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    Chapter 66

    Why doesn’t Fang Xingcheng continue singing?

    Singing was obviously a dream he admitted himself.

    Bai Song had wanted to ask for a long time, but had never had the chance.

    Ask Fang Xingcheng and he doesn’t know how to speak.

    Or curve rescue.

    Maybe Bai Song was really scared.

    Afraid of knowing that the person who made Fang Xingcheng give up music was actually himself.

    So Bai Song created an opportunity for him and Ji Shijie to be alone together.

    If anyone in this group of people knows something about Fang Xingcheng.

    Only Ji Shijie.

    “No, Fang Xingcheng and I actually met once, talking about the album.” Ji Shijie recalled.

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    You have to start talking about it after you withdraw from the circle.

    Ji Shijie said.

    Bai Song walked away.

    When he left Beijing, he cleared and deleted his mobile phone cards and completely severed ties with Beijing.

    Never see these old friends again.

    Bai Bai’s arrival gave Bai Song the courage to leave his once comfortable life.

    And it is precisely because we need to take good care of Baibai.

    Bai Song, who had just been promoted to an intern baby daddy, focused all his attention on his son.

    In fact, it is also a way to escape.

    Don’t think about it, don’t pay attention.

    Deliberately avoid anything related to Fang Xingcheng.

    Like an ostrich.

    When something happens, he just hides himself.

    But Fang Xingcheng was different.

    The pain of breakup is engraved on people’s bodies, and it takes a long time to carve.

    It was an extremely slow, extremely long stroke.

    Fang Xingcheng spent a very difficult time.

    At first, Fang Xingcheng still lived in the house where he and Bai Song had lived.

    A familiar yet strange place.

    There are traces of their playfulness everywhere.

    Fang Xingcheng thought: He would not forgive Bai Song for giving up so easily, unless Bai Song was willing to take the initiative to coax him… What if Bai Song comes back and can’t find him again?

    It was Fang Xingcheng who couldn’t bear it first.

    Every night, Fang Xingcheng would dream about Bai Song.

    The reality is cold.

    After three months of patience, Fang Xingcheng finally decided to move out of this place full of memories of both of them.

    Fang Xingcheng finally accepted the fact that they had completely broken up.

    If he stays here any longer, he will go crazy.

    I miss Bai Song so much.

    Fang Xingcheng thought again: Just break up, there is no need to leave just because you are angry with him.As long as Bai Song is willing to come back, everything in the past will be wiped out.

    He is willing to find a more expensive gold medal producer for Bai Song.

    Release an album and make music for Bai Song.

    Let Bai Song do what he likes to do and still make money.

    As for them both.

    If we are not together, we will not be together.

    It’s also good to be friends.

    Why give up on your dreams so easily?

    Nineteen-year-old Bai Song clearly longs for the stage and has a song that can be sung by the public.

    If you break up, just break up.

    But Bai Song’s dream shouldn’t be erased just because they broke up.

    At worst, Fang Xingcheng can stop appearing in front of Bai Song.

    He can retreat.

    Ji Shijie met Fang Xingcheng a month after Bai Song left.

    Fang Xingcheng looked much thinner.

    The whole person was covered with a deep aura.

    It seems like I grew up overnight.

    Lose the youthful vigor.

    Become a vicissitudes of life.

    Even his voice became much deeper.

    Fang Xingcheng said he did it on purpose.

    In fact, it was because of the harm caused by smoking and drinking that now he can no longer sing clear songs.

    Ji Shijie asked Fang Xingcheng to deal with the matter of the unreleased album.

    The songs are all recorded.

    Bai Song did not ask not to release this album.

    Instead, it surrenders the right to dispose.

    Based on their understanding of Bai Song.

    Even if this album is released, Bai Song won’t say anything.

    Even for a moment.

    Fang Xingcheng thought about releasing the album.

    Then he publicly came out as gay in front of the whole world, and then retired from the industry in a cool way.

