【Abo】After Being Accidentally Tagged By Bingshan Movie King Chapter 44

Chapter 44: The true desire behind the cold and arrogant appearance

“Chen Hui, I want to ask you…”

Shen Lingfeng carefully considered his words word by word.

“Do you really like being an actor? With your talent, if, I mean if… you become a senior executive of some company, you should be quite suitable, right?”

“…Do you want to be a lobbyist for Su Wei?” Su Chenhui’s face immediately darkened.

“No, no!” Shen Lingfeng shook his head quickly, “I’m just curious. Putting aside my feelings for Su Wei, do you prefer to be an actor or a CEO?”

“…”

Su Chenhui was silent for a moment and then said: “Actually, a few years ago, when I was doing psychological counseling with A Bin, he discussed a question with me – why did I choose to develop in the entertainment industry? He analyzed it for me. Maybe I still want to be closer to my father in my heart.”

“…!” Shen Lingfeng couldn’t help being shocked.

“I’m just a mortal. It’s not like I haven’t longed for father’s love.”

Facing Shen Lingfeng, whom he loved most, Su Chenhui no longer wanted to hide his most vulnerable side.

“It’s just that all my previous desires were severely shattered by reality.”

Su Chenhui sighed softly and began to tell the story of the past.

In fact, when he was a child, he lived in a house on the outskirts of City A.Su Wei occasionally visits their mother and son.

There is no doubt that Su Wei is a very strong person, but when facing Su Chenhui, he is always very gentle. Every time, he will bring a bunch of small toys and greet Su Chenhui.

Su Chenhui has known about the grudges between his parents since he was a child, so he is not very warm to his father, but he is not as repulsive as he was later, and he is still willing to have a few words with him.

Su Chenhui had to admit in his heart that every time Su Wei came, it was the happiest moment for him.

But in school, Su Chenhui could only be a child without a father.

His grades have always been very good and he is handsome, so he naturally attracts a lot of jealousy.

So one day in his first year of junior high school, a male classmate who wanted to find fault asked him: “Who is your father, Chu Hao? Is he dead?”

“Your father is dead!” Su Chenhui fired back angrily.At that time, he never imagined that whenever others would ask about his father, he would directly say “dead”.

“Then why do you never see him come to school? You even never enter him in the family member list! Chu Hao, just admit it, you are a bastard without a father!”

“You’re a bastard!!” Su Chenhui was even more furious. He rushed forward and started to fight with the opponent.

Although other classmates rushed to break up the fight, Su Chenhui was so crazy that day that no one dared to step forward and let Su Chenhui beat the unlucky male classmate seriously.

After Chu Yao found out about this, she paid for the medical expenses and beat her son violently.

When Su Wei heard about this, he didn’t blame Su Chenhui, but felt very sorry for him who had been beaten all over.”Ayao, you are serious, why did you beat the child like this?”

Chu Yao sneered: “He is my son. I can beat him if I want. It’s none of your business.”

“…Dad…” Su Chenhui, who was lying on his side on the bed, made a weak voice, “Please, if any classmates ask me who my father is in the future, I’ll just tell them directly, okay?”

“No, no!” Su Wei suddenly panicked, “Hui’er, be obedient and never tell anyone my name!”

“So,” Su Chenhui’s eyes suddenly turned cold, “I have to be a bastard without a father for the rest of my life?!”

“… Hui’er, please don’t be like this,” Su Wei tried to comfort him, “When you grow up, no one will care so much about who your father is, they will only care about who you are.”

“I understand.” Su Chenhui said coldly, “I am a man without a father. From now on, I will never have any expectations from you again.”

In Su Chenhui’s imagination, Su Wei might appear in his school and tell everyone, “I wonder who dares to say that my son is a bastard!”

Or maybe, at least he would find the male classmate who was making trouble.

But it turned out that all this was just his own delusion.

“Go away.” Su Chenhui ordered Su Wei to be kicked out, “You don’t have to come see me again in the future. I don’t want to see you again.”

“Why are you talking to dad like this??” Su Wei was also a little unhappy for a moment, “Then dad will wait until you are in a normal mood to come see you.”

As a result, Chu Yao’s mother passed away not long after Su Wei left, and that was her only remaining relative.So Chu Yao moved her son to that small mountain village, away from City A.

Although Su Wei later found out the whereabouts of their mother and son after many inquiries, it was too inconvenient to go to that remote mountain village. Even the car could not drive to the entrance of the village, and one had to walk on a winding and muddy road.In addition, Su Chenhui no longer wanted to pay attention to Su Wei, so Su Wei stopped touching problems.

So Su Chenhui spent a very dark time alone in that small mountain village.It wasn’t until Chu Yao passed away that Su Wei sent a subordinate to pick him up.

There was no tenderness between the father and son who reunited after a long separation, only endless quarrels.Su Wei didn’t know why the well-behaved son in his memory had become like this. Although he forced Su Chenhui to dye his hair back to black and wash off his tattoos, Su Chenhui would never be the little boy who softly called “Daddy” again.

Of course he wouldn’t know.Because during the most painful years of Su Chenhui’s life, his so-called father was not involved at all.

When Su Chenhui went to college, he refused to go home. When he started working, he made a clean break with Su Wei.

“A Feng, did he just come and say something pitiful to you?” Su Chenhui had already guessed something about it. “I already know his moral character very well. When I’m in the mood, I’ll say a few soft words and say how sorry he is for me… In fact, he has always only had himself and his company in his heart, and it’s the same now!”

After hearing these words, Shen Lingfeng’s heart suddenly hurt.

Because he didn’t finally understand until this moment that under Su Chenhui’s repulsive appearance, what he really wanted was for his father to have him in his heart.

“Hui’er, that’s not the case!” Su Wei suddenly rushed out from the back room, “Dad loves you!”

“…Why are you here?!” Su Chenhui didn’t expect this.

“Hui’er, dad heard what you just said.” Su Wei wiped tears from the corner of his eyes, “I know you don’t want to hear me say I’m sorry anymore, but other than this sentence, sometimes dad really doesn’t know what to say to you… Or, if you are willing to listen to me say a few more words, I will also tell you my pain and entanglement, okay?”

“Then I’m all ears.” Su Chenhui sneered, “Listen and see how a peerless scumbag clears his name.”