After Being Transformed Into Cannon Fodder For Death, The Heartthrob Chapter 65

The awards ceremony concluded, and Ye Qingyun took Gu Shenyuan back to their residence.

He held Gu Shenyuan’s hand and noticed that the closer they got to their destination, the more tense Gu Shenyuan became.

On the surface, Gu Shenyuan looked no different than usual. He gazed at the shops below the airship and said to Ye Qingyun, “Let’s… not go back yet. This area is very bustling, and you haven’t been here before. I can take you around.”

“Huh? What’s there to see?” Ye Qingyun glanced down as well, shaking his head without interest. “Let’s not. We should go back first. I… I just want to be alone with you.”

He and Gu Shenyuan had just shared what was, for him, their first kiss. All he wanted now was to be alone with Gu Shenyuan, to cuddle and enjoy some intimacy. He had no interest in going out.

Gu Shenyuan remained silent, his heart growing heavier.

…Did Qingyun no longer want to give him more time, no longer want to pretend they were in love, and was eager to go back and lay his cards on the table?

Gu Shenyuan didn’t want to face this so quickly. He tried his best to showcase his advantages, hoping Ye Qingyun might value his power and status. “Qingyun… I am different now than before. Whatever you want, I can get it for you. Anything you like, I will ensure it is the best. No one will ever bully you based on their status again. Everyone who sees you must show the highest respect.”

Ye Qingyun: “?”

Why was Gu Shenyuan suddenly saying such a long speech? Being so chatty and self-aggrandizing was a bit out of character for Gu Shenyuan.

Gu Shenyuan continued speaking rapidly, covering every detail. This content didn’t seem thought up on the spot; it felt prepared in advance, now being poured out to Ye Qingyun all at once.

Gu Shenyuan’s abnormality was glaringly obvious. It was impossible for Ye Qingyun not to notice. Ye Qingyun quickly considered the situation and formed a rough guess.

He had previously thought that after encouraging and comforting Gu Shenyuan like that, Gu Shenyuan would calm down somewhat and realize that he was always on his side.

But now it seemed Gu Shenyuan had not been successfully soothed; instead, he had become more anxious.

Gu Shenyuan seemed to believe that their relationship was suffering a severe blow.

Why was Gu Shenyuan acting this way? Who was the “Boss” mentioned by that strange person, who could make Gu Shenyuan feel so threatened?

…Did he really like that person for many years, and was that person then killed by Gu Shenyuan?

Judging by Gu Shenyuan’s reaction, could this actually be true?

Yet, deep down, he was still willing to trust Gu Shenyuan.

Ye Qingyun frowned slightly.

No, he had to ask Gu Shenyuan clearly. If they were going to be together, they couldn’t harbor such secrets between them.

Ye Qingyun thought for a moment, softened his body, leaned against Gu Shenyuan, and whispered, “I’m so tired. I don’t want to go out anymore. Let’s go back.”

Gu Shenyuan held him, silent for a long moment, before finally turning the airship toward the place they were currently staying.

This temporary residence wasn’t too large, but it was a cozy, well-decorated apartment suitable for two people. Entering through a small garden led to a bright, comfortable living room.

During the days leading up to the formal competition, Ye Qingyun liked to sit on the large, soft sofa, resting his head on Gu Shenyuan while they talked.

Returning now, Ye Qingyun sat down on that same sofa and motioned for Gu Shenyuan to sit beside him. “Shenyuan, come here. Let’s talk.”

Gu Shenyuan didn’t respond to the request or look at Ye Qingyun. Instead, he walked straight toward the back. “You’re tired. Take a bath and rest early. Whatever it is, we can talk tomorrow. I’ll go run the hot water for you.”

Run what water? What era was this? They weren’t living in the deep mountains; all the furnishings were managed by high-tech automation. Why would Gu Shenyuan need to personally run bathwater for him? He couldn’t even come up with a better excuse!

Ye Qingyun angrily punched the sofa. The more Gu Shenyuan acted like this, the more he felt that the matter was complicated.

Since Gu Shenyuan wouldn’t come over, Ye Qingyun chose to go to him. He stood up and walked to the bathroom, where he saw Gu Shenyuan, his back to him, running the bathwater.

Just looking at that back, a word flashed through Ye Qingyun’s mind—despondent.

Ye Qingyun’s heart softened. The word despondent should never apply to Gu Shenyuan.

Ye Qingyun stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Gu Shenyuan. “Why are you running so much water? Do you want to bathe with me?”

Gu Shenyuan turned his face to look at him, his features strained, his lips tightly pressed, as if afraid Ye Qingyun would suddenly say something terrible.

Ye Qingyun blinked. “Normally, given our relationship, we shouldn’t progress this quickly, but since you won the championship today, let’s celebrate.”

Gu Shenyuan: “Qingyun…”

He had expected Ye Qingyun to come over and sternly question him about what happened in the past. But now, he couldn’t grasp Ye Qingyun’s thoughts, nor did he know what Ye Qingyun wanted to do.

Did he want to leave one last beautiful memory before departing?

But he wouldn’t let Ye Qingyun go. Even if it went against Ye Qingyun’s wishes, he would keep him here.