    This way there is half a chance of forcing Bai Song to come out to see him.

    But it only took a moment for this thought to occur.

    Fang Xingcheng denied himself.

    There is also a half chance that he will ruin the rest of Bai Song’s life.

    It’s great to come out publicly.

    But what kind of criticism will they both receive.

    Fang Xingcheng knew it all after thinking about it.

    He doesn’t care about the rumors.

    At worst, he could go back home and inherit the family business. How could Young Master Fang not have such capital?

    But what about Bai Song?

    What to do with white pine?

    Should he just let him destroy Bai Song’s life in an understatement?

    How could he do such a thing.

    Even as a friend, Fang Xingcheng shouldn’t do this.

    What’s more, Fang Xingcheng still regards Bai Song as more than just a friend.

    “I won’t release it anymore.” Fang Xingcheng said, “You should keep this album sealed and give me the few that you proofed before. I will… keep it as a souvenir.”

    “I’m sorry for making you work in vain.”

    Fang Xingcheng had paid cleanly before.

    It was also because he had received money from Fang Xingcheng that when Bai Song transferred money to Ji Shijie, he chose to refuse.

    Ji Shijie waved his hand: “It’s okay, it’s okay. I’ve already gotten the money I deserve, so it’s not for nothing. But you, Teacher Fang, can’t get the money back. How about I pull out the few songs you sang solo, and write a few more songs for you, and you can release an album again, right?”

    This is probably a difficult question to answer.

    Ji Shijie remembered that Fang Xingcheng was silent for a particularly long time.

    In the end, Ji Shijie only heard Fang Xingcheng smile bitterly.

    Fang Xingcheng shook his head and refused: “Forget it, my voice is not suitable for singing anymore.”

    Smoking and alcohol can hurt your throat.

    Fang Xingcheng completely ruined it by himself.

    As a musician, Ji Shijie certainly feels sorry for him not cherishing his “feathers”.

    He also urged Fang Xingcheng eagerly: “This is temporary. It’s okay. It will get better. Besides, this voice is best suited for singing love songs…”

    “It’s an excuse.” Fang Xingcheng interrupted Ji Shijie softly, “Actually, I don’t want to sing anymore.”

    Fang Xingcheng’s journey as a professional singer began on the audition stage of “Big Star” two years ago.

    When he sings, there are always white pines around him.

    Bai Song as a friend, Bai Song as an opponent, and Bai Song as a partner.

    He hasn’t had time to sing with Bai Song as his partner and Bai Song as his teammate.

    But every time Fang Xingcheng holds the microphone, he will think of Bai Song.

    Thinking of Bai Song singing, Bai Song held the microphone and shouted excitedly to him.

    I remembered that he once gave Bai Song a couple’s microphone.

    Bai Song didn’t take it with him when he left.

    It seems that I want to draw a clear line with him.

    So Fang Xingcheng didn’t want to sing anymore.

    As long as it has something to do with music, he will always think of Bai Song.

    But at that time, Fang Xingcheng didn’t want to think about Bai Song anymore.

    Fang Xingcheng wanted to escape from Bai Song.

    Seeing Ji Shijie’s serious expression.

    Fang Xingcheng pretended to be relaxed and said: “But who knows what I will think in the future. Maybe in two years I will come back to you to make an album. Brother Jie, you have to help me then.”

    “As long as you like me, no matter when you want to make a song, I will help you do it.” Ji Shijie said seriously, “I don’t charge you any money, no matter how many songs you want to make, Fang Xingcheng.”

    “Okay, thank you, brother.”

    “But, after that day, he never came to me.” Ji Shijie said with emotion.

    “But Fang Xingcheng is really good. I asked him what he planned to do after he stopped singing, and Fang Xingcheng said that he should try to be an actor. This time he won the Shidi trophy.”

    “What is our Fang Xingcheng now? We are Fang Shidi.”

