going up to hug Song Ningwan’s waist. This time, he didn’t want to let go.
Clouds fell, blocking the two from view, unable to see each other’s faces, but knowing that their hearts were already rotten, riddled with holes.
Besides desire and hatred, no one could clearly define that inappropriate relationship.
Just like Song Ningwan would never know how joyful Ka’lier felt when he was first sent away, and how tragic the ending would be.
When the boy dragged his crippled body back, he saw his teacher abandoning the old love and embracing the new.
He cried.
At this moment, he finally learned the word called “sadness.”
The first generation was a little mischievous, but he was just a child.
He would protect his home when strangers broke in.
He would wear a small skirt to greet his teacher when he came home, because the teacher liked him sitting at the door waiting.
He would cook human food and personally feed it to his teacher, although it was very difficult to eat.
He would miss when his teacher would come home.
But Ningwan was still not satisfied, wanting to create a perfect second generation.
How could that be allowed?
Hahaha!
Ka’lier took advantage of Song Ningwan’s fatigue from experimenting to fall asleep and personally dug out the second generation’s human heart.
Looking at the scarlet thing in his hand, he laughed maniacally, his dark red pupils as sinister and bizarre as a hellish Asura.
Pfft…
Blood and mud dripped onto the ground along his palms.
How could possessing a human heart make someone perfect?
Since Song Ningwan wanted it, then Ka’lier would play the role of the obedient, well-behaved second generation.
When the metal heart was placed in the second generation’s chest cavity, Ka’lier smiled contentedly, his expression satisfied.
“The eyes aren’t good-looking, they can only be red…”
Ka’lier dug out the second generation’s golden eyes, took out the blood-colored pupils soaked in formalin, and installed them.
From then on, the second generation had life.
Opening his blood-colored pupils, Ka’lier looked at Song Ningwan, who was sitting and sleeping, a strange smile rising on his lips.
Ka’lier unconsciously walked behind Song Ningwan, reaching out his hand to pinch the man’s neck.
His eyes were filled with hatred and murderous intent that could no longer be suppressed.
Ka’lier laughed, but he still couldn’t bring himself to do it.
He felt that merely killing his teacher wasn’t enough. He hated Song Ningwan, he hated him to death.
He wanted to personally drag the aloof god into the mud, watching the pure and flawless god covered in filth, forever unwashable.
From then on, Ka’lier became obedient, excellent, and perfect.
He gradually became an irreplaceable “person” in Song Ningwan’s life.
His teacher still refused to look at him properly…
Why? Was he not doing well enough?
Teacher, a person like you should go to hell.
How painful would it be to be betrayed by the person you trust the most?
Ka’lier thought so, and that’s what he did.
When Ningwan’s Connect Spirit collapsed, his pride still couldn’t be broken.
Ka’lier wanted to see, how exactly would Song Ningwan beg for mercy?
He had tried many methods, seduction, gentle coaxing, acting cute, torture.
But Song Ningwan still refused to open his eyes, unwilling to even look at him.
Heh.
Then go die.
Ka’lier originally planned to scatter his teacher’s soul, but, thinking that he still needed Song Ningwan’s Connect Spirit, he came up with a plan.
Grind the ashes into powder and put them in a ring.
Wear it on his ring finger.
Song Ningwan was dead. Ka’lier gradually stole his teacher’s things, proving to the world that he could replace that dead person.
Now, he was infinitely glorious.
But his teacher’s body was gone.
Had the great revenge finally been avenged? It didn’t seem so.
He hated Song Ningwan, hated him to death.
But he couldn’t use up the ashes casually, otherwise there would be no other substitutes, and he would go crazy.
After many years, he returned to that cold villa again.
He couldn’t help but walk towards the laboratory.
With no one to take care of it, the research platform was already covered in dust. Ka’lier sat in the position where his teacher often researched mechanics, ignoring the dust, lying on the table with his eyes closed.
His vision was pitch black. He felt a coldness on his forehead and opened his eyes, realizing that he had fallen asleep leaning against his teacher’s grave.
No, he wouldn’t allow anyone to erect a tombstone for Song Ningwan.
Startled awake from a dying dream, he suddenly felt like a nightmare.
Ka’lier retracted his gaze in an instant, only to see the sealed box on the experiment table. So, with a thought, the lock opened.
Inside, besides a lonely diary lying at the bottom of the box, there was nothing else.
Ka’lier took out the diary and saw the contents inside.