…If things truly developed this way, this might indeed be the last beautiful memory they shared.

Ye Qingyun asked again, “Where is the Stone of Love? Do you have it on you?”

Gu Shenyuan reached into his pocket and pulled out the pendant inlaid with the Stone of Love.

Ye Qingyun held out his hand. Gu Shenyuan intended to place the pendant in Ye Qingyun’s palm, but Ye Qingyun unexpectedly pulled his hand back.

Gu Shenyuan unconsciously tightened his grip on the pendant. He looked at Ye Qingyun and asked stiffly, “Qingyun… you don’t want it anymore?”

He didn’t want the Stone of Love… and he didn’t want him anymore.

Gu Shenyuan felt cold all over, his fingertips clutching the pendant turning white.

Ye Qingyun shook his head and glared at Gu Shenyuan. “Don’t you understand? It’s not right for you to hand me the necklace and for me to put it on myself. Especially since this is the Stone of Love, you have to put it on me!”

Gu Shenyuan’s breath hitched. His hand holding the necklace tightened and then loosened. He lowered his head, intending to undo the clasp and put the necklace on Ye Qingyun.

Ye Qingyun thought for a moment, his ears turning red, and stopped him. “Wait, don’t put it on yet.”

Gu Shenyuan paused. He didn’t look up, only asking, “Do you regret it?”

“Yes.” Ye Qingyun nodded. Thinking about what was about to happen, Ye Qingyun’s face grew hotter, but he tried his best to be bold, acting experienced as he provocatively stroked Gu Shenyuan’s wrist. “There are too many clothes right now, it’s inconvenient. So wait a bit, put it on me when we are bathing, okay?”

Gu Shenyuan heard Ye Qingyun’s words. He acknowledged it and looked down at the sparkling Stone of Love in his hand.

If this was the false happiness Ye Qingyun was granting him, he hoped this moment could last forever.

He wished so much that this was real, a reward for winning the championship, and not a final memory before a breakup. But could Ye Qingyun truly forget Pu Tian entirely and still be with him without any reservations after hearing those words?

His luck had always been poor. Most things he encountered developed in the most complicated and difficult direction. This time, too, he couldn’t trust his luck.

If this was his last night of happiness, then he should… feel it deeply, leaving no regrets.

The bathtub was full, covered with a layer of dense foam. The tub was large enough for two people to lie in comfortably.

Ye Qingyun reached for the buttons on his shirt. He really wanted to boldly take off his clothes and step into the tub in front of Gu Shenyuan, but having no experience sharing a bath, he felt embarrassed. So he nudged Gu Shenyuan, who was staring at him, and snapped, “What are you looking at? Turn around!”

Gu Shenyuan obediently turned. Ye Qingyun quickly stripped off all his clothes and stepped into the tub, burying his entire body under the thick foam, leaving only his head above the water.

Ye Qingyun cleared his throat, reminding Gu Shenyuan to turn back. “It’s your turn. Do I need to look away?”

Gu Shenyuan shook his head and reached out to unbutton his own clothes.

Ye Qingyun was initially delighted, but as he watched, he was startled.

Damn, for a Shou, Gu Shenyuan’s assets were far too impressive.

Was this why Gu Shenyuan hadn’t found a suitable partner in the original novel? Everyone else’s assets weren’t as impressive as Gu Shenyuan’s, so Gu Shenyuan looked down on them?

Heh, fortunately, their relationship was only going as far as kissing all over; they wouldn’t go all the way. He didn’t have to worry about not being able to handle it.

Gu Shenyuan stepped in as well. He chose not to sit beside Ye Qingyun but sat facing him.

Ye Qingyun’s calf touched Gu Shenyuan’s calf. He felt a little awkward and tried to pull away, but Gu Shenyuan followed. Trying to dodge, Ye Qingyun’s posture became increasingly wide until he realized his two legs were nearly pressed against the bathtub wall.

This position, wasn’t it…

Ye Qingyun instantly snapped his legs shut, trapping Gu Shenyuan again.

Ye Qingyun immediately understood and lightly kicked Gu Shenyuan. “Are you being a pervert?”

“No,” Gu Shenyuan denied.

Ye Qingyun didn’t believe Gu Shenyuan’s lies but decided to skip the topic. He asked Gu Shenyuan, “Do you want to bathe first, or put on the necklace first?”

Gu Shenyuan reached out, picked up the sparkling necklace from the small side table, and looked quietly at Ye Qingyun.

The meaning was clear: he wanted to put on the necklace first.

Ye Qingyun had no objection, but he quickly noticed a new problem.

Sitting down was different from standing up. In this face-to-face sitting position, he and Gu Shenyuan were too far apart, making the operation inconvenient.

Ye Qingyun complained, “See? It’s better to sit side-by-side. How can we reach each other face-to-face? Move over a bit, I want to sit next to you.”

But when Gu Shenyuan heard his words, he didn’t move to make space for him. His dark eyes, watching Ye Qingyun, grew deeper.

“Not side-by-side,” Gu Shenyuan’s voice was slightly husky. “Come here, sit on me.”