    “Many people don’t know that Fang Xingcheng started out as a singer. No one has ever heard Fang Xingcheng sing again.”

    “I now know many people in the industry who are surprised every time they hear me say that Fang Xingcheng sings well. After all, they don’t know that Fang Xingcheng can sing.”

    “Fang Xingcheng has never received any music-related announcements.”

    Ji Shijie was proud of Fang Xingcheng’s achievements, but at the same time a little melancholy.

    Bai Song is talented in singing, and Fang Xingcheng, who was ranked one higher than him back then, is not far behind.

    If the Chinese music scene loses these two singers, it will miss out on many good songs.

    However, now that Fang Xingcheng has loosened his tone, maybe we can see him in the music industry again in the future?

    Who can say what will happen in the future?

    It would be better for Bai Song to come back.

    It felt like Fang Xingcheng from before was also following him back.

    “By the way, when did you two ease your relationship? I went to Fang Xingcheng before, and I heard him say he didn’t want to know about you…”

    While Bai Song was still digesting the news he got from Ji Shijie, the curious person turned into Ji Shijie.

    “Just…a few months ago, we met while filming the same drama.” Bai Song covered up the whole story and asked, “When? What did he say?”

    “Four or five years ago, we happened to meet each other while eating. I saw a tall man in a suit telling Fang Xingcheng that they had found you, and asked Fang Xingcheng what to do.”

    Bai Song imagined that scene and couldn’t help but laugh: “Then Fang Xingcheng must have said that he is not interested in this kind of thing.”

    “It’s better that you understand him.” Ji Shijie nodded and said with joy, “Fang Xingcheng immediately turned cold and said that there was no need to tell him this kind of thing anymore. He was not interested and didn’t want to hear it.”

    If I heard this news a few months ago.

    Bai Song had to be sad for a while.

    But he already knew that Fang Xingcheng didn’t let him go, so he just found it funny.

    Bai Song followed Ji Shijie and laughed.

    Fang Xingcheng still had the nerve to talk to him.

    This man still has the same soul hidden in his bones as he did ten years ago.

    Nothing has changed.

    Fang Xingcheng’s career as a young master also sounds very interesting.

    Bai Song thought that he should have paid more attention to Fang Xingcheng.

    Get to know him better.

    How wonderful.

    The coffee bottomed out and the two ended their chat.

    When I rushed back to the recording site, I was just in time for the meal.

    They bought the vegetables before and asked the director team to send them back without delay for cooking.

    Other guests saw that they were late.

    It’s okay to just make a joke.

    As a result, Bai Song almost couldn’t help laughing when he entered the door.

    The food on the table in front of me was absolutely made by Fang Xingcheng.

    They are bright red and green, and they are all vegetables that Bai Song doesn’t like to eat.

    …What a childish method.

    It is not easy for Fang Xingcheng to remember these.

    After all, after all these years, who can’t forget their ex-boyfriend so much that they can even remember the dishes they didn’t like?

    –All right.

    He, Bai Song, also remembered everything.

    No one can say anything about it.

    Fang Xingcheng was still in the kitchen when Bai Song came in.

    He didn’t pay attention to Bai Song.

    Bai Song was in no hurry to coax him.

    After all, he is still under the camera.

    Bai Song planned to leave some material for the camera first.

    What happened between him and Fang Xingcheng was their own private matter.

    Bai Song did not intend to let the footage be recorded into a variety show and broadcast.

    In a sense, Bai Song doesn’t like the camera prying into his private life.

    But as an artist, this is inevitable.

    Focus on your work.

    Bai Song secretly watched Fang Xingcheng concentrate on cleaning the windows in the kitchen.

    With that movement, he wanted to wipe the entire window crystal clear, but Bai Song did not dare to disturb Fang Xingcheng.

    But – seeing Fang Xingcheng’s familiar state.

    Bai Song sighed silently, I’m afraid it won’t be easy to coax him this time.

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