1. It was born, its eyes are very beautiful, rose-red.
It bit my finger, I’m in a dilemma.
I don’t know what to feed it, fried chicken? Don’t kids like that now?
Later, after my verification, it doesn’t like to eat fried chicken and Coke.
It likes to bite Connect Spirit, it hurts quite a bit.
My friend said this is my child, I can’t let it call me daddy, Teacher is better.
It’s very cute, doesn’t pee everywhere, it’s very convenient to raise.
It likes weapons with great destructive power, it will hurt itself, this makes me very distressed.
So I built a rose garden for it.
In the garden, it chased butterflies, and as a result, it bent the roses, it cried.
I don’t know how to coax it, I threw it a gun, it liked it very much, it blew up the house.
It laughed.
I think, maybe it likes this.
2. I want to give it a name, I accidentally flipped through the book and found “Freeman”, that is, Ka’lier.
Every time I go home after working hard, what awaits me is not the pitch-black night, but the lights are always bright.
When it was young, it would crawl over, like a kitten, and pounce into my arms, welcoming me home.
At this time, I will release Connect Spirit and let it taste it.
It would fall asleep every time, looking at Ka’lier’s sleeping profile, my heart is very warm.
When it grows up, he will play various roles and bow at the door: Welcome back, darling.
This time he is playing the prince of an ancient castle.
Elegant, dignified, beautiful.
But I think he is like a princess, and should be loved by everyone.
Ka’lier, your birth gave me a home.
3. My comrade-in-arms passed away, leaving behind a baby. I thought Ka’lier needed a companion, so I took Ying home.
Ka’lier is very angry, doesn’t like Ying, I know but there is no way.
They grew up together, Ka’lier is very smart, he can independently develop his own mechanics before he is an adult.
Ying is playful, always lazy, Ka’lier will send his research to Ying to deal with me.
I know all of this, I am helpless and want to laugh, although they often fight, they are also good playmates.
After all, Ka’lier also pulled Ying up.
I am really an unqualified teacher, sometimes I can’t go home for several years.
Fortunately, they can rely on each other.
4. Exotic beasts rise, science and technology revitalize the country.
In addition to researching mechas, I have to deal with diplomacy.
In fact, I want to go to the battlefield and kill exotic beasts.
After raising the two children, I will go to realize my ideals.
5. I now realize a problem, when researching Ka’lier, I accidentally messed up the program.
As he grows older, he will be replaced by mechanical cold-bloodedness.
For example, at the beginning,
He is rebellious but understands the overall situation, he will act cute when he does something wrong, and he will apologize.
I forgave him.
After that,
He deliberately killed a bird but was indifferent.
He ambushed foreign guests, installed bombs in suspension cars, and poisoned the food in the kitchen.
This is nothing, but he even took the opportunity to sneak out and destroy a city without me noticing.
That day, he lost control, the earth shattered, and tall buildings collapsed.
When I arrived at the scene,
Fortunately, there were no casualties.
When I saw him lying on the ground covered in blood, pitifully calling, Teacher.
I softened my heart and promised the City Management Bureau to take good care of him.
As time goes by,
Ka’lier is being assimilated by machines more and more seriously, at that moment, when he looked at Ying, he was full of murderous intent.
He even wanted to eliminate Ying unconsciously.
I started punishing him, scolding him, hoping he could correct himself, but it didn’t help.
As a robot, he actually has a super-thinking and wants to rule the human world.
This is ridiculous, he not only wants to kill Ying, but also kill me.
He put a source of pollution in my laboratory, which caused me to develop a root cause of the disease from that day on.
The vision that mechanical engineers care about most has disappeared.
But my Connect Spirit is the eye…it can make me feel everything.
I will not be able to go to the battlefield to kill exotic beasts in the future, this is my regret in my life.
Ka’lier, this time I don’t want to forgive you anymore.
Those family affections and companionship, in the end, all turned into nothingness.
It’s also my fault that I developed him.
Since it cannot exist, then destroy it.
6. Ka’lier, you shouldn’t exist, I will send you to hell, I wish you freedom.
Freemen – Ka’lier.
When Ka’lier saw this, tears had already soaked the diary paper, that was written word by word by Song Ningwan.
His eyes, why can’t he see?
Why?!
No wonder Ningwan always refuses to look at him properly.
But, really hate…
Ka’lier couldn’t control himself, he wanted to hate his teacher.
Hate lasts longer than love.
Song Ningwan, I hate you to death, why do I hate you so much.
It’s all because of you!